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Getting To Know You
1. Your Name: Answer: 2. Age: Answer: 3. E-mail Address: Answer: 4. Zip Code: Answer: 5. Favorite position (s)? Answer: 6. Do you think I'm hot? Answer: 7. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 8. lights on or off? Answer: 9. Do You have a Webcam and/or Digital Camera and/or Camera phone? Answer: 10. Would you have to be drunk? Answer: 11. Would you take a shower with me? Answer: 12. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Answer: 13. Thought about asking me out for a night of FUN? Answer: 14. Would you leave after or stay the night? Answer: 15. Do you like cuddling afterwards? Answer: 16. Condom or skin? Answer: 17. Do you give Oral pleasures? Answer: 18. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? Answer: 19. Have sex on the first date? Answer: 20. Would you kiss me during sex? Answer: 21. How often would You want to go down on Me? Answer: 22. What is your Breast Size/Cock Size? Answer: 23. Do yo

Blasphemy
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then h

Betrayal Is Not Tolerated.
Fuck this shit,you fuck with my head,telling me what you think I want to hear,but it's all lies!!I catch you,pictures and letters,the absence of your phone calls.Yet you profess love as you use my every breath to your advantage,hoping to keep me blind.Wolves do not do well in cages or on the end of chains.I won't be chained.I'll fight this obsession you've cultivated in my heart.When the soul is bruised by the betrayal,the wolf will snap.I refuse to swallow your destructive serum.You'll cease your laughing at me when the blood on your hands is your own.When you've been fed your own torments then you'll understand the way I thrash inside my shackles and chains.Taking in your poison as it flows through my veins.My rationality lost as I go blind in my rage.You Betrayed Me!You cut my heart out to set on your wedding feast,while I am held fast,unable to act.But when I have freed myself,you'll regret your dishonor.The blood will flow,mine and yours will mingle as you tore me apart,I will ha

To My Friends
first thing, ty to my secret admirer for the gifts, it was really sweet whoever you are lol secondly im loving my new keyboard also im feeling really down today so i appreciate all the hugs from you guys muahhh to all of you

Haha Cyber Sex Gone Wrong..
So I was having cybersex the other day. It was pretty good I guess. Here it is: bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight? BritneySpears14: Aight. bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah. BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja. bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I put on my robe and wizard hat. BritneySpears14: Oh, I like to play dress up. bloodninja: Me too baby. BritneySpears14: I kiss you softly on your chest. bloodninja: I cast Lvl. 3 Eroticism. You turn into a real beautiful woman. BritneySpears14: Hey... bloodninja: I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 Cock of the Infinite. BritneySpears14: Funny I still don't see it. bloodninja: I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness. BritneySpears14: You are the worst cyber partner ever. This is ridiculous. bloodninja: Don't f*ck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands. bloodninja: I steal yo soul a

Another Of My Poems
Silence Silence so golden Screams out in my head Claws at my throat And the things left Unsaid My furrowed response Echoes loud in my ears Spouting words that need said But that no one else Hears It gnaws at my mind With its razor sharp teeth And my soul bleeds with secrets That I’m forced to Keep In agony Speechless I sit in my pain Choking on sounds A scream never brings Silence

Nothing
I know that I should try to find somebody new. But all I find is myself always thinking of you. You don't even know it, and why should you care? You're happy just pretending that I'm not even there. Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you. But there's just nothing more I think I can do. I try to tell you that I love you, but you just don't stop to listen. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes. Forget your friends. Forget the world. Forget the pain and lies. Forget about what people say and what other people might see. All I want you to think about now is what you think about me. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love. It kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of. Maybe I'm wrong and you really just don't care. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there. Whether you tell me you love me or no

Random Thoughts..not Lookin 4 Approval Fuck U If U Dont Approve
its almost 5 am and i have alot on my mind so ill put them here and perhaps make some conclusions along the way. i always seem to fall for the wrong men the ones who later hurt me on a level i didnt think man could hurt its fellow man (or in this case woman) yet they do and once again im left with another mistake made and another situation i could have avoided had i just thought before acting. what is it about me that leads me to fall for scrubs? lowlife men who only think about themselves and never anyone else? why do i always blame myself for the actions of others, i seem to think im supposed to be able to foresee problems in my own life not just the lives of others yet i never do and i get blindsided each and every time. people think that because im tall and because i defend others that im beyond hurt..if that were true then this would indeed be a perfect world. i get so sick and tired of being there for everyone else and yet when i need a shoulder or an ear the peopl

Toxic People...
One of my friends posted an interesting thought on toxic people..and their affect on us..as well as their presence in our lives. I have spent time pondering this notion..of how someone can 'poison' our own private world so to speak. What makes someone feel or think that they are better than anyone else? Is it the money they make?? Is it the publicity that they get on a daily basis?? Is it the fame that they have through a talent that is not theirs..but a gift from a higher power?? How do they decide who is good enough?? When someone like this enters our lives..in whatever way they have..it leaves little choice but to make decisions quickly..for our own sake. Does one persist to prove that they themselves are worthy of their acceptance..or does one keep their own pride..and let them be..to roll around in their own 'glory'. To this deep thought I say...you need not ever 'prove' yourself to someone. If they cannot see that you are a good person..then don't get down on your hands

Oh Oh One More!!
Dont you hate when go to the store .....and all of a sudden stump your baby toe on the buggy and of course you wore flip flops sure probably happens to me more than others since i have big freggin feet...but you double over and just want to cry then you have to limp through the shopping experience yea i hate that....ok going to soak my baby toe in warm water now!!!

Another One Of My Sis-n-law Hehe
Ok, she was 9 when this happened and is now 21 and yes WE still rag her about it and she still laughs hehe His dad wanted to show off his new boat so he took us (hubby and I) and my hubby's bro. and sis. This was before we had kids btw. Anyhow, after a nice boat ride he docked the boat to show my hubby his fish finder. Well, my sis-n-law had a sprite bottle and ofc it got shook up from the ride so when she started to open it ofc it starting spewing and instead of closing it back or holding it over the water and opening it up all the way she stops when it starts spewing (spell check lol) and when dad notices it he tells her to wash the sprite off his boat before it gets his boat all sticky. Well she asked him with what and he replied with water. He then turns back to going over the fish finder with my husband and she says, and I KID you NOT so get ready to bust a stitch, "Where's the water?" {Here's your sign} Omgoodnes I about DIED. I told here, "Sweetie would you like me to SHOW you w

One Upon A Lifetime
This was something I wrote for a very special friend. Though it seems rather simple, it was very heartfelt. ----------------------------------------------- Once upon a lifetime, you find a friend. Someone that brings a smile to your face when you are feeling down. Someone who can look inside your soul and can see when you are hurting, even when you are hiding the pain away. Once upon a lifetime, you find a friend. Someone you can share your hopes and dreams with. Someone who is willing to help you get to the places you are trying to go. Once upon a lifetime, you find a friend. Someone you reminds you who you are, when you stop being yourself. Someone who will compliment you just to brighten your day. Once upon a lifetime, you find a friend. Someone who is always fun to be with. Someone who can make the day better, just by being there. Once upon a lifetime, you find a friend. Someone that you would give almost anything for. Someone who will always have your respect an

Check Out My Pics.
If you're reading this, then I am asking you to check out my Fu-Friends folder to see if I've caught you scrolling or maybe I've caught one of your friends scrolling. I like to do this to show that my friends are important to me. Those of you that talk to me on a regular basis know that my friends are very important to me. If you're not in there yet, please be patient with me. I'm working on catching you. And as long as you are there feel free to rate them. I would, also, like to thank Trell for helping me level up when others could care less. Trell wasn't the only one that has helped me in the past week just the one that rated everything I had to get me well over the points that I needed to level up in the past hour. Those that could care less will be getting deleted in the next week. On a last note, thank you to all those that have wished me well, hope the best for me, and care that I'm ok. Love to you all, ~EvilSteph~

He Is Out Of Icu
Thanks for all the prayers and all other blessings that come with his recovery. He is out of ICU and the nurse told me that he is experiencing some flash backs which are normal. I will be calling him tomorrow and will keep you all posted in his progress!!!!!!!! Hugs and Kisses, L~

Fitting For The Times
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

Soo
Mom is back in the hospital. They took her back in with pneumonia. She had just finished an anti biotic for a bladder infection. The docotrs told her, and she told me that the end would be like this. One infection after another. Her bones have become so brittle from the cancer. And when they break the bad marrow that is released into her blood stream eats away the good blood cells. It gets harder for her to fight this stuff off. So after 8 years of fighting this disease and breaking bones and constant pain she gets this.... it doesnt seem fair. If I had my choice I would rather go like my dad. He was gone in a few months. It went to his brain. I mean I know that it was awful for him to be in there but not in control. But it was soo much quicker, and because it went to the brain I chose to believe that he had no pain. But what he always said was true. Life isnt fair. But then neither is death. Still Cancer just plain sucks..........

Don't These People Have A Life??
I don't have a life, which is why I'm working today. But c'mon! Go to a barbecue, watch football...STOP CALLING your insurance company!! I can see someone who bought a car during the Labor Day sales, but...all this other crap? It's Labor Day!! Give us workers a break!

Purification Ritual For New Magickal Tools
Purification Ritual for New Magical Tools by Jame Kambos Whenever you buy a new tool for magical workings it is important that the tool is purified. This is a simple purification ritual that I use to cleanse my new magical tools: Ingredients: caldron or any heat-proof dish dandelion leaf wormwood sage Ignite the herbs and let them smolder awhile. As the smoke curls about you pass your tool through the smoke and say: "Smoke rise, Let me be wise. This (name of tool) is cleansed. I will use it only for good." The item is now ready to use!

Scott Cunningham's Full Moon Rite
Full Moon Rite Perform this ritual at night in view of the Full Moon if possible. If not, fill a cauldron with water and place a piece of silver in it. Cast the circle and invoke the Goddess and God and anyone else you chose to invoke. Gaze at the moon or your "moon" in your cauldron. Feel its cool Goddess energy wash you with power and love. Say these words. Wondrous Lady of the Moon You who greets the dark with silvered kisses Mistress of the night and all magicks, who rides the clouds in blackened skies and spills light upon cold Earth. Oh Lunar Goddess Crescent one Shadow maker and shadow breaker, Revealer of mysteries past and present, Puller of seas and ruler of women All-wise Lunar Mother I greet your celestial jewel at the waxing of its powers with a rite in Your honor I prey by the moon I prey by the moon I prey by the moon Continue chanting "I prey by the moon" while visualizing the goddess. Now is the time to work magick or meditation. Cryst

Southern Fried Chicken With Gravy
An old-fashioned Southern fried chicken recipe with cream gravy. Scroll down to see more fried chicken recipes. INGREDIENTS: * oil or shortening * 1 chicken, about 2 to 2 1/2 pounds, cut up * 2 cups flour * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * . * Cream Gravy * 2 tablespoons butter * 4 tablespoons flour * salt and pepper, to taste * 1 cup milk * 1 cup water PREPARATION: Have a deep heavy skillet or Dutch oven with oil or hot fat about two inches deep. Combine flour, salt and pepper; sift into a pie plate or wide bowl. Roll each piece of chicken in flour and place in the hot fat (about 370° F). Put the largest pieces in firs, in the hottest part of the skillet. When all pieces are in the skillet and heat is regulated, cover and cook for 5 minutes. Remove top and turn chicken pieces when the underside is well browned. Replace top for another 5 minutes, remove and cook in open pan until the bottom side is browned. Ab

Sex Game
SEX GAME!! This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me []Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] F

I Miss My Pup
since my pup herbie passed on to heaven. i wish i was there with him right now cause we would both be happy and be together. i really miss my dog and want to be with him as soon as possible. he was all i had and now im left with nothing to be happy for and come home to. like i just said i want to go to heaven as soon as possible and be with my pup.

Sad Song Mood Lol
This song came on my iPod and i looked up the lyrics... good song, i like the All-American Rejects...... "One More Sad Song" One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world Time goes by, secrets rise One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone She'd take it back, if she only could And all the perfect words they seem so wrong, She's gone You wish that you could learn to see, The door is closed and you wish you could be Alone with you, alone with me What can I do, I cannot breathe My heart is torn, for all to see Alone with you, alone with me. Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating Friend deceives, she leaves Last date. She cries, whispers, goodbye She walks once more, out that door And all the perfect words they seem so wrong, She's gone You wish that you could learn to see, The door is closed and you wish you could be Alone with you, alone with me What can I do, I cannot breathe My heart is torn, for all to see Alone with you, alone with me.

Thank You.
I wish you could see me now... The way things have gone... Always remembering you... And hoping I made you proud... You were always my angel... Though I rarely showed it... Unreturned letters... Always putting off the moment... Thinking you'd forever be there... But you were gone in a second... Standing over your shell... My own self-inflicted hell... Why couldn't I have called? It would have only taken a minute... But I kept putting it off... Thought that I was too busy... To just say hello... Now I don't have that chance... I only hope you can hear my prayers... And know I have repented... For my evil ways... That made you worry for my soul... I promise it was never intentional... That's just the way it goes... Always had to learn on my own... And I hope that you understand... It was your words of wisdom... That finally made me a man...

It's Party Time!!!
even if i just checked your profile out, i sent everyone on my list a shot of my fav drink, mr. jack daniels. call it a "celebrating my bday early with some cool fubar people". even if i haven't had interactions or just starting to, i'm just showing some love. not asking for anything in return. if you already have, thank you bunches again. if i sent it twice to you, just drink it up. my brain's a little fried from the sun, heat, and maybe a little of gunpowder from shooting my uncle's 22. have a great week everyone and happy labor day!! oh and a big bong glass to my r/l bro, hopalong.

Random Facts About Me ...
Some random facts about me: * Of all the senses, SCENT is most important to me. I LOVE the smell of things {ok, SOME things! LOL} I absolutely LOVE ths smell of garden roses, a fresh baked pie, a man/woman who smells nice, etc etc. SCENT is important to me. * I was born a Cali girl and ended up a Southern Bell. But I have lived all over the USA and even outside the US in England. * I'm not short ... I'm vertically challenged! * I HATE being broke! * I LOVE to shop! but before you pass judgement, it's usually always for other people. I love to make the people I love happy! * I'm the most genuine, kind, and giving person there is. But I'm also bossy, bitchy, and anti-social at times too. * I LOVE shoes!!! * I love flowers! Most all flowers. I love gardens too.. and gardening. I've seen some of the most amazing gardens..from victorian to zen/asian gardens. Each one with its own distinct beauty. I love making wherever I live my own beautiful garden! * I

Questions
Questions September 4, 2007 How can I say the things I feel, when all I feel is pain? Why is it my mind can reel, when I’m confined by chain? The freezing rain drowns my soul, while the blistering heats scorches my life. My heart feels like a lump of coal, filled with struggle, pain and strife. I have thought of opening the door, but probably too late. Passion burns me to my very core, yet I have to make him wait. How can he wait so long, knowing I might never express this? Why does he hold so strong, hoping to be engulfed in my bliss? When I finally let him see, will he really understand? What is it going to be, when my heart he commands? These thoughts drive me mad, in a word, confused. But there is a part of me very glad, for I know it will not be abused. I’m scared to speak to him, because I fear his denial. I know he isn’t just a whim, and yet my thoughts are vile. When will I know for sure, what I want him to know? What can possibly cure, the sorrow that I

Stupid People Are Everywhere And She Has Got To Be #1
this is a email i got from Jamie... Tom and Jamie... Don't care if this gets me kicked off i just thought i would put it out there that she is a number one bitch!! started in the mumms and she for some unknown reason seems to think i am fake even put my salute in the mumms saying i was 50 yrs old and i had a pic of a 25 year old... lol if her vocabulary is fuck whore... bitch whatever then i understand why i cannot reason with her but hey it takes all kinds and when it comes to real i put the Real in Real lol all she had to do was look in the photos and bam there i am with Shithead who use to be on here!! plain as day leave it at that i can care less who she is in my book she is #1 STUPID!!! oh sweetie i think you have confused stalking with me calling you a bitch whore etc mostly stupid for blocking me for calling you out. I wouldn't stalk you especially you. ok i was just letting you know what a cunt you are. also if you think i am stalking you why are you writing

Take A Few And Check Her Out .. Add Her .. Fan Her ..
This is a good friend of mine .. April she's a sweetie .. take a couple mins to go to her page .. Fan her . Rate her .. Friend her . she returns the luv .. SsbbwWhiteTiger@ fubar

Randomness, Pokemon, Weird Noises And Shiny Things
I was bored. Lemme alone, mmkay? -I'm totally scared of hitting a butterfly with my car. If I did, I would probably cry. -I like to pretend I'm very ditzy, but I'm really not. -I really do love shiny things. -I detest sexism, chauvinism, racism, bigotry, and homophobism. -I'm stronger then a 6' 200+ lb man I work with. -I want to learn how to pole dance for no reason other then I think it would be a great way to work out. That and it would make an interesting introduction. -I'm insanely high-strung and easily startled. -I totally love HardNox. I want to see them live someday. -I have a really hot ass. -I actually like some country. -I really want a cat, so I can torture it with a laser. -I think I have a light-magnet in my eyes, because I always end up shining lights in my eyes. -Chocolate is my crack. -I like making weird noises at 3 am when I'm downstacking a pallet at work. -I detest it when people use poor grammar and spelling online, ye

We Are Going Backwards..not Forwards
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/law/09/04/bell.jena.six/index.html Residents: Nooses spark school violence, divide town Residents: Nooses spark school violence, divide town Story Highlights Attorneys to ask judge Tuesday to reconsider Mychal Bell's case, conviction Bell, five black teens -- aka the Jena Six -- charged in attack on white student Victim's mother: Charges warranted because attack could have killed her son Attack, other violence came after white students hung nooses from campus tree By Susan Roesgen and Eliott C. McLaughlin CNN JENA, Louisiana (CNN) -- Mychal Bell was like a lot of boys his age, his mother says. The always-smiling 16-year-old often spent weekends on the couch, munching Little Debbie snack cakes, watching football and dreaming of a day he might join his heroes in the NFL. That was before police arrested the star running back and five other teens -- dubbed the "Jena 6" -- on attempted murder and conspiracy charges after a December 4, 200

Dirty Little Secret
I’m The Dirty Little Secret You walked into my life when I needed a friend. You promised to be there until the very end. My heart goes around and around I’m a mess. I’m the dirty little secret that you can’t confess. Sometimes with my emotions it does toy. Life around you has been such a great joy. My love for you I can never profess. I’m the dirty little secret that you can’t confess. You bring so much happiness into my life. With you I have overcome a lot of strife. But my heart will always stay in a mess I’m the dirty little secret you can’t confess. I know you love me and you know I love you. And I realize there is nothing we can do. And none of this makes us love any less. I’m the dirty little secret you can’t confess.

9-4-07
There's a good buzz going around the office or the neighborhood and you want to get right in the middle of it. There may be some new info you haven't heard yet, so be sure to pick it up and pass it on! ---------------------------------------------------- You telling me to be a chismoso(nosey person)? Please be more clear !!!!

After School
I picked up our kids from school and I didn't have my daughters normal carseat in my vehicle I had the extra one which sits higher then her normal one well..... when she got in she said "Cool I'm high. I like this I'm high, high, high" What could I do but laugh hehe

Bootsie And Lil Boots
Ok this kitten (lil boots) is determined lol Bootsie our 2 yo female cat was trying to relax on our bed and lil boots (2 month old male) decided he wanted to play with her tail. Well, bootsie was growling and pawing at him to let him know she didn't want to play. Did that stop him?....... NO lol he kept biting her tail watching her to see if she would do it again and found out she would lol this went on for like 5 min. i kid you not. Our son and I were dieing with laughter.

Since Someone Doesnt Believe Me
I AM SINGLE... IM NOT WITH ANYONE... I DONT WANT TO BE... THIS PERSON NEEDS TO GET THAT THRU THEIR HEAD THAT I DONT WANT A COMMITED RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE BECAUSE I CANT TRUST ANYONE ENOUGH TO ALLOW THEM TO GET THAT CLOSE AGAIN!!! THEY NEED TO GROW UP & REALIZE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Kitty Updates
Well we tuck pooh to the vet today and there wasn’t any thing really wrong with him the vet thinks he might have pulled on of the ligaments in his leg or he could have burned his pad last week when it was hella hot here so he’s on bed rest for the next 2 weeks which means that he cant go out side. And after the 2 weeks we take call and let them know if he is still limping so now it’s a wait and see thing. And he also has to go on a diet well its just not him all that cats do so its no longer the buffet style of feeding them like we do they now have to be feed a quarter of a cup 2 times a day and I know they are not going to like that but hay we need to do what the vet say cause they are fat!!

Most Popular
TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY AND FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY OF ANGEL1111...SHE IS IN THE MOST POPULAR GAL/MOTHER ON FUBAR CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS ALL THE HELP THAT SHE CAN GET PLEASE COME ONE AND SHOW HER YOUR LOVE WITH ONE VOTE AND AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN GIVE:) LUVZ YOU ALL XOXOXOXO ANGIE

Stalk Letters
Stalk Letters Surely you're the most sensitive of us both, as your woman's heart is filled with love. Maybe I exaggerate my writing and thus I stalk you with letters and words my dove! Boiling feelings are over my mind Yes, I write to enlighten my soul so that my senses never go blind as loving you woman, is my true goal.

That Was Interesting.....part 2
So I put my boob picture up again....so far the same amount of feedback as before. That has left me wondering. Have people become so used to naked flesh that they don't bat a lash at naked photo's. Show I feel let down by the lack of comments? Should I take it personally that no one wants to see my naked boobs. Needless to say....I'm sitting on the fence about keeping them up. I'm gonna leave them there until tonight and see how I feel then.

The Time Has Come
Well, hi to all who might be reading this. I have been on here for a few months now, and have made some awesome friends along the way. Finding on this Fubar journey some pretty damn interesting people. Now, i know there are people out there that are 'haters, and downraters'. I'm not like that, i rate everyone a ten, no matter what my personal private opinion is; the point i am making? Well, i have noticed a few extremely rude remarks on some peoples pics that i have rated lately, and was very offended by these remarks, they weren't on my page, nor a friends page, just in general. What the genral public needs to realize is, we read those comments as well. ANd if it offended me, i know it had to offend others. I find racism will never be a thing of the past. I was raised to have a different outlook and remain neutral, and to keep an open mind. No offense to friends who don't like this, and if you don't like this next thing i am about to say, i HIGHLY advise you to

Happy Holiday 2006 (( Funny Shit ))
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just lay there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the cei

Busy Days ... Hiccups .. And Booboo !
Okay this is my 3rd attempt at a blog .. it keeps vanishing on me .. so .. im gonna type this fast so if there are any typo's .. DONT LOOK LOL Busy day today Busy day Tomorrow ive got the Hiccups im goin to bed LOL Oh .. And if youve some spare time .. Stop by and Bomb BooBoo on her contest Pic .. You know she's always there to help anyone who needs it ..

Bad News Prt 2
Went an took my boy in to the doctors today, after him getting hit in the head with a book by some kid at school, well doc said he has a grade 2 concussion then after I had to take an get the cat scan done. Said he was not allowed to play any sports of any kind, an no school tomorrow.. Goes back in Monday, although I'm still waiting on the results from the CAT SCAN. Just hope it's nothing serious...

Heh.
"You and your family might be sparring over some relatively small issue that is heating you all up more than it should. Don't try to deny your moods -- just be ready to compromise at some point." Um...what family?

A Word To The Gay Men Out There
Dont get me wrong, I dont have a problem with gay men and I absolutely LOVE lesbians but I cant butt feel a little uncomfortable when I get gay men hitting on me in my shoutbox. Its a little more scary to me than it is flattering. I have a few gay fans but as far as I know no gay male friends. Does that make me a meany? Does it make me homophobic? My cousin Rob is gay and every girl that I know that has met him wants to do him. If I was him I'd have a few girlfriends and they'd be cool with it but he doesnt want any girls. What a waste. The reason I posted this blog is because I had a dream about my cousin Rob last night and in my dream he came onto me. It was very scary cuz he knows how to whoop some ass, used to be a marine. Well anyway, I didnt give in to his advances and I know he wouldnt really do that in real life. I guess it goes to show that I'm not gay even when no one's lookin in my dreams. So am I a scardy cat for not wanting to to have gay men as friends that just wan

Blah Blah Police Quotes
The following 15 Police Comments were taken off of actual police car videos around the country. 15. "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch out after you wear them awhile." 14. "Take your hands off the car, and I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." (My personal favorite.) 13. "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." 12. "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per second? In case you didn't know, that is the average speed of a 9 mm bullet fired from my gun." 11. "So you don't know how fast you were going. I guess that means I can write anything I want on the ticket, huh?" 10. "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I am the shift supervisor?" 9. "Warning? You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." 8. "The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not: Was Mickey Mouse a cat or

I Need Some
hi everybody, i need some help,,dad has to go through surgery again tommorrow,,,you guys and gals said prayers for him and they helped,,so i asking you again for them...this time is scarrier then last time. thank you so much for before and now,,,, huggs to all xoxoxoxo saphiremoon

Monday Is Surgery Day
I was really hoping to use my voice recognition application for this, but I was having trouble with my thoughts, and that really screws up the program. So here I am left-handed typing again. I go in for round #3 of brain cancer surgery on Monday, 9/10 (at least it's not 9/11). I'm not overly worried, really. Been there, done that, got the scar to prove it. So, why am I obsessing about it? Mostly because it SUCKS to have BRAIN CANCER at age 42. Guys my age are supposed to be having mid-life crises, not end-of-life crises. By most survival statistics, I probably won't be here this time next year. THAT SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I've got a family -- a wife and 5-yr old Chinese adopted daughter. They will be provided for by my insurance, etc., but I am the one who should be providing for them. I have a few friends and co-workers; I suppose they'll miss me. And then there's fubar, this strange concoction of stranger-friends, and for some reason, I really want to leave my mark here. "R

To My Fubar Family Only
To my family on fubar, You know who you are *smiles* Just wanted to dedicate this friendship song to you and say Thanks for making my days cheerful & less stressful ! Much Luv to you all, *~BabyDoll~*

Come On Guys
Come on guys where are you I know I have real friends out there. Come show your support and love. The contest I am in ends tomorrow at 12:01 Pacific time. I have 2 more days to go and even though I am in the lead anything could happen between now and then. Click the link below leave as many comments as you would like but atleast rate me. There are people on my friends list who I rate daily so if you want to return the favor please click the link below. [ fubar.com photo: 404441447 ]

Would You?
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? loud 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you

Simply Perfect
LOVING the RIGHT PERSON at the WRONG TIME, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right? Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but t

Sometimes
....I just want to shove an ice pick in my nose. Today has not been great. Could have been worse, I suppose, but it definitely could have gone better. First off, traffic blows...even at FIVE o'FUCKING clock in the morning, there is traffic. Whatever, I'm used to it. But this morning, the idiot in front of me happened to be driving a truck full of compost...that shit stinks. Especially when it's flying off and swirling into the crack you have in your window to smoke. So now I have a shit-covered cancer stick, some on my shirt, my car is filthy, and I'm sure I'll have flowers growing on my dash here shortly....but I make it to work on time. Yay? No, no yay!! I do the normal opening thing, and the VERY FIRST customer happens to be the biggest bitch of all time. She's one of our regulars, has a course membership and all, but also our biggest complainer. So at 6 AM I have to get bitched at because we charge holiday rates for Good Friday? You think I'm gonna put up with that? No, I don't eit

The First Day
The First Day I wish I could remember the first day, First hour, first moment of your meeting me; If bright or dim the season it might be; Summer or winter for aught I can say. So, unrecorded did it slip away, So blind was i to see and to forsee, So dull to mark the budding of my tree That would not blossom, yet, for many a May. If only I could recollect it! Such A day of days! I let it come and go As traceless as a thaw of bygone snow. It seemed to mean so little, meant so much! If only now I could recall that touch, First touch of hand in hand! - Did one but know!

Say No To Section 2257
If you enjoy the benefits of adult networkingsites like mydommespace, xpeeps, adultspace, and fubar, please emailthe form letter located on the linked page below, then send the link to all your friends or repost it on sites you visit.The comment period concerning 2257 enforcement ends on Sept. 10th.The Government Wants to Kill Adult Social-Networking Sites and Invade Your Privacyhttp://www.thetaskforce.org/activist_center/say_no_to_section_2257More information can also be found on the FSC home page:http://www.freespeechcoalition.com/index.asp?action=preview

Alone
Today I confirmed I reached a goal I have been working toward for over 2 years. Most never thought I would get there, most thought I would give up on it long before now. But I never gave up I kept after it and I even, reached the goal a month early. It only goes to prove and to show when I promise something to myself and to others I dont give up EVER. I should be happy I should be celebrating but I'm not. Dont get me wrong I'm proud of myself I should be I busted my tail to get where I am. But looking back over the last few months of my life I've lost so much that reaching this goal is bittersweet at best. I lost angel, whatever you believe angel is, and alot of things that go with angel. This goal that I reached starts over each and every month so now that I made it, now it's time to prove it's not a fluke and do it again and again over and over which I know I can do. I guess reaching this goal has just made me think about other goals I have other promises I'm working on, and it's jus

What Is Your Inner Color?
Your Inner Color is Blue Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. What's Your Inner Color?

When You Are Confused
When you are completely confused about someone that you love dont try to take the relationship farther then it already is. Maybe even step back a step or two. Gather your thoughts make sure your head and your heart matches. If you don't you or someone you dearly love with all your heart will get hurt. I know I am going threw this very thing myself. IF the person you are with truely loves you they will understand and wait for you to get your thoughts together. I didnt think that the person i loved would wait. I thought if i didnt take the relationship where he wanted to take it I would lose him. So instead of taking that risk i took an even bigger risk and i tried to take the relationship where he wanted to take it even though my head and my heart wasnt matching on the subject. Now not only am i hurt, i can deal with that ive been hurt tons in my life. But he got hurt the ONE thing i tried to keep from happening happened because of ME. The very thing i tried to keep from happening happe

Here Is Intoxication Lucky Member 69
OUR LUCKY MEMBER 69 IS....... THATS RIGHT CLICK THAT PICTURE THERE AND SHOW HIM SOME KICK ASS LOVE ON HIS PAGE FOR BING INTOXICATION MEMBER 69 COME HERE AND JOIN HIM AND THE REST OF THE INTOXICATION MEMBERS AND ROCK OUT WITH HIM

I Won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to thank everyone who came and rated and commented me I WON. I would like to thank a few in particular please look them up show them some love there the best friends a guy could have. They are Hailey, Good Bye, Jennifer, Christine, ridergrl, The SFC Bomber Crew, Erin and Coach. I would exspecially like to thank Sexy Blonde Goddess who like the rest helped me daily. Sexy Blonde Goddess gets the special thank you for using up all her comments everyday but the 2 days she was sick. She stayed up at times till 2am to make sure I never lost my lead and posted bullitens daily to get more to come and help me out. She is a very devoted friend and deserves much thanks more then I can show. I know there are some mentioned above who came and showed love daily and I am not overlooking you at all. Please go show them some love rate there pics and stashs and fan and request them.

Halloween Survey
Dracula [x] Blood intrigues you. [x] You prefer night over day. [ ] Bats and wolves are your friends. [x] You wish you could fly. [ ] You despise mirrors. [x] Coffins don't bother you in the least. [x] Living forever sounds like a great idea. [ ] You can hang upside down for long periods of time. [ ] Garlic is your kryptonite. [ ] You sleep all day. Total: 5 Frankenstein [ ] You owe a lot to your creator. [ ] Fire is scary! [ ] You are unpredictable. [ ] You are very tall. [ ] Little kids are more fond of you than adults. [x] Most people don't understand you. [ ] Your speech leaves a lot to be desired. [ ] You often look a little green. [ ] Fashion means nothing to you; it's like you wear the same thing everyday. [ ] You wish you had more friends. Total: 1 Werewolf [ ] You're quite furry. [ ] The full moon drives you wild. [ ] You often wake up in strange places with no memory of the night before. [ ] Silver repulses you. [ ] Dogs hate you. [ ] You lov

The End
The thoughts of you sadden me They haunt my dreams overpowering My fears of you come alive make me cold inside My hope for you is shattered my love no longer matters My life is now beginning again and yours is now just ended

For The Broz!
THIS ONE IS FOR THE BROz!!LET'S DO THIS!!SNIPER IS AWESOME GUY AND WE ALL KNOW IT. LET'S ALL HELP HIM OUT ON THIS AND TAKE HIM TO THE NEXT LEVEL!Henchman ⇒ InsiderÂ®!!!Â§Ã‘ÃŽPÃ‹R!!!Â©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~â™¥Night~Vixenâ™¥~@ fubarYOU GOTTA LOVE THAT T-SHIRT TOO! LOL'REAL MEN DON'T EAT QUICHE!! LOLDOES IT LOOK LIKE THIS GUY DOES?REAL MEN HAVE ATTITUDE, WEAR OAKLEY SHADES AND ARE NOT AFRAID TO GIVE YOU A ONE FINGER SALUTE!!! LMAO!SNIPER ROCKS SO LET DO THIS, K THX.

How Long?
I am losing myself in the maze of her - giving giving giving; around each new corner - old corners; new turn - old turns. I am uncertain - oh, to find her in the middle at the end somewhere anywhere here. How long? My words are failing me in the brightness of her smile voice laughter - I am mere mortal now, not some artist god king - only a man in love and famished, starved for the touch of her. Am I disappearing in the shadow of this unseemly need? How long? © All rights reserved

Ladies It's Nfl Sunday Today...
Any of you other ladies noticing that all of the Fubar men seem to have disappeared for the day to watch....ugh....football? LOL! I, for one, can't STAND NFL football ~ although I am donning Daddy's Cowboy jersey today in the hopes of sending some luck their way tonight - Cowboys win means "Daddy" will be in a GREAT mood...lol! Anyway, if you aren't pre-occupied with watching football - show me sum luuuv! I will return it!

Re: Watch 911 Events At Webster Hall, Nyc Now!!!
RE: WATCH 911 EVENTS AT WEBSTER HALL, NYC NOW!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Revolution Radio Date: 09 Sep 2007, 14:22 PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!RICHARD GAGE ON STAGE NOW!!! CHECK IT OUT:click here to view NOW!http://www.realinsidenews.comPLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!

For My Girl...you Know Who You Are
I lay there, staring up at the ceiling because I couldn't get to sleep. I had already kicked the blankets off so I was buck naked with my cock still hard as a rock from the Viagra you gave me. I looked over at the clock and it was 2:14 in the morning. I had been thinking about all different ways I had fucked you during the last week and I was getting pretty horny again… I looked over at you… You’re sound asleep, just your thong panties on, and laying on your tummy. I watched your back rise and fall with your breathing. You were so beautiful and sexy. After a couple of minutes just stroking my cock, I got a crazy idea. I slipped out of bed and walked downstairs to the kitchen. I grabbed a long knife out of the butcher block and went back up to my room. I stood in the doorway and watched you sleep… I walked over to the side of the bed and gently caressed your soft hair. Very carefully, very slowly, I got up on the bed and straddled your ass. Then, I leaned down and put my forearm acro

The Rules
1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.) 7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.) 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset.

Where Was Osama On September 11, 2001?
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Lo Date: 10 Sep 2007, 09:34 Dandelion SaladWhere was Osama on September 11, 2001? by Michel Chossudovsky“Going after bin Laden” has served, over the last five years, to sustain the legend of the “world’s most wanted terrorist”, who “haunts Americans and millions of others around the world.”Donald Rumsfeld has repeatedly claimed that the whereabouts of Osama bin Laden remain unknown: “It is like looking for a needle in a stack of hay”.In November 2001, US B-52 bombers carpet bombed a network of caves in the Tora Bora mountains of eastern Afghanistan, where Osama bin Laden and his followers were allegedly hiding. These caves were described as “Osama’s last stronghold”....On my blog:Where was Osama on September 11, 2001? by Michel Chossudovsky

Stolen From Erika
1. Where were you 2 hours ago? home 2. What do you think of your last kiss? i love my kisses 3. Do you kiss a lot of people? nope 4. Are you wearing socks right now? nope 5.when is the last time you went out of state? ummmm...may 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? nope 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? root beer 8. What are you wearing right now? jeans and a pink shirt 9. What was your last purchase? chinese food 10. Last food you ate? chinese food 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? daniel 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope 13. Do you have a pet? nope 14. What did you do last night? hung out with my man,i haven't seen him all week 16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be? ummmm...out of sc?!?! 17. What is the last thing you purchased online? anthony's school uniforms 18. One thing you hate about yourself? i don't hate anything about m

It's Amazing How Life Works Out!
I have been through so much in the last 6 years. I was at a breaking point and two dear friends helped me see just what I was doing. I got more into my Bible, I never stopped going to church just went where God told me. Quite letting MAN tell me where to go. Yes a I divorceing becasue I want tell and stoop to a level God wont be honored in to tell any thing about that marriage. I have learned. I am going to finish my degree. I am letting God tell me where to go from here. I feel He is wanting me to do something I'm just not sure what. I pray and my kids have been praying about this. I feel God working everyday with me. For a while I was angery, exciteable and very up in the air. My emotions were always high and affecting people around me. I started reading my Bible more andparyer more for people and their salvation and THEIR needs and less of my own. I feel better and even now I know something that a few weeks ago would have broke me down I prayed and God helped me. God

R.i.p Family
TODAY MY FATHER CAME UP TO ME AND TOLD ME HE WOULD BE LEAVING WORK EARLY. i FIGURED HE HAD AN APPOINTMENT. WELL HE HAD AN APPOINTMENT BUT IT WASN'T A APPOINTMENT i WAS THINKING. MY FATHER HAD TO LEAVE EARLY TO TAKE OUR FAMILY DOG OF 18 YEARS TO THE VET TO BE PUT DOWN. I KNOW IT WAS FOR THE BEST, HE WASN'T GETTING AROUND THAT WELL ANYMORE, HE WAS FIGHTING TO KEEP GOING. BUT IT STILL HURTS ALL THE SAME. TOBY WE LOVE YOU!!! R.I.P. 9/10/2007

Perfection?
As a pussyologist I am often asked, "What is a perfect pussy?' Great Question! To which I reply: Perfect can only exist where there is a standard for comparison and a way of determining what that standard is: A is perfect when compared to Z; Z is perfect when compared with Y. Perfect suggests that there is an imperfection that will be exposed by the perfect standard; this logic would conclude, based on my reality and experience, that EACH pussy is perfect. Why? Because each pussy is unique, one-of-a-kind and is not comparable to any other. Remember a perfect pussy is different from how the owner uses her pussy and how she lets you pleasure it. Thus, the perfect pussy is every pussy. Yes, Ladies, you have a perfect pussy

Warning: This Will Make Your Blood Boil!
Thank You juan PLEASE REPOST THIS TO EXPOSE THE FUCKING LOW-LIFE POLICE!!!! From: StLSpeaksOut next on Sept 15th Date: Sep 10, 2007 3:01 PM From: Tassi Date: Sep 10, 2007 2:26 PM Reverend Yearwood had been standing in line at the Captiol since 6 am in order to attend the Petraeus hearing today. Before the hearing began, he was singled out by capitol police and told he was prohibited from attending the hearing. Their excuse being that one particular officer had not seen him standing in line all this time. This was completely fabricated. As you can see, the police gang up on him when he stands fast that he will attend the public hearing. Revered Yearwood has been taken to George Washington Hospital with a broken ankle. He has also been charged with assaulting a police officer. WHYNot news http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=WHYNotNews

God's Blessing
As I sit here thinking about the one I love, I call upon the Lord above And ask him to give me strength. Strength to be strong, Strength to help me carry on, Strength to do what needs to be done, Strength to ask for help, Strength to be patient But most of all- The strength to be able to tell you That I love you, I miss you and that I am nothing without you. You are my one and only true love, You are an angel sent from heaven above, You are beautiful, intelligent, talented and amazing, When you speak it sounds like angels singing. When you hold me close and whisper in my ear, I feel safe and wanted, something I haven't felt in years. When you tell me that u love me, I know that you mean it, When you smile, you brighten my darkest day, When you laugh, you take all my pain away, When you cry, I cry too, When you are in doubt, remember this... I love you too. I am always here to lend you a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on or even a helping hand, So here I am sta

Holding On
Though my life has been turned upside down, I am still standing my ground. Though my body has been beaten and broken And my feelings hurt by the things others have spoken, Though so many people have done me wrong, I am still standing strong. Though many of my dreams have faded away Nothing and no one can stand in my way. I am a man with goals, hopes and dreams, Even though many of my dreams are shattered by deafening screams, I'm still holding on. Though I have shed so much blood and so many tears for countless years I will stand strong and face my fears. Ladies and gentleman, take this lesson in life, No matter how bad your pain, worries, or strife, There's never a need to take your life. There's always someone to turn to, There's always something that you can do- Hold On. Even when you feel that you can no longer carry on, Just hold on.

My Apology
I come to you to apologize, For I have hurt you, I come to you to apologize, For I have neglected to love you, I come to you to apologize, For I have made you cry. I apologize for all that I have done wrong, I'm sorry that you have had to deal with this for so long. I'm sorry for not always being there And for acting like I didn't care, I'm sorry for putting you through so much pain, I can understand if you never want to see or talk to me again. I'm sorry for wasting your time And for playing with your mind. I'm sorry that things didn't work And I'm sorry for acting like a jerk. I'm sorry for asking you to be my girlfriend, Only to have your heart broken in the end.

Candace
The face of an angel and the soul of one, too, I will spend forever with you. My sweet Candace, our love is divine, your eyes, so tender as they gaze into mine. It feels so warm, your gentle touch, oh Candace, my soul mate, I love you so much. Together forever, that's you and me, this endless love is our destiny.

Shit
Well, Dennis is on another one of his screaming yelling ranting shits again.... BUT THE GOOD NEWS... I did something OTHER than save a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico... I got a job... lol, yay... pays 14.25 an hour... fun huh?? Yeah, well, at least I'll be able to move out on my own now... which will be here pretty soon... Dennis got an apartment and he moves in tomorrow... more than likely I'll stay there til i get a few pay checks, and my car fixed... then I'll get a place of my own... I'm so sick and tired of being yelled at, and treated like shit, and called names.... I'm so sick of being so depressed that I'm in tears, and don't wanna get outta bed... I'm sick of living like this... and the girls shouldn't have to see it either.... So, thats the plan, the plot, and the way things are... it's gonna be nice... I've gotten so sick and tired of dealing with his bullshit.... it'slike, endless... he finds some reason to bitch... always.... he bitches at me for

When We're Apart
If your ever in trouble when were apart ill be your light to help you find your way back home. You were always there for me but now its my turn. I know your you were here for me all this time. Just my love ill always love you. So stay in my heart forever. And never let this friendship fade away because you mean everything to me. You guided me up the hills of fears and flied across the wonders of life. I just want you to come back home safely...ill be your light forever so your never alone. You showed me high and low of this world *climbs on your shoulders and holds you tightly* I gave you my heart and so hold it tight and never let go. My heart is yours to keep. Your secrets will be my wants and fears. Just remember I'm always with you.

Undefeated
For any one not keeping track on their own, and in no particular order, this season's undefeated teams so far are............ The New England Patriots, The Pittsburgh Steelers, The Cincinnati Bengals, The Tennessee titans, The Houstan Texans, The Indianapolis Colts, The Denver Broncos, The San Diego Chargers, the Dallas Cowboys, The Washingotn Redskins, the Minesota Vikings, The Green Bay Packers, The Detroit Lions, The Carolina Panthers, The Seattle Seahawks, and The San Fransisco 49ers, have all begun the regular season undefeated. Again that is a 16 way tie for first place, and a 16 way tie for last place is shared by, also in no particular order (cause they are all in last place brew ha ha), New Orleans, Miami, Cleveland, New York(Jets and Giants), Kansas City, Atlanta, Jacksonville, Philadelphia, Buffalo, St Louis, Tampa Bay, Oakland, Chicago, Baltimore and Arizona. Tonight I watched my first ever NFL game in HD. And as a person with less then stellar eye sight, before h

Phenomenal Woman
Phenomenal Woman This poem is definately ME Phenomenal Woman Prettier women wonder where my secret lies. I'm built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a

20 More To Go
okay, maybe its silly to keep a fat blog, but it has motivated me. I now have 20 pounds to go to be right where i want to be. This means that i have gone from having a 44 waist down to where i can fit into size 38.......i have gone from 298 down to 241. Its been almost 10 years since my weight has been this low and im loving it. I went to cleanout my closet last night and found jeans and shirts that were size 38.......they fit, wow,......20 more to go...In a way i think ive lived my life fat because ive never had the self confidence and ive never really viewed my self as someone with importance.....having a child all to yourself makes you see things in a whole newlight. When i started passing out because of high blood pressure and when my knees hurt every day because of the weight, i couldnt leave my daughter in this world alone.....she would have noone....thats my inspiration. anyway, time to add a couple of new pics.....the new me, 20 more to go

School
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT.... funny! The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (Absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world

Memories Of 9/11/01
Well...Duke is asleep and I have some time on my hands. I was just flipping through the channels and ran across the coverage that was on back on 9/11/01. It really brought back some sad memories... I had just gotten Robyn off to school...grabbed my coffee and sat down at the computer to check my email as I've done every morning for several years. Danny had just gotten into work...Tonja was there as well. Richard was in the back grabbing a shower. We were sitting there just chatting about a call from the night before. The television was on very low in the back ground. I don't know what it was but I had a sudden bad feeling come over me. I turned towards the tv and it was almost like my heart stopped in my chest. I knocked my coffee over trying to get over and grab the remote to turn up the volume. Danny and Tonja...along with me...just froze where we were. The sight of that first plane hitting was being replayed. It had just happened. I ran to the back and yelled for Richard to hurry

Clarification
Ok this is to bring people up to speed since some don't know the whole story and had a few people ask if I'm mad at them. Basically april I met someone named Kim in NC who had offered me a place to stay while I moved out of my place in AZ. Things were fine we got along great she even sent me like $300 to get my car all fixed up so it would make the drive, turns out the car was still a POS but that's a whole nother story. Anyways about a month before I'm supposed to move she jumps my ass on MSN saying I'm a liar and all this and that she's heard shit about me and now she can't trust me and can't trust me to move in and be around her kids and shit. I think I covered all that in a previous rant I wrote in june, pretty sure I did. Well it turns out all her pics and everything were fake. Every single one of them. So that is the source of my anger in my last Fuck-laden rant,63 times in 4 small paragraphs I think that's a record for me. So no that wasn't directed to anyone h

Not Soon Enough
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070911/ap_on_go_pr_wh/us_iraq By MATTHEW LEE and ANNE FLAHERTY, Associated Press Writers 22 minutes ago President Bush will tell the nation this week he plans to reduce the American troop presence in Iraq by about 30,000 by next summer, but will condition those and further cuts on continued progress, The Associated Press has learned. In a primetime television address, probably Thursday, Bush will endorse the recommendations of his top general and top diplomat in Iraq, following their appearance at two days of hearings in Congress, administration officials said. The White House plans to issue a written status report on the so-called "surge" on Friday, they said. The officials spoke on condition of anonymity because Bush's speech is not yet finally drafted. Bush was practicing the speech and putting the final touches on it even as the U.S. commanding general, David Petraeus, and U.S. Ambassador Ryan Crocker were still presenting their argum

Oh What Fun
yes the title is sarcasm. tomorrow i have to get up early to act like i know something about them dang carny rides like i usually do every year. and every year i keep telling myself "this is the last year for this crap." it's nowhere as fun as it looks, i should know it really nearly broke my spine, damn tweakers. yes yes the biggest prob is the weakling meth addicts that think they know everything about everything, when in realty they know nothing about everything. so tomorrow as of 8 in the morning i'm going to be busy breaking my back. this time i'm not going to ignore it like last time and end up getting hospitalized. see-yea everyone and take care and remember, never have to much fun b/c it may be illegal.

A Thank You To All Military Service Men And Woman
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I seldom watch the news anymore because I get sick of hearing bad news. Today was the worst. 6 short years have passed since this country fell under attack. On the news today they reported that the idiot, Osama bin Laden is broadcasting his face superimposed over the towers burning and his voice reading a Eulogy of an Al-Qaeda pilot. That's sick and disgusting! Yeah, there are times when I want our troops to pull out and come home but then I think about what Al-Qaeda and thier leader did to us not just those who lost someone but this Nation! I think of song lyrics... Where were you when the world stopped turning? All I can think is that for 1 day, 1 moment in time everyone and everything in the United States stopped. Then I see something like his broadcast and it makes me angry all over again and I think about the lyrics..." they took all the footage off my TV said it's too disturbin' for you and me, it will just breed anger, that's what the

*~*you*~*
I had a dream just the other night it was a different and unuasul sight it was sometheing so rare, Something until now,i never knew id ever share, but what it was,was a very beautiful thing. a very prosperous gift,something only god can bring something that hardiy ever happens in our life time. something thats so hard to truly ever find, this somthing is with out any form and it consist of no shape,something i know was born and only contains friendly love,and has no part of hate a real thing like this you should want to grasp ahold never waiting a second cuz it'll slip away and cause you never to know,.....the true potential of a friendship like mine something that will prove to be fruitful if only given your allowed time my friendship hes no end,only forever and like these two flowers id like our friendship too blossum together

9/11
We remember..September 11th, 2001."The world saw evil that day.."An image collapsed.The 2,948 confirmed victims of September 11th 2001 included innocent victims from 84 countriesThe youngest victim was 2 years old Christie Hanson - The oldest victim was 85 year old Robert Grant Norton3,251 children lost a Parent on that dayFreedom through Terror.we remember, we will always remember.AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11,from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77,from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard.UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board. UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 93 from Newark, New Jersey, to San Francisco, California, crashed in rur

Life's Curveballs......
Sometimes in life you get thrown a curve ball. It could be something small and miniscule, or it can be something major and life altering. What do you do when these curve balls come your way? Deal with them of course and keep on moving along. I've had so many curve balls thrown at me that I'm getting used to them. This year though, I was thrown the Big Mama of curveballs and I'm still standing and chugging right along. I've had to make some serious changes in my life and more are coming...and they're ALL good. There are times when you have something thrown at you and you DID NOT expect it and maybe even fought it. I don't think you can win when "The Big Guy" has plans for you. You need to just roll with it and accept the changes, no matter how major they are. Even worse, when others are involved...that's when you run into heartache and hurt. Everything happens for a reason, I really do believe that, even if it might hurt. I am the kind of person that only wants the B

New Virus
There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by > hand. > > This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). > > If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via > any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life > completely. > > If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two > good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as > Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or > Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote > repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. > > You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, > you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

Me
mom of two kids livin it up in w.v like to hang out with ppl that r care free and easy going dont like the perverts that hang out here love to joke around and im sometimes sarcastic so beware i usually dont mean to hurt ppls feelings lol i have a great bunch of friends too and a really cool boy friend lol hes a mean a@# at time but still cool well gotta go party like a rock star lol -----------Laura

A Not To Her Master
WHISPERED WORDS... I've heard the words before And yet this kitty is still wild Unbridled and willing To be tamed by the right one... Beating the kitty to submission? It makes me question Cause this submissive knows that Her master just must merely Whisper a word For her to obey I'd like to do more than just Let my lips pave the way... Take me where you think I'm scared to go I've been there And back Yea I can make you relax with the skillz that I have in my back pocket I've never had to get up for a towel No one can get it that wet Sound like a challenge? Well it is I'm waiting for the one that can Be like a fireman Find it hot Leave it wet When you can do that Then I will have fantasies Of you touching me When I am alone I need a lover and a fighter Love me hella good Then fight to keep me in line Not with blows, but with licks... Yea I've heard of Head to toe like you said a lot of cheap talk for no action So tell me Sir can put a s

Impossibly Easy Roasted Peppers And Feta Cheese Pie
Ingredients 12 slices bacon, crisply cooked and crumbled 1/4 C. sliced green onions 1/3 C. chopped roasted red bell peppers (from 7 oz. jar), drained 1/2 C. crumbled feta cheese 3/4 C. Bisquick Original baking mix 1 C. milk 1 tsp. dried basil leaves 3 eggs Directions Heat oven to 400 degrees. Grease pie plate, 9x1 1/4 inches. Mix bacon, onions and bell peppers in pie plate. Sprinkle with cheese. Stir remaining ingredients in medium bowl until blended. Pour into pie plate. Bake 30-35 minutes or until knife inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 5 minutes.

Splashes
She pulses beauty like waves of rain, living things are smaller in her presence. She silences me with her eyes turned toward me, but my heart quickens. She must come to me tonight to turn the rain into wonderful splashes in my arms. © All rights reserved

France 0-1 Scotland
France 0-1 Scotland By Thomas McGuigan McFadden's thunderous effort gave Scotland an incredible victory Scotland secured an incredible Euro 2008 double over France courtesy of a James McFadden strike in Paris. The French threw everything at the Scots in the Group B qualifier in the Parc des Princes but could not find a way past goalkeeper Craig Gordon. Gordon denied the tireless Franck Ribery and Nicolas Anelka with two wonderful second-half saves. McFadden stunned the hosts in 64 minutes when his 30-yard strike beat the despairing Mikael Landreau. Interview: Scotland manager Alex McLeish Interview: Scotland's Paul Hartley Scotland threw an iron curtain around Gordon's goal as Alex McLeish's side were content to concede possession and repel countless French attacks. McLeish made four changes to the side which defeated Lithuania 3-1 at Hampden for Wednesday's crucial game against the Group B leaders. Captain Barry Ferguson returns from su

Calories
Having sex is yet another great past time for burning up those unwanted fat producing calories... REMOVING CLOTHES With partner's consent... 12 calories Without partner's consent... 187 calories UNHOOKING BRA Using two calm hands... 7 calories Using one trembling hand... 36 calories GETTING INTO BED Lifting partner... 1.5 calories Dragging partner along floor... 16 calories Using skateboard... 3 calories ACHIEVING ERECTIONS For normal healthy man... 2.5 calories Losing erection... 14 calories Searching for it... 115 calories PUTTING ON CONDOM With erection... 1.5 calories Without erection... 300 calories INSERTING DIAPHRAGM If the woman who does it is: Experienced... 6 calories Inexperienced... 73 calories If a man does it... 650 calories Add five calories for retrieving it from across the room. POSSIBLE INTERCOURSE SIDE EFFECTS Bouncing... 7 calories Sliding around... 9 calories Serious skidding... 12 cal

Don't Forget To Vote
Cannibal Truism A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu.. Broiled Missionary: $10.00 - Fried Explorer: $15.00 - Grilled Republican: $100.00 - Baked Democrat: $100.00.. The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, 'Why such a price difference for the Politicians?' The cook replied, "Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of shit, it takes all day......" /photobucket.com" target="_blank">Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket">

Here's The Drill.........
I got a couple of message wanting to know why I haven't been on. Don't want to go into alot of details. I have had a lot going on of late in my real life, but what has been keeping me off of here is the fact that I have been very sick. I have a rash on 50% of my body and that which isn't covered by a rash won't stop itching. I'm not suppose to be out in the sun, now I know why? Some of my meds react bad in sun lite. I have always told people the sun is evil now I have proof. Plus I have been gaming more, when I'm not scrathing!! I will be back on when I get things worked out.

The Greatest Nite...
Rolling 20+ deep.... R1's, Suzuki 600's, Ninjas, Harleys... Another group goes by us too... The pipes rumble... Fucking bike nite baby...!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm the ONLY GIRL RIDING in between. And I'm ON AN R1...keepin' up with the boys. (or maybe they are keepin' up with ME!) Hot pink leather jacket, black bike. Fuck yeah! Some douchebag in a car almost takes me out, the boys take care of him...(although I can take care of myself, chivalry is apparently NOT dead) :) Lovin' life. Lovin' riding. It's a passion, only a few know and understand.

Zambrotta: Sensational Scotland Win Complicates Group B
Zambrotta: Sensational Scotland Win Complicates Group B When Scotland were drawn in the 'Group of Death' together with both World Cup finalists, even hardened Scottish fans dared not believe that, this deep into the qualifying competition, their team would be sitting on top of the Group table with home and away wins against France under their belts. But Wednesday night's sensational Scottish win in Paris has opened up a real possibility of the Tartan Army tavelling to Austria & Switzerland next summer - and left Italy and France wondering if they will be battling it out for second place. zoom - galleria Italy defender Gianluca Zambrotta, like many others stunned by Scotland's success, admits that maybe the Azzurri would have been more comfortable had Alex McLeidh's side NOT beaten France, because the result has made the remaining path to the finals even more hazardous. James McFadden scored the priceless goal in Paris that put the Scots top of the Euro 2008 qualifying Gro

2 Days To Fubars Party Of The Year Bomb Fest
WELCOME ALL TO THE FALL 2007 BOMBFEST Starts: Sept 15th 12pm est until Sept 30th 7pm est Rules: 1)Bombing Families can team up with other Bombing families. *But need to inform Host pls* 2)Each person in the families must have a Salute 3)Each person in the families must be a level 7 4)No Dual accounts 5)Family Home Page *If have one* must have a Sulate 6)Home page can be used to bomb, but online status must state who is currently bombing. 7)All Family Memebers must Fan & Rate & Friend the Host *Rubias* 8)NO Blasters 9)NO cheating....if you think there is cheating pls have proof before comming to me ie. screen shot. 10)NO NO Drama at all 11)Have fun!!!!!! NOW ON TO THE GOOD STUFF: PRIZES: First Place: 1 month blast or 3 month vip Second Place: 2 week blast or 2month vip Third Place: 1 week blast or 1 month vip *Winners need to inform the Host on how the prize will be used or given...so that it can be done so.* Please see me at the picture l

I Hate Stupid People.
Ok if you work in a place that you cant view some of this stuff why even look at other people stuff. just because it is not safe for you work does not mean it is bad at my work. if you dont like what you see then leave. go fuck your self. why would people be looking at this sight at work. do something... earn your money. and if you are someone boss and you are on here STOP IT !!!!! you should be setting the example.

Creativity
Hmmm.. this definitely falls under the randomness catagory. Okay.. I just added a really cute guy.. Cute guy: Ur hot Me: why thank you Cute guy: really hot Me: awww thanks... Cute guy: What is ur bra size? Me: What is your brain size? I get conversations like this alot.. come on boys.. you can do better then that.. Just venting.. I have met some awesome people here. You know if your one.. I am on yahoo with you right now.. hehe :P

People....
Sometimes I feel like everyone in this world is just full of shit. Why do I think that? 'Cause most of us, live in our own lies, and those lies become a part of us. I hate liers, but sometimes we just have lies to protect ourselves. But honestly, from what? What do we need to hide so much that we need to build layers of lies in order to keep a relationship or just a simple friendship? I don't know what I'm talking about..... Nevermind.

Arrest Bush, Not Rev" By Cindy Sheehan
"Arrest Bush, Not Rev" Cindy Sheehan On the day of the General David (“ass kissing little chickenshit”---Adm Fallon, Commander of CENTCOM) Petraeus and Ambassador Ryan Crocker did their puppet show for Congress, my daughter, Carly, felt ill so we didn’t get a chance to get there early enough to obtain one of the tickets for the miserly 37 seats that were allocated for the public in the hearing room. Most of the people in the front of the line were good friends of mine who had arrived at about 8am and were patiently waiting to get in. I greeted everyone (including Rev. Lennox Yearwood) and went to the back of the line…I did a few interviews while waiting for the hearing to begin. Capitol Police handed out 37 “tickets” and skipped some people who had been waiting in the line. One of them was the Rev, who had gotten out of line to do an interview and had cleared it with one of the officers because he didn’t want to lose his place in line. My assistant and side-kick, Tiffany, too

She Dances
When she danced it all fell away and she was taken from the sticky stage, the catcalls, wolf whistles, and leering eyes - it all fell away and it was just her and Van and she was a brown-eyed girl. But the music always ended. Cigarette smoke carved her up and two clammy hands would cling to her discarded camisole. © All rights reserved

Wait!
Collaborate and listen, Ice is back with a brand new invention... Yes, that's right. I fucking quoted Ice Ice Baby. I am THAT MOTHER FUCKING COOL. Wanted to get a new tattoo today but no one would go with me. Even tried someone I thought I had gotten pretty close with (hell sleeping with someone on a regular basis for a few months should constitute a closeness don't you think?) and of course got no response. Fuck him. I really liked this guy and as always he led me on or didnt have enough balls to let me know he wasn't interested. It's pretty shitty. If I was a more vindictive person... lordy lordy. The bitch I would be. All I want is a real reason why. Apparently you aren't man enough to even give me one. Fuck you.

R.i.p. Dj Razor We'll Miss You
THOSE OF YOU WHO REALLY KNOW ME, KNOW HOW PASSIONATE I AM ABOUT THE FIGHT AGAINST DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. I READ THIS BELOW IN MY BULLETINS AND HAD TO REPOST IT. THERE IS A BOOK COMING OUT SOON AND ONE OF MY POEMS WILL BE IN IT. ALL PROCEEDS WILL GO TOWARDS THIS ISSUE. PEACE & LOVE BEG Today DJ Razor was found dead with a gunshot wound to her chest and also beatenShe was in the hospital months ago from the same man that did this todayHe was also found dead with a gunshot to the headMany of u know what an angel she wasSome of you were very disrespectfulToday I think we all need to unite and pray for her no matter what your feelings areShe has left behind a precious baby girl Please keep baby Jen in your thoughts Razor@ fubar There's a very special garden Where the trees of memory grow Nurtured by the kindness And concern that good friends show. The roots are cherished memories Of good times in the past The branches tender promises That souls endure and last. It's a place

Get Up, Stand Up
just wanted to add the lyrics of this Bob Marley's song, as we all need to remember what it means. Get up, stand up: stand up for your rights! Get up, stand up: stand up for your rights! Get up, stand up: stand up for your rights! Get up, stand up: dont give up the fight! Preacherman, dont tell me, Heaven is under the earth. I know you dont know What life is really worth. Its not all that glitters is gold; alf the story has never been told: So now you see the light, eh! Stand up for your rights. come on! Get up, stand up: stand up for your rights! Get up, stand up: dont give up the fight! Get up, stand up: stand up for your rights! Get up, stand up: dont give up the fight! Most people think, Great God will come from the skies, Take away everything And make everybody feel high. But if you know what life is worth, You will look for yours on earth: And now you see the light, You stand up for your rights. jah! Get up, stand up! (jah, jah!) Stand up

Would You?
Answer these questions and email them to me...then post on your own blog...:) Your Name:Age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5.Would you take a shower with me?6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7.Would you leave after or stay the night?8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?9.Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11.Would you kiss me during sex?12.Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14.Can I use you as a booty call?15.Can we take pictures of the act?16.How long would we have sex?17.Would you tell your friends about me?18.Would you want me for a b/f ,g/f or friend?19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Y I Feel This Way
the main reasons y i feel guilty on a DAILY bases. i feel this way cause im alive. cause im taken up space. because i breath air. I feel this way cause im not prefect. because i dont look like i did 13 years ago. cause i have gained weight. cause i eat. cause i dont eat. because i dont look like you think i should. because of when i try to im made to feel like im doing something wrong YET AGAIN. i feel this way cause i leave the house. because i dont leave the house. I feel this way cause you make me feel like i should feel this way with out knowing. I feel guilty because im a door mat for everything that goes wrong. I feel this way because im the wrong person for this or that. I feel guilty because im not their "FUCKING MOTHER, JUST A FUCKING STEP MOTHER",, I feel guilt cause it seams that i will never be the perfect younger, lil 125 pound, perky boobed lil thing that turns you on.. I feell guilty because i was born at times. I feel guilty BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MY

Bang Camaro Buffalo Ny!
Thought Id blog about one of my good friends' from High School..Bryn..his upcoming new band "Bang Camaro"....went to jam out with them last friday night at the Showplace Theater in Buffalo...good times. I suggest you all check these guys out if ya like 80s-90s-and the 2000's ROCK..its a huge mix n alot of testosterone!! ha! http://www.myspace.com/bangcamaro http://www.myspace.com/bangcamarostreetteam Us girls... Bryn rockin out...these boys are fuckin talented...check em out...

I Think Beein A Lo Or Lette Means
I THINK BEEIN A LO OR LETTE MEANS THAT YOU\'LL ALWAYS HAVE THE FAM ON YOUR SIDE WEITHER U FUCK UP OR SAY SOMETHIN STUPID ... I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS SOME FAM SOME NOT AND THE ONLY ONES WHO R TRUE AND SHIT IS MY FUCKIN JUGGALO/LETTE FAM AND I LOVE ALL YOU MCL I THINK THAT IF SOME FUCKIN NINJA CAME UP TO ME ON THA STREET AN SAID \" HEY NINJETTE HOW ABOUT A PLACE TO STAY FOR A NIGHT\" FUCK YA ID LET EM THATS WHAT FAMS FOR ... I DONT THINK U SHOULD CALL SOMEONE A JUFF IF THEY FUCK UP ONCE .... FUCK IM ONLY HUMAN......AND THIS IS OFF SUBJECT BUT I THINK THA FUCKIN GATHERIN SHOULD COME TO OKLAHOMA I NEED TO MEET SOME FAM ...... AND I CANT LEAVE THA STATE YET

Deaf (1999)
A trace of time a journey of life a shattered destiny and unwed wife Troubled existence and fateful ways an unmade decision and deluded delays Simplistic tendencies idealism to stay wake to see the morrow and explore the darker ways Misunderstood depression and misused ways a destined decision and uniformed days Respect the knowledge or embrace the fear the time is closer but don't expect to hear

Blood Of Caine (2001)
A temptation so severe a taboo of christian law a past remembrance a sexual call A desire of hope and I firey love iridescent manipulation a sinful act of love Crash and burn in the furious depths of hell succomb to the temptation and let it be my soul to sell Oh Master, Lord of Dark Reign delve inside of me and possess this soul not slain Let me know thy pleasures Seek me out of the flames Caress my hopelessness and love me with thy shame Quench this great desire and everlasting thirst make me a succubus and I shall worship Lilith, the first Teach me the ropes that burn this human soul Rape my flesh and place me in the mold Master of the Dark, Lord of the Dark Reign Make me fearful of your love and feed me the Blood of Cain

My Mother's Tears (2005)
I sit in silence of the Earth and listen to her cries I see the chaos of her Love and feel her tears on my shoulder Man has waged many wars, but none as harsh as the one he's declared on his mother whom he rapes daily I feel her pain and cry with her as she tends to her wounds while she ignores the brutality She sings a song so sweet yet her eyes are filled with the blood of her young that has no regard for her love I cry in my darkness as I listen to her heart break with the rising of each dawn and the setting of each twilight Shall we ever know the tales of her cherished pain? Shall she be the nurturing mother that we have seen in the past? Or shall she rise against us -- her children, battering her swollen and abused spirit in defense of her existence? I reach out to her in love and devotion to tend her wounds as I pray for our serenity.

Battle Cry (1994)
Secrets silence the laughter within spoken words cry for the pain that is there hands disturb the sleeping thoughts and my mind sleeps silently and aware night falls softly upon my weary head shadows lurk and sing to awaken my mind and mine eyes drift silently along whispers are heard through the night and the gale sings whispering her words the music floats heavily upon my breath and the words are nowhere to be found memories disintegrate as the words appear to be thought in my heart the rhythm is felt and the words are seen the eyes drift quietly upon the scenes and my voice quivers as they ride past my hands shake within and my mind plays it's games this is the turn the battle that was fought this is the war that no one wins this is my life and heart

???????????
Okay... since when is joking not allowed? Was just joking with someone (and it was obvious that I was joking) and totally got bitched out. I was just called a bitch for absoultely no reason at all. Then, blocked! Normally, someone calls me a bitch and that's it... I'm done... but this is totally strange to me. In no way shape or form was I ever a bitch to this person... EVER! And, I can't seem to just let it go... partially because it just happened... but more importantly because I'm TOTALLY shocked. I am a bitch... yes, I can admit it. But, in this case, I did not deserve that. WOW!! Stunned here!! There have been many times in my life where that was totally true... I have had my share of bitchy moments (ask my fiance)... but this person has not experienced even one of them. And, maybe it's stupid... but I want some clarification. I think I atleast deserve a "you're a bitch and this is why..." Am I wrong?!?!

Al Qaeda: Kill Swedish Cartoonist
CAIRO, Egypt (AP) -- The leader of al Qaeda in Iraq offered money for the murder of a Swedish cartoonist who recently produced images deemed insulting to Islam, according to a statement carried by Islamist Web sites Saturday. In the half hour audio file entitled "They plotted yet God too was plotting," Abu Omar al-Baghdadi also promised a new offensive in Iraq during the Muslim holy month of Ramadan. On August 19, the Swedish newspaper Nerikes Allehanda published a cartoon by Lars Vilks that depicted the Prophet Mohammed with a dog's body. Muslims in Sweden rallied outside the newspaper's offices to demand an apology, and the governments of Iran and Pakistan lodged formal protests with Sweden, but other than that the reaction to the cartoon was muted. That response is in contrast to last year's fiery protests that erupted in several Muslim countries after a Danish newspaper published 12 cartoons of Mohammed. Islamic law is interpreted to forbid any depiction of the proph

Fb Horoscope Are So Amazing.......
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 15,2007 Don't be too surprised if you get upset at the smallest provocations today -- it's just where you're mood is taking you. It may be a good idea to retreat just a little and see if you can deal with it on your own. i never listened horoscopes, but in the last months, i am so surprised how those ones are reflecting my situation.... just maybe because i am in the mood to believe and interpret all signals in the way i want, i dunno

You Drink Too Much Coffee When....
# You ski uphill. # You get a speeding ticket even when you're parked. # You speed walk in your sleep. # You have a bumper sticker that says: "Coffee drinkers are good in the sack." # You answer the door before people knock. # You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse. # You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit. # You grind your coffee beans in your mouth. # You sleep with your eyes open. # You have to watch videos in fast-forward. # The only time you're standing still is during an earthquake. # You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer. # You lick your coffeepot clean. # You spend every vacation visiting "Maxwell House." # You're the employee of the month at the local coffeehouse and you don't even wo rk there. # You've worn out your third pair of tennis shoes this week. # Your eyes stay open when you sneeze. # You chew on other people's fingernails. # The nurse n

Love At First Sight
Love at First sight The first time I saw you I never wanted to be apart. Many feelings and emotions went streaming through my heart. As soon as I saw you I knew we were ment to be. It's hard for me to show my feelings, if only you could see. You have the face of an angel and you love to spread your wings. Everytime I see that your not happy, my heart starts to sting. I know Im not the only guy, you have many fans. I hope one day we will be together always holding hands. Ive been waiting my whole life for someone just like you. I asked God to send a angel down My wishes have come true.

To You From Me
To You From Me The hardest part of being a friend is knowing when you need it a little and when you need it a lot. So just in case you're in need of a friendly "hi" today, I wanted to let you know I'm here still caring, still thinking about you, and still being your friend.

Someone Has To Regulate It
http://www.wfaa.com/sharedcontent/dws/wfaa/latestnews/stories/wfaa070912_lj_brady.c9704de6.html# Store only sells video games to kids with good grades 10:58 AM CDT on Thursday, September 13, 2007 By JEFF BRADY / WFAA-TV WFAA-TV Scott has refused about 24 sales. Also Online Jeff Brady reports Imagine a video game shop that reinforces good grades instead of undermining them? Well that's just what we found at one retail store along I-20 where the manager, who happens to be married to a teacher, asks kids about school before making a sale. He's not exactly a video game MVP but he wants every school-age client to know about another set of letters. "He needs to be reading a book. He knows how to play Madden before he knows how to do his ABCs and 123s - that's backwards!" said GameStop manager Brandon Scott. Scott manages a popular GameStop in south Dallas - and started a new policy this summer on his own. No school-age customer can buy a

Re: List To Live By....
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Huntress of Truth Date: 15 Sep 2007, 09:31 Much thanks to:SUSAN BROTHERS Punchy, May God Bless You My Dear God-Getter!..I Praise God That You Do Not Compromise The Truth!..Please Read..Then Decide For Yourselves..But Remember Respect..We All Our In The Same Family..If Your Not..Get To Know (Jesus)..You Will Never Regret It!..He Alone Can Save!..And He Will..Just ASK!..Susan----------------- Punchy is SavedDate: Sep 15, 2007 8:59 AM----------------- Fighting 4 a DreamDate Cralla ¡ÖDIANA¡ÖDate: Sep 14, 2007 5:36 PMA List To Live By(anonymous, circulating on internet)Metaphysics Poem, Poetry, Metaphysical Magazine, New Age Poet, Love The most destructive habit, WorryThe greatest Joy, Giving The greatest loss, Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work, Helping others The ugliest personality trait, Selfishness The most endangered species, Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource, Our youth The greatest ¡°shot in t

Remembering 9/11
Okay you may want to read this but I'm not sure. I may write something very poignant and then again it may be trash. So here goes.... Here is my story.(with a little background first) Sept 11th 2001, We were in the middle of a historical baseball season in Seattle. I am a huge baseball fan. I still am. I was married and had 3 step kids at the time. I am not married anymore and no longer have 3 step kids. I actually split with my ex 2 weeks or so after 9/11. I do not have cable and haven't for almost 10 years now. I grew up on Airforce bases and love to fly. I still love to fly I listened to every single Mariners game that season, unless I was there(I went to about 30)The night before 9/11 I had been listening to the game in my car and therefore my radio station was tuned to the talk/news station. I got up and fixed the kids breakfast. Helped them get ready for school and hop'd in the car. When we got in the first thing I did was turn the radio all the way down. I wanted to enjoy

Cancer Cured With Salt Water
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: September 16, 2007 8:15 AM Body: Cancer News Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:12:12 +0000 casubscribers@bioethika.com Cancer News Sat, 15 Sep 2007 05:12:12 +0000 casubscribers@bioethika.com Thanks for all the information you keep sending my way. This month, there were so many new developments that I personally believe we are on the verge of redefining what cancer is and how it should be managed. The following link on salt water arrived earlier today: The video is very short and hugely interesting. However, the idea that cancer is an attempt on the part of the body to wall off something else seems to be gaining support in professional circles. Dr. Simoncini believes this, but going back decades, there have been others who saw the tumor as a reservoir for substances the body is trying to isolate and keep out of circulation. Dr. Simoncini believes the body is responding to fungal pathogens, but I am

Interesting Ppl At The Fair
today/tonight, even though i'm writting this the day after lol, was rather funny b/c of seeing freaks outside the carny. one guy looked like you're typical hollywood freak.i mean a blind guy would laugh at him. he had one of them fake as hell tans, bleach blonde hair, and tried to walk like he had about 200 lbs more muscle than he did, laughing yet? oh yea he even had his sunglasses up on his head like a headband lmao. then there was this one lady, rolling eyes. she was deff one of a kind. her, her, husband i'm guessing, and her 3 kids come up to the ride and ask how many ticket the ride is, and this while looking at the ticket sign. as her hubsband i'm thinking is getting the tickets, she starts winking and then has the guts to say in front of her kids "let them on free and you'll have a place to sleep tonight." needless to say i laughed at her for not knowing that i'm a local. but when her husband got back they were back in eachothers arms and kissing eachother as if they have been m

On Next Happy Hour
We need to go back and finish Rating her. She had added more pics to rate so it will be easier to level her. She now only needs 3203 to level please lets make this happen. Thank you. Totally Twisted@ fubar

Bombers Needed Immediately
As you can tell, I am with the GIT R DONE FAMILY BOMBSQUAD. We are in Bombfest right now and could really use some help. If you would like to hep, please click on the link below, it will take you to the bombing page. Before you start bombing, you will need to rate, fan, and add the host. Any and all help will be greatly appreciated. I would like to thank you all in advance,,and love ya all :)

How Freaky Are You In Bed? (63 Was My Score!)
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED...: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

Tired Of Being Alone
I sit at home alone dreaming of the day being with a beuatiful girl that we can share everything with. It feels so close yet to far to grasp. You see once I am happy I get to close to that person and I scare her away. I know every single girl I've dated says we should be friends. The words that echo through my soul and make me shiver in dis belief and rip my heart out. So here I sit remenising of all the times I have messed up or it just didnt work out yet I always feel its my fault. I know I have to be happy being alone first but I'm not. People all around me are getting married and I dont want to grow up alone...

Good Point
Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteres are at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a tatol mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.

Be Yourself
{shaking head} Copied from my shout box. Name changed and re-ordered because English standard is left to right top to bottom. Ugh. Name changed to protect the innocent: could u link me to a profile with cock pics coz i dont wanna go on any guys profile Name changed to protect the innocent: sorry rong person Torch: If you want cock pics, don't be ashamed of it. Be who you are and the hell with anyone who has a problem with it! __________________________________________________ Come on, people. If you want it, go for it. In this case, I don't have it for you, but, seriously, joke 'em if they can't take a fuck. As long as your preferences involve consenting adults, then by all means have at it! Neither I nor anyone else has to approve of it, like it, or participate. It makes me sad and makes baby Jesus cry that this person is worried that his so-called friends might see he was on someone's profile looking at cock pics. Yeah, we've made progress, but we have a l

I'll Never Know...
Storm clouds... Building up to block my vision... Mental incisions... Torn between which is the right decision... Love or lust... Pain or happiness... Eternal tests... My mind never rests... Or my heart... Broken apart by the actions of my past... At last... I find the time to look past... The shady actions of the one who will FOREVER hold my soul... Never let go... Although... I've begged for it's return... Passion burns... When caught up in lustful turns... Thoughtless words... Broken hearts and ash-filled urns... The blind man learns... From the first touch of pain... I honestly think... I'm beyond the point of insane... As the sulfuric rains... Fall into my eyes I can't see... The hate and loathing that lies inside of me... No need... It's expressed when my vocal chords bleed... Take heed... I am the ONE man that you seek... The ONE being... Mind's Eye stays forever focused... The hum of locusts... And the false sense of t

Back
Im back.. did ya know i left for the weekend? lol Me and hubbys 5 year anniversary was saturday so we went and hid out at a motel. Kept ourselves busy of course.. and soakin in the whirly pool as Mark calls it :P It was great and I feel better... Im worth it dammit ! lol

To Love, Cyber Style????
Do you think it is possiable to fallin love with someone you barely know? When I say barely I mean your experience of them is limited to what you are told. People can be amazin, when they want you to be! Maybe im being a devils advocate here. But Humm......... its just well is it Love at first click? You click on a persons page/profile/site what have you, then instantly you see what you like and that Love arrow hits? Or is it Lust? Maybe even a strong Like? Don't you have to know a person to be IN Love with them? Or is it the idea of them that envokes the Love element? Is it the thought of all the things the two of you can accomplish? The thought of how wonderful it is, a person like this exist in your life? Or should I say in your Cyber Life? I don't know can you fall in love with someone you meet online before you meet them in person? Do you really think you should deminish the fantasy of meeting someone you meet online in person? It's one thing to share and chat with someone onl

Re: Reopen The 9/11 Investigation Petition (please Repost)
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Legalize Freedom Date: 16 Sep 2007, 18:40 Even if you're lazy you can at least sign a petition. Even keyboard patriots do that...----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Lets Become One>>>The UCS Movement.....Date: Sep 16, 2007 7:04 PMIts a petition to reopen the 911 investigation....Don't YOU want to know the TRUTH....Don't just say-Thats a good Idea....Go there..Sign it..and lets get it done....Roger......Here it is........................I've Started A Petion To Reopen The InvestigationInto The Events of 9/11 So that CLOSURE and TRUTH may be Brought to the People of OUR Country.!!...So if You could please take the time to sign it at...http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/reopen911investigationThank You...Roger

She Was Only 13
She was only 13 Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of shi

Montana
A Montana cowboy was overseeing his herd in a remote mountainous pasture when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, Ray Ban Sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the cowboy, "If I tell you exactly how many cows and calves you have in your herd, Will you give me a calf?" The cowboy looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, "Sure, why not?" The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, Connects it to his Cingular RAZR V3 cell phone, and surfs to a NASA Page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite navigation System to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo. The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in Hamburg, German

To Be A Witch
To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to change the world around you and your self. To be a Witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magick, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a Witch is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon... To be a Witch is to be one with the Gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to acknowledge the truth. To be a Witch is to live with the Earth, not just on it. To be a Witch is to be

It Never Stops
I dont know what to say about her... she know how i feel i dont want to hide any of it. i want to be with her. i want to be with her for her. i love everything about her. she makes me laugh we have such a good time. this weekend we learned a lot. love you babe...

Sept 17th, 2007
It's not often that you take a strong and definite stand in defiance of authority, but today could see you doing just that. Your ideals are challenged by recent events and you've got the confidence to push forward. ----------------------------------------------------- Hmmm I am liking this day already..... Morning my Fu-Friends:D

Did We Forget To Pray For Our Children
I got out of bed this mornig ,turn on the news,made some coffee. turn on the computor,and like normal,while having my coffee,and checking emails,I am watching the locals.Like most of us.And as i was listenig suddenly I heard about a mother, that took her chidren,put them in her car.And set it on fire,while watching them burn.And as it got my attentions,they had the gall to show a childs body burnt.I dont know what was worse the act of the Mother or the Media.A child is a gift.They don't grow on a trees,and if it is good u keep them ,and if they are bad you throw it away.They are a human being with feelings. They hurt just like we do,but in a different way. we as parents, we have grow to understand emotions,but a child domnt understand when a mother cant love them because of what Daddy did.All they know is it was their fault,and the parents gives them that feeling. I see it all the time.They didnt ask to be born.You gave them life.A Mother's love is unconditional. And for one to go off

What Are Blackwater Terriost??
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=4656594535720920571&q=BLACKWATER&total=1032&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=3 http://www.metacafe.com/watch/418664/blackwater_usas_defensive_driving_course/ http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=8761012500592094742&q=BLACKWATER&total=1032&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=8

My Love
When I think of him, a smile plays across my face. Because of him, I keep fighting to win in life's race. He fills my days with love and laughter. I pray that we will be together in the hereafter. I am blessed by his love and honored by his care. I have so much for him in my heart that I want to share. Kristi R. 2007

Re: Clinton Wants Mandatory Health Care
RE: Clinton Wants Mandatory Health Care ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: oPeN yOuR eYeS Date: 17 Sep 2007, 15:17 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Steve WatsonDate: Sep 17, 2007 5:15 PMEchoes Edwards plan for state-managed socialized health careSteve WatsonInfowars.netMonday, Sept 17, 2007Hillary Clinton has emulated John Edwards in unveiling a $110 billion health care reform plan that would require by law that all Americans have health insurance. Both Edwards and Clinton have said that under their presidency every citizen in the U.S. would have to enroll in a state-managed socialized health care system where regular check ups, including mental screenings, would be mandatory. The vision of an America where every citizen is forced by law to participate in health screenings overseen by the government should set stark warning bells ringing. Full article here - http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/170907Hillarycare.htm

Quiet Emotions
by Judy Burnette I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

Always Coming Back Home To You - Atmosphere
To all my killers and my hundred dollar billers To emo kids that got too many feelings He held the register open while he counted her change I was next in line which meant I was invisible From where I stood I could see that the till was full He didn't look the type to play superhero So I stepped forth and paid for my cigarettes Crept out the stores front door to chase a little breath Fangles in my head, shake the song off Another manic Monday night, its gonna be a long walk A car pulled up, a fixed up cutlass A woman and a child climbed out and left it running They went inside of the deli, placed an order With the extra dollar fifty bottled water cuz the daughters picky When they came out mommy gave me a glance That said man can love an angel but he's got to take the chance Already knew the deal, I lit one up and walk So they got back in the oldsmobile, belted up, and took off Thug love on the corner by the walgreens Lookin at me like I'm just another square sa

Re: Very Important Revolution Radio Broadcast Tonight!!
RE: VERY IMPORTANT REVOLUTION RADIO BROADCAST TONIGHT!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Revolution Radio Date: 17 Sep 2007, 18:55 PLEASE REPOST!!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!MY GROUP, WE ARE CHANGE FLORIDA, CONFRONTED GIULIANI TONIGHT IN TAMPA, FLORIDA!!! (VIDEO POSTED SOON!). I WILL BE DISCUSSING THE CONFRONTATION TONIGHT ON THE SHOW!!10pm-12am EDT!!!!click here to tune in!!http://www.realinsidenews.comPLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!!

Bye 4 Now Lyrics/song Lagwagon
Lagwagon Bye For Now Lyrics *** Complimentary Bye For Now Ringtone *** Here comes the day I see my friends far away, When I grow up inside what will happen to me? The city sights the business types, I can see but where are you? Bye for now. Didn't mean to let you down, Didn't mean to drive you away. Bye for now! Now that your not around, So many things I'd like to say! See here I think I've found the missing link, The piece that holds us together. If I had my way I'd here you say that it's OK, Friendship should last for ever. Bye for now. Didn't mean to let you down, Didn't mean to drive you away. Bye for now! Now that you're not around, So many things I'd like to say! Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down. Never meant to let you down. Didn't mean to let you down.

Black Roses Red
Can I ask you a question please? Promise you won't laugh at me Honestly, I'm standing here afraid I'll be betrayed... As twisted as it seems I only feel love when it's in my dreams so let in the morning the light and let the darkness fade away Can you turn my black roses red? Can you turn my black roses red? Drowing in my lonliness how long must I hold my breath? All this emptiness inside... I could fill the deepest sea I reach to the sky as the moon looks on my one last tear has come and gone I'm dying to let your love rain down on me... Can you turn my black roses red? Can you turn my black roses red? Can you turn my black roses red? Cuz I feel like I've never known love.... (Black Roses Red by Alana Grace - new fave song)

California Friends Vs. The Rest...*sigh* Hahaha
As a Californian.....this is soooooo TRUE!! FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Call your parents, drunk as hell, and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up. FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you in jail saying, "Damn, that shit was fun!" FRIENDS: Cry with you. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Laugh at you, and buy you a drink. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. CALIFORNIA FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought the shit in the first place. FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one

Hope
Hope is a necessary component for a healthy life. Those who are filled with hope find lifes disappointments easier to manage. Hope is the provider of silent strength, a will to move forward and grow despite obstacles. Hope fuels the soul and fires our passions. Often we project our hopes in ways that are self-defeating. We put our faith and hope on other people, money, or other things wishing them to manifest peace and joy in our lives. When those other things are taken from us we end up feeling defeated and devastated. It is in these moments we must realize that hope is something that must be nurtured within. Hope cannot be dependant on changing variables, but can only remain constant when we keep it centered on that which truly matters: love, respect, and faith. Today's Exercise: Reflect on a time where you put your hope into something that didn't manifest as you had wished. Remember those feelings and reflect on what this experience taught you about hope and fai

Dic-matized
Deep, fulfilling, meaningful, love, passion, beauty are all the lies that his body tells me as he lies between my legs doing what he does oh so well. His eyes look deep inside my soul and he sees the curiosity sparking within me. That’s when he digs deeper, strokes slower, kisses deeply, fill me with him, speaks to me with his body, and loves me passionately. I look into his eyes and see all the little white lies, shit; the big black ones too. My heart breaks, my mind races, but my body opens up and lets him in. I cry silently wanting to know how is it that this man between my legs has me so DICK-matized. I ask myself, “Do you love him? Yes, I do.” I close my eyes and picture the man that I used to love, how he used to make love to me, how he used to kiss me, how he used to touch me, how he used to be and my blood is flowing through my body making me feel hot. I open eyes only to have my vision taken from me by the evolution of the man that used to be. He’s grown into something I don’t

Watch Me
She'd sent him an envelope, by messenger, to the office .In it she'd enclosed the name of a hotel, a room number and a note that said 7 0'clock , knock 3 times. She was there already. She'd lit a few candles, put his favorite CD's in the player ,his favorite beer was iced down. She'd ordered extra pillows from housekeeping, turned down the bed and positioned a chair at the foot of it. She'd taken a nice long bath and applied her favorite lotion all over, putting on this little jade number that was cut to her hips,had a slit up the front to her breast, which were covered with a stretch of lace and spaghetti straps holding it up it also had matching bikini panties. Now all she needed was his knock and there it was 7 0'clock on the dot. She turned on the music, picked up a beer ,looked through the peep hole just to make sure it was him, it was. She opened the door and let him in. After putting the Do Not Disturb sign on the door,he shut and locked it . She then turned to him, p

Business Profile
Most people think this is the only profile I have. Actually no, this is only my personal profile. I have a business profile to help advertise for my business. The business profile is http://fubar.com/mellyscorner

The Declaration Of Independence (video)
the declaration of independence (Video) Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: A Constitutional America (Ron Paul 2008) Date: Sep 18, 2007 7:56 AM

I Hate Love Songs - Gwar
I hate love songs and I hate lovers I hate everything that I can't have so I hate you I hate love songs and I hate lovers I hate everything that I can't have so I hate you I hate movies with happy endings Like that one I saw where all the girls were beautiful like you Like you Like you Like you I hate wet dreams and masturbation I hate everything that feels good like sex with you I hate flowers and little birdies Makes me wanna puke when I see something cuddily like you I'm bored with your insanity I'm too tired to smile at your stupidity You've got the very best of me fell in love push came to shove but you broke so easily I love hate songs 'bout mass destruction other people's pain takes my mind off you I love puppies when they're road-kill They're too cute too live, too cute to live, too cute like you I'm bored with immortality I'm too tired to stick it out for eternity You've took the very best of me fell in love push came to shove and you broke

Fubar Folder
I stayed up all day (mostly for reasons of trying to get my sleep schedule back on track) and I played around with some of my friends portraits. I made some really cheesy collage type things because I was bored out of my mind, much like I am now. If you wanted to take a peek to see if you're there, they're in my Fubar Folder. They look like crap, I'm sorry. :P

I Dont Know Why (poem)
....whenever i see something glitter it reminds me of your eyes i don't know why why i feel this way about you i've never thought i would fall for someone like you someone who i knew could never make me happy but then there you are standing right infront of me i have never liked your attitude the way you feel about life and love it's the complete opposite of what i believe in but here i am fantasizing about your eyes who would've thought that the last person on earth i'll ever fall in love with was the one i actually do have strange feelings for feelings i've never experienced on another human being and here i am feeling them with you the taste of your lips they send a secret message to my mind the touch of your hand they set off something i couldnt understand but i know one thing's for sure i like feeling these strange feelings about you....

Breaking Up Is Hard To Do
I left my fiance a week ago today and it has been the hardest week of my life. I feel lost and confused but at the same time I know I made the right choice. I miss him like crazy. Do you ever get over the pain? I just don't know what to do now.

Re: The Global Elite Are Bamboozling The Sheeple Once Again
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Leo/FightNWO-JUST SAY NO TO FASCISM IN AMERICA!! Date: 18 Sep 2007, 20:39 bam·boo·zle (bm-bzl)bam·boo·zled, bam·boo·zling, bam·boo·zles: Informal To take in by elaborate methods of deceit; hoodwink(Click Here) GREENSPAN WORKING TO DESTROY U.S. ECOMONYor copy this link:http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/180907Greenspan.htm

Thoughts
Thoughts My voice is silent The thoughts race Trying to escape My opinions remain locked away My mind can't stop It reels on Worries, hopes, dreams all swirling around Grab one And five more come in. I wish there Were a door Step in and see The madness inside Save me Release me From this prison In my head.

Smitten!
So I'm sitting on my porch yesterday afternoon with my cat when I noticed he took off after something. All of a sudden I heard this massive commotion on the roof next to us and I looked up and saw a hawk! I've never seen one in person before! I totally forgot about my kitteh and just stared at the hawk like it was the second coming. Very beautiful animal!

Help My Brother Out In His Contest And Ill Put Up Nsfw Pics Of Me
contest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time .

The Next Episode
Rebirth, Ressurection. Anastasia ( pronounced Ah-nah-sta- ci- ya ) My name. Stasia for short if you want :P The Next Episode... Getting to know a person can be a long process. Actually knowing them, you know. Knowing me I think is pretty easy. I exuberate alot of my emotions to the exterior. When something is wrong with me, you know it. It isn't anything I can help much, I am under control but... you just know. (That's if, of course, you are the type to be observant at least a little and not completly ignorant of me.) Certain things about me I keep to myself; to certain people; only because I feel it's better that way. I'm a pothead. I smoke weed. I smoke marijuana habitually. I bet most of you were to meet me, wouldn't even know until I told you or sparked one up :P Really. I could give you the reasons why I smoke up but meh... there's no need. I just like to. I'm high right now. Maybe I just lost about half of you, heh, maybe I just made the other half roll one up! Wh

Misery
I hate the world, The world hates me I just wish everybody Would let me be. All i ask for Is one day to Say everything I have to say one moment in life to share my grief one person in life to understand my pain. someone who'll let me shed a tear someone to say have no fear. sometimes i wonder if that day will ever come, or perhaps it has come and gone. At any rate, i sit here, blade in my hand, screaming, wishing someone could hear. But no one cares, or so i think. And then from somewhere in the darkness there's a light that blinks. Out comes my angel, so it appears To take me away, far away from here. She knows my grief, she shares my pain. And just when i think everything will be okay, my buzz dies off and i realize there will never be an end to all this misery, all this pain The weight will never be lifted, it will only be gained. All i ask is that you see everything that you've done to me. Granted, i took the wrong road, i ruined my life, but you n

A Deadly Love
You walked into my life, not knowing what to expect. The anger and darkness that filled me frightened you, but something kept you from leaving me. Not knowing why you're still here, your mind is a roller coaster of thoughts, and feelings you never expected, But strangely you never wanted them to end. I could see your feelings grow for me; the lust in your eyes cannot be mistaken, with each day it grows more and more, like the moon in the night's sky. You're still confused on why you stay, Knowing that your life could end at any moment. The danger you're in, from just being with me, excites you in a way you never knew existed. What you don't realize is that I know what you are feeling; you generally love me for the person I am. What you don't know is that I am not a person at all, but a creature of the night, a creature that could kill you at any moment. And yet I let you stay, knowing what I could do, I

Spiraling Out - Food For Thought
What a painful thing to watch a friend spiral out into the wild and fear that they are on the verge of a mental collapse and be able to do nothing about it. You watch helplessly as they make choices that you fear will seal their demise in life and recklessly abandon things in their life that meant so much only months ago. You want to help but you don’t know how. Is there something you can say? Nothing that you think of sounds right. You don’t want them to think you are trying to live their life for them. You see that they are flailing and you want to make it better.. but how. It is not your job to protect them or os it? You wish all the games would stop and everything would just go back to the way it was and they could be happy again but no. They have become absorbed in this alternate life on the internet of all things and wrapped up in a tangled web of lies with someone who obviously has some deep ceded anger defect and now intends malicious harm on this friend of yours. You think wai

How Come?
How come when a woman says she's horny it's hot to guys...........But when a guy says he's horny he's a nasty pig? BTW the Bouncer is a homo........I saw him in a Minn. bathroom giving handjobs for Fubarbucks

Anne's New Sister
Anne's New Sister by anneslutpet© The door opened slowly, Anne was engrossed in her work, she had a case that had been nothing but trouble since her boss had assigned it to her. It was late in the night, past 11:00 pm and everyone else in the firm had long since left the building. She suddenly felt a shiver up her spine, looking up she saw her Master standing in the door, smiling at her. Behind Him, on her knees, knelt a small woman with a thick mane of strawberry blonde hair. Moving instantly, Anne fell to her hands and knees and began to crawl toward Master. She had noticed the girl behind Him but didn't acknowledge her in any way. Master had not permitted it, she would greet when He permitted. Her ebony curls brushed against the thick carpeting as her mouth lowered to His boots, softly, sweetly kissing each before she knelt back, thighs splaying wide, her face lifted to Him. "Hello my Master, what a lovely surprise" Eric looked down at his pet, appraising her wi

The Awakening
The Awakening by ShePlaysWithFire© The rough carpet scratches my knees as I patiently wait, hands clasped delicately in my naked lap. There is a slight chill in the air, which does nothing to set my senses at bay. Like a lover's hand, it caresses my spine and raises the hair on the nape of my neck. I dare not shiver; somehow, I intuitively know it would displease Him. "Ah, little one, I see you have no problems following orders. Excellent. Now keep your eyes closed, and don't move a muscle until I say otherwise. There's a good girl!" His hand idly fondles me, repositioning and correcting my posture to suit his desires. As he spreads my knees even further part I almost gasp but manage to simply inhale deeply through my nose. The cool air hits my exposed pussy lips like the sting of ice water on hot flesh. My cunt twitches, the juice that had been gathering dries almost instantly, but instead of diminishing sensations, it only calls further attention to that area. He chuck

2 Good Days In A Row! Woo Hoo
OMG! Is it possible? 2 days in a row? No stress, no fighting, no arguing. Kids getting their homework done. I got an email from Christopher's teacher and she said he had another excellent day! I am so happy. The sad thing is, it could have been the mocha's he was drinking every morning before school! Yes, I am crazy. See, coffee has the reverse affect on kids. If kids have trouble concentrating, you can give them coffee and it is supposed to help. So I was giving him a mocha every day before school. Now, it may not have been the coffee itself, it could have been the chocolate and white chocolate I was putting in it! He does have trouble with sugars. Who knows? So yesterday, he didn't mention wanting one so he didn't get one. He did great at school. Today, same thing and he did great at school again! Must be a correlation, right? We will see if he behaves tomorrow. He is not getting a mocha! I added some pictures, a request from a sexy guy that I want to j

Total Blank Canvas
Wow i finally hit my crossroad after doing tags for the last 3 years I have finally come up blank :( I want to do something totally different instead of same things & i have hit every mood I was in LOL Only thing I haven't done was cutesy :-s Not really wanting to do that.... If any of you have ideas let me know I'm open to anything as long as its not porn ( you know who you are ) LOL ok done ranting now, am off to do something with my garv pics :D

Do You Have Dildos
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of an erotic sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she shakily hobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, she asks the sales clerk: "Ddddooo youuuu hhhave ddddildosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu hhhave aaa pppinkk one, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt tttwoo inchesss thththiiickkk?" The clerk responds, "Yes we do". "Ccccccannnn yyyyouuuu tttelll mmmmeeee howwww ttttoooo ttturrrnnn ttthe ffuucccckkkkinggg ttthingggg offffff?"

Are You Happy When You Met Me?
Sometimes I wish to renew myself 'coz I think I'm too bad like a freak... I always do stupid things... Don't know why I am like this... can I ask you? Are you happy when you met me? (",)

Scope
There's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! SAGGITTARIUS * -- Spontaneous. -- Horny. -- Freak in Bed. -- High sex appeal. -- Rare to find. -- Great when found. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- The one -- So much love to give -- Not one to mess wit -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet! -- Amazing n Bed..!!! -- Did I say Amazing in Bed? LEO * -- Great talker. -- Sexy and passionate. -- Laid back. -- Knows how to have fun. -- Is really good at sex! and i mean REALLY GOOD! more like great -- Great kisser. -- Unpredictable. fo real -- Outgoing. -- Down to earth. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loves being in long relationships. -- Talkative. -- Not one to mess with. -- Rare to

Behind Closed Doorby Hercules Unleashed
Behind Closed Doors by Hercules_unleashed © One just doesn't know what goes on behind closed doors! Hi! Everyone, my name is Traci; I live in the stockbroker belt of South London. Not your normal suburban housewife, I am divorced and have a well-behaved Doberman bitch for company who deters unwelcome callers. The story that I am about to relate happened to me last week, but I did engineer it. On the Thursday evening of that week I needed to attend a meeting, it quickly became very boring, allowing my attention to wander somewhat, looking for something to distract me from the monotonous voice of the speaker. A few seats further along from me I noticed a pair of very sexy stockinged legs. Now you must understand that I am bi-sexual, I swing both ways as they say and I was looking at a pair of the most gorgeous silk covered gams. Being crossed they were showing an indecent amount of thigh, definitely arousing me, I soon felt myself getting wet and the more I thought about it, th

Behind Closed Doors By Foreverhis
Behind Closed Doors by foreverhis© Time stood still for her as He led her to the room that would be theirs for the next few days. She could scarcely believe that this was real. She hadn't allowed herself to totally believe that this was happening until she felt His hand in her hair, the other wrapped firmly around her. Now, as she felt his strong hand holding hers, she couldn't stop the butterflies in her stomach from doing a rather fast mariache number. The truth was, that no matter how many times they'd discussed this, she'd never totally believed, so now that the moment was at hand, she didn't know what to expect once they were behind closed doors together. As they came to stand in front of the door, she stood quietly, her head bowed as her mind and heart raced. Looking down at her bowed head, He smiled affectionately. He knew her so well and so He knew what was going on inside that sweet little head of hers. Patience would be the key with His girl and she'd already tes

To All That Cares
well i am almost done deleting my stuff on here...i only got a few pictures and 90 poems to go so this should be deleted in a few days...um...if you ever want to get a hold of me and talk i am almost always on yahoo...my yahoo name is sblood_vampiress@yahoo.com or if you have gmail sbloodvampiress@gmail.com well i'm sorry to all that i have hurt and i am sorry....well thats it i guess...i will only be on here 2 more days i guess... adios

Harmony
Harmony does not mean that everyone is in agreement. It means that no one is attempting to force his or her opinions on others. Harmony does not mean that everyone is the same. It means that everyone respects and tolerates and even celebrates the differences that give so much richness to life. Harmony is not ever achieved by brute force. Harmony is reached when every individual understands, on his or her own terms, that it is by far the most effective way to live. Harmony does not come about through intimidation or scolding or threats of punishment. Harmony is reached through understanding. Harmony cannot exist where people are interested only in what they can take. Harmony is built through giving. Harmony comes not by giving in or by being weak or by surrendering one's most treasured principles, or by the cowardly attempt to control others. Harmony is the domain of those who are confident enough in their own lives to allow others to peacefully flourish. -

Romantic Time (erotics)
The lights are dim, there is a simple candle lit dinner on the table, a romantic fire in the fire place. The air is warm an there is a full moon tonight. I come in ,you are in something sheer an romantic. I see the food but my thoughts are of eating but you. I walk up behind you , gently kissing the soft spot behind your neck. You smell so good , I gently slide my fingers ever so lightly up your sides as I nibble on your neck. My kisses work their way down your shoulders as my fingers work their way up your body. I gently carress your breast , your nipple hardens as I brush against it .I gently slip the straps from your shoulders an turn you around , kissin my way down your body I cup your breast an take a nipple in my mouth it hardens an you take a sharp breath I gently bite it an slide my other hand down your soft body slowly gently softly lightly . I must explore your body , I wanna taste every inch of you , I slowly kiss my way down your beautiful body your chest your stomac

Turning Dream Into Reality
Can we share our dreams someday? A prophet named Martin once shared a dream And they sought to hide his dream with gunfire But his dream still compels, and so I ask Will we share our dreams again? Let me be bold enough, perhaps arrogant enough, to share a dream, this one bathed in tears flowing into what has too often been a trail of blood. It is not an original dream, indeed it has been the dream, oft-spoken, oft-wailed, of mom, dad, sister, brother, son daughter, poet and prophet. It is a prayer on the lips of all faiths, tribes and cultures. And it is summed up in the words of Isaiah: "They shall beat their swords (read tanks, bombs, guns, missiles, IEDs whatever horror you can imagine) into plowshares (read plows, tractors, combines, schools, hospitals, medicines, vaccines and more), and the nations shall not make war anymore." OK maybe that dream is a little more complex than I thought. How about this one: "and the lion will lay down with the lamb, the child will put h

I Miss You
Ok..maybe its the drugs that I'm taking for the pain or maybe its reality..but I miss him . I think about him often and wonder where hes at..wonder what he's doing or if he even thinks of me..Its sad knowing that my friend is gone and it bothers me..and I hope that he's happy and I hope that he smiles...I don't know, I'm just sad. It might be the medicine talking. If you read this....just know that its killing me not talking to you and I miss you so badly..and I wish we could start over..I'm soo sorry

Written For Cece
Love is something that will never die, yet have not enough power to move on. People are slowly giving up on love, since love has only brought them pain. They don't yet know that love is the only thing we can live for. Without it, why bother living life a lie? Love is always inside us but is hidden from those who don't wish to yet seek it.

Between The Devil And The Deep Blue
Between The Devil and The Deep Blue by Luna_lit © I glugged from a bottle of water before reclining into the hot August sands. The secluded cove afforded me little company, although the gulls seemed to echo the noise in my head as I lit a joint and closed my eyes, allowing the heat of the burning sun to penetrate my closed eyelids whilst the burning curves of sand massaged my fatigued muscles. It appeared to me that there are more things held in our imagination than could or should ever exist in reality and if I ever got hold of the bastard flying insect that was playing hop-scotch on my leg I would... My train of thought was interrupted by a sigh so soft that I could have believed it was the wind if I didn't know that my girl was laid out on the rocks to my right. I didn't turn my head but she knew I was still there. She wouldn't doubt it for a minute. Smiling broadly I remembered her cries for more, interspersed with her desperate pleadings. Then I felt a pang of guil

The Lady In The Mirror
I don't seem to recognize that lady in my mirror. I may have seen her in her youth, but I've got a sneaking fear. She kinda looks like a relative, perhaps on the side of my father. But the closer I get and the harder I look, Oh, no! My gosh! I'm my mother! done by christine

Locks Of Love....
You all know I have short hair, but you guys might not know this, ever since I was a child I always wanted to donate my hair to Locks of Love, but I never let my hair grow a certain length.... I'm going to do it! I'm not getting any younger. after I grow my hair out 6 months, I want ot see how long it is, and if at least 10 inches I could cut and still have hair, I might just donate it like that, but if it's just under, then I'll grow it out even longer. Thinking of posting a picture of myself every 2 weeks to show how fast it grows... so 12 new pictures... I just want peoples opinion, Please post a response to it

Here I Am
Here I am, Here I'll be, forever and ever, you will see. Here I am, Here I'll be, right beside you, right beside me. Here I am, Here I'll be, like the suns rays, on a tree. Here I am, Here I'll be, wanting your love, like a man lost at sea. Here I am, Here I'll be, my love is true, and yours free. Here I am, Here I'll be, I love you more than life itself, you are the oxygen that i breathe. Here I am, Here I'll be, always and forever, doing anything you need, Here I am, Here I'll be, this is a poem of my love, to you from me.

Happy Mothers Day
I sit here today thinking of what to say. I could of spent hours and hours in the card section of the store To be honest though home is where I would rather stay Though the cards may say all the right things, this year I find them all a bore You’re funny, smart and crazy to All these things are what make up you We fight, argue, and may not get along With all of this still going on you are where you belong We love, talk, share, and hug The relationship is what has been dug These are the seeds that have been given to us to sow and watch it blossom and grow I kick and scream because you drive me insane This truly isn’t you I blame I wish I could be like you in some ways Then keep me of coarse for the rest of my days With all of this said I love you Mom and even though this isn’t a song, book, or a brand new bed It’s the words from your daughter saying your Great and Awesome in every way I wish you A HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!!!

Your Stripper Name
We all need a stripper name. See what your stripper name will be, and Share it with your friends. We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a prude and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. And, if we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor....... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends, family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = Chesty b = Fantasia c = Starr d = Diamond e = Montana f = Angel g = Sugar h = Mimi i = Lola j =Kitty k = Roxie l = Dallas m = Princess n = Heidi o = Bambi p =

Thank You To Those Who Voted Neocon
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070921/ap_on_re_us/jena_six_protest La. protests hark back to '50s, '60s By MARY FOSTER, Associated Press Writer 14 minutes ago Drawn by a case tinged with one of the most hated symbols of Old South racism — a hangman's noose tied in an oak tree — thousands of protesters rallied Thursday against what they see as a double standard of prosecution for blacks and whites. The plight of the so-called Jena Six became a flashpoint for one the biggest civil-rights demonstrations in years. Five of the black teens were initially charged with attempted murder in the beating of a white classmate. Old-guard lions like the Revs. Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton joined scores of college students bused in from across the nation who said they wanted to make a stand for racial equality just as their parents did in the 1950s and '60s. "It's not just about Jena, but about inequalities and disparities around the country," said Stephanie Brown, 26, national you

Snacks.
So, if you know me, which most of you don't that well, you'll know that I can't cook. I'm addicted to the microwave as much as I am sex. Most of my meals take anywhere from 5 minutes to 15 minutes to make - unless it just sits there in the oven. Well ever since we moved to North Bay, my husband has gotten on shift work - (4) 12 hour days and 4 days off, two days and two nights. He only works with 5 different men, so I decided to bake him some brownies to bring in. They loved the brownies and asked that I make cookies. So I made some chocolate chip cookies and I'm going to make some cupcakes next week for him, too. So, any other suggestions on what I can make that doesn't involve a whole lot of effort on my part? I don't mind making stuff, but things that take hours, well ... my patience is limited.

Lioness
Lioness I had no idea what was in store for me when I met you. Not one clue to the depth of your wild side. Very few men can handle you, I now know this to be true. So perfect this Tiger, to mate with through the night. I was so nervous Saturday getting ready for our date. Cleaning house like a mad man, cooking in between. Honestly I was a bit relieved that you were running a little late. I needed that extra time, to finish preparing everything. It’s funny we haven’t known each other long. Talking each night before this though, I just really felt like I knew you. So I wanted everything perfect, and I mean nothing to be wrong. I know what you are thinking *silly boy*, still Love it’s the truth. Finally the moment arrived and you were here. O.M.G. when I saw you, everything in me came to life. I couldn’t wait until after dinner and we were alone, to hold you near. But honestly the way we just sat up talking late first, was really nice. We have so much in comm

Please Read !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey Hey Hey, Firstly I like to thank you for checking out my Blog you views are highly appreciated. Ok so lets get to it... This one is for the MEN of FUBAR. Why is it as men that you are able to be so rude, or sexally perverse when speaking with a Lady on the web. Ok I know some of the ladies love that sort of thing, But many I have spoken to just find it EWWWWWW. So why can we be so rude and downgrading on webpages but not in real life. MEN I want your honest opinion. And Ladies let me know what line you satnd in, do you agree that men loose the self pride on here and sound perverted Or do you believe that it's sexual. I love to have your opinion. Thanks all for that have taken part. I shall promise to rate your Profileif I have seen you view this. Thanks Kon

Friday
First my horror-scope: You're in luck if you're single -- there's someone closer than you know who is interested. You might not know them well yet, but if you keep your eyes open, today could be the day you get the word. Secondly, I'm here, empty somewhat, but not depressed like I thought I would be. One thing for sure, I've been kicking my ass trying to figure things out, and (Thank you Tony) a very good friend sent a lot of sense to me. I don't feel worthless anymore, though not too far away from it, I know I'm better. Later...

Confused
Im so confused right now... i love you with all my heart. Your all i think about. But, im don't know if you want me like i do you. I don't know if you still love me like you did. I miss you so much, i miss being yours. I hurt right now.. my heart breaks.. trying to figure out where ur heart is. Do you love me like i do you. I want you so much. All i can do is sit here and cry. Cause my heart is hurting so bad. I'm about to just take off.. cause i don't think my heart can take being broke again. I don't know what to do. I'm just here... hurting inside. Hoping that u love me too.

Blackwater Refuses To Leave Iraq Despite Ban
Blackwater Refuses To Leave Iraq Despite Ban Iraqi Prime Minister has no authority over U.S. contractor mercenaries, witnesses and experts provide scathing testimony Steve Watson Infowars.net Friday, Sept 21, 2007 Despite having their license revoked by the Iraqi government, and being banned from operating in the country all together, The private contractor company Blackwater USA is continuing operations in Baghdad and has refused to pull its operatives out of Iraq. After being blamed for a Sunday gunbattle in Baghdad that left eight civilians dead, the Iraqi Prime Minister, Nuri al-Maliki officially stated that Blackwater had been grounded and that its operatives were not welcome in Iraq. However, after just four days Blackwater personnel have resumed operations in the green zone. Full article - http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/210907Blackwater.htm

My Baby...the Fire In My Eyes
I am in love with a man. A man who is beautifully blessed with love and affection a girl like myself needs. He knows when to speak gently to me, and when to let himself go. He knows how to make my legs shake without even placing his hands on me. He give me butterflies with every thought of his face, of his touch, of his embrace. His voice makes me melt, and his laugh makes me weak. I am eternally his princess, his Mija, and his baby. It'll stay that way until we touch, and continue to grow from there. He holds my heart and my devotion in his hands, and no other man could ever make me feel the same. I want to cry with him, and lie with him. Forever wrapped in his arms, and locked into his eyes.

On This Day
I've often sat and wondered what it would be like To know the person behind that face To find out who you are and know your fears and dreams To see if I could fall under your grace I had that chance today to talk with you a while We opened a door to a whole new world A world built on friendship and caring All based from all of these words I wish you were here with me now Sitting right beside me in this place Hear your voice sweetly fall on my ears And so I could reach out and touch your face I wish one day to gaze up at the stars with you Listen to the peaceful sounds around Feel the warm night breeze on our skin As we share that moment sitting upon the ground We have so much to learn and share Each day that comes we'll get that chance So take this hand I've extended Who knows this might be our true love romance

Im Rich Bitch!!!
well, rich in life..... things are starting to finally come together after a season of empty promises and a series of dissapointing events! 1. I got a FULL RIDE TO MY UNIVERSITY....that is so FAT cuz it opens up some financial doors for me. man, im glad i didnt drop out like i was thinking about doing....sheesh! 2. Im surrounded by beautiful people who make my world a better place....no more dramma for me! 3. I got to touch, meet, and see common and biz markie in the past 2 weeks. 4. Im in the newspaper this week....st.louis american, check it out!!!! 5. i just feel damn great! sorry to gloat, but 2007 is alright...compleation, new begings, youuuuuu diigggg?

David Lambert Nominated 4 Eia Male Horizon Artist 2007
Just to let all ya'll know David has been nominated for the EIA Male Horizon Artist 2007 Award. The performance will be voted on during the EIA American Star Search Fall Festival held in Nashville on 19 and 20 October. Thanks are extended to all of David's friends here for all of your support. All the best! David... HES IN MY FAMILY AND FANS OF PLEASE ADD THIS AWESOME COUNTRY ARTIST davelambertcountry.com

Just A Lil Sumthin.....
" It's You "Never ending daysLong restless nightsFeeling you close in my heartKnowing your love I cannot fight" It's You "Distance between usNot much communication at allIn need to hear your voiceForever praying for a phone call" It's You "With your shirt on my bodyStill smelling of your scentCrying because you're away from meHolding onto the wonderful times we've spent" It's You "Saddened by what's happenedThe drama we've created for one anotherSacrificing my life tremendouslyJust because your like no other" IT"S YOU " done by white queen

New Album
Hey everyone, I just created a new album that I want to fill with pictures of the men and women serving our country, If you have a picture you would like included please send me a link to it and I will rip it. I would love to have Their name or something about them as well. Thank you

Love Means
Love Means by Bunny Love means trusting yourself with someone who has seen you at your worst and loves you anyway. It means teasing each other and laughing at inside jokes nobody but only the two of you understands. It means feeling safe enough to talk about anything and having patience to work out disagreements. It means counting on someone who sympathisizes when you had a bad day, worries about you when you're gone and always welcomes you with open arms no matter what.

Venting!!!!!!
Alright i have kept alot of things to myself lately. Instead of sayin anything. Well considering everything. I have to say what is on my mind at this present time. Cause if not its going to drive me insane. One. If you are my friend dont sit there and talk about shit that you know would make me sit there and wonder. Everyone who knows me, knows that i was in a bad relationship years ago and it was hard for me to let someone close. Well now that i have. and everyone knows that. Dont sit there and tell me things to make me wonder about things. I perfectly happy. Or dont sit there and compare my relationship to yours. If your not happy with yours thats ur problem but dont try to make me not happy with mine. because all its doing is driving me nuts. two. i have always said i would be there for friends and this and that. but there comes a time when u need to realize that someone else has a problem and maybe you should listen to them and try to help them. Like i have always helped. I

22/9/07
CARMONEY COLTS 3-6 LARNE COLTS The colts travelled to 3 mile water for this match and stated very slowly indeed .Goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and the defence of thomas mcdowell,odhran kemp,jordan weir ,thomas spence and robert watson witheld all the early carmoney pressure .Then a long ball from robert watson found reece mcginley who found jamie magill to fire home.But back came carmoney to grab an equaliser and then go 2-1 ahead.But darren tenant got it back to 2-2 before half time.The colts started the 2nd half sluggish to but a stephen gordon pass to david hunter found tennant to put the colts 3-2 up.Then david christie played in jamie millar and he put the ball through to reece mcginley to fire home.But carmoney brought it back to 4-3 .Then a johhny mccurdy pass up the wing to jamie magill found reece mcginley who fired the ball over the keepers head to make it 5-3 .And then craig bailie hit the 6th with a thunderous left foot drive that left the keeper stranded for a hard fought w

The Fool
i was a fool if ever i thought i could have you if ever i hoped to keep you i was a fool if i thought you would want me for myself i was a fool if ever i tried to love you if ever i hoped you would want me if ever i tried to see you maybe im a fool because i still wish for us two i still think about you i still hope to find you i am a fool because i still think about you i still want to see you i still want to be near you im such a fool because im still in love with you i still adore you i was a fool if ever i thought i could have you if ever i thought you would have me i was a fool

Just My Thoughts
Like a prison cell Iron clad and empty Set in isolation bound by ill feeling I feel trapped and alone My heart burns full of desire Quenched Condemned by loneliness I sink into shadows out of reach I find myself in an everlasting battle Searching For the one to free my heart My sights are set on a lifelong crusade But victory is an empty promise The hunger The longing The desire No longer help my flight Only serve to endeavor My thoughts In deeper confusion The caring The wishing The feeling All fall on deaf ears I will fight for my hearts survival With every ounce of Strength remaining But I can see the end As clear as light The end of the tunnel My strength drains quickly I cannot fight Loneliness overcomes my heart Destiny has set the final piece of the puzzle My heart shall wander alone Forever without you to hold By: The CrimsonCrow

A Lying Wanna Be Man!!!!!!!
THERES IS A MEMEBER IN HERE BY THE NAME OF Thumper THUMP AKA FlyingChevyDuck,OldDave,Satans Helper,SatanSpawn. HE IS NOT WHO OR WHAT HE CLAIMS TO BE AT ALL!!!!! HE IS NOT IN HIS 20`s AND HE DOES NOT WORK FOR GENERAL MOTORS. HE IS 35 OVER WEIGHT AND WORKS FOR HIS DAD BEING A MAINTANCE MAN. DONT BELEIVE ME READ ANOTHER BLOG THAT WAS POSTED ABOUT HIM http://www.fubar.com/blog/113446/471310. OR ASK ALL THE GIRLS ON HERE THAT HE HAS LIED TO AND BETRAYED AND USED.HE TALKS ALL HIS SWEET TALK TO THEM AND GETS THEM TO BELEIVE HIS LITTLE FANTASY WORLD. THEN MAKES PLANS TO MEET THEM AND BACKS OUT. ALL HE KNOWS HOW TO DO IS MAKE PEOPLES LIVES MISERABLE BECAUSE HE IS NOT HAPPY WITH HIMSELF. SO MAKES UP STORIES AND LIES TO MAKE HIMSELF AND HIS LIFE LOOK BETTER. HE WAS NEVER IN THE MILITARY THATS DAMN LIE. AND THE PICTURES THAT HE IS USING ARE NOT EVEN HIM. THEY ARE OF HIS NEPHEWS FRIENDS INCLUDING THE NUDES. NOW WHAT GUY IM HIS RIGHT FUCKING MIND IS GOING TO USE NUDES OF A GUY AND PASS IT OFF AS HIS

Blah
Kristian && I are at a wierd point right now....we're together but we're not if it makes any sense. We want to be together but we lost our footing && we're having trouble getting it back right now. Maybe we'll figure it out maybe not....either way I care about him.

Life
she walked to the bridge only to think of life and whats going on thats makes her upset. see lives going underneither her under her life. She only wanted to see the whole world and how beautiful it is. Plus to clear her mind out, just like when she was in austin. just watching the water flow cause its free and people knew where she was at. well when she was on that bridge she thought to her self "what should I do in this situation I'm in?" well as she sat on the bridge thinking. and see the wonderful people passing by in their cars and trucks or what ever their in. Often People would stop and stare but not say nothing. But for her, she thought of what they would say in their minds: "will she jump?" "whats wrong with her?" "just another kid out in the street, stupid kid?" "why dont you end it?". she dones'nt want to be suicidal at all. she just need a place to sit, and just think. its not beacause she wanted to kill her self, but to think and just block everything in her mind. And just

First Uk Case Of Bluetongue Virus
First UK case of bluetongue virus Bluetongue disease has been found in the UK for the first time - in a cow at a farm near Ipswich, Suffolk, government officials have said. The insect-borne virus is usually found around the Mediterranean but nearly 3,000 Northern Europe cases since July had fuelled fears of its UK arrival. Cattle, sheep, goats and deer can all be infected, but the viral infection is not thought to pose a risk to humans. The find comes as foot-and-mouth disease continues to hit Surrey farms. Bluetongue disease is transmitted by the Culicoides imicola midge. It is passed from animal to midge, and from midge to animal, but is not transmitted from animal to animal. The virus has long blighted Africa, but in recent years has begun to spread northwards into Europe as the range of the biting insects has increased. Some scientists believe that climate change could be behind its spread, as warmer temperatures have seen the midges gradually move nor

Love From Kathy!
Nancy told Christie if she got people to come to her page and rate this picture.... She buy Christie a Happy HOUR!!!! Now Christie would really love to get a HH! :P Can ya help her out please? Rates count as 10 pts and comments are worth 1 She needs a total of 50,000 in points. come show Christie some lovin!!

My New Job..
I just ended my 4th week at my new job. This was only my 3rd week on 3rd shift. My job is to run 2 machines that turn parts and also bore any I.D's or drill any holes such as bolt holes or even tapped holes. I understand the processes but it is on the tool changes were I am getting confused. The machines basically do all the work. All I have to do is enter numbers and make sure that the parts are in spec. The tools themselves have life expectancies of so many parts ran. After that number is up the machine will stop. Depending on if it is a roughing tool or a finishing tool depends on how much set-up the tool needs. If it is a finishing tool you have to measure were you are at. Let the machine load another part and make that part bigger in size. Then measure that part and go from there. You have to take off material from that part to get it into spec.(This is were I am messing up). You then load another part, cut it and then measure it and see if it is inspect. If so you let the machine

Feel Alone
I sitting here it 1:26am and I been wondering about shit that going on in my life.Im single and it starting get to me now.God I turning 30 years old in nov.and Im fucking single.What should I do crawl in a hole and dye in it.Yeah tell guys tell me all the time a hot and sexy but honestly they just want get in my pants.I've never been able say Im sexy,hot or beautiful but people keep say I am.I guess the day able let my guard down I then can say Im sexy,hot and beautiful until them I will keep my guard up and just keep to myself.As I spiral more into depression until it kills my child like body.

Prayers 4 Jeffrey
This is really important now lets repost and keep this going My friend te amo and her family need our help. her cousin Jeffery is very ill. you can visit hers or his mothers page at the links below to read about it. First though take a sec and pray with me. Thats all they are asking pray and repost and ask your friends to pray. (hugs), Tiger PRAY FOR JEFFREY te_amo@ fubar jeffysmom.hov:hover{background-color:yellow}Music Video:CALLING ALL ANGELS (by Train)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone >center> (repost of original by 'Butterflymember of Memory Lounge of Lovely,Loving Ray and Angels' on '2007-09-23 02:26:32')

Me
ok peoples just a note from me so ya knwo who i am names thomas (do not call me tommy please) im 23 from florida but i have been in afganistan for almost 4 years now, divorced no kidds you wanna talk holler at me i stay pretty bored most the time so if i can im online itll either be here or on yahoo daysofboom is my sn so holla k

Breathe
I breathe a breath my darling, can you feel it on the wind? Feel the love I'm feeling, a love without an end. I breath a word my darling, somehow I hope you find. Your name still here upon my lips, as it stays there all the time. I breathe a breath my darling, as I whisper in your ear, and you know no matter the distance, I say it as though you're here. I breathe a breath my darling, and were it to be my last. The words I spoke would be of love, and not another word would pass. I breathe a breath my darling, as I sing out in a song. To tell you that I love you, and still love you when I'm gone. I breathe a breath my darling, with one last thing to say. I love you now more than ever dear, and I'll love you more each day DJ Cohen

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie

The Madness Within
I FEEL IT INSIDE EATING AWAY AT ME, WANTING TO COME OUT. THE ANGER, THE MADNESS, THE DARKNESS WITHIN. IT'S LIKE LITTLE DEMONS PUSHING ME TOWARDS THE VOID. JUMP IN ENJOY IT, EMBRACE IT, BECOME IT. THROW YOURSELF INTO IT, LET IT BECOME YOU. THE WORLD IS PLAGUED WITH ENOUGH SHIT WHY NOT ADD TO IT.

Who Am I ?
Who Am I ? I am a Mom of 2 boys 16 and 4. Im a sister to a brother named John who is 3 yrs. older then myslef. I am a good Friend to many off the net. I can be a friend to you if you choose to be Honest and Straight foward.....Be Yourself and know how to Laugh Out Loud!!! I can be a smartass, funny, quiet, and good listener, and I can be honest with you as well. When Im nervous or feeling unease I tend to bounce my leg up and down alot, I dont like when people judge other's because they look differnt from other's. I am usually the one trying to make others laugh when I know they are mad or upset. I like all differnt kinds of movies but , if I were to watch a scary flick I tend to hide my face alot,lol. shhhhhh dont tell everyone. When my son and I go out we like making sandcastle's and swing on the swing's or my fave is the twisty slide that is so much fun,lol. My youngest son is 4yr. so I have been teaching him all the cool stuff too, like skipping rocks, fishing ev

So Close...
I'm so close to just giving up on guys altogether. It doesn't help that I'm still in love with my ex... We still sleep together sometimes. It's an interesting situation. Which made me realize that while I still have feelings for him I think I just miss being in a relationship. I don't feel that love for him that I used to but it's still a little painful. Everytime I've tried to seperate myself he keeps coming after me. And the sad part is I'll take what I can get right now. But at the same time...I hate the way I'm so dependent on him still. Or any kind of affection really. I dunno... I just...really want someone to hold onto. It's easy to jump in the sack but right now I want so much more than that. I've done the one night stand thing and it's just not for me. Unfortunately I can't seem to find anyone that wants what I do. And since more if the people I'm around are guys it's kinda hard for me to have faith in men at all. I honestly just wanna give up

Sunday
September 23, 2007 - Sunday 8:48 AM - Why I’m never getting married again... Current mood: content Category: Life No-Thought for the Day ®Copyright © 2007 Osho International Foundation "Relationship means something complete, finished, closed. Love is never a relationship; love is relating. It is always a river, flowing, unending. Love knows no full point; the honeymoon begins but never ends." I find it interesting that this is the No-thought of the day as I go to a church sponsored function....I'm not looking to be in a relationship but I am learning that I relate to many people well...a shift as it were from who I was to who I would like to become. With those thoughts in mind I think I'll leave marriage for the married and think about being a whole me, a happier me, a healed me.... I'd said before that marriage is an institution and I don't want to be 'institutionalized'. A while ago I read OSHO's thoughts on the institution of marriage as created tho

Oh Ffs
Pardon me while I rant a bit. Ok, so I'm here. I put pictures up for people to enjoy. Some are goofy, so are plain ol' me and some are more sex-pot style. It's harmless, right? It's just a website, right? Hey, if people want to look at me, I don't mind. I don't mind if they strike up a conversation. But you know what? I'm more than a set of tits. If the first thing you say to me is "ooooh, baby, you're so hot. Mmmmm...you're so fucking sexy", guess what? You're outta here. There's a person under here. I can tell when someone is friending me just to see my NSFW pics. So what if I have boobs and an ass and a cute face. There's a PERSON under here. Try talking to me. Get to know me. Address my brain, not my boobs. There is a PERSON under here. Try remembering that.

One Love Lyrics
Robert Plant - One Love lyrics One for love I can't resist Two for your pretty brown eyes Crazy like this Three for the stars Around my head Four for the way you smile Crazy instead That's why, oh you're all mine Five for the fire The power of love Six for the glory From up above that's why, oh that's why It takes a One Heart, One Love N-n-now baby love one another One dream, one kiss Now come on now baby don't you treat me like this Seven songs That never change Eight for the heart of gold Nine... That's why, oh all mine One heart, just one love N-now baby love one another One dream, one kiss Come on now baby don't you treat me like this That's why, oh, oh that's why Yes that's why, oh, baby that's why Ooh, yeah, that's why, oh that's why It's one love, one love, one love, one love, one love Oh-ah

Listen To This It Is True!!
i liked this cuz it's true...the value of a woman The value of a woman - This couldn't be said more beautifully......... The Value of a Woman This is written in the Hebrew Talmud It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God Counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet To be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, But from the side To be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be Loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... And to men too - so they know the value of a woman...

Hot Boy Playing With Himself ... For Hot Ladies Only!
I'm doing a live show on my webcam soon. This video hereafter shows what you can expect. Let me know if you want to watch ;) And yes it's me, here is the proof: Kisses

Approaching The End
Approaching the End by WFEATHER © Very slowly, I gained awareness of my situation. I was floating. Literally, nothingness surrounded me. I was not supported by anything. Nothing touched me. I could feel neither air nor water, so it did not make sense that I was floating. Without any wings, how could I maintain myself aloft? It was confusing. I was aware of my lengthy hair essentially standing on end. Somehow, it seemed to be floating outward from my head - not in any particular direction, but in all directions, drifting, each strand pointing out directly from its anchor in my scalp. Eventually, I realized that I was naked. Normally, that would have scared me, for no one other than a trusted doctor had seen me naked since I was a baby. But somehow, this time, it did not scare me. Lethargic, I floated. In time, I slowly opened my eyes to see nothing at all, only a complete absence of light. Logic defied the situation. I raised my arm, moving my hand in front of my

How Do You Cure The Monday Blues? You Give Gifts!! Offer Friendship!! & Party Hard!! Wrr Does It All
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September 24, 2007
You are in a pretty good place, emotionally and mentally and might enjoy taking some time off from the nuttiness of life and just listening to old music. Of course, pressing needs still need attention now and then.

Man, I Feel Like A Woman!
On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare, riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a Greek man stands up in the rear of the plane. He is gorgeous, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and blue eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt ... one button at a time. .....No one moves. .....He removes his shirt. .....Muscles ripple across his chest. .....She feels warmer, starts to breathe faster .....She

A Cookie Bakes
Have you ever noticed how a cookie bakes? If you have ever tried to bake, you quickly learn there are certain rules if the project is to be a success. If you put the dough directly on the oven rack, then, as the heat warms the dough, the would-be cookie wilts and falls through the rack- only to end up as a mess on the oven floor. What was meant to be a sweet treat for people becomes a brittle, burned lump of coal too bitter to enjoy. However, if the cookies are baked upon a cookie sheet, when the heat of the oven wilts the dough, the support the tray offers keeps the cookie in shape- molded by circumstances into a useful treat. As the heat bakes the cookie dough, puffs of steam break through the surface. This must happen, for if the cookie doesn’t let off steam, it will become a greasy, soggy mess that is good for nothing. People are the same way. If we try to be good by strength or will alone, when the heat of stressful circumstances come, we wilt and fall through the c

I Moved
HEY EVERYONE... IF YOU KNOW ABOUT MY MOVE THEN KEEP READING....IF YOU DONT...THEN YOULL BE LOST IN THE DARK...OK HERES HOW MY TRIP TO GETTING HERE WENT...IT WAS HORRIBLE...MY PHONE QUIT WORKING...THE FUCKER STILL HARDLY FREAKING WORKS...I NEED A NEW DAMN PHONE....OK....THEN THE WHOLE TIME I WAS ABLE TO USE AIDENS CARSEAT SO I DIDNT HAVE TO HOLD HIM....THEN IT ALL CHANGED WHEN I GOT INTO PHENIOX AZ...OMG WAS I PISSED OFF...THE FUCKER TOLD ME "YOU CANT TAKE THAT ON THE BUS" TALKING ABOUT THE CARSEAT....I WAS SO FUCKING PISSED THE FUCK OFF OMG YOU HAVE NO IDEA...THEN WE GOT INTO EL PASO...AND I MISSED MY BUS OMG WAS I A MESS I WAS STRESSIN I WAS NOT HAPPY AND THE DAMN PPL THERE SPOKE BROKEN ASS ENGLISH...OMG I WAS PISSED THE FUCK OFF...THEN I CALLED MY BABY AND TOLD HOM WHAT HAD HAPPENED...BUT IT WAS HARD FOR HIM TO COME GET ME...SO I HAD TO TAKE A LATER BUS...BUT YEA....STILL NO CAR SEAT....THE MOST GHETTOEST PART OF THE DAMN PLACE TO....I SWARE TO GOD ON MY LIFE...NOTHING BUT GAY

Passion
My heartbeat pounds As you look at me. The emotions you feel I cannot see. Passion so strong That I cannot breathe, Holding me tight With a gentle ease. You hold the power Of a thousand dreams, Staining my heart With a sexy steam. Shining so bright With that sexiness, I burn with lust Now I’m such a mess.

Sorry For The Meltdown
Some nights when I come home to an empty house.. after taking David home... the feeling of being alone... the loss I feel with him not there.. it just is too much. The weekend was so busy.. so full of things to do.. and then its all gone. Add to it the stress from work and bills lately, and I just felt like my whole world has been crashing down on me. Its been 8 years since I left the ex. 8 years of making that drive to take David home. 8 years of a quiet drive home. 8 years of coming home to emptiness. Its been 8 years that I come home alone, and it still brings tears to my eyes. I read the things some moms write of dad's that don't do anything, that never call, or see their kids. I just can't understand it. My heart breaks every day that I take him home, every day that I don't see him. My heart is so full of joy when I see him.. and so empty when I don't. Imagine not seeing your children's smiles for 2 weeks, and you may have a glimpse of how I feel.. and why som

We Need Comments Please~~
Ok everyone, we are helping each other out. But we also need UR help along with ur friends, family & fans. Come comment bomb our pics and leave as many as you can to help us all out! Is GREATLY APPRECIATED! Thanks WE NEED COMMENTS!!

Devotion.
There has never been a bond stronger than that between a mom and her children. Any mom can easily profess that the true love of her life is her children. The timeless saying that being a mother is the toughest job one will have to do is not only accurate, but is a tremendous understatement in terms of what being a mother means. Moms tirelessly juggle the roles of teacher, doctor, therapist, cheerleader, chauffeur, disciplinarian, cook and confidante-and recieve minimal credit praise for their twenty-four hours a day of hard work. She will assume the role of teacher, first teaching the basics of walking and talking. She will then move on to homework, diligently checking and rechecking math equations, and finally teaching her children how to be caring parents themselves. The role of chef is one she tackles, even if she's a terrible cook. Anyone will tell you there is nothing as comforting as a home-cooked meal lovingly prepared by your mom. Whether it's a twelve-course Thanksgiving extra

Stranger
You drifted through my life Without a care in my heart Still a stranger in the crowd Just another face in the world Your a stranger to my eye And a whole in my heart A shoadow-like figure that's no where in site Breaking your promises As you break my heart Sometimes I wonder, Were you like this from the start? Copyright ©2007 Christine L Youlls

Holy Hate
Holy Hate , never contenplate ......your fate. destruction of man , haznt just began . centuryz old , Storiez from timez of old. nothing left to behold . world full of people cold . Holy Hate ....Hell iz all our fate , disgraced by our race , you will never see the masterz face . evil lurkz within , joy iz to sin ... Our pleasure iz hiz pain ..what in heaven iz there to gain? Sin to win , love to hate, how much longer must we wait ? day by day , evil grows stronger , shouldnt be to much longer . Planet growz sicker , look around ...getz quicker n quicker. Holy Hate .....wont discriminate take us all , and join the legions that shall fall. the time iz here indead , watch your enemiez , as they bleed . Hatred , envy and Greed is the bread on which we feed . G.K

Known You
Thought I known you Guess I didn't My life wasn't Suppose to have you in it The things that you made me feel Were all just a act You can't even figure out yourself How to act. Childish games are all that's left. Childish I guess is where you're still at. Now I can't even call you a friend? All feelings for you Now come to an end. G.K 12-22-06

Look Im Gone Leave M E Alone
I HAVE HEART PROBLEM AND I GET WARNINS SAYIN I SENT SOME GUY VIDS WHEN IVE BEEN ILL FOR THE PAST FOUR DAYS IN BED THEY ARE CHAECKING MY HEART TO I DONT NEED THIS BULL I DONT KNOW WHO THESE POEOPLE EVEN ARE.....JUST leave me alone im deleting and not EVER coming back u can keep ur drama cuz it will KILL me

Lol...why?
Why the fork do ya say lol....knowing your not laughing out loud who came up with that??? I mean sometimes there is a lil chuckle under your breath. Lordy knows some people on here crack me up and i do laugh out loud but I dont say lol when i do.....bugs me that i say lol soooo much seeee im often laughing out loud but i dont say lol and you know you type "lol" way to much when in an actual conversation you say L O L .....shakes my head and goes to town ......lol

Getting Older?
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Sep 25, 2007 10:07 AM There is a fountain of youth. It is in your mind, your talents, the creativity you bring to your life and the lives of the people you love. When you learn to tap the source, you will have truly defeated age. As every day goes by in our lives we only get smarter and more knowledgeable. One advantage to growing older is you can stand for more and fall for less. The secret of staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age. Age is only a number and mine is unlisted. It's just used for your drivers license. What else would you ever need it for? Live your life and forget your age. Youth is a gift of nature, but age is a work of art. How old would you be if you didn't know how old you are? We are always the same age inside. If you can carry your childhood with you, you never become older. I'll never forget. When I was working, making rounds at my Hospital. I spen

Rabbit And Hare
A rabbit or hare may be purchased ready-drawn and skinned. The meat resembles pultry and is cooked in much the same way. Cottontail rabbits are the smallest, bernally weighing about 1 1/2 pounds; jack rabbit about 3 pounds. The domesticated Belgian hare ranges in wieght from 4-10 pounds. Allow about 1 pound of rabbit or hare for each person. (Still not sure I will post up poultry cooking too... lol) Fried rabbit: (Oh my god... ) Cut young rabbits into pieces for serving. Sprinkle with salt and pepper and dip in flour. Proceed as directed for fried chicked.. (WTF.. now I got to do fried chicken blog), allowing 30 to 40 minutes cooking time. Prepare witha gravey. This cook book is crazy as fuck... lmao

Can U Answer This
I want to be a mystery, yet be known I want to be together, yet alone Is it too much to ask, To be famous yet unknown? To be a wanderer, yet have a home? My insecurity makes me sick, Yet my confidence makes me thick Can I be harmless, yet grip the stick, Be completely smooth yet have a nick? Can I live in a lie, yet be true Can I be unique, yet so like you? Have no control, yet know what to do? Can I be ugly, yet beautiful too? Answer me, I need your help, Can you help me or someone else? I need your help, can't you see, Are you even listening to me?

Nirvana-where Did You Sleep Last Night
Where did you sleep last night My girl, my girl, dont lie to me Tell me, where did you sleep last night? In the pines, in the pines Where the sun dont ever shine I would shiver the whole night through My girl, my girl, where will you go? Im going where the cold wind blows In the pines, in the pines Where the sun dont ever shine I would shiver the whole night through Her husband, was a hard working man Just about a mile from here His head was found in a driving wheel But his body never was found My girl, my girl, dont lie to me Tell me, where did you sleep last night? In the pines, in the pines Where the sun dont ever shine I will shiver the whole night through (sing it for me) My girl, my girl, where will you go? Im going where the cold wind blows In the pines, in the pines Where the sun dont ever shine I would shiver the whole night through My girl, my girl, dont lie to me Tell me, where did you sleep last night? In the pines, in the pines Wher

For Our Soldiers
THIS IS FOR EVERYBODY When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Death
One day We all will face death We’ll look it dead in the face As we take our last breath. Some people take their own lives And others just dream But one thing you fail to realize is that Behind every person there is a supporting team. When you think of killing yourself Think of the ones you love And how they’ll feel When you’re getting judged up above. You think that you are worthless Just a low down piece of dirt Well some people feel your pain They feel your hurt. The ones that try to help you You push them away But just try talking to them Ask them to stay. W all have out victories And we all have out losses But let’s just make like Eminem And clean out our closets. When you go to try and kill yourself Think of all the people you will hurt Nobody wants to see you in a box And six feet under dirt. You may think That nobody cares about you But whether you like it or not I do.

Life
Life can be sweet Life can be rough Life can be pleasurable Or it can be tough. Life can be Lowdown and dirty Or it can be All up and flirty. Life is be hard But live it to the fullest Just try hard Not to be foolish. I know my life has been hard I’ve been through hell and high water But, my momma wouldn’t stop having kids Until she reached me, her daughter. If you have had a bad life Just try to make it through But if you have had a good life You lucky, but I’m happy for you.

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road. BUDDHA: Asking this question denies your own chicken nature. THE BIBLE: And God came down from the heavens and He said unto the chicken, "Thou shalt cross the road." And the chicken crossed the road and there was much rejoicing. PAT BUCHANAN: To steal a job from a decent, hardworking American. GEORGE W. BUSH I don't think I should have to answer that question. BILL CLINTON: I did not cross the road with THAT chicken. What do you mean by chicken? Could you define "chicken" please? DARWIN: Chickens, over great periods of time, have been naturally selected in such a way that they are now genetically dispositioned to cross roads. EINSTEIN: Whether the chicken crossed the road or the road moved beneath the chicken is a matter of relativity. RALPH WALDO EMERSON: The chicken did not cross the road. It transcended it. JERRY FALWELL: Because the chicken was gay!

Happy(cloud Nine)
To talk to a stranger To get to know a person To meet a friend To get to know a man To care for him To trust him To love him To fall in love with him To know that this is the one To know you have found your match To believe you are the happiest ever To become even happier Steps happen when you meet someone They may just become a friend An aquantince someone who crosses paths They may become more Someone who becomes a part of your life But to meet someone that you consider family Is trully unique and doesnt happen often Now to find the love of your life Only once trully once may this happen He can make you happy But to beable to put you on cloud nine and happier then you already was There is a sign in here There are not to many people In your life that can make you happier With every passing day I am lucky cause I have found him Thank you lord cause happy I am And happier I get with every Passing day with him

This Is A Customized Blog To The Ladies On My List
HI ! I decided to make a special survey for the ladies on my list....Please participate ; of course when you have available time..actually the survey is specificly to the point and very short in length...I would love to hear your responses..I feel this will be a perfect vehicle to learn more about you..Thanks in advance for your participation! *What is your real name / or Nick name? (if you prefer to remain anonymous) *When is your Birthday?...Basically I want to know your Astrology sign..Please list both : * Do you have a good sense of humor..and do you consider yourself a humorous person? *What's your favorite pastime? ( In relation to personal hobbies)..actually having sex can be acceptable answer..j/k..LOL)? *Which style of music do you listen to most frequently? (You may list any favorite bands/musicians as a alternative ) : *Do you play a instrument and or Sing ?.... If your answer is no...which instrument would You like to learn ; if given the opport

I Don't Get It. (warning: This Will Probably Piss Everyone Off!)
OK..so the guys on here are just basically guys. Most don't have this "ooh yeah baby let me show you how naughty I can be" shit going on with their photos and such. Some look like decent dudes, and some look like wanna be player gangsta wanker types. But why do so many of the girls on here dress like they're in Jugs magazine?? Do they have such low self-esteem that this is the forum they use to pick people up and show what a porn star they can be? I know this is an "online bar" but would you go into a real life bar in just your thong and a bra and broadcast to the whole place that your some horny chic looking to get laid? Maybe I'm just too old fashioned. I'm not old. Hell I'm only 34. And maybe I'm not what some people would call hot because I don't dress in clothes that show all of what I got. I believe in leaving a little something to the imagination. I just don't get it. What ever happened to getting to know someone, becoming friends with people, and then if things become intimate

Update
So, I know I haven't been on as much as I was in the past. I've kind of tried to cut my online time down a bit. I needed to find a happy medium between family, Nick, my art, and the numerous other things that seem to want my attention :) I haven't forgotten about any of you...my dear friends...I miss ya and that's why I've been trying to leave ya comments at least twice a day. Now, things are going much better on this end...though I'm only on 3 days a week at work, that's how my doc wanted it--wanted me starting off slow and not jumping back into a full 4 days. Usually the days off are spent cleaning and trying to organize stuff that has needed organizing for quite some time. Oh yes, until I get my VIP back...which hopefully will be soon...my artwork can only be seen at my deviant art site PUNKY'S DEVIATIONS because it seems I can't upload anymore photos here until I reaquire my VIP...boy that month off sure caused me a royal pain in the hiney....lol. Oh yes, if

In Spite All, I'm Still Happy... :-)
Thou my days have been hell at times, I still reserve a reason to smile... Thou destiny seemed to test my strength with all those shit, I still manage to keep my faith... ...'coz I know that after every freakin' tear that fall from my eyes, comes a new spark of happiness that is even greater than every suckin' pain I felt... ~ damn! I still believe in happy endings... :-) (",)

Not Another One....
A fresh sheet of paper. Begging to be wrote upon. No thoughts come to mind, no ideas to explore. What should I write about? I drum my fingers against the page. An empty page, waiting. Should I write about love? Sadness? Emptiness? Being alone? Maybe I should stop writing. Perhaps I am a fake, a farce. What am I to believe anyway? People talk without meaning, love without heart. I need to write something, anything to fill this blank page. Something else to fill my head. Time is running out. Nothing? Nothing at all? Damn! I'll try to write later.

New Pledge
Aint this the truth. New Pledge of Allegiance Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: - Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bi

First Responder Heard Countdown Preceeding Wtc 7
First Responder heard countdown preceeding WTC 7 collapse Body: Thanks 911TruthNY / WeAreChange Date: Sep 26, 2007 3:50 PM New First Responder testimony proves that WTC bldg 7 could have been nothing but controlled demolition. AirForce Special Operations for Search and Rescue- Kevin McPadden heard a countdown over the radio directly preceding the collapse of WTC 7, leaving little doubt that it was rigged to implode.

No Point
Why can't I just be happy with what I have at the present time, why do I have to try to make it better in my mind. No1 wants to deal with me cuz I'm crazy in the head, the only thing I seem to be good for is laying in the bed. I'm not much for conversation but I swear I get better as the days go by, I want to be a better person but I cant and it makes me want to cry. I don't know what it is about me I come off as a square, But given the chance I could be quite the addition to a pair. I either move to fast or not fast enough either way I mess things up, I'm scared to show what my feelings are but once I do I'm easily cut. I've put myself out there but it won't happen again of that we can all be sure, I'm just not ready I'm not worth it there's no point I'm just too immature.

Conversation With Nazi Pussy
I asked if it was true if this guy threatened a girl and her little daughter... This how it went ->Tooler: and from what I have seen so far I believe those girls.. you threatened me right off the bat ->Tooler: You have shit for brains ->Tooler: Of a phone call? SO I can listen to you say nigger over and over again Truth: CALLING PROVES ALOT..AND U ARE A SCARED BOY LOL. Truth: EITHER CALL OR GO AWAY KID..LOL U ARE A JOKE COWARD BOY.. ->Tooler: Shut up.. you are not impressing anybody.. I have shot gun.. that is all it would take for your gumpy ass.. and calling aint gonaa prove a damn thing Truth: COURSE THEY ARE LYING U DOLT LOL.. Truth: CALL ANYTIME COWARD ->Tooler: it is true, they might be lying Truth: KID.. U ARE A LIL GIRL LOL COME ON NIGGER ->Tooler: Oh.. touche Truth: LIKE I SAID KID..U WOULD BELIVE THESE WHORES ->Tooler: You like threatening little girls? Truth: ILL FIND U AND YOUR FAMILY.. KID LOL SO..CAL OR GET LOST NIGGER COWARD ->Tooler: aww

The Age Old Question...
So I was asked the oddest question tonight...it just struck me as funny. It also had me wondering about other people. I was asked what the biggest age gap was between me and ex-lovers. Why it matters, I know not. I guess I shocked him with my answer though. I told him that it was 16 yrs. After his response, I thought maybe he misunderstood and thought I'd been messing around with jailbait...totally not my bag. I explained that he was that much older than me. Going in the opposite direction...the youngest I've ever been involved with was about 8 yrs younger. Apparently he was just surprised at the age difference. It makes me wonder... Where does everyone draw the line at too young or too old? Obviously I'm not into jailbait, but is there a year difference that makes things too much of a difference? When I was a teenager I limited myself to 2 yrs younger than me or 4 yrs older because I didn't want to be taken advantage of or take advantage of someone else. Now that

Her Ending.... Their Beginning
She could not explain what was happening to her, asking herself whether she was really this crazy or just that damn lonely,didn't matter, because all she knew was she was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unloved. Then he came along... out of nowhere, she didn't how or know why. All she knew was that she felt a connection with this man, something she had never felt before. Made her feel uneasy, stupid and even a bit childish, which made her go through all kinds of emotions as they chatted and began finding they had a lot in common. She felt like they had known each other from an unknown past. She is scared and a part of her wanted to ignore her emotions and just believe that he was just another man playing a game seeing that they were both behind a screen. She was thinking she was crazy to have the feelings she was beginning to have for him. She was really upset and angry with herself because of the way she was feeling. She didn't want to admit to him or anyone else that she w

Bedtime
I'm lying in my bed just drifting off to sleep when I feel him next to me.I don't turn over or open my eyes ,but I can feel the heat from his body as he lies down and moves closer to me.I feel the warmth of his breath against my skin and the touch of his hand as it skims over my arm down to my waist ,wher he slides under my shirt moving his hand back up my stomache to find my breast. He circles my nipples with his thumb until they become stiffend peaks. He turns me over to my back ,I won't open my eyes, I just enjoy the sensations he creates as his hands explore my body .His mouth is hot as he takes first one nipple into his mouth then the other . He makes a trail of kisses, licks and nibbles all the way down my stomache .My body responds to his touch wanting more. His fingers skim over the sensitive skin of my thighs opening them wider.I'm hot & wet He is rock hard as he rises above me,my body now wanting more than just his hands and mouth on me. I want to feel him in me . He plung

100 Ways To Be A Good Girl
"100 Ways To Be A Good Girl" Skunk Anansie I CAUSED A MAJOR WAR JUST BY TALKING YOU FLEW INTO A RAGE, `COS THAT`S EVERYTHING YOU KNOW CHILDHOOD OF VIOLENCE, FILLED WITH HEARTACHE I FLEW INTO A RAGE, `COS THAT`S EVERYTHING I KNOW I KNOW 1OO WAYS TO BE A GOOD GIRL 100 WAYS, MY WILLINGNESS TO PLEASE I KNOW 100 WAYS TO BE A GOOD GIRL STILL I`M ALONE, I`M ALONE, I`M ALONE, I`M ALONE [X2] SHIELDED BY UNEXPECTED FURY FRIGHTENED SURVIVOR IN MY WORLD TOO SHY TO SEE SOFTLY I SPOKE SOFTLY I`M DYING CRUSHED BY YOUR POWER, BY MY WILLINGNESS TO BLEED I KNOW 1OO WAYS TO BE A GOOD GIRL 100 WAYS, MY WILLINGNESS TO PLEASE I KNOW 100 WAYS TO BE A GOOD GIRL STILL I`M ALONE, I`M ALONE, I`M ALONE, I`M ALONE [X2] CRUCIFY MY WITH ISOLATION CRUCIFY ME-WHOA-INSIDE MY PRIVATE HELL [ www.azlyrics.com ]

Say It Isn't So
To all of you pendants who appreciate the perfect, precise word: once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly Neologism Contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulance (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n..), the formal, dignified

Freaks Apply Here Lmfao Lets See Who Does This
PLEASE REPOST THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ COPY & PASTE AND REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9. Would you trust me to pick up during the act? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would

Wedding Speech
Excuse me ladies and gentlemen, if I could have your attention please! I’m Matt Padilla, Rich’s best man, best friend, and brother! First I’d like to thank Greg and Patty, and Tony and Liz for the beautiful wedding and reception, and for everyone attending this joyous day! I’d like to take a few moments to say a few words about our bride and groom. I grew up really close to Rich. I’ve seen first hand how he puts his heart and soul into all that he does throughout life. Rich was telling me about the first time Larisa and he met. I guess they really hit it off great that night, because one of Rich’s friend’s said, “Man your done! Your off the market, I’m calling it right now!“ I can already tell how much Larisa means to Rich, he has already told me so much about her, like how her laugh makes him melt! And in the short amount of time that I’ve been able to meet Larisa in person I can see how much Rich means to Larisa. It’s a beautiful thing when you can see tr

Breast Cancer!
Pink Ribbons Of Hope. When times get tough, And life seems rough, Don't you ever think you were born to die, But know that you were born to survive, Don't give up, Because you haven't been defeated until you stop trying, And it doesn't matter how many times you fall, But how many times you get back up. God gives every woman that special strength inside. To survive, And to get on with life. To My Mum and all the Mums of the World. James AKA Lonewolf Thank you LoneWolf: Lost My Momma To Battle 08-25-2004! Please pass on his Poem!!!

Ode To A Fisherperson
Fishin' in the ocean Fishin' in a stream All the same to me I'm Fishin' with a dream Dream of Fishin' early Dream of Fishin' late Dream of some so big They fill my dinner plate Fishin' with a fly Fishin' with a worm It just makes sense to me My loyalty is firm Standin' in the river Waders to my hip Fish swim all around me Try to hook a lip Fishin' through the ice Lookin' down the holes Settin' all my tip-ups Jiggin' with my poles Fishin' off the dock Sunlight in my eye Castin' long and deep Good as any guide Fishin' for my lunch Fishin' for my fun Fry me up a piece And slap it on a bun!!!

The First Day
i have never done a blog before but here i go You came to me so fast,i didnt know what to do; In a instant i cried,and my heart grow; Instantly,i knew my life would never be the same; You will lean on me with trust,playing no games; This is real life,i need you,as much as you need me; Scared to death,but with more love then i have ever seen; I cant wait to see,and hold you,for the first time; Stopping everything i have,for you right on a dime; I dont know what will happen,in are new life together; All i know is i will love you forever; I sit and panic,"can i do this right;" With every living breath,i will take on the fight; With tears in my eyes,is this true love i feel?; This gift i have from God is real; Eight years later i have never forgotten that day; When i knew my baby girl was on her way;

Life
Life is harsh. There is no doubt about it, and everyone has a different meaning of the word life. Whether they live life for themselves, others, personal accomplishments, or charity. All carry with it RESPONSIBILITY. It is very difficult to manage life without this. Yeah you can say "I'm lookin out for myself and taking care of myself in my life" well stop and think, you may not think a lot of responsibility comes with taking care of yourself but there is more responsibility there than you know. Responsibility is something that not many people like to hear. The definition *my definition* of responsibility is "The willingness to do what is morally correct and what is right, having the initiative and the common courtesy to care for others who depend on you and support them in any way you can to include morality and ethics and being a good mentor to those around you. Owning up to your mistakes and taking the consequences that come with those mistakes like a man. Never giv

Please Let Me
Let me combine Let me bind Let me come Let me be Let me lust For you're too precious to me to lose with our differences Forgive i, who has caused you pain I want to be with you In you Forever, and never be alone Our body's should combine melt into each other so we will be binded together i want to come with you wherever you go, I wanna be with you alone in the same room I throb for you, the way our body's used to touch your arms around holding me tight i felt safe with you, secure Our love together shouldn't have ended this way Now i feel alone, my body cold shivering at night i starve from the absence of your touch Just please let me, all i want is you.

Sadness
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Mary
Mary ..... Mary had a little skirt With slits right up the sides And everytime she crossed her legs The boys could see her thighs Mary had another skirt With a slit right up the front She never wore that one...

Televsion And Reflections
Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything. Ok after watching Grey's anatomy tonight and hearing the ending it put me to thinking as I often do. There is so much truth in that statement. Change is hard change hurts and it is never easy. And sometimes even when we think we are changing we aren't. We just fool ourselves into believe we are and for a short time maybe we do. But invariably we do and will fall back to what we know. And sometimes that works for us other times it only brings up more issues. I've tried to change, I've tried to make different choices and yet I find myself always falling back into the tried and trued things I know and understand. And even though there is a certain leve

Oh Hell Yea.....i Did....lol
I wanna let yall know.....this woman does alot to help all her friends out....even the ones that dont deserve it.And regardless .. she is still there..Plz...for me, show this homie sum love. Drop by...Fan her, Rate her,Add her.. hell..crush on her SeXy ass......she always returns the luv.. ♥Dj.Sweets♥@ fubar click any of the pics to visit mah homie..while youre there....check out the kick ass stash she has.....i wanna show this gurl she is the shit, will u help me??? For those of yall she has helped out.....just give me 5 min....shower this homie with the FU~LuV......Thx Bunches!! ((Disclaimer)):This is was designed by TwiZ..some words and letters may have been used that appear in other publications.This in no way means they were "stolen"....LMMFAO!!! yea....u know what im sayin...MMFWCL......

Love Of My Life
Thank you for your commitment to all of us You go to work and provide without a single fuss I know its hard that second day to leave With all the love you have received I thank you for your dedication I have a great sense of admiration I say this with my deepest thought This is what has always been sought You are my inspiration and in my dreams I know some times I can take it to extremes I love you with the deepest love With this thought i would hope that we can rise above I pray that the lord will help you gain the knowledge to help you with your goal In hopes that you can over come the thought of being in a toilet bowl Just keep your head up and the thought of us Try not to get frustrated or fall into the thought of disgust I love you and thank you so much for your dedication and all your thoughtfulness!

All Bombers And Friends!!!!!!!!!!
Come help my friend and fellow bomber meber Coach win his first contest. He is a great guy and has always been there to help people level or win conttests and know it is his turn to win. So please come rate the pic and leave some comments!!!!!!!!!!!

End Game Wakes Up More Bush Supporters
END GAME wakes up more Bush supporters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Wndy [WTC7 = WTF?] Date: 28 Sep 2007, 09:48 From: MaxDate: Sep 28, 2007 8:37 AMFrom: Liebchen Hates 800 FEMA Concentration Camps.Date: Sep 28, 2007 8:18 AMEnd Game Wakes Up G W. Bush Worshippers.From: Leo/FightNWO-JUST SAY NO TO FASCISM IN AMERICA!!Date: Sep 28, 2007 4:08 AM ..http://www.nationalexpositor.com/Alex Jones' New Film "End Game" Changes Minds: Part 2Nathaniel Alfaro National Expositor Friday September 28, 2007 The National Expositor wanted to see what would happen if we sent someone with no prior exposure to the truth movement to review an Alex Jones film. We contacted a pro-Bush, mainstream couple and sent them to the premier of Alex Jones' new film "End Game." Last week The National Expositor gave you the review of Alex Jones' "End Game" by Erin Alfaro. (Read Erin's Review) This week we received the review from her husband. Did "End Game" chang

For Uncle Ted
This is in memory of my Uncle Ted,one of my dads brothers, who passed away due to complications from diabetes on july 28,2005. He was my hero and my rock, the one person in the world that i could tell everything too and have no worries the one person who offered guidance and acceptance with no judgements. I miss you still. This is what they read at his memorial: If You Could See Me Now our prayers have all been answered i finally arrived the healing that had been delayed has now been realized no ones in a hurry there is no schedule to keep we're all enjoying Jesus just sitting at His feet If you could see me now i'm walking on streets of gold if you could see me now i'm standing tall and whole if you could see me now youd know i've seen His face if you could see me now youd know all pains erased.

Beware Truther Paid Off To Mislead And Run From The Truth
BEWARE Truther Paid off to Mislead and run from the truth Body: SCREW THIS... Word is a few people were offered money by people that I will not mention to mislead the movemment!! I have heard this already from a few sources. Thats all I will say about that! So for those Truthers that want to go and follow him go right ahead!! All I can say is that this guy is either one who took the money or was in it for cash all along. And on top of it all he can't answer A single question about 9/11. Thats all I have to say about this shit here! Tahj 9/11 Sponsored By The US Government From: alex Date: Sep 28, 2007 9:01 AM RE: Truthers run from the Truth!!!....lol ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Liberals will destroy America Date: Sep 28, 2007 11:20 AM tkx liberals will destroy America Here’s now ex-Truther Mike Metzger explaining why he has left the 9-11 Truther brigades.... CLICK HERE for the full story. Here's a bit of

Is Your Background All Grey? Here Is How To Fix It
is your background all grey? here is how to fix it ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: All my HEROES have FBI Files!!! Date: 28 Sep 2007, 13:33 THANKS! I FINALLY GOT IT BACK TO NORMAL! From: Ponomahalo: ∴Trinity∴Date: Sep 28, 2007 12:49 PMMyspace has Changed some of its codes.Here is How to fix your BackgroundLook for this code in you "Body" section of your html code.... in the about me section.example of what yours will look like:.bodyContent {background-color:YOUR Color;}Change it so it looks like this.bodyContent {background-color:PUT YOUR COLOR HERE!important;}.bodyContent {background-color:TRANSPARENT!important;}make sure you get the !importanthere is a guide to color codeshttp://www.immigration-usa.com/html_colors.html∴Trinity∴

Mumm 101 Spell And Gram
Lmfao.. you guys.. surprise your aren't after people that the use: There, instead of their Where, instead of were What else could I mention.. lol.. English 101, Spelling 101 please. So I may need it, but I don't care. HA! Not for the casual drinker that visits fubar. This isn't a college course people. Quit acting like your shit don't stink. lmfao sorry.. I am only human. Much love, Jess

Today Sucks
I am so glad that the 875th is on their way back to Arkansas. This is an exciting time for everyone around here. But as exciting as it is for everyone, it also brings back painful memories of us losing one of our own. I've said it a million times, May 26th is a day I will not soon forget, and seeing all the welcome home posters around town (and Jonesboro) is just another reminder that Erich will not be on that bus tomorrow! I hate it for JT and Terah more than they know. I hate that Erich and JT won't be on the bus, I hate that they have to go through this pain again. Its not fair that Erich won't be on the bus, it's not fair JT won't either. It's not fair that JT's half brain dead. It's not fair they lost their baby brother. It's not fair that Erich gave his life and I still her people bitching about the war and Bush, and stupid little things. Anyways, I'm glad our men and women are coming home nonetheless. I miss you and love you Erich, I will never forget you!

Fkn Newz
FKN NEWZ In Burma protesting generals demand opression explotation and torture must continue. In new york visiting President of Iran warns of Americas nuclear ambitions. In the UK Gordon Brown has a hair cut , says nice things and wears a suit. hello delusional shoppers welcome to the fukin news Im brand new here are the headlies tonight....

Going Back To Old Profile
This is for those of you that REALLY want to stay in contact with me.... I'm going back to my old profile. A lot of you already have both of my profiles in your friends, but there are even more who don't. I really would like to stay friends with all of you, but it would take me forever to come to each profile and send a friend request. I will be deleting this profile. I'll give it a week or so and hopefully most of you will see this. I promise this is the last time my profile will be changed. Hope you guys will add me back. Here's the link... ArmyWifey@ fubar

Do You Agree?
When you LOVE, it doesn't matter how many times you cried and how many words you've heard but it's how much you care and how long you're willing to sacrifice even it if mean taking away your own happiness... (",)

Lyrics
"Gimme More" It's "ANIDA" Bitch I see you, And i just wanna dance with you Everytime they turn the lights down Just wanna go that extra mile for you You got my display of affection Feels like no one else in the room (the room) We can get down like there's no one around We keep on rockin, we keep on rockin' Cameras are flashin while we're dirty dancer They keep watchin, keep watchin' Feels like the the crowd was sayin Gimme Gimme more Gimme more Gimme gimme more [x4] Center of attention, even when you're up against the wall You got me in a crazy position (uh huh) If you're on a mission (ooh) You got my permission ooohhh I just can't control myself, more They want more? Well I'll give them more (ow!) Gimme more gimme more Gimme more gimme more babe I just want more Gimme gimme gimme gimme gimme [x4]

My Keyboard
I sit alone and masturbate on my computer chair with a Lion King Kleenex pressed tight over my penis so when I shoot I won’t gum up the keyboard. i sit here in my chair and fantasise about different woman i come in contact with through the day who ever that may be Is it Jamie so sweet and charming? Or Cece so beautiful and sexy? maybe its Christy so bold and adorble could it be SweetPoison so erotic and hot lets not forget brneyes yes i think of her to i just have so many to choose i dont know what to do so i sit alone and masturbate on my computer chair with a Lion King Kleenex pressed tight over my penis so when I shoot I won’t gum up the keyboard.

The Kiss
A kiss carries with it oh so much, tenderness as the lips softly touch, A kiss says hello, as well as goodnight, it says many things, given just right. A magical message a kiss will convey, a language of love..... as if is to say, So intimate, this moment in time, Capture in a kiss, this felling subline. kisses warm up the longer they last, as a kiss becomes hot, time goes by fast, Search deep ur feelings, are any like this? As romantic the passion, born in a kiss.

I Want Your Number
i want your number... Body: I Don't care who you are, I want your number. Name: Number: Best time to call: Text messaging (yes or no): Phone service: I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years =] Repost as: "I want your number"

Thinking
what should i do? when you hardly know someone and you cant stop thinking of them. when you got to sleep or first thing in the morn they are all you think about. what can you do. when all you can think of is dirty thoughts what can you do?

This Is To A Good Friend Of Mine
Time to move on, the time for self pity is past Pain is a constant nagging, but it wont always last Sure you loved in vain and were done wrong But its time to sing a tune to a different song Look inside and set your heart free Ive got you and youve got me Side by side, we're one hell of a force Let the past go and the allow the future to take its course You know Ill stick with you to the very end For its you I love, trust, youre more than my friend I dont know where life will lead us to All that I know is youre there for me and Im here for you

Bathroom Blitz
Bathroom Blitz by azwildkitty © I lost my virginity at the age of 15. Even then, before I really knew anything about sex, I really enjoyed sex. I started having sex before I ever learned that girls could masturbate too! That's something Mom forgot to mention, I guess. I am obsessed with sex, though I am no nymphomaniac. I won't have sex with just anyone just for the sake of having sex...that's what my hands and fingers are for! Imagine my surprise when I rejected someone who refused to be rejected! I was running next to the river and had stopped to get a drink and go to the bathroom. A man and woman were sitting on a bench near the restrooms holding hands. I didn't give them a second thought as I walked just past them towards the bathroom. The woman asked me if I had the time. I didn't have a watch on and told her I was sorry I couldn't help her. She followed me into the bathroom and made small talk. She asked about running, the best shoes for running, stuff like that. When

Blackmail: Fucking On Film
Blackmail: Fucking on Film by Jeremy1 © {This account has been produced as a follow up to a story already to be found elsewhere on the internet, and which I particularly enjoyed. I have tried to retain the original "feel" and hope I have succeeded}. * Since their first session of sex together, Jeremy and Donna had been completely unable to keep their hands off each other. The pent up needs and repressions that had been released had the result of making them want each other more and more; their fantasies had finally come true and in the days between their first sex and the college dance they had taken risks at both their parents' houses, recklessly hoping that they would not be disturbed. Donna was very vocal when she was having sex and found it almost impossible to avoid making noise. Her cries and moans on one occasion at Jeremy's house, when they were screwing each other in his bedroom right above the room below where his parents sat watching television had been loud eno

Breaking And Entering
Breaking and Entering by The Mutt © She should have been cold. The StealthSuit she wore was microns thin. She felt like she was naked and covered in a dusting of black powder. The Techs bragged that light slid off of the suit like water off a duck. The black body stocking was so sheer and felt so insubstantial that Natasha felt naked and exposed. Natasha had laughed when she first saw the suit. It was no bigger than a Barbie Doll's costume. Yet it easily stretched to cover her 5'4", 120 pound body. The Tech who had helped her suit up hadn't been shy about staring. In the bright light of the TechLab, Natasha's nipples poked proudly through the fabric. The suit was so form-fitting that it was evident that the curls covering her pubic mound had never known the touch of scissors or razor. One could even see the slight ridge of the knife scar across her shoulder. But in the dim moon glow on the roof of the offices of CogicSystems, Incorporated, Natasha was as invisible as catshadow.

Nawty Jokes
Nawty Jokes Two prostitutes, after Christmas holidays: - What did you ask Santa Claus to give you? - Hundred dollars, as usual. ************************************************ Q: How can you tell if a man is sexually excited? A: He's breathing. ************************************************ G: Nobody gets the girl. PG: The good guy gets the girl. R: The bad guy gets the girl. X: Everybody gets the girl! ************************************************ A Jewish congregation in New York honors its Rabbi for 25 years of service by sending him to Hawaii for a week, all expenses paid. When he walks into his hotel room, there's a beautiful girl, nude, lying on the bed. She says, "Hi, Rabbi, I'm a little something extra that the president of the board arranged for you." The Rabbi is incensed. He picks up the phone, calls the President of the Temple Board and says, "Greenberg, what were you thinking? Where's your respect? I am the moral leader of our

Passion's Flames
Passion's Flames A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Casino Plot Ch. 02 A
Casino Plot Ch. 02 by mcfbridge © As soon as Janice walked in, she was shocked to hear Colonel Wright's first question. "Hey Janice, is your little anus still bright green, or has it worn off?" Janice stammered that her hole was back to its normal color, but Tony told her that they'd all like to have a look. Certainly she wouldn't mind would she? She wouldn't mind??!!! No of course not! Janice just loved dropping her pants and spreading her ass open so that everyone could check out her butthole. Yeah right! But Tony was going to insist, so Janice knew she might as well get her pants down and get her ass opened up. Janice unsnapped her jeans and lowered them to her ankles. Her panties followed right behind. When she had her ass and pussy uncovered, Janice turned her back to the group. Then she bent over and reached back for her ass cheeks. The woman got a good grip on them, and pulled them as far apart as she could. After that, Janice just stood there while everyone admired he

Casino Plot Ch. 02 D
Casino Plot Ch. 02 by mcfbridge © After that, everyone left the office and headed over to the bar. Jim didn't have a mike there, but he told the ladies to get over there quick. Within an hour, all five of those women would be very drunk. The perfect time to reel them in a bit more. Connie and Janice drove to the base. By the time they reached the bar, the women were all past tipsy, and well on their way to smashed. The partners decided to work on Colonel Kwan. So they maneuvered themselves to the bar and got the Asian officer between them. Lee was the smallest woman there, and was likely to be the drunkest. Colonel Kwan seemed far enough gone for Connie to be straight-forward and ask her what was wrong. "Well... I'll t-t-tell you. We.. n-n-eed to borrow lots of shmuney. A millin smackers." Connie asked Lee when she needed it and the colonel managed to just say "now". Connie and Janice made a show of whispering to each other. Then Janice told Lee that she might have a

When A Person Is Stalked In Here They Have To Be Careful At All Times >>
Ive had several stalkers in here and on yahoo and other sites . Since this ; Ive learned how to block and delete ; Set settings so not to be harrased or stalked ;So far it is ok . So when I see some things people send me email or certain things , ;I might act kinda leary, to think one thing; When they are tyring to tell or show me another; Im sorry about this .> , Guess you might say, im a bit paronoid at times .Well wouldn,t you be? If you have stalkers men and women in here , Or in other places in the net, That seem to follow you know all about you ;They seem have an attraction to you ;and you really dont know them well, or know them at all..See I have to becareful due to an abusive life style (Threats and my fears too) that Ive lived thru; As a surviver and caustion is a part of me . Please understand this and if any one wants to know me ;just chat to me or email me as a friend ; Well it takes a few times to know me (cause im very weird at first to some). The

Penetration
I reveal my naked goose bumped soul like a virgin awaiting rape. But only in your blanket arms do I find protection from the electric razor-edged warmth of the world. You penetrate my soul. I shudder upon impact. I hear you. I hear your words caress my skin like a knife, cuts like the truth. Stings like it's real. The pain. The pain. I must escape the pain. Hide from your penetration. Your words echo from a distance as though I'm under water. But I can only drown while I look at you through watery eyes.

Being In The Military....living In 2 Worlds
Our son and son in law is in the Army and we are proud of what they do. So I know that they do live in 2 worlds and sometimes to them the worlds are so far apart. They love their family enough to risk their own life to help save ours. So heres a letter from a someone who knows what it means to live in 2 worlds.................... 365 days ago, I stood at Fort Benning and hugged my son and his buddies as they deployed to Iraq. Back then, we were told to plan for an 18-month deployment, but if they were home in 15 months it would be a gift. That they are home in 12 is a miracle in my book. I have recently come to the conclusion that when you have someone deployed, you live in two worlds: "This" world and "That" world. In This World, everything goes on as normal. You go to work (for those that work), do the laundry, clean the house, pay the bills...… You know -- all the things "normal" people do. But we're not normal. We also live in That World -- the world where the telepho

Coming To The End
Well, I've made exactly one friend since I've been on this site. Pathetic. Anyway, I think it's time I leave this site soon but before I go I will give anyone who cares to read this a little look into what's happening with me... I'm, at the present, trying to get together some of my photos to show at either a theater or a hair salon. Fact is I don't know if I will be able to get them all together in time. There is another place that wants paintings. I don't dare tell them I haven't painted in 6 months. I've been given a chance to write for a couple of online news magazines here in San Antonio. I would like to but I won't get paid for it. This wouldn't normally matter but I am hardly eating now. I presently work at a law office part time which is, I think, actually costing me money to work at. I hate it there now. The women there all think they are smarter than each other. They talk about each other behind their backs and nice to each others faces. The funny thing is t

Why Is It That Only Whites Can Be Racists?
Sad but true and I agree. I have many friends that know my heart on this subject. They know how I feel about them ....... if you really think it is all good for the white man think again and read carefully. Not only is this true, but we are the ones that are blamed when all does not go according to the big picture. I am sorry people but we didn't paint that damn picture so try doing a little painting of your own and try to control your racist comments for those that truly deserve them. Just because I am a proud white girl ....... does not mean I am a racist I am just Proud To Be White!!! And I would be proud to be purple if that was the case as well!!!! Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey,"

No More Ammo Sales To The General Public
No More Ammo Sales To The General Public ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 30 Sep 2007, 21:14 From: US Troops - Real Soldiers Stand up to TYRANNYDate: Sep 30, 2007 10:37 PMFrom: CitizenFrom: Pamela's ProtestDate: Sep 30, 2007 10:08 PMLISTEN UP! NO MORE AMMO FOR GENERAL PUBLIC? ANIMOSH QUAY' 1 MAX FAN (Dale Jr. - Ron Paul '08)Date: Sep 30, 2007 7:55 PMI find this hard to believe, but I think I'll stock up just in case! Liebchen Hates 800 FEMA Concentration CampsDate: Sep 30, 2007 9:21 PMRepost- I am not a Gun Owner But You Might Care. SharonThe Truth - SPREAD It! FREEMark Koernke, said today on The Intel Repot today that:"…this wh

Friday & Saturday....
.... need to hurry up and get here. A. Because I get to see Ryan again on Friday and Saturday. B. Because Ruby's coming to see me again on Saturday. C. Because I will get my revenge on Ryan. D. It'll be a duo post bday celebration for me and Ryan. :D Hi guys! LOL!