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Blog GameLeave your name in my blog comments.
Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **
Upsi am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either.
don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade.
i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin.
i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where
Thank YouTo whomever is having so much fun going through and marking my stash items and pictures NSFW, I hope that you are enjoying yourself.
There is actually a very simple solution to this process.....STAY THE FUCK OFF OF MY MOTHER FUCKING PAGE IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I POST.
Yes, I have a sick sense of humor, some people can appreciate it, some can't. So, again, I'll say this...if you don't like it....STAY THE FUCK OFF MY MOTHER FUCKING PAGE.
Thank you for your time and you may now go back to your regular scheduled program.
Mary
Why Men Don’t Take What Women Say SeriouslyNote: This blog does not pertain to all women its just my opinion in some cases in my life so try to have fun with this .. no hate mail damn it~
A guy and a girl are having a conversation. She is going on and on about something and he is smiling and nodding every thirty seconds or so and throwing in the obligatory, "Yeah." Then it happens, she asks a question and his response is a very confused, "What?"
Most girls would like to think it's because he is fixated on her tits. Thats true in a lot of cases, but in reality... It's because the guy probably doesn't give a shit about what she has to say...
Why?
Why is it men tune women out so easily? Why don't they care about what women say? Of course I know the answers because I am all to aware of how lame some of you silly bitches can be. Here is why I don't take what some women say too seriously.
-Emotional Outbursts: A woman will say the most significant things she is capable of when she is worked up. Positive,
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Sittin' In My Car...bored as hell. not having internet access sucks ass. (WHAT is this lame ass song on the radio?!) anyway hopefully i can get my sis to let me use her comp for a bit. miss u guys. xxxx
The ExOk, I know a few of my friends remember the ex this refers to. So, here's my dilema...I got the following message from him on the following pic (I have removed the comment to avoid drama, no one needs to know the name it came from) How would you take it?
That jacket looks like one some who really fucked up had gave you. He fucked up big time and wishes he had it all to do over again so he could have moved to texas and been happy. Well I guess the past is the past I just wanted you to know I been thinking about you not that i matters.
I really did care about him, but he treated me like shit. Why do I let myself get involved with guys like this?
Dss And My X Is Trying To Take My Kids CanSomeOne please help me!!!
I just got my devorce from my X the 13th of dec and I got the Kids, house and car, and my X is pissed off at me and called DSS on me and she is telling them all kind of camp about me that is not true just to get mty kids taken from me, I have 3 kids 2 boys and a girl they are 14 boy 13 boy and my girl is 10, my X is telling them all kind of crap to descredit them so they can not watch my kids for me, they told my 19 year old nice that has a new born 2 months old that she does not have enough expereance to wath them and she needs to give all her attention to her own child, and I have a nephew that will watch my kids but they say he can not watch them because my daughter has been exposed to inapropreate materail on the internet Aint that a bunch of crap, my step daughter was going to watch them but my X talked to her the morning of are meeting and at the meeting she said she could not watch them suprize there hmm, then I ask about my other niece and they said
Spell CheckerHow hard is it for people to run Spell Checker before the send something?I've been reading through various items on here and elsewhere. There is a serious problem with the English language.
We as a country have become very illiterate. We are in such a hurry to do things. We dont double check our work. Alot of the mistakes and misspelled words are pretty sad. I know its alot to remember. But, doesn't anyone take pride in their things anymore?
I know even at work I get some pretty sad emails. Funny thing is. These are supposed to be these highly educated individuals. They talk a good game. But, their command of the english language is pathetic.
I was gonna type this all screwed up to really make a point and look like a ss. But, I couldn't do it.
Men Are Like....A LITTLE HUMOR
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.
Men are like....
1. Men are like . Laxatives .... They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like. Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like ... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like ...Chocolate Bars Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like .. Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Department Stores Their clothes are always 1/2 off!
8. Men are like ..... Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like .... Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like Popcorn .. They s
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Im Outing You Ash.weeeThis is not a pimpout,a contest,asking for fubucks.. nothing like that.This is simply two people who have formed an incredible lifelong bond of friendship.Things have been rough lately because people have been trying to come between us, but we had a long talk and worked everything out.We just wanna make it known to all of our friends and haters alike.. that we love eachother and our friendship cannot be broken!
Renea, you know. These last few days have been pretty rough. All the he said/she said stuff really got to both of us and starting tearing us apart. And ya kno...I acted like it didnt bother me but it really did. We both have said things out of anger and that was defiently wrong on both parts. I remeber the day you told me i was your best friend. That was such an amazing feeling. We were sooo soo close. We told each other everything and trusted each other with our whole hearts. Some of your friends dont like me and some of my friends dont like you but what can you
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The Snow Is ComingIts getting cold again
but youre not here
I need you tonight
youre like this dream
a myth, a fantasy
will you ever come true?
i want to hold you
feel the taste you your lips
the thought of you makes me crazy
how did we get here?
do you know the exact time?
cause i cant find it
i still fall for you over and over
i love you
its getting cold
and youre not here
but youre still the warm feeling in my heart
I Can Draw A Picture If You Draw A Bath.Can't make it come out in the right color.
I
Me.
I'm sick of writing about me.
Let's write about you for once.
What's new in YOUR life.
What's interesting in YOUR trashcan.
What's left over in your condom?
How will you condemn me?
Clench your ass and keep your eyes forward.
The donkey punch is coming.
When you wake up and realise
this might just be it.
There might be no heaven.
There might be no kings.
There might be no soulmates.
And the thing that keeps you together
is the MIGHT in those sentences.
And it makes me dance.
Like emperors with pan pipes.
It's what makes me pull teeth.
-=No=- Novacaine. No Love. Nothing. No more.
And I'm just a voice on the edge of the receiver.
A loon's call in a damp bog of your fears.
There's the occasional bogey, the occasional crocodile, and rejection.
But it's a beautiful place here actually.
I could make it for you.
The stars, the ankle deep marsh, the azure blue sky, cold like a perfect si
Moving OnYou know it is funny how life works. For so long you think you are in love with a man, and all he does it mistreats you and makes you feel so bad you do not think that there is anyone out there that can get it out of your head that you are worth being loved.
For almost three years, I was in a relationship and thought I had a good relationship. Little did I know I was being played the whole time, and mentally abused. I sat and would watch women going through basically the same thing, and could see what was going on with them and the abuse, but when it came to my relationship, I could not see past my nose.
It took me almost three years to realize that our relationship had been over for a long time, and I thought that all was fine. I was miserable and no matter what anyone said, no one could change my mind. I guess it all started to come out the more that I actually sat and talked to friends about it. I had not loved him in so long that I did not think that I ever had. Have you ev
I Don't Know What To DoI am just so confused right now. I don't know where to go in my life. I just found out that my ex, whom I thought wanted to get back with me has a new gf, whom he is calling the love of his life, and well . . . it hurts. We broke up a few months ago because he was confused and didn't know what to do and just wasn't ready. I was ok with it and getting over him jsut fine, atleast I thought so, util I found this out. Now, I do have feelings for someone else and really really like him, but we just don't ever get to talk that much. It's not because I don't want to, he just seems to be busy all the time, and well, I don't want to be pushy, but I love talking to him. So ya, I am just so confused right now. I just don't know what to do or what to think about anything anymore. My heart just seems to be in peaces from everyone around me right now, I just want someone to care again. I just want to be loved again and for it to be real this time and not just because it's a good time for someone els
Seeking Advice?Well, silly ol’ me had thought in order to post mumms it was determined upon your points and not that of the amount of fubucks you had, thus helped a friend by relinquishing all my fufundage. lol So I shall make this a blog instead, with same intention of that of a mumm, in help of making up my mind.
I have an online friend whose female, and who appears to be ever so lost as to what she truly wants. With ought trying to judge her I find she isn’t certain at heart what she’s looking for, but just knows she wants that companionship and togetherness of a relationship.
Within only five months she has made drastic changes in her life for three men; one she moved in with and was talking marriage, another she moved from her home in the US to Canada for, which lasted a month; and lastly within a week of returning home she’s involved again. Because of her new relationship, she is finding religion again because of this gentlemans religious belief and is severing ties with all those sh
Dont Believe Then!i OPENED UP TONIGHT AND TOLD A PERSON SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT I FEELS IS VERY SENSITIVE! I THOUGHT SHE WOULD APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT I'M REVEALING SOMETHING PRIVATE WITH HER! BUT WHEN SHE CALLED ME A LIAR AND MADE FUN OF ME THAT REALLY HURT ME, MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!! FROM HERE ON OUT, I TELL NOTHING OF A SENSITIVE NATURE TO ANYONE...I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT AND CALL A LIAR....
The Gentleman Perv Or How Not To Be A Dick About ItAll men have the capacity to be perverts. Some have nice, clean profiles with talk of long walks on beaches, cuddling, looking for Ms. Right; and of course looks aren't important. But guess what? While he's waiting on the perfect, "imperfect" woman, he's willing to get his jolly's anywhere he can. So he hits you up for your messenger service.. then wham! He's the pervert in gentleman's clothing.
Now along comes this profile of a pervert. No doubt about it, no questions or arguments. Yes, I want to talk perverted to you ladies. However, there is more to this 'book cover' then meets the eye. A kind, patient, non-judgmental and HONEST gentleman peeks out from behind the green door.
My rules of engagement on here are really very simple.
1.Respect your friends privacy and anonymity.
2.Never perv on a woman unless they have at least talked to you and aware of whats in your profile.
3.Never attempt to win her affections when you have no intentions of keeping them (this is a
I Just Don't Get ItI am tired of being reported for NSFW Content!!
Someone on my friends list is a BIG TIME ass-muncher and should do me a favor, by deleting themselves from my friends list! I could care less and you surely won't be missed should you remove me as a friend and so on, you're a headache and are you at work when you report me for NSFW Content??? I am not directing anything at those that are on my friends list, this is for the piece of crap that keeps reporting me every fuckin time I post a pic that is NSFW!!!
NSFW??? Why the fuck would you be on this site, fully knowing you are on an ADULT BASED WEBSITE in the first place and 2nd, don't you get paid to work??? A lot of people have NSFW Content on their folders, do you have nothing else better to do than to give them the same headache you give me every time you report me for posting something that you feel is not suitable for your eyes, if you don't like what any of us have on our pages, there is a button that will close out the page you're
LoveWhen love beckons to you follow her,
Though her ways are hard and steep.
And when her wings enfold you yield to her,
Though the sword hidden among her pinions may wound you.
And when she speaks to you believe in her,
Though her voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall she crucify you. Even as she is for your growth so is she for your pruning.
Even as she ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall she descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn she gathers you unto herself.
She threshes you to make you naked.
She sifts you to free you from your husks.
She grinds you to whiteness.
She kneads you until you are pliant;
And then she assigns you to her sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may
" Salutes "You people call 'em salutes, I just call 'em signs.
But anywho,I wanted to do some salutes for people.Wanted to know if there was anyone in particular whod want one. If not then Arthur,Paul,and Sarah are gonna get one for sure.
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
NEW ORLEANS - The sign on the gate in front of the pretty blue house announced the good news to a neighborhood that has had little since Hurricane Katrina: "There's a doctor in the house. Make your appointment NOW!"
Earl Davis paused to take in the words, then headed up the ramp and through the door - destined for his first doctor visit since returning to the city five months earlier. The family practitioner who treated him as a boy, and then saw his own kids, left after the storm and isn't coming back. Hundreds of other doctors have gone the same route.
Medical centers devastated by floodwaters remain closed, with the number of beds available to the sick
Return From Devil's GateReturn From Devil’s Gate
Well here we are, once again
Back at home with family and friends
The times have changed
And nothing is the same
Its only new to those of us in this game
The time has passed slowly through more than a year
But so much has changed, its as if we were never here
Feelings of solitude can range far and wide
And when it comes, all we can do is hide
Friends have moved, family has moved on
Its only us who have held on to long
But holding on is all we have left
Starting brand new isn't the greatest of gifts
But begin again we must, though it will hurt
For our choices are few, and very bluntly put
No matter what we do, or where we try to pick up
Our lives have forever changed, and that can be to much.
Through the depths of despair, and the trenches of hate
We've marched through tough times with little debate
And though we've walked through the Devil's Gate
We've travelled back, unsure of our fate
Please pr
1 True LightYou are the one true light in my life,
Though I never tell you enough.
You are always there for me,
Even when times get tough.
You are my sun, my moon,
and my morning star,
Shining down on me,
To bring comfort from afar.
When my day is gloomy,
And I seek inner peace,
I remember your smile
And all my troubles cease.
You are the love of my life,
My heart and my soul.
My beloved wife,
To have and to hold.
I could search the world over
With all of my might,
But find none that compare,
To you, my one true light.
The Purina DietI have a Labrador retriever and I was buying a large bag of Purina
at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I
had a dog (?)
On impulse, I told her that No, I was starting The Purina Diet
again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital
last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive
care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both
arms
I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way
that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply
eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally
complete so I was going to try it again.
I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by
now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was behind
her. Horrified, she asked if I'd been poisoned to end up in the hospital
like that. I told her no, I'd been sitting in the stre
The Sad Passing Of Common Sense.Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable sessions as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair and maybe it was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-yr-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves faile
Why Is It...i continually believe in the good intentions of others? give people the benefit of the doubt? choose to see beyond their own limiting definition of who they are in the world?
i really wish i wasn't such an optimist bc alll that happens is i get leveled in the end. the bitter taste of copper pennies gets tiresome pretty quickly.
this isn't poor ms. suesy freaking sunshine who's had a bad day. a lot of people assume looking at me that i have it pretty easy. if by easy you mean having nearly died a number of times, survived horrible traumas and paid my own way since i was 16, then sure.
the less we assume of each other, the sooner we can get down to the important things in this life- like learning to live with diversity... among many many things.
We Kick Ass And The Best Ya'llHEY I WOULD LIKE TO INFORM YOU KING OF FUBAR 2007-2008! THANKS FOR A GREAT CONTEST IT ONE OF THE BEST I DONE SO FAR! PRIZES WILL BE DONE ON FRIDAY JANUARY 18, 2008! BULLETIN ALSO POSTED WITH WINNERS
Why Theres No Point Anymore In Talkingwell as u can see from the title im stressing out for a few reasons.one the man im seeing is not telling me what hes thinking and thast wha tken used to do and it pissed me off and it pushed him away from me so im not gonna let that happen again.theres something on his mind and he wont tell me what it is.hes taking his ex girlfriend to the marine corps ball and she may not be able to come so hes stressing about that and is worried that if she dont come that i wont be able to find a dress and all that stuff in time but if she dont come i will be able to find a dress in time.he wont have to worry about that but her name is already on the tickets and she already has a plane ticket to come here so he might be worried that he will lose his money.but if he opens his eyes and sees that im here it wont go to waste but idk if he does see it that way.hes not talking to me for some reason.i went to crybabies tonight and i danced with one guy but be4 i did i went to him and told him about it and h
MenWhy are men such ass holes? Why do they think they can love you day and hate you the next and then you come back the next? Why do women go back again and again. Why all the games? What ever happend to LOVE. HONESTY. TRUST. What happened that in todays world real relationships are rare and precious? And why is it that when you find this person you are supposed to be with they are not ready to be with anyone? Oh I know cause you werent meant to be to begin with.......
Sadness WithinSitting here in the dark
Wrapped up within the shadows
I've become quite good friends
With this emotion called Sadness
It haunts me all the time
While I am awake and asleep
Never is it ever gone
To leave me in a seconds peace
Alone or with friends and family
Sadness finds me all the while
And crawls into the furthest corner
Of my slightly disturbed mind and soul
Sadness is killing me every so silently
Eating me up alive from inside
Is there ever going to be a time
When there is a break from this sadness??
Will I make it out alive
This time as I have before
Just to live with it yet again
In another day and night of life?
Sister To Sister(First off as a disclaimer.. this story is about incest.. if you don't want to read it.. I understand and those that do.. Enjoy)
Touch the Darkness
Sandy had just stepped out of the shower and started to dry off when Lynn, her sister, came pounding on the door.
"Sandy, hurry up, I gotta go." Lynn yelled through the closed door.
"I'll be right out"
Sandy wrapped the towel around her wet body and opened the bathroom door. Lynn ran past her and hurried her out by closing the door. Sandy looked at the closed door and said
“Shouldn't have waited so long."
She chuckled as she proceeded down the hall and into her bedroom.
She dropped her towel to the floor as soon as she got into her doorway, leaving her milky white ass flapping in the wind. Sandy had always been the type that hated clothes and anything to do with them. Her mother would constantly tell her that she belonged in a nudist colony or something. Sandy clicked her fan on lay across her bed. The cool air fel
To My True Friend'sMyHotCommentsI'm in a V.I.P
Contest and i have to get 14,500 comment's to reach my goal for my first V.I.P .
So if you could just come by and leave a comment or two that would be great .
I wanna give speacial thank's to the people who have already helped me out as much as they have.
Thank's to the speacial people that
I love so dearly and i know you guy's are true friend's.Much love to anyone who help's and the people below
Be a true friend come by and help me out
Hello AllWas a rough night sleeping lastnight. For some reason.. I couldnt sleep..and when I did go to sleep I woke up to hearing somthing digging /chewing behind hubbys guncabinet. Knowing that the boys just had there hamster out before bedtime.. I put 2 and 2 together. So here I am trying to move this gun cabinet..to get to it. Unfortunately I couldnt do it..so I woke hubby up to get it done. He was there like.. do I have to at this hour. I said ya.. its gonna eventually get lost in the house..and I cant sleep hearing it chew. Anyways.. he got up and I got the furry little critter. Now, I feel like I am dragging. Not sure if I should go back to bed.. or what. Is it bad..that I called the school..asked them to pull my son out of class..just to ask him where he hid my candy bar from me? LOL. Yes, I know I am bad. Hubby just called.. saying... I had a dream that you woke me up to move the gun cabinet lastnight. I just giggled. Well, thats enough.. hope you all have a great day!
Rainbow BridgeRainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and wh
Would You?If given the chance at love would you take it? If your choice was for lust would you make it? If missing out on what might be fantastic would you take the chance or forsake it? If you had the right heart would you break it? If you wanted to fly but feared heights would you fly or sit bye and regret it.
Own Me... Bid Now..lolClicky my piccy to bid.
You Get..
and I added this stuff as extras..
Make them a Skin for their page their choice of Background and Colors.
Make them 2 tags of their choice/description.
2 salutes sfw/nsfw (their choice, within reason,my decision)
Top Friend for 1 month
He started early so it on now.. HAPPY BIDDING!! :P
Idiots..from: Dee
date: 2008-01-14 09:55:12
subject: White Trash
read receipt: No
replied: No block user
Truth hurts dont' it?
Hey Sassy & Goddess ... Hahahaha ..I'm White trash too!!! Wooohooo!!
911When Not To Call 911
This is something most people are taught in kindergarten, yet no one seems to be able to remember it. So, as a public service, I offer an elementary guide on when and when not to dial 911.
If someone is bleeding copiously, on fire, unconscious, or dead - CALL.
If someone just crashed into your house - CALL.
If someone has just driven past your house and shouted a rude word at you - DON'T CALL.
If your electricity has gone out - DON'T CALL. It's amazing how hard this is for some people to understand. What exactly do they think the police, EMTs, or firefighters are going to be able to do about their power being out? "Oh my god, we can't watch American Idol!!! Call 911, STAT!"
Moving on.
If you hear someone screaming, go ahead and CALL. But please try to tell us where the screaming is coming from!
If it's late at night and you're getting slaphappy from lack of sleep and you start to wonder if 911 really works - DON'T CALL. Trust me. It works. What, do
How To Do It Cheaply...Ok here ya go for those interested in how to talk to someone overseas...
First we know about the IM's out there that have voice chat capabilitys. However we also know some people are not computer literat, or they are using VISTA which is a big pile of crap right now, and it makes it hard to use MICs which i have experianced.
So the options i have used and found that avoid PC's or at least one PC.
1. Skype i use it to call the UK at .021 a minute. Alot cheeper then any real phone or phone card. The sound quality is great and it only drops off if their cordless phone dies, or your internet has a hickup.
This is a option that works great if one person is not very computer literate and their mic is not working. If both work then you can call skype to skype for free.
2. Vonage - This is probably the best bet for Phone to Phone calls. Let the person who has a landline get it, unless you want one to. Here is how im doing it for free calls to the UK right now.
My friend has V
For The Love Of All Things Pagan People!Before you read this be sure that you secure enough in your religious beliefs to read this. Understand that I do not support or believe in organized religion, I have been a Witch since 1993 and i am a SOlitary practitioner. There is a lot of things about christianity and other religions that i do not understand and cannot abide by.
So I was driving down to Ironton, and I was scanning through the radio trying to find something decent to listen and I stumbled across one of the evangelical radio stations. He was preaching about the glory of God and all that good stuff. But then he said something that struck me as very very very odd. He said that in order to Fear Sin you must Fear God. WHY? Why should you fear the diety that you believe in. What is there to be afraid of. He also said that you should fear his love, but revel in his grace. So in order to be a christian i need to fear the love from the Divine as well as Fear the Divine, but revel in the Divine's Grace that makes
Rules For The PhoneRules for the phone.
How ALL business phones SHOULD be answered!
GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA .
Press "1" for English.
Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English
And remember only two defining forces have ever
offered to die for you,
Jesus Christ
and the American Soldier.
One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.
Espero By RennyworksQue ella es la unica . . .
Quien haces una sonrisa parece con las piensas de tu
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien das vigor a mi alma con suya presencia
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien darle a uno calor frios con su cada tacto
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien consolas ansiedades de mi con sus palabras
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien liberas mi caja de Pandora con mis secretos y emociones
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien me aceptas por mi y ningun
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien me ensenas que amor no esta derecho, pero un priviligio, y desde este me decide mandar recuerdos a ti
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien tienes parte en mis metas y suenos con sus acciones
Que ella es la unica . . .
Quien me crees, me cuidas, y me amas como tan mucho hace para ella
De muchas cosas que he sonado y he rogado en mi vida . . .
Espero que ella es la una!
Radioiodine I131SO I TOOK A PILL TODAY TO KILL ANY REMAINING CANCER CELLS LEFT IN MY BODY. SO FAR NO SIDE EFFECTS BUT IT'S ONLY BEEN AN HOUR AND HALF. SO ANYWAYS FIGURED I WOULD LET YA'LL KNOW IT'S GOING WELL SO FAR. I GO THE 24TH FOR A FULL BODY SCAN TO SEE HOW IT ALL WENT AND IF I'M GROUCHY IT'S CUZ I CAN'T HAVE SEX FOR 3 WEEKS DAMNIT!
The PainYou told me you loved me
you said you would always care
But when I needed you
you were never there.
You told me you loved me
I gave you my heart
then you laughed in my face
As you tore it apart.
You told me you loved me
you said I was the one
You told me forever
and now you are gone.
My MaskI hide behind a mask
You can't see my face
Looking at first glance
I'm in a happy place
The truth is, that's a lie
But you can't really tell
that in the back of my mind
I think the world should rot in hell
What's the point of living
If we are all going to die
What's the point of being happy
If in the end we're going to cry
But this is something no one sees
This is something no one knows
And yet deep inside of me
This feeling of hatred grows
So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me,
I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.
Can I Borrow $25Can I Borrow $ 25.00
Can I borrow $25?
A man came home from work late, tired and
irritated, to find his 5-year
old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask
such a thing?' the
man said angrily.
SON: 'I just wan t to know. Please tell me, how
much do you make an
hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head
down .
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you
asked that is so you
can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some o
ther nonsense, then
you march yourself straight to your room and go to
bed. Think about why
you are being so selfish. I don't work hard
everyday for such childish
frivolities.' The
Mng & Rain3 Doors DownLanding In London (All I Think About Is You)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Every Dog Has His Day Hahaha!!IT SEEMS A RUMOR HAS GOT STARTED THAT I WAS NOT ON THIS SITE ANYMORE,WHY THE HELL WOULD I OPEN UP A LOUNGE AND PROMOTE IT AND BOOST MY FAMILY TO LEAVE THIS SITE.THERE WERE A LOT OF RUMORS GOING AROUND IN THE LOUNGE LAST NIGHT WHILE I WAS NOT IN THERE TO DEFEND MYSELF.ALL OF THESE RUMORS THAT YOU ARE HEARING ARE NOTHING BUT "FUCKING RUMORS".AND I HAVE A REAL GOOD IDEA WHERE THE RUMORS ARE COMING FROM.AND HIS DAY WILL COME HE WANTS TO SIT UP AND TALK ABOUT MY BOGUS ACCOUNTS HE IS THE ONE THAT HAS THE NUMEROUS ACCOUTS THAT ARE NOT SALUTED SOME OF THEM ARE BUT THEY WERE GIVEN TO HIM.HE DON'T WANT TO GO AND START NOTHING WITH ME WITH HIS POT HEAD ASS.I GUESS THIS IS ALL THAT I WANT TO SAY FOR NOW I WILL SEE YOU ALL IN A FEW IN THE LOUNGE FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ACUALLY READ THESE NOT BUT 4 OR5 OF YOU READ THESE.I AM ABOUT TO GET SICK AND TIRED OF NO ONE READING THEM.
THANKS,
PAINTER~OWNER~FOUNDER
Dying Vs Living: As A Condemed ManSilence engulfs me, blanketing me with darkness of the night.
The world outside my shelter has ceased to interpret my meaning of life,
My pride silently has drifted away into another time and place.
Things have overtaken my purpose and this I can not face.
My mind has opened up into a transparent solitude,
And I begin to watch my life replay before my very eyes.
I watch as the years play by,
I knew I had a purpose yet I never why.
A child brought into the world should be a beautiful thing.
The innocence and love inside should never be disturbed.
Yet as the years flash by innocence is long ago forgotten
And the love sealed by a hardened casing nothing can penetrate.
I watch my life pay on and the opportunities die before me.
Silently I move my hand down arm, listening as the cylinder rolls.
Again I watch as the years play by.
Helping those whose hearts my soul has penetrated within.
I try to help them have a better life where maybe love will begin
I see as those I help
A Girls PrayerBefore I lay me down to sleep
I pray for a man thats not a creep
One who's handsome smart and strong
One who's willy's thick and long
One who thinks before he speaks
When promises to call,he wont wait weeks
I pray that he is gainfully employed
And when I spend his cash wont be annoyed
Pulls out my chair and opens my door
Massages my back and begs to do more
Oh!send me a man that will make love to my mind
Knows just what to say when I ask,how bigs my behind?
One who will make love till my bodys twitchen
In the hall the garden and the kitchen
I pray this man will love me to no end
And never attempt to shag my best friend
And as I kneel and pray by my bed
I look at the dickhead you sent me instead
AMEN
thought this was cute had to post it lol
Destruction, Construction TheoryLook around you at all the things that were constructed, houses, cars, trees, people, relationships and more.
It took time to make/construct those things months, even years of diligence to make those things what they are, to mold them into what you want. In the same blink of an eye all those things can be destroyed in one, single swoop of misfortune. A grand example of this is an army they are trained and good at what they do, destroying things. Then you have those who try to repair the damage of an army and it's difficult almost impossible to repair what once was fine.
Has anybody else noticed this besides me, that it's so hard to make something but so easy to destroy it?
It's crazy when you think about it, that things are like that in this world, in some cases it's a pain to bring someone pleasure but a pleasure to bring someone pain. So many people are at such an ease saying bad things and bringing harm a person's way, but on the other end it's so hard for the same person
Delta Force Founding Member Denounces Bush's WarRetired Command Sergeant Major Eric Haney, founding member of the military's elite covert counter-terrorist unit, Delta force, has stated publicly for the record that he sees the war in Iraq as an "Utter debacle" based on intentions by the Bush administration that were "not what they stated" and that "there is no real threat to the U.S. in the world".
Haney made the comments in an exclusive interview with David Kronke for the LA Daily News published yesterday.
After Haney retired from the military his book "Inside Delta Force" became the basis for the hit CBS drama "The Unit," where he now assumes technical adviser and executive producer duties.
When questioned on Iraq Haney responded with the following:
"Utter debacle. But it had to be from the very first. The reasons were wrong. The reasons of this administration for taking this nation to war were not what they stated. (Army Gen.) Tommy Franks was brow-beaten and ... pursued warfare that he knew strategically was wrong in
Despair.......Despair....
All alone yet again
The voices cloud my head
As the fury builds within
The images seek to haunt me
Try to reach out yet nothing gained
Guilt & despair sets deep
Wanting a way out I seek
Yet the cost is internal pain
No bliss at either end
Dry tears fall from my eyes
My heart withers with emptiness
As I sit here and die
The blood spills out
As the pain subsides
Linda Bowers
1-14-2008
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~~~sometimes~~~Real Love Like Real Life, is Never Perfect. And Happily Ever After only happens in Fairy Tales.
Somehow Real Problems always Find Us....
Sometimes Angry Words are spoken. Sometimes we just get on each other's nerves.
But the Important Thing to remember is that Real Love is Always There. Full of Forgiveness and Understanding, waiting for more Happy Times to share.*****Real Love is Powerful Stuff**** It doesn't need to be perfect to Survive and Grow. In fact, Real Love probably wouldn't be as Strong as it is if It hadn't Survived a few tough times. You will always get through tough times too. Believe In Real Love...And Trust in Real Love and it will Believe and Trust in You.
..........Peace.
Not Sure What To DoOk here's the deal ive been writing a novel for a few years now but every time i think im getting somewhere i think it sucks so i trash it.So im asking all that read my blogs this question if i posted it here would you be interesed in being sort of a foucus group by that i mean as i write more ill post it here you read it and tell me what you think does it suck should i take this out add this etc... all i ask is be honest dont worry about hurting my feelings because you wont thats the whole idea behind this.If any ones intersted leave a comment here or send me a private message the more the merryer and if i ever do manage o get it prnted all that hae helped me will get credit in the book. Oh just so you know a few of you have been made into charchters in my book hope ya dont mind :) thanks
Just To Let You KnowOk...so some of my friends are a little upset that I haven't been on here as much as I use to or when I am don't usually stay long here it why. I take care of my grandmother and she has been very sick here recently. I have been taking her to the Doctor alot because they found a golf ball size tumor on her right lung and a volley ball size tumor on her ovary. They have been running blood work and everything and have said that it is cancer. I am going to have to take her to specialist to see what they can do. No doctor really wants to do surgery on her for many reasons. One she is also a heart patient and just to do the surgery they said that they would have to have a cardiologist, pathologist and a pulmonary person in the room if something started to go wrong. She hasn't been able to visit her heart doctor because of this and he believes that she also have another artery blocking off. He has put 4 stints in there so far. Not only that, but she has had some many hernia surgeries that her
Army Bulls**tI went to the Recruts Office today and had to take pix of all my tats. Well all of the *appropiate ones* During that time, i found out that my leg tat is inappropiate, and i cant go into the Army with it, cuz lo-n-behold theres TITS on the tat. So Im informed that i could NOT go even to MEPS with those showing. So i left the office, frantically searched around and had to get an Emergency cover up.
Thats right, I got my tits covered. Ruined a fucking $600 tattoo by putting a Bikini top on *me* just so i could go in. The Fucking sacrifices Im making for this are FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!!! The whole fucking point of my tits on there was for the whole Demoness look. Thats why in my tat, I'm naked with only thigh high boots on.
No more tho. Now for the *best* part. AFTER I get them covered, I found out that I couldve just put black *X's* on each nipple, and that wouldve been accepted!!!!!!! GGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRR And my tattoo Artist whos been working on my thigh will be piss
ArgARG!! I swear i save and save and save and people keep bustin out with these six million dollar bids on the spotlight..I can't even tell you how long I've been saving money for that damn spotlight! I don't get how all these people have so much money. I think i need to start selling myself or showing my good pix to get money and points.
Shoot I don't even get as many rates as I use to since me and Ryan have got together. That is a whole other lame story! LAME!!
ARGGGGGG....Tell me what ya think! Do i need to join on the ban wagon?? Should i take my Pictures down so people will stop hating on me for having a bf?
Fa La La I love GEORGIA football!!
Oh and anyone who doesn't know i went and saw monster trucks saturday! It was NEAT! Never been my thing but my ma surprised Ryan with tickets...so I went! It was dope! Those things get SICK air! muahahaha!
I'm done ranting hope everyone is having a GREAT night!
LUV ya guys!
Touch Me....Touch Me....
A single finger trailing along my spine
A nibble on the side of my neck
Fingers dancing on my inner thighs
Touch Me....
A gentle kiss on my lower back
Your hand wrapped tight in my hair
Your tongue exploring
Touch Me....
My nipples twirling between your thumb and forefinger
Your breath blowing soft against my clit
An escape as you bring me to climax
Touch Me....
Im SorryIM SORRY TO THE WORLD 4 BEIN WHO I AM
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD 4 BEIN THE WAY I AM
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT I CANT PLEASE EVERYONE
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT I CANT B THERE 4 U
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT MY HEART BLEEDS
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT I CANT CHANGE
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT MY HEART PICKED 2
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT I CAN B WITH U
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT MY LIFE IS THE WAY IT IS
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT UR TANGLE IN THE WEB
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD FOR I DIDNT MAKE LIFE EASY
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT I FAILED MISERABLY
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT I CANT MAKE IT UP
IM SORRY TO THE WORLD THAT...... SCRATCH THAT IM DEAD 2 THE WORLD
SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT I HURT...OR HAS BEEN HURT...OR FEELS THE WAY I DO...THIS IS HOW I FEEL...LIKE I NEED TO SAY SORRY SADLY ENOUGH ITS NOT MY FAULT, I FEEL SAD FOR THOSE CAUGHT N THANGS THAT R HARD TO CHANGE OR HARD TO TAKE BACK OR REDO...IM SORRY THAT IM NOT LIKE U AND CANT ALWAYS EXPRESS MY FEELINS OR TURN THEM OFF...THIS IS
Owned!Momma tasha won me at the auction for one month,
Nows the time to add/fan/rate the lovely momma tasha if you dont have her on your friends list
I want to pimp her out and show her how much she means to me
take the time to get to know momma tasha she is really sweet
she a really good friend, will help you when you need it
Thanks to everyone who bid on me, I really appreciate it!
GO SHOW MOMMA TASHA LOTS OF FUBAR LOVE
Dont Like It? Piss Offwhat is going on with people coming on here and leaving comments and shouts begging for 10 ratings and to be fanned? WHY? if i wanted to be bugged by beggars i would go into the city, any city, and get harassed by the thousands of vagrants that would undoubtedly bug the living shit out of me while i was trying to walk around. is status in this place really that important that people have to come around and find people to bother so that they can be ranked by the "fu" world? get out of the house people, theres a whole world out there beyond that front door, a world waiting for you to come into it so that it can rip off your head and shit down your neck because you dont know how to handle yourself in the real fuckin world. but the fu says im a 10.65, fuck you, your a 3 at best, a 4 if you show your tits.
Love Hurtswhy does love have to hurt so
even when its right to go
leaving behind all things that were right
the good times, the bad that made us fight
loving someone new with your whole heart
who in his mind felt it was better to part
to give you time to make things right
with the one who only wanted to fight
Who loved you so much he lied to say he did not
the one you think is oh so hot
the one who makes your heart go a flutter
the one who makes you feel like melting butter
the one who loved you so much that he set you free
to be everything you can be
to find someone closer to be your man
to find someone who would love you all that they can
how do you stop the pain in your heart
because he said we have to part
when all that's there is the love for him
in a situation like this you can't win
Who Would Have Thought...After my many heart breaks, lost loves, loves that lie, loves that hide who they really are... I figured I would have learned my lesson. I thought to myself, after this last one, some of you know who he is, I would seal up my heart, not let anyone in, and never... I mean NEVER talk to him again. I blocked off communication lines on here, and other places. For some reason, I opened them back up. Figured, no big deal... I can handle this, I can just open them back up and see what happens. I don't want to be with him. I don't want that heart ache again. I figured, its been a while, I could probably be his friend. It was very comforting to talk to him in the past...
I never expected the rush of emotion that would come from chatting on here with him. Although, I stand by what I have said and decided, I gave him a chance to explain. I wasn't expecting the truth. I am not sure anymore what the truth is. He did explain some things, but whether or not its the truth by definition o
Im Back!!! LolOk so here it is! i want to thank all of my friends family just anyone who has been there for me anytime with in these last ten years! some how i lost myself i dont know how or what happend. most of u know what happend and if u dont know worries im fine! i just want to thank everyone that has stood by me and helped me through my tough time. these last few days have been a roller coaster of emotions for me main thing i was cryen all freakin day and night dont know y just was. i think it was like a break through or somethen lol but today is a different day! im looking at things a lot different then i have in a long time i have nothing to cry for and everything to b happy about. my kids and i are all safe and happy! so the main reason i wanted to write this is i know i have worried a lot of ppl over these years months days whatever our particular situation is. i want to thank everyone so very much for never given up on me and letting me know i am a strong ass woman that dont need to take
Phony Peopleseems to me that people r not as genuin as they seem. lies, and deception r all that is on their minds. tired of that. how many of us would like to know that chivalry isn't dead amoung all of us, men and women alike. courtousy to others and respect is of the utmost quality. not being fake. how do u feel about this? i enjoy having fun like everyone else but should be truthful about it, and real. let me know what u think. thanks.
A Simple WordTrust. A simple word. A strong word. It's simple enough to spell. Yet it has a deeper meaning.
How can trust be rebuilt? Someone hurts you. Do you move along or get all bent out of shape and feel like the world has crashed down around you? Do you move along at a snails pace and feel your heart being macerated from within?
Or do you pick up the pieces and move along? Looking for all the right answers. Looking for that one shiney thing that will make all the blocks fit into the right holes?
Or do you expect something that shows that your lack of trust was wrong? Do you need time to mull things over? Do you think and say hurtful things that can never be taken back? Do you expect proof?
Life isn't easy. It's a crap shoot. If you have trusted that person before, do you not look into the past and see the good in that person?
Will you ever wonder "What if I was wrong?" for the rest of your life? Every day, we are faced with decisions. And it isn't every day that we
No Title... Will Get To It LaterThe door was ajar. Putrid smells leading to the attic. Filling the senses with fear and loathing.
The never ending dripping from the attic door, or the minute hand on a clock, so steady.. slow pattern beating on the eardrums.
His hand reached up for the doorhandle, only to find himself stopping, a quick look around. No one around. Fear thumping in his chest.
He stands there, hand extended, pulls on the knob. Slowly opens the door, creaking old house. The smell was getting worse, so rancid. It brought tears to his eyes. Afraid to illuminate the room, he uses his candle... sowly steps over the creaky boards towards where the smell is the strongest. Ages of smells hitting him at once.
There in the darkest of corners, is a box, leaned, upright. about six feet tall. Ages old, maybe even centuries.
"If i go over and open it, what will happen?" was the thought Sean was having.
The smell was getting so unbearable, he just didn;t know what to do, so sean quickly reach
Woo HooI got all moved on Saturday and i'm settling in quite nicely. I was so nervous cuz the town is so small, but it's not bugging me at all.
Everyone I have met is so nice and my man is wonderful. I couldn't be happier!
BTW I miss all the luving from everyone...Show me some! LOL
Have a great week!
BIG HUGS,
Jackie
Ok All Here GoesI'm fine and kicking and my hand hurts but eh...nuthing new. Normally i try to hit up all my friends an family with a comment every moring...but i gotta put a hold on that...I got something i gotta finish and then get it up on the blogs....if anyone knows any military person on this sight plz let me know...right now i got about 100 pics done with 70 left to go and i gotta get them up and done by the end of this month if possible.
So huggs an love to all and know that i aint forgotten ya i just got work to get done...love ya.
Ode To A Back Stabbing BitchYOU SEE IT COMING, BUT HESITATE. BECAUSE YOU TRUST THE APPROACHING HATE.
CLOSE YOUR EYES AND HOPE FOR THE BEST, BUT DEEP IN YOUR HEART YOU KNOW THE TEST.
FUCK THE WORLD, FUCK YOU TOO, YOUR HEART IS BLACK AND SO UNTRUE.
NEVER DARKEN MY DOOR AGAIN, NEVER CALL YOURSELF MY FRIEND.
OH YES THERES SO MUCH MORE TO SAY, I REGRET THE DAY YOU CAME MY WAY.
TAKE YOUR LIES, DECEIT AND SPITE, YOU HAVE NO REASON YOU HAVE NO RIGHT.
THE DARKEST PITS AWAIT YOUR ARRIVAL, NO EXCUSES NO DENIAL
THIS WEB OF LIES BELONGS TO YOU DONT TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU NEVER KNEW
YOU MISERABLE BITCH THAT NEEDS COMPANY MINIONS TO CARRY OUT HER DEEDS.
YOU HAVENT GOT THE BALLS TO CONFESS THAT YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS MESS.
EVERYONE WILL SOON REALIZE YOU DECEIVE, YOU CONJUR, YOU CHEAT YOU LIE.
YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE YOU FUCKING CUNT YOU WONT GET FAR.
NOW LAY IN YOUR BED OF THORNS YOU WHORE FROM ME YOU WILL GET NOTHING MORE.
SIGNED LUMINA
F U B A Rdoes anyone know what fubar actually means? lol.. its a funny website name.
One Special NightAs I sit here gazing out the window,
Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you...
And wondering if while you’re in your own world,
You’re thinking of me too.
I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel,
Looking at the glowing smile on your face,
Staring into your dreamy blue eyes,
Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace
What a special night that was...
And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...
Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,
Looking forward to the next time we meet.
What lies ahead, down the road to love?
Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?
All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...
Glaring now before me with great anticipation.
No one knows what tomorrow brings...
One can only wish and believe...
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,
And brought the right person into my life.
Could it be you?
Time will tell...
I feel a special bond that sta
IssuesHad some issues on here, so I left, it took about a week to get back to normal, so I am here again. The phoniness of this place kills me. I don't do lounges, and don't rate me just to ask me to rate you. Just because I rated you doesn't mean we have to be friends. With that in mind have a great day and stop by now and then
R.i.p Derek A.k.a Digilast night sucked so bad...
i got a call saying that my friend Derek who is also know on here as DiGi had passed away...
I actually couldnt believe it! it wasnt unit i actually went to the E.R and saw him that it really sunk in :(
Ill never forget you Derek
youll always be in our thoughts and hearts
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Horny To The Point Of DistractionI don't know whats wrong with me tonight..True it's been awhile since I've had sex..but this is crazy.
I want a cock inside me so bad. I want some one to spank me, whisper absolutely dirty things to me. Make me cry out, fuck me deep & hard till it pushes my pussy open.
I'm thinking I should put this to good use and I've been trying to write my erotic horror stories. But my mind wanders instead of writing!
I'd love to know if this ever happens to anyone else? HeH or what you'd do to me if you were young hot & horny..
Sick Of The Bullshit!!!What should I do??? I always put out all kinds of affection, and do all kinds of shit for the person I am "with"... Single right now, but I started talking to someone lately... Well I am tired of having my heart ripped out... WTF do I do... Just give up all together, or keep trying hoping it doesnt happen again pushing me over the edge??? Please let me know...
The Auction So FarSo as of Wed. Jan. 16th the highest bid on my Auction is: 30 Day VIP, 30 Day Blast, & 2 Fu Bucks.
It's still open till the 18th at 9 Central time. I hope to see you all there. Like anyone reads my blog.
The Auction:
The Top Bidder So Far:
Wanna see yr face above and have me to torture and abuse for a month. Get tah Biddin'
True Friends Verses AcquaintancesAFTER READING ALOT OF THE BULLETINS THE LAST FEW DAYS AND EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON I AM JUST WONDERING WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO THE MANY MANY FRIENDS THAT WERE ALL ONCE A HUGE PART OF LOST CHERRY/CHERRYTAP & NOW THE WONDERFUL FUBAR(LAND) AS WE NOW CALL IT... WE ALL JOINED FOR A REASON AND MY OWN PERSONAL REASON FOR JOINING WAS TO MAKE NEW FRIENDSHIPS AND TO INVITE MY TRUE FRIENDS TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS.. AND TO BE ABLE TO CALL THIS HOME AWAY FROM HOME TO SPEND TIME WITH FRIENDS THAT ARE FAR AWAY AND THIS IS OUR ONLY WAY OF COMMUNICATING.. NO MATTER IF YOU TALK ON THE PHONE OR MEET IN PERSON I STILL LIKE TO THINK THESE ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS WHOM I KNOW I CAN CALL ON NIGHT OR DAY IF I SHOULD NEED SOMETHING EVEN IF ITS ONLY TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THATS ON MY MIND OR JUST TO BE ABLE TO HAVE A RELAXING CONVERSATION WHEN YOU TALK TO SOMEONE DAY AFTER DAY YOU BUILD A BOND FRIENDSHIP YOU DONT HAVE TO EVER MEET IN PERSON TO BUILD THAT BOND ITS THE SHARING OF WORDS/ COMMUNICATION EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR TH
1-16-08YOU ARE THE MIST THAT SAILS ON AN OCEAN BREEZE
AND THE LIGHT IN THE DISTANT SKY
YOU ARE THE SONG THAT THE MORNNIG BRINGS
YOU ARE MY REASON WHY
YOU ARE THE RAINBOW DAZZLING WITH BRILLIANCE
AFTER A VICOUS SUMMER STORM
YOU ARE THE BLANKET OF STARS IN THE MIDNIGHT SKY
YOU ARE HOW MY HEART AND SOUL LONGS TO STAY WARM
YOUR ARE THE VIEW FROM THE MOUNTAINTOP
THE VIOLET, PINK AND BLUE OF A BLOSSOMING FIELD
YOU ARE A BURNT ORANGE DAYDREAM IN OCTOBER
YOU ARE WHAT MAKES ME BELIEVE THAT LOVE IS REAL
MY NEVER ENDING PRAYERS, YOU ARE THE ANSWER
THE SUNKEN TREASURE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA
YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I AM THE KING OF THE WORLD
WHEN YOU SIMPLY SAY THAT YOU BELIEVE IN ME
YOU ARE MY DREAMS OF THE FUTURE AND MY LONGING
YOU ARE THE COURAGE TO BE THE MAN YOU ARE PROUD OF
YOU ARE THE ESSANCE I WANT TO ENRAPTURE AND ENGULF
YOU ARE THE YEARNING TO UNCONDITIONALY BECOME ONE
jay rogers
Lil Spicy!!! Hope It Stirs SomethingI SEE THOSE BROWN EYES N I WONDER
WHAT SECRETS LIE BEHIND THAT WICKED SMILE
CATCH A GLIMPSE STARING SO SUBTLE
I KNOW YOU KNOW I WOULD BE WORTH WHILE
PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE MIDNIGHT ANGEL
LET ME TAKE YOU OVER THE EDGE AND BACK AGAIN
CLIMBING MOUNTAINS OF PASSION WRAPPED IN EXTACSY
YOUR BREATH STEAMY, I LICK MY LIPS AS I BEGIN
BODIES LOCKED IN MOTION, FORCES OF NATURE ACTING AS ONE
KISSING U ALL OVER, UP N DOWN TASTING YOUR HONEYPOT
HEAR YOU CALL OUT IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT
FINGERS SCRATCHING MY BACK GIVING IT ALL YOU GOT
HIPS THRUSTING AS I EXPLORE YOU DEEP INSIDE
YOU SPASM LIKE THUNDER AS YOUR EYES ROLL BACK IN YOUR HEAD
YOU QUIVER YOU QUAKE, YOUR BODY ERUPTS,YOU TREMBLE N SHAKE
FALL BACK, EXHAUSTED N SATISFIED ON THE BED
LIEING IN MY ARMS, BASKING IN THE RAPTURE OF AFTERGLOW
COVERED IN LUST N SWEAT, SWIMMING IN TOTAL CONTENT
KNOWING THAT WITH JUST A TOUCH I CAN TAKE YOU HIGHER
ABSOLUTE SATISFACTION,I'M DEFINATELY AN EVENING WELL SPENT
jay rogers
My Loss 1-15-08Tears fall from my eyes,
there was no time for goodbye.
I am filled with pain,
another loss yet again.
I tried with all my might,
but there was no winning this fight.
My heart has been torn away,
just can't face another day.
I want to talk but as i try,
thousands of tears fill up in my eyes.
I lay here alone trying to feel,
but I don't think these wounds will ever heal.
Nothing can replace this void in my heart,
I hope you know I loved you, always from the start.
My body is in pain, I feel this terrible ache,
this is what happens when your heart starts to break.
I want to retreat to my safe little shell,
please let me go, I have just been through hell.
Surrounded by people who truly love me,
I can't see or hear what they say, only darkness I see.
All I want to do is just try and go to sleep.
but each time I start, all I do is weep.
So please give me time to get myself together,
it won't be soon, maybe even never.
Pledge Of LoveI've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart
I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.
Please leave comm
Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
Please leave comment
Ty TazisbackMORE THAN A FRIEND
Roses that glooms
Light that shines
Bliss You bring show
That you are more than a friend
My eye has seen for real
A splendid queen like you
Your hair is dark like coal
Your love is your goal
The ray in your eyes show
She is more than a friend
The sun will worship
The moon will adore
The star twinkle to celebrate
Even your marvelous smile show
That you are more than a friend
Comely birds sing for praise
Tender wind convey your message
Mountain water fall portray your beauty
Even felicity of today shows
You are more than a friend
your the light that brightens my day love alot
taz
check him out ladies he writes beautifully xoxo
CurvesSo...a few years ago I joined " curves " for those of you who don't know what this is..it's a weight loss center/gym for women only..in a few months..of eating right and going every day for the 30 minute workout they created...I lost 27lbs..WWOOT!...however...serious back issues..not related to " curves " ...surfaced ..and after a few weeks I had to stop going...about that same time..the " curves " in my area closed..not enough business I suppose. Anyway..since moving back to indiana..the back issues have subsided..and I'm ready to join again..I don't think..I want to be my high school weight..but it sure would be nice to get out of shopping at Lane Bryant for clothing...no offense to the store..they DO have some great stuff..but I want a change...and the " curves " in my area ..is less then 3 miles away...and for 34.00 a month for a year..it seems like a great investment..WAY cheaper and safer then the alternatives...plastic surgery..gastric bypass surgery..etc..
well...that's it fo
Silently WatchingThe night is silent....warm and sultry weather makes for a sleepless night. Lying naked beside you, I glance, through veiled eyes at your glistening body. Sweat beading on your upper lip. Your chest rhythmically rising....
Watching your hands move along your stomach as they head downward, so relaxed and comfortable in the feeling of yourself....you know what pleases you. As your hand reaches your dick, I feel a familiar stirring within myself....Should I let you know I'm awake?
Feeling the dampness beginning between my legs, my hands ache to reach out and touch you....to reach down to touch myself....but still I watch silently. Your hands glide from the head of your dick to your balls....slowly, erotically, teasingly. I shudder as I hear a moan escape from your lips.
Your eyes shut, head tilted back....serenity within yourself as you bring yourself closer to the edge. You reach down and cup your balls, giving them a squeeze as your other hand slides up and over the head....tea
The LabyrinthThe Labyrinth is a great cult classic. this story of a young girl who wishes her little brother to be taken by the goblin king has more imagination to it than any recent movie i've seen in years. When sarah (jennifer connelly) gets her wish and realizes she wants her little brother back the goblin king (David Bowie) gives her one day to find his castle in the center of the labyrinth. Along the way she makes some interesting friends and runs into trouble around every corner.
okay this movie is old, but i still love it. In my opinion when Jim Henson and George Lucus get together it is almost always worth watching. What makes this great is it is fun for all ages, even the kids (if you happen to have any) can sit and enjoy this movie with you. from start to end this movie uses excellent special effects (for it's time) and weaves a story that captures young and old imaginations alike. it keeps reminding us that nothing is as it seems, (Like britney spears used to be cool). So if y
TechnologyTechnology
One day Bill complained to his friend that his elbow really hurt. His friend suggested that he go to a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor.
''Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store.
Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks."
Later that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed tog
AuctionHEY EVERYONE I AM UP FOR AUCTION.........
PLEASE GO BID ON ME.....CLICK ON THIS LINK TO GO BID ON ME OR ANY OF THE OTHER LADIES!!!;)
http://fubar.com/blog/178701/679239
CrazyInfatuation, intoxication...
Overcome with sweet sensations...
Living, breathing, eating, sleeping, drinking, dreaming you...
You're the one my heart has longed for,
You're the one my mind has sought.
You're the one my spirit awaited
Long before you were conscious thought.
You are the answer to every question
Asking me what's on my mind,
You're the secret I keep inside me
You're the treasure I long to find.
You are the storm whose heat consumes me
You are the rainbow that paints my sky
You are the comfort my arms have reached for,
You are the answer when someone asks, "Why?"
If this is dream then stop me from waking
Let me never sleep if all this is real,
If this is delusion, dementia, insanity,
I pray that this sickness will never be healed.
Three Litle Birds By Bob MarleyDon't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right
Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', This is my message to you-ou-ou
Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right
Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', This is my message to you-ou-ou
Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right. Don't worry
Don't worry about a thing - I won't worry
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right
Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right - I won't worry
on't worry about a thing,
Marathon ChickI'm not athletic by any stretch of the imagination. Mine especially. I grew up playing catch, running bases, shooting hoops, volleyball, rollerblading hockey in the street and the ugly game of Lawn Jarts or Darts to you non-Chicago folks. That last game left a scar on my right calf. I was running from the jart and it had a fighter jet lock on me and I couldn't get away fast enough. Thus the circular scar.
But I digress.
I like to run. Not like a Forrest Gump-like run, but enough that I feel like I have accomplished something. So three times a week I run about 5 miles. I won't try for more because I know I will hit that proverbial wall at about 30 steps into that 6th mile.
I want to run in the Shamrock Shuffle 8K at the end of March. I didn't make it last year. So, with my healing broken toe and back feeling better, last night I decided to try and run. I made it about a mile and then hobbled back home the last 4 blocks. I thought I would die of exhaustion.
Tonight,
Okay, Now Ask Me If I Care.Do I give a shit what you think?
No.
Do I give a rat's fuckin' ass about your feelings? No.
Did I say something that pissed you off?
Good.
Did I rate you a three because I think you look like a dirty crack whore?
Probably.
Did I leave a comment on your page talking about the amazing blow job you gave me on my last visit to the "Feed the Homeless" dinner?
Yes.
Why?
Because it was note worthy. I give credit where credit is due.
If you don't like me, GOOD. If you think I'm mean, GOOD. If you don't like me, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM. I'm really done caring.
I am the Trickster. I am Coyote. I am Lokein Lyesmith. I put the 'laughter' in 'slaughter', I take the 'the' out of 'psychotherapist', and refuse to let people get away with being retarded. I will call you out. I will point it out for everyone to laugh at. Because that's. who. I. am.
The TowerI see it there,,its just ahead.
A blackened tower,,cold and dead.
A storm surrounds it,,lighting crashes.
An ocean churns,,on rocks it thrashes.
The wind blows hard against my chest,
But now is not the time for rest..
The tower now, it is my goal..
Just beyond the grassy nole..
A light inside, it shines so bright.
But wont escape with out a fight..
I set my shoulders, pick my stride..
Now its time to go inside...
The darkness is consuming,,like the belly of a beast.
The smell of lost souls now long deceased..
The light is above me,,I feel her there..
I make my way to the spiral stair..
Evil and hate try to block my path,,But nothing will stop me,,ive come to her at last..
Finally now at the top of the stair,,
I see the locked door and her Keeper there..
Somewhere inside i hear her cry,,
The Keeper is moving,,now he must die..
The battle is fierce as steal rings on steal,,
Flashes of light that all seem unreal..
Blades ,blood,claws and shield..
Will this great
FsawkuI'm so sick of being with someone and then being told i dont talk to them enough or that i laugh cuz they asked me to fu marry someone, yanno seriously ANYONE THAT knows me if i say yes i want to be with you ESPECIALLY WHEN i BREAK UP with someone else to BE WITH YOU CUZ THEY ARE ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE PLANET,and ive always wanted to be with you.yet the dude i broke up with to be with you was the only one that didnt play games. i suppose thats what i get, seriously I cant do it, I'm almost half temped to delete all men off my page. and being as this is being posted as a bulletin n a blog, if you dont pay attention to it you dont need to be on my list anyhow, im not here to be red and im not here to impress anyone. but myself, So wow. im rambling prolly not making sence but im sicking of throwing myself out there and being stomped on.
So fawk you and im outtie
LifeIf you always do
What you have always done
Then you will always get
What you have always got
If you want something
That you have never had
Then you need to do
Something that you have never done
If you think the way
You have always thought
Then you will get
What you have always got!
Is it enough?
Poem'sBEAUTIFULL ANGEL!!!!
MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
YOUR SMILE IS SO BRIGHT LIKE THE STARS N THE NIGHT..WITH THE DAYS THAT PASS MY HEART IS BROKEN LIKE GLASS..
THE DAY HAS COME FOR MY ANGEL'S HEART TO COME BACK HOME TO ME..THE PAST HAS COME N GONE SO NOW BRING MY ANGEL HOME..
I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART..
SO DONT BE ASHAMED MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL TO COME HOME..
SO COME HOME MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL...
I WROTE THIS ONE MYSELF SO I HOPE U ENJOY...
Anal, Oral, Or VaginalSo, which one of the three holes do you prefer? Men, do you like the pussy, the mouth, or the shitter the best? Ladies, does getting vaginally penetrated get you off the most? Or is it taking it in the turd cutter? I highly doubt it's the act of sucking or swallowing, but does getting your box licked make you howl at the moon like nothing else?
As a man, I'll try and shed some light here for ya. With all things being equal, vaginal intercourse is the way to go without question. But sadly, there are always elements that get in the way. For me, wearing a condom is a necessity, yet it's a distraction that makes getting the pussy only a mild stimulus. I can't feel all that much, so if what I'm inside is kinda deep, I could be fucking a couch for all intents and purposes. Also, if the girl isn't very hygiene oriented, the smell can be a huge turn off. Fish, battery acid, you name it.
The unfortunate thing is, you don't know that for a fact until it's almost too late.
There are
The Pain Is So Unbearablethis is why i have not ben on much this last 6 days or so this was my 17 year old cousin who was killed this last saturday night.
For those of you on my end who don't know, my nephew, Ronald "Ronnie" Allen Fraga, was murdered on Saturday the 12th. Suffering three stab wounds to his abdomin, one was a direct hit to his heart killing him almost instantly. Take a look at all that is lost. The fourth generation...Someone's son, brother, grandson, nephew, friend, boyfriend, but most of all, someone's DADDY.With a 4.0 GPA and a job to take care of his son, Joseph "Joey" Ronald Fraga, Ronnie was going places. He was somebody.This is a devistating loss for our family. Having Ronnie stolen from us is crippling. My sister shouldn't have to bury her son, but she is. My mother shouldn't be outliving her grandchild as my grandfather shouldn't be outliving his great-grandson, but they are. Jessica shouldn't have to raise Joey by herself, but she is. Ronnie won't get to see his son turn a year old
Im SorryI SAW THIS AND DECIDED TO BLOG IT
IM SORRY IF MY BOOBS AREN'T BIG ENOUGH TO "SATISFY" YOUR NEEDS. IM SORRY IF IM NOT TAN ENOUGH FOR YOU
IM SORRY IF IM NOT SKINNY ENOUGH FOR YOU TO SEE MY RIBS
IM SORRY IF IM TOO TALL OR SHORT FOR YOU
IM SORRY IF IM NOT PRETTY ENOUGH TO BE "YOUR GIRL"
IM SORRY IF IM NOT A PLAYBOY MODEL SO DI DON'T ACT LIKE A PORN STAR FOR YOU.
IM SORRY IF MY HAIR IS NOT LONG OR SHORT ENOUGH FOR YOU
IM SORRY IF I DON'T HAVE A DREAM BODY THAT TURNS YOU ON.
BUT MOST OF ALL IM SORRY FOR MOST GUYS WHO CANT ACCEPT A GIRL FOR WHO THEY REALLY ARE
Traffic StopTraffic Stop
By Anthony Hunt
A stop sign.
Four-way intersection.
Which way do you go?
Straight ahead: Isolation Way.
Overcast skies, dull and dank
Hovering above barren flatlands,
No towns, no shops.
Alone, but safe.
Which way do you go?
Make a right to Destruction Drive.
Sex, alcohol, drugs abound.
They dull the pain you feel now,
But addiction's just down the way.
Crimson skies behind jagged mountains;
A drive with sharp highs and steep drops.
Which way do you go?
Hang a left to Love Again Lane.
Dark storm clouds ahead that mask
A golden field on the horizon.
The treacherous weather looms...
Yet brave it and reach paradise.
Which way do you go?
Dead Like Me!Dead like me is coming back, this time to the big screen in summmer. I am so excited this is probably my favorite show of all time and i am really looking forward to this. Have any of you heard of this show , if so let me know what you think.
More Bullshit!So yesterday I was SUPPOSED to go to MEPS. Of course, I didnt go. As soon as I walk thru the Office door, my Recrut tells me that I cant go because I was denied. Because of my recent C-Sections.... So I was ready and packed for no f**king reason. Im supposed to hear from my Recrut to see when I'm able to go, and my f**king cell is shut off. If I dont hear anything by tuesday (thier closed friday and monday for holidays)then i have to send my f**king packet back thru to see if I'm allowed to go then. I cant ship until after Feb 20th cuz I have to wait till my 6 month date from the C-sec. But I shouldve been able to do my Physical before then.
ALL THESE F**KING HOOPS AND IM STILL NOT ANY CLOSER! Ive f**ked up a $600 tattoo, I've spent money ordering alot of Paper work, Ive Shut down things i needed to keep open, packed up my stuff trying to get ready, held off on enrolling my daughter in school so i wouldnt have to transfer her, and ALOT more. and yet I'm still here with my thumb up m
Poem 2mutilation
so low
wrapped in tears of pain
trying to understand..am i still sane?
keep pushing, trying to kill the sun
extinguish the light
eternal night
in flight from the sight of dawn
fuck a new beginning
only comes to the same old ending
my favorite savior is my razor
never turn her back on me
always there...always cares
cutting through my hatred
the blood...so sacred
my only escape....
The Beauty In The Words ~ Which Guide The Path To Which I FollowWiccan Rede
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust.
Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give.
For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out.
To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme.
Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much.
Honor the Old Ones in deed and name,
let love and light be our guides again.
Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune.
Widdershins go when the moon doth wane,
and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane.
When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two.
When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek.
Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail.
When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast.
When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth.
When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest.
Nine
KeysKeys
Tonight
The thought of
You
Plays
My body
Like a fine pianist.
Lightly touching
Key spots.
Stroking gently
The majors.
The minors touched too,
By only you.
Cupped hands
Caressing my face.
Outstretched fingers
Waltzing across my back,
You hit the
Highs like a
Professional.
The lows, you take to
New heights.
I am alone, yet
You
Play my body.
You
Fill my
Mind
With the sound of your
Touch.
Every sigh an octave,
Every moan a chord.
“C” what you do to
Me.
I’m alone, yet
I feel
You.
“E”asing me onto your
Staff.
We “G”rind.
You,
“B”eautifully playing
Me.
You
Play my body
Like it’s never been played
Before.
“D”oing things that only
You
Can do.
“F”inding spots
Once hidden,
From myself.
“A”lways playing
Me
The way
I want
To be played.
I am
Learning
To play the piano.
So I can play
Myself,
When you’re not
Here.
© 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved.
No republication of this material, in any
About Me 3VERY IMPORTANT;
I have to make it very clear that it is not my intention to offend any culture,ethnicity or beliefs by writing down what I lived 15 years ago.Bear in mind those were the impressions of a 21 year old city girl .
I have many great Indonesian friends and friends from all over the world. I respect their ways and have learned a lot from them.
I am telling my life the way I saw it back then, probably not the way I would see it now.As more chapters will be added, you will see that.
Thanks for understanding and sorry if I did offend anybody!
CHAPTER THREE,
Where was I? Oh yes,still in Indonesia,I lived there a year and a half,so I have loads of memories but I will have to make it short or this will turn out to be a boring long soap opera:)
One thing that I just could not get used to, is no toilet paper in the restrooms,just a huge bucket of water(or water in the tub) and a jug,where was the paper?How does this work?????
I don´t know how you can do your
With Or Without You By U2See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you
With or without you
With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose
And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you
Your RankIn light of recent events that I have had to deal with in the wonderful land of Fubar drama, I feel I have to let it be known, that I dont care about your rank! I dont care about your level! I dont care about your so called ""status" on here! I dont care about any of that! I will not ever bow down to a higher ranking member on here, because of the fact they are a high ranking member! What the heck is that anyways? LMAO I am who I am and I will continue to do what I do. Soo...I have decided I dont need the higher members of this site to bother me at all. I dont need them to come to my shoutbox and threaten to get me kicked off, or tell me how their followers will do what he wants. I dont need any of it. I have always done my own thing here and will continue to do so. I never bothered anyone and will continue to do so. I love the friends that I have, and if this bothers some, then maybe they just done need to be my friend. I respect some people that are higher leveled and t
Moving To GaILL BE OFF MY PC ON MONDAY THE 21ST IL BE ON THE BUS AT 830AM TILL I GET TO GA ILL BE GETTING PICKED UP BY FALLENANGEL MY GF AND ITS GOING TO BE A HARD ROAD BUT IM WILLING TO DO IT TO BE WITH HER I WISH THAT SHE KNEW HOW BAD I WANT TO BE THERE WITH OUT QUESTIONING IT BUT I GUESS ILL HAVE TO SHOW HER AND DO EVERYTHING I SAID I WAS GOING TO DO SHE BETTER NOT HURT ME OR KICK ME OUT ILL TALK TO YALL LATER
As If You CaredIt has been refreshing to be away from the computer for almost a month. I have been able to focus my attention to where it needs to be, and has allowed me to bury myself in work.
There are alot of you that I do miss, I do not miss the drama or the people behind it.
I just wanted to say that I am still breathing and I am still around and that I did not fall off the face of the earth.
Looks Like Countdown Has StartedWill hopefully know later today or tomorrow if house has sold. The past two weeks have been especially hard on me. Listing my home for the past nearly 30 years because we lost it, ending a marriage of nearly 30 years(been together over 30 1/2), and having the man I fell in love with stop talking to me.
Packing up and tossing 30 years of things accumulated with love because the love is gone on both our parts, is harder than I expected. With no help from my children its as if they either can't wait for me to be gone or are hoping it isn't going to happen, makes it even harder.
To lose a blossoming love just was the kicker that has me even in more of a funk. We used to talk for hours and its now been over a week since he told me goodbye because he thinks this is what is best for me is killing me. There are days I don't even want to go on.
Rules For 2008 By George CarlinI love this man!!!
GEORGE CARLIN'S NEW RULES FOR 2008
1. No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting.
2. Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days --- mowing my lawn.
3. Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Lobster?
4. Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: 'Lucky bastard
The Silhouettes DanceFlickering candles give the room a warm glow
Two figures, in love, cast their simple shadow
Each look, each kiss, each slow sip of wine
A courting ritual, the silhouettes do mime
No facial expressions to help understand
What’s to misread, a touch, a caress of the hand
An exposed nipple meets first with fingertip
Followed exquisitely, by the gentle breath from the lip
The silhouettes continue their dance by candlelight
Romance, fired by passion and love tonight
A head falls back, a gasp of total rapture
As the naval those loving lips do encapture
Loving tones of soft sensual moans of desire
Then darkness the candle has lost its fire
No more do the silhouettes love and dance, but it’s said,
The lovers themselves continued together in their bed.
The Why's Of MenPure comedy!!!!Belly Laugh
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius)
2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time)
3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG?
(They don't stop to ask directions)
4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS?
(Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock)
(You're laughing, aren't you?!?!)
5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS?
(So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties)
6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN?
(You need a rough draft before you make a final copy)
7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN?
(Don't know.....it never happened)
(C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!)
And the personal favorite:
8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH?
(Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)
Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter
A Married Couple On Their 25th Wedding AnniversaryA COUPLE ON THEIR 25TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY WERE IN A HOTEL ROOM WHEN THE WIFE ASKED THE HUSBAND ..... HONEY 25 YEARS AGO WHEN YOU FIRST LAID EYES ON ME..... WHAT WERE YOU THINKING... THE HUSBAND REPLIED... BABY I REMEMBER IT LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY... I WAS THINKING HOW BADLY I WANTED TO FUCK YOUR BRAINS OUT AND SUCK YOUR TITTIES DRY...... THE WIFE WHO WAS REMOVING HER CLOTHES ASKED ... AND WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW..... THE HUSBAND REPLIED.... I AM THINKING I DID A DAMN GOOD JOB !!
LOL...
9 Things I Hate About Everyone> 9 Things I Hate About Everyone
>
>
>
> 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for
> the time.... I know
> where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I
> point at my crotch
> when I ask where the toilet is?
>
> 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to
> search the entire room
> for the T.V... remote because they refuse to walk to
> the T.V. and change
> the channel manually.
>
> 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your
> cake and eat it too".
> Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?
>
> 4. When people say, "it's always the last place you
> look". Of course it
> is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've
> found it? Do people
> do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their
> asses!
>
> 5. When people say while watching a film, "did you
> see that?". No Loser, I
> paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn
> floor.
>
> 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"...
> Didn't
How Do I Get My Rates?Okay...Here It Goes...How Do I Keep Getting Alot Of Rates Per Day?..Simple..Here Is A Few Easy Steps.
1. You Must Have No Life & ALOT Of Extra Time On Your Hands. (MHMM Its True..Not Ashamed. The People WHO MATTER TO ME Know Whats Going On With My Life ATM)
2. Rate Newer Members On The Site (I Only Say This Because I Feel Like Ive Rated EVERYONE Already..If You Leave A Comment Make Sure You Add Something A Lil Different In Every 3 Or So, So Ppl Don't Accuse You Of "Scripting")
3. Don't Rate For Long Periods Of Time (You'll Get Drained Way To Quick And Give Up)
There You Have It. No Need To Keep Asking Me. My "Secret" Is Out!
Good Luck..It Really Isn't That Hard.
*Sigh* 8-P
-AsH.WeeE
A Poem That Means More Then It SeemsSnowcaped Mountains
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Cool, clean, crisp air,
Never before seen, a sight so fair.
Reaching out to touch the star,
Forgeting all things, such as a computer or car.
~
Trying to imagine how everything came to be,
The wonderful feeling of being care free.
Calling out to the unknown name,
Loosing any trace of shame.
~
Whispering wind of a tree near by.
Nothing missing, free to fly.
Jobs being done by animals below,
Shooting stars create quite a show.
~
A tear falling down, showing nothing but pride,
Looking farther shows nothing to hide.
A leaf falling down, the color of lime,
A love only found once apon a time.
By: Emily D. LeMay
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I Have No Patience!!So I decided to run to cvs to pick up a few things
and I pick out what I need and get on line.The line isn't long at all just 1 guy in front of me
which is good since there is only 1 cashier open.
Anyway this bimbo cashier looks all confused cause
these people at the register are trying to make an
exchange while they are buying something.So I wait
a good 4-5 mins then I start pacing back and forth
getting all annoyed cause they are taking forver.
The guy in front of me offers to let me go ahead of him which was nice but I politely declined and
told him it's not his fault that it it's taking so friggin long to take care of 1 person,and I was
sure to say it loud enough for everyone to hear lol.Not that it did any good cause now it's going on 10 mins and I'm sooooooo ready to put my shit
down and walk out the door.Finally the bimbo cashier gets them taking care of and the guy in front of me goes next.He was pretty fast and I was
next,so the bimbo rings me up takes my money and
Do YouOnce upon a time,
I knew who I wanted to be.
Now I'm looking in the mirror,
I realize, that person is nowhere near me!
Then there was the times I was everybody but the true me.
I would try to change myself to be who everyone wanted me to be.
Then it was like God was not letting me get away free,
Because every time I changed, it failed miserably.
The 'church girl' was always trying to be holy,
But now she has a hard time trusting God completely.
The 'bad girl' was always down for whatever when it came to her friends,
But those dumb bitches tried to fuck her over in the end.
The 'model daughter' tried hard not to give her parents a fit,
But to this day they let her know trying didn't do shit.
The 'perfect sister' tried to be there for her brothers like no other sister was,
Now they all turn against her, just because.
The 'perfectly well adjusted young adult' is trying to do everything right,
But she didn't realize even that would be a fight.
January 18,2008These people need to be leveled now before you all freak out on me and i get some nasty emails lol i know i wont you all are great and couldnt ask for a better family to be honest....The first person is an awesome friend all I am asking is that you would please go show her some love she has been trying to get leveled for days and yeah it may be alot but lets try to show her what the LOL FAMILY can do...
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Survey Says1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
NEVER CHEATED IN MY LIFE WHY START NOW?
2. What color are your eyes?
HAZEL
3. What are you doing now?
THIS SURVEY, SMOKING A CIG, TALKING TO CRYSTIAN AND THINKING ABOUT WEITHER TO GO TO BED OR STAY UP FOR YET ANOTHER 24 HOURS FOR WORK...
4. What is one thing you question a lot?
OTHER PEOPLES MOTIVES....
5. Do you lead people on?
NOT ON PURPOSE IF I DO....
6. Are you married?
DIVORCED
7. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex that you loved them?
YEAH
8. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
EVEN WHEN I AM DEAD I AM SURE THERE WILL BE PEOPLE WHO DONT LIKE ME... THATS LIFE...
9. Do you miss someone?
YES
10. Did any of your friends go out with any of your ex's?
YES AND LEARNED....
11. Are looks important?
YES AND NO.... LOOKS DRAW ME IN BUT IF THEIR PERSONALITY SUCKS THEY BECOME FUGLY REAL QUICK...
12. What are you wearing?
JEANS, AND WHITE BUTTON UP TOP, JUS
Pride Is A Lonely Blanket (when We Speak) By Red Wanting BlueWe can't seem to sleep
With a heart so over-rested
We see stars
Long live the start of the moment
That lasts when we hold it
We can't seem to speak
With a tongue
So roped...and twisted, come on
We are part of the moment
That lasts when we hold it
When we speak but our words
Won't let us say so
And we wished we'd let it all show
We started falling apart at the heart
We will be broken until the end
We can't even breathe
With lungs
So black and deflated
Goodbye
To all of the moments that die when we forget
When we speak but our words
Won't let us say so
And we wished we'd let it all show
We started falling apart at the heart
We will be broken until the end
When we speak but our words
Won't let us say so
And we wished we'd let it all show
We started falling apart
When we speak but our words
Won't let us say so
And we wished we'd let it all show
We started falling apart at the heart
We will be broken until the end
Until the End
Just A NoteI sit here and wonder if what I'm going through is just My fault or does this happen to everyone? I know I may sound stupid to some of You and I know I may not be some poet like like others. But I am dying inside because at this moment My dreams of the life I want, the love I want are stuck in limbo and there's nothing I can do. And I see My dreams slipping away and with that I die bit each day. If You only knew the joy I see in the face of an angel and watch it as each day that smile slowly fades. It tears Me apart. I have loved women before don't get Me wrong. But I have never had the Love for a Woman like I do for My Goddess. The illness I have that rack My body My take My life at any time they want that I can't control. But My Love For Connie will be with Me from now til the end of time!!!! I Love You My Baby...
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Thought For The Day Friday 01/18/2008A thought for the day from: Peter Britt
"Gone, but not fogotten hopefully. Gone is where I've been, forgotten is what I've been trying to accomplish within myself, to no avail. No matter how I try to lose myself, I'm already lost, so the losing is not superfluous, the me is. Sullen this day indeed. Ahead, many wonders, but I do not see them now. Only anguish rings true and aloud in my mind this moment. One turn or the other, no matter any longer. The road is paved, and the paving expertly articulated by its engineer. One step deeper, each step I take. Wonderful, the tools used to excavate this heart, and they burrow deeply to remove what remains within. Can you hear the sound of me? Can anyone again!"
©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions
UnbelieveableSwore I'd never do this. Said people who did were just in serious need of attention. Called contests silly. So what did I do? I went and entered a contest to get some of my fubucks back. After a year of helping others I"m asking for a little help here. Below are the rules but in short, I need at least 2500 points to win any fubucks. Above 2500, all points will be multiplied by 10 to determine the amount won.
From MishNumber1's blog
The contest will start Friday 18th January 2008 @ 7pm GMT, 11am PST, 2pm EST & will end Thursday 31st January 11pm GMT, 2pm PST, 6pm EST.
The prizes will fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get.
How it works - how many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so I'm times it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your p
My FantasyThis is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si
Erotic Pizza DeliveryWorking late one night to help pay for my college, I’m delivering pizzas. It’s been a long day of class and now work. Approaching midnight, I’ve suffered through a night of loud professors and lousy tippers, so all I really want to do is finish up this last deliver, get my lame tip, and head home.
I jog up to the door, ready to drop off and leave, when I ring the bell and wait like 10 seconds before hearing a woman yell “Hold on, I’ll be right down!” Five minutes later, the door finally opens. “I’m so sorry, I was getting dressed still…” you mumble as I begin to look you up and down. Starting at the bottom, I notice a pair of black boots that go up your calves, up these gorgeous and smooth legs, to a full ass that is covered by a red and purple plaid skirt, to a black tank top covering a nice set of tits. And of course your gorgeous smile.
After a speechless moment, I say “ten dollars…” slowly as I cannot take my eyes off of you. “Fine,” you mumble and bend over to your purse on
Take This To HeartMommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great crack.
Mommy, I was a good boy, I did What I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye,
I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Jessica; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let t
GhostsA ghost may represent something that is gone but not forgotten-or something that is almost forgotten but that you simply cannot release.
The appearance of deceased relatives usually tells of unresolved issues. In these cases, you should pay particular attention to the surroundings, the other characters present, and any unique aspects of the apparition.
R.i.p. My Sweet NieceI wanted to write a poem in memory of my 11 yr old neice Carrie but I can't. All i can do is sit and stare at this screen. She was taken this morning jan 18th at 5 am by a house fire. I didn't spend the time with her I should have in fact she lived 30 mins from me and I hadn't saw her in three years. Now I'm sitting here cursing myself and even though Its not my fault shes gone, I could have got to know her better, I could have been there for her. I could have been a better Aunt but I wasn't. All I can think about is the saying you never know what you got til its gone. I loved her and as i sit here crying and wishing I had known her better and taken the time I should have taken I just keep reminding myself life is short, and tomorrow is never promised. Hold the people close to your heart that mean anything to you. I was so busy with my own little world I didn't take the time I should have with this precious little girl and now shes gone. She didn't have any easy life by any means, in
Give Me Ideas...So I just booked my flight for Miami next month and i'd like some touristy spots worth checking out. Just as a disclosure...i'm not looking to meet up with anyone just want ideas of places to go haha.
k thnx
Im In An AuctionSin for Auction
This auction will run from tomorrow, January 18th starting at 8 P.M. Eastern till January 29th at 8 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubucks, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks.
What the winner gets....
1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month.
2.) Atleast 1 daily comment
3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour
4.) A daily gift of their choosing.
5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won)
6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned.
Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY!
Please, no rude comments!
Sometimes.....Perhaps drunkenness and sleep are the only ways God has given us to forget and sometimes forgetting is the only cure for pain
They So Lie.....whoever said the radioactive pill don't have side effects lied!!! LOL i've been sick the whole time to my stomach and still am so if i'm not responding to your shouts or whatever that's why. Been trying to sleep alot.
TestsI went to the neorologist yesterday and the started checking the nerves in my left hand.
I heard backfrom his office this afternoon and they said I will have some muscle spasms till I see the orthopedic specialist again which isn't ill the 28th of this month. he did state I will have a lot of discomfort for the time being , which will also affect the nerves in my hand.
Started At 6:30pmcst Runs 14 Day's 6:30pmcstVIP 3DAY BLAST AND 500.000 FUBUCKS CONTEST!! STILL GOT ROOM LEFT IN CONTEST AND GIVEAWAY!
I HAVE ONE VIP AND A 3DAY BLAST 500.000 FUBUCK'S UP FOR GRABS!
What you need Is 50.000 photo comments.
Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus!
(example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks)
This will begin as soon as I have 10 entry photos.
OR i GET TIRED OF WAITING ON ENTRIES
I Am Very Sorry....Just incase there is anyone of my friends out there that have felt neglected or abandoned, I wanted to let everyone know, I have just been really busy. Mom inlaw is moving in on the first of February, that is when we are picking her up from the airport, also, my daughter will be moving back home soon too, so I have been packing up lots of stuff, and hub has been hauling it off by the pickup load off to the local thrift store. We have been doing this for over a week now off and on, and believe it or not, we still have a lot more to do before we are done. It is chaotic. If you remember from my "about me" blog, I mentioned that I am a pack rat, and time has come for the rat to unload some junk. Slowly but surely, we are making room for the family to move in. Now instead of the three of us, there are going to be five of us living in the house! It's gonna be a big change.. A welcome change, but a big one, that I will have to adjust to. Anyway, I poromise, I think of you all every sin
What A Woman Should Have........A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own,
even if she never wants to or needs to...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
something perfect to wear if the employer,
or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a youth she's content to leave behind....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to
retelling it in her old age....
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .....
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family..
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems,
and a recipe for a meal,
that will make her guests feel honored...
A WOMAN S
Not EasySo it\'s not gonna be easy.
It\'s gonna be really hard;
we;\'re gonna have to work at this everyday,
but I want to do that,
because I want you.
I want all of you,
forever,
everday.
You and me...
EVERYDAY.
January 19,2008We are going to start something a little different than what we normally do..everyday there will be 2 people who are high but just need some love Have a great weekend all oh and starting this weekend Sundays there wont be a daily blog so if you want to work on anyone from during the week feel free
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JealousyI was talking to a friend the other day about Jealousy. I told him it is a pointless emotion. Here is why.
I am out on the town with my girlfriend(hypothetically speaking of course). And we run into an old flame of hers. Now this break up was on good terms, so they are still friends. So I expect them to be cordial and friendly around each other. They don't have a reason to not be. Now he starts to flirt with her. Here is were most people would get jealous. But not me. Here is why.
She showed up with me.
She is leaving with me.
I'm the one she says "I love you" to.
I'm the one she is kissing goodnight.
I'm the one she will be making love to.
I'm the one she will be falling asleep next to.
I am the one she will be waking up next to.
If anything, the ex-boyfriend that was flirting with her should be jealous of me.
Your thoughts?
My 1st Fubar Nut JobI guess I've been blessed, but today I had an encounter with my 1st FUBAR nut job:
This nut refused to believe that I was not some guy she worked with from South Carolina. I tried politely to tell her that she was mistaken, but when she started ranting about lawsuits and reporting me to FUBAR it was time to block her!
Gotta love the internet!
This Was A Blog Entry Rant From Collorme.com...yes, Written By Me.Lets get a few things perfectly straight here...I don't care who you are.
No, I don't care how big you think your dick is nor do I want to see how small it actually is.
No, most of you will NEVER meet me let alone be my Dom.
No, you can not see me on cam doing much of anything but sitting because NO, I don't show. I don't do shows and IF I ever (in another life) did...you probably couldn't afford it anyways.
This little rant was sparked by the 10 FUCKING pages of emails of pure, digusting, unadulterated, BULLSHIT that just NEVER seems to stop.
I haven't been here a fucking week and already I have offers from people that don't even bother to want to get to know me. The majority on here are fakes. Guys that think that putting "Dom" in their screen name and on their profile gives them the right to smack some ass. Guys that obviously were not hugged enough as a child or were hauled over daddy's knee and liked it. Some...a few...small...extremely miniscule percentage of you
Why?I kiss your picture every morning and night
Why did it all have to end without even a fight
One day you were all loving and caring
The next at my heart you were tearing
I wish you could understand how much you mean to me
Wish there was I way I could just get you to see
What you're doing is not the best thing for me
I don't want to just live my life to only just be
There's a hole in my heart that will never be filled
Even though you think this is what you have willed
No man will ever replace you in my soul
There is just too big a hole
I know that you think you are doing what's best
But forget that thought forget the rest
Come back to me and I'll show you what's true
I love you so much I'm the woman for you
Chili ContestTHIS IS SOME KIND OF CHILI CONTEST
If you can read this whole story without tears of laughter running
down your cheeks, then there's no hope for you!
Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to
the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even
better!
For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.
They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time the Rodeo comes
to town. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the
Astrodome. The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named
Frank, who was visiting Texas from the East Coast:
Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili
cook-off. The Judge #3 called in sick at the last moment and I
happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for
directions to the Budweiser truck, when the call came in.I was
assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili
wouldn't be all that spicy and, besi
Old PeopleOLD people have problems that you haven't even considered yet!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow."
The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as it was on the previous day.
The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this
First I tried with my right hand, but nothing.
Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing.
Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing.
We even called up Arlene, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing' it between her knees, but still nothing.
The doctor was shocked! "Y
Come To MeCome to me in the moonlight
Brush my hair away from my eyes
See the longing in me
As I stare in to you.
Feel my heart
Beat hard within my chest
It is yours for the taking
If it is as you wish
It's only instructions are
Treat it with great adoration
Cherish it with every beat it makes
Be gentle and it will flourish
For if you follow these instructions
It's love will only grow
And you forever
Is what it will know..
Phenomenal Woman - Maya AngelouPretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Too FunnyA married couple was in a terrible accident where the man's face was
severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft
any skin from his body because he was too skinny.
So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt was suitable would
have to come from her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the Skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter.
After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new
face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty!
One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?"
"My darling," she replied, "I get all the thanks
Definitions Of Dumb LuckGOOD LUCK is when opportunity meets preparedness. Prepare yourself, and look for opportunity. Don't give up easily.
BAD LUCK is just normal everyday circumstance, combined with DUMB LUCK. Everyday circumstances happen to EVERYBODY, but the things WE do day in and day out, before and after the myriad of occurrences determine HOW BAD or HOW GOOD our luck is. ANY circumstance can be BAD LUCK for people who are TOTALLY unprepared.
Dumb luck is what happens when you do stupid things and don't think about the possible consequences. Here are some examples:
1) You pull up to one of those busy intersections that doesn't have traffic lights on it, talking on your cell-phone, THINKING you are COMPLETELY capable of being a good driver AND a good conversationalist at the same time. Keep doing it, and you will regret it.
2) You pull up to one of those busy intersections that doesn't have traffic lights on it, and you SEE the person across the intersection from you tal
Stupid Email ContentGUYS read this!
1. If I only reply you with a simple "Thanks" it means I'm not interested. Get the hint. At least I'm being nice to thank you for whatever compliment. If your mail only has compliment(s), then (duh!) obviously the only thing to reply you is a "thanks".
2. I hate ghetto language. Meaning DON'T message me with anything like these "Wuts good ma? / Holla at yo boi / What it do ma? (god knows what that means) / Damn u fine get at me/ im feelin u mami halla back" or any similar form of lame ghetto - Only message me if you are at least ATTEMPTING to speak English. If you are foreign or otherwise new to the language, then fine. If you're just an idiot who is fully aware of proper English, but would rather try ta be all kewl fa yo hommies (u feelin wut im sayin dawg?) then get a life and don't message me. This does not include typos, mispellings or grammar errors; this refers to a deliberate act of stupidity.
I hAtE iT WhEn PeOpLE tYpE LiKe tHIs
I find it STUPID rath
My Dads Made This I Love It Ty Dad And MomHappy Birthday Texxas Sweetie.
~Texxas~@ fubar
This is the sweet little Texxas, Stop in and show her some Birthday love. Rate her, Become her fan, Crush her.
Happy Birthday love Mom and Dad
How Many Women Truly Want This?How many women out there truly want this sort of thing? I mean I find it kinda hard to believe that this is exactly what women really want. I only say this because in my past experiences this is not what they wanted. I was actually told once that i was "to accommodating". ( whatever that means ) So I found this and read it and just had to post it in hope to see what I get from everyone.
when she walks away from you mad
follow her
*when she stare's at your mouth
kiss her
*when she pushes you or hit's you
grab her and dont let her go
*when she starts cursing at you
kiss her and tell her you love her
*when shes quiet
ask her whats wrong
*when she ignore's you
give her your attention
*when she pulls away
pull her back
*when you see her at her worst
tell her she's beautiful
*when you see her start to cry
just hold her and dont say a word
*when you see her walking
sneak up and hug her waist from behind
*when shes scared
protec
Sex Moves That Will Rock Your World! (part 1)Ok..Here are 21 little sex moves that you can use with your partner to SPICE THINGS UP!
1. GET STROKED: Try taking advantage of couch time with each other one night. Take your fingertips to slowly, gently caress your partner's skin. The light, sensual touch will create a tingling sensation, that will wake up their body, while also relaxing them for sex!
2. KEEP YOUR PANTIES ON LADIES: It can be very pleasurable torture to play with each other over your underwear, teasing and stroking each other through the fabric. (REMEMBER making out with your BF/GF on your parents couch n your highschool years?) This activity BUILDS up anticipation, so when you FINALLY do have skin-to-skin contact, it will be much more EXCITING and EXPLOSIVE!
3. MAKE CIRCLES: Ok LADIES, let's be honest, most guys are just grateful to GET a blowjob. But that is no excuse to hold out. Rather than simply moving up and down, use your tongue to SLOWLY WIND AROUND HIS COCK. Swirl up his shaft with the tip of your
My Grievance With Alot Of The People That Frequent My JobOk, so most of you might not know, but i currently have an occupation in the movie theater business. I sell tickets and occasionally usher too. I've been working there for almost four and a half months, and every time I'm working, I always get some of the biggest Tools, pricks, d-bags, and jackoffs around. And most of the time, it's really them personally, but rather the utterly STUPID shit they do while there. Here's just a sample of what kinds of people im talking about, and my personal opinion of them:
-The guys who bitch about how outrageous the ticket prices are, yet still buy the tickets: Ok, if you think the prices are so fucking bad, then why in the hell are you still BUYING IT?? It's not like you have to; as if i were holding a gun to your head. You can walk out any chance you like. If you don't like the prices, then turn around, walk out of the line, and LEAVE!!!!!!
-All those 12-17 year old pricks in their hollister and abercrombie and Bitch clothes, who think the movi
No Tittle Yet ( Still Thinking Of A Name And Plz Dont Be To Mean, Lol Jk)So many problems
So many fears
When will the drama ever end here
They say this and others say that
So sick of all this he said she said crap
All these questions about what should be done but the answers are never herd of
They come to her and ask for help, forgetting that she needs help herself
She is cutting her arms and her breathing is bad
They say she needs no more stress in her hands
But they keep coming back like bees to honey
She should turn them away instead of greeting them openly
Through all the heartaches and tears, she gives out her love and says, “ I am always here”
Shoulders back and head held up high
Shows the world a smile as she passes by
If they only new she is not as strong as she appears
Looking into her eyes you will find uncried tears
Her heart screams for help but no one can hear
Filled with so much sorrow praying for a better year
They do not realize, inside she is falling apart
No one to turn to, no ones arms are reaching out
She will go th
My Hearts DesireMy hearts Desire
what this heart desires
as I dream of a life anew
is the ability to be tender
to find freedom again
in what is simple
what my heart desires
is the parts of me not yet defined
as I grow into the next
phase of the woman
i still am yet to become
what my heart desires
is to live fully this life
to reign in bliss and grace
as I seek the comforts
of hearth, joy and home
what my heart desires is wisdom
And a steady temperment
kindness and compassion
and the ability to live by
the strength of convictions I hold true
what my heart desires
is the ability to share
without reservations
to give of myself and receive
things of the heart
to learn risk and trust again
to find and believe in love again
what my heart desires
is to wipe away the past
to not feel the pain or the tears
caused by those who truly don’t know how to love
to not remember the disappointment
the worl
My Man In The Mist's KissMy loves kiss...
I truly miss
His passion and his grace
His sparkling eyes and gentle heart
The smile upon his face
And when he holds me in his arms,
The feeling that i get
The rush of love i felt that day...
The love that i feel yet
Though the years have disappeared
I know that it's ok
Because i hold you in my heart
Each and every day
"Forever and for always"
My love for you will last
Until this game is over
And from this life we pass
My mouth hungers for you
My body cries your name
This thirst for you will drive me insane
To feel your breath on my neck, your hands in my hair
Your body on mine,
Our own space in frozen time
(this is a song)
Is It Possible To Love Someone This MuchHow is it possible to love someone so much
Even though we've been apart I still crave his touch
I heard his voice on the messages he had left on my phone
Instead of it comforting me it made me feel more alone
This is just so freakin hard to move on
It has been a few months since he has been gone
I thought that he was the ONE perfect in my eyes
How could he say that he loved me when all of those sweet
words were just made up freakin lies
We had something to celebrate at the end of April and the beginning of May
Well it will not happen, happy birthday is something that I will not say
I wonder if his mouth would drop as he stood there in aw
If on April 23rd he received the air hockey table that we saw
Listening to music like the cd he made for me makes me feel better
Just like getting my feelings down on paper like I am doing in this letter
Can you tell me how to mend this broken heart
I need to know where I should begin to start
I think about his family at times wonderin
Lost Angels TimesGOOD MORNING ANGELS
WE ARE NOT GOING TO DO ANY CONTEST FOR THE NEXT COUPLE WEEKS. INSTEAD WE ARE GOING TO COMMENT/ RATE EACH OTHERS PICS,AND STASH. PLEASE COMMENT STASH SINCE YOU WILL BE SURPRISED HOW FAST YOU WILL LEVEL. I AM WORKING ON JIMMY TODAY AND WILL CHOOSE SOMEONE ELSE AS THE WEEK PROGRESSES.
THATS ABOUT ALL PPL LETS LEVEL!!!!!!
LOVE
DEE
The Gift Of Knowing YouTHE GIFT OF KNOWING
YOU
There are gifts of many treasures
For both the young and old,
From the tiniest little trinkets
To great boxes filled with gold.
But, put them all together
And they could not stand in lieu,
Of the greatest gift of all
The gift of knowing you.
When your times are filled with troubles
Sadness, grief, or even doubt,
When all those things you planned on
Just aren't turning out.
Just turn and look behind you
From the place at which you stand,
And look for me through the shadows
And reach out for my hand.
I will lift from you your burden
And cry for you your tears,
Bear the pain of all your sorrows
Though it may be for a thousand years.
For in the end I would be happy
To have helped you start anew,
It's a small price to pay
For the gift of knowing you.
Granny Vs Columbian Drug Lords?You'd think with a tagline like that one that this little piece of news would make an interesting MFTV movie or something, right? Wrong. Although, I must admit, Michael Keaton did a movie in the 80's called Clean and Sober, so I suppose this news article could be a movie in the future ;)
Bingo-Playing Grandma Guilty in Pot Case
I'll pause for a second while your eyes get large and you start to chuckle.....
Okay, good enough, lets move on, shall we....
Apparently State Troopers in Arizona weren't expecting anything like this when they pulled over Leticia Villareal Garcia a year ago. They found 10 bundles of Pot totally 214 pounds stashed in her trunk. Doesn't she know that any self-repsecting drug runner stashes their drugs in the door panels of their cars, come on Granny! I think this is one of those times when Granny should have listened to her grandkids ;) Now before you ask, Granny's reasoning for this very ungrandparent like behavior; she lives on a fixed income of $275
Staying Out Of The MummsToday I got a message that one of my photos was marked nsfw when i didnt feel it was
The person that reported it was from the mumms.
And because i posted a mumm did this person look.
It shows no skin whatsoever.
Of course the message says that continued posting of these types of photos will result in delete so...
Because of this and the fact that I have come accross some of the most ignorant people ever in the mumms ... Im not even going in one of them ever again. Its all like a game to see who can be the meanest.
On here some of the photos I have seen as defaults are definatly inappropriate.. but you know what.. WHO CARES.. get a life!
I am not against nsfw and i have them. But this was not a picture of me its just a steelers picture. And so many pictures are borderline nsfw . So Im just staying out of mumms as these people are so rude and I dont want most of the regulars that leave those terrible comments as friends anyway. Most of the comments on my mumm are
I Liked This One. ~nods~I'm the girl who gives you her heart, and hopes you don't break it in return...If you break it, you can keep the shattered half. You don't get a second chance.
I'm the girl who never gives up hope with you..
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside an expensive resturant...
I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...
I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but if it means that much to you, I'll try anything...
I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me
And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.
I'm the girl who loves to e
Sex > No Sex --&-- Jellyfish > BoobsSo this week my wang has been on a rampage, and I've almost had sex countless times. Each time has been great.
The other day this hot girl who was hotter than any girl you have ever known, walked up to me and said "Hi, you're super hot, and I would be honored if you would cup my ample breasts with your hands". But I didn't, cause that happens to me all the time, and it gets old.
Now I know what you're thinking "A guy thats sick of grabbing boobs??". Well anyone that knows me will know that I am a self-certified 'Booboloist'. I can tell a girls exact bra size from up to 4 miles away. But after you have imagined yourself face down in a sea of knockers for 15 years running, something loses its appeal. So now I only will look at boobies, and feel them in the spirit of scientific research, and human betterment. I am a humanitarian, and I help the world 1 boob at a time.
Also, here is +Bauer+'s helpful hint of the day: if you dont have boobs around to grab and/or fuck, gander down t
Other ThingsI been missing in action on FuBar.. maybe burning out?? Drama is horrible here .. and yesss Im bummed bout screwing up on the HH Giveaway.
A friend sent me this link a while back and I think its pretty interesting and that I should share with my Family list here!
http://www.myyearbook.com/join.php?ref=1311410
it is a referral link..of course you dont have to hit it that way
www.myYearbook.com
to just poke around. There is adults there. I heard there was only kids lol
They have battles of pics lasts 3 days and you make lunch money not fubucks.
Check it out if you wanna. Know that I am not forgetting anyone on here and I didnt leave.. I check Fu for bulletins and to chat if Im wanted. and ALWAYS on yahoo too!! Just can find me on yearbook site too lol
xoxoxo
The Thought ProcessJust thought I put a few thought down on paper and just see how far I get with them. I have a Love instrest or a friend you could say. I havent met him or anything but I seem to be smittin with him cause I am always looking forward to talking to him and I am always leaving him a Im saying I miss him and that we will talk soon. we always say the same things at the same time and we spend hours just talking and chating about nothing. We both work in the same profession we both work in health care. Hes the sweetest person I meet.
Thank You Guys You Will Be Missedbm310@ fubarprmami1 ( Co-Founder of the Flamming Heart & Manager of Total Chaos)@ fubarI WANT TO THANK YOU GUYS FOR GIVING ME THIS PLACE ON HERE I WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN AND YOU GUYS WILL BE MISSED THANKS LATINA69
Taking A Look @ Thingsdig it times are hard things are shitty all over the world. dont hate any1 dont fear any1 dont blame any1 just step back for a minute take sum time to wonder about the possibilities granted and what you and i actually have. wonder about life creation fun and fucking, shit wonder about zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance, understand that the world and creation are more unified than one may think, wonder about that then smile about all the little shit you come up with while staring at the side of a mountain or a stretch of desert, or even the construction of a double wide and its occupents.:)
have a good one; to any who wonder about more than themselves, as well as to those who dont.
Tax Time Tony
Riverside Ca.
He (older Work)He walked
The heavens seem dim compared to him
He talked
Not to me, but it didn't matter
If the sky fell down to earth and shattered
I wouldn't have noticed at all
Then his eyes
The color of the sun-streaked sky
Full of darkness, full of light
Him
Drowned in the summer rain
Emptied of hope, full of pain
I never heard him call
His life
As brief as an autumn storm
Nurtured in frigidity, absent of warmth
A breath away from a fall
His death
Rage bred hate that he kept inside
Pressure was too much and he committed...
I can't handle it at all
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1/20/08well you would never believe the voicemail i got this morning...
My son's 'sperm-donor' called and informed me that he spoke of my delinquint child support and my son told him that he would not come and see me until i got it caught up... bear in mind that whenever he's with me he tells me he doesn't want to go home.
then the best part of the message:
"well, you can have that computer back you gave devlin, i'll buy him a new one. You need to start paying cause i really need the money." is that not the stupidest thing you have ever heard. I can't wait for my lawyer to hear this!
but on the other had, i am so pissed off cause i talked to devlin this past thursday night to make sure i was to pick him up friday. He said yes. then at 5:30 friday, something told me to call 'the dumbass' to make sure everything was ok. he said devlin was already at some friends house... blah blah blah....
what the f#ck ever!
A Sunday Update!So, I think it is safe to say I won Dantes Sexiest MILF contest. Everyone pulled together to help me bomb the crap out of my pic and it closes tonight and I am up about 8000 plus votes. SO YAY! I also have the most rates on the pic which is a bonus prize as well.
The fubucks won in this contest will help me pay for some of the prizes I am awarding in my contest! I am hosting my first contest! I wanted it to be different than sexiest this and that and not a popularity contest! So, it will be rates only and has a funny theme that will hopefully produce some entertaining pics to look at! The more people the better. There is a blog all about the contest so you can check that out. BUT, you have to take the funniest pic you can come up with with 5 random household items. COOL, huh? So something totally original. It will be neat to see what everyone comes up with.
I am still fighting for Hottest Mummer against the awesome Misterfeet. I sat on a 200 vote lead and got a little too comfo
Me And My Aka'sok a few of u all know me and all d name changes i do on hrr and i want to say sorry for the confusion. but fell free to comment any n all a.k.a. u can see me having in fubar land.......PEACE
I'm Back!!!Well, it's been awhile since I've been on here, and I'm happy to be back. For all of you guys that I talk to regularly, or who have been wondering where I have been; I've been in the hospital for the past 11 1/2 days. It was a big shock for me to be away from my family and friends that long, but I am finally home. I had pancreatitis, and let me tell you it sucked. For 9 of those days I couldnt eat anything. For the first 5 days I think I did nothing but sleep, and after 6 days I was stupid and signed myself out against medical advice and ended back up in the hospital 3 hours later...yeah I know stupid me, but I'm ok now and I hope to stay that way.
True Beautyto me i love a woman who shows her smile and doesnt mind being a playful
Death Of A Loved OneWell here is another chunk out of my life. My brother was found dead this morning, He was only 34 years old. He has always been a very heavy drug user and had just got out of jail Friday morning. We are not sure rather he overdosed or something else. They sent him to have an autopsey. We wont know anything untill Wednesday sometime. He wanted to come to my house and work and start his life over and i would not let him. Because of his history. Maybe if I would have let him come down everything would have been ok. I have never lost a parent or a sibling before and this is the most pain I have ever felt. It hurts so much. I feel like there is this empty spot in my heart that he had. We were always a close family. Inspite of his past I loved him and he was my brother. Sometimes i feel like i am going to wake up any minute or he will come in the door and say "see fooled you all didnt i" but i know that is not going to happen, How do you deal with the hurt, The pain and emptiness. My chest f
EngagedI'm Engaged and LOVING EVERY MOMENT OF IT
A Semi-rantI am disheartened at the current state of the world, and find myself sinking in these thoughts often. The dreams that I had as a child are distant shadow memories in my brain, dreams that haunt me at times. I am ashamed of my fellow man, as I am ashamed at myself, for we are all responsible for this reality that we have. I am ashamed of the ignorance, the selfishness, the bias, the corruption, the abuse, and the terror that we put ourselves, each other, and our planet through. We are all guilty. I am ashamed at knowing that this is the way that things are, and that things are unlikely to change for the better…We will continue to rape & pillage, hate & degrade, and bring ourselves to our own demise.
Politics is a capitalistic farce…people pretending to care about issues, pretending to care about people…Patronizing smiles and Lies, Lies, Lies…
Organized religion is more of the same…and I hate to generalize and stereotype for there are many good people out there, of varying b
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Foot PrintsMANY PEOPLE WILL WALK IN AND OUT OF YOUR LIFE BUT ONLY TRUE FRIENDS WILL LEAVE FOOTPRINTS IN YOUR HEART. TO HANDLE YOURSELF USE YOUR HEAD TO HANDLE OTHERS USE YOUR HEART. ANGER IS ONLY ONE LETTER SHORT OF DANGER. IF SOMEONE BETRAYS YOU ONECE IT'S HIS FAULT, IF HE BETRAYS YOU TWICE ITS YOUR FAULT. GREAT MINDS DISCUSS IDEAS, AVERAGE MINDS DISCUSS EVENTS , SMALL MINDS DISCUSS PEOPLE. HE WHO LOSES MONEY LOSES MUCH, HE WHO LOSES A FRIEND LOSES MUCH MORE, HE WHO LOSES FAITH LOSES ALL. PEOPLE ARE ACCIDENTS OF NATURE, BUT BEAUTIFUL OLD PEOPLE ARE WOKS OF ART. LEARN FROM MISTAKES OF OTHERS, YOU CANT LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO MAKE THEM ALL YOURSELF. FRIENDS YOU AND ME BROUGHT ANOTHER FRIEND AND THEN THERE WERE 3. WE STARTED OUR GROUP OUR CIRCLE OF FRIENDS LIKE THE CIRCLE THERES NO BEGINNING OR END. YESTERDAY IS HISTORY.
TOMORROWS A MYSTERY
TODAY IS A GIFT THATS WHY THEY CALL IT THE PRESENT.
COMMENTS WELCOME
Dales Final RideIt was a sunny Feburary day
The air was tense some would say.
This is the Biggest Race of the Season
To drive and win was just enough reason.
Excitement seemed to fill the air
Drivers gathered together in prayer.
A loving wife's hand on her husband' shoulder
Praying for protection from the Great Beholder.
Seasoned drivers,rookies,and past champions too
Were readying themselves for the race that is true.
A father was driving his dead son's car
In memory of a life lost,on his heart a scar.
Another father looking proud as he can be
Drove behind his son,in car number three.
Both father and boss,three cars on the track,
All wanting to win,none looking back.
Had they looked back,what they would see
The Intimidator turned Protector in Car Number Three,
He blocked and swerve,well that was no sin,
He held the pack off so his drivers could win.
Just when he knew that the race was won,
Dale hit the wall in a race of his own.
All went black as he closed his eyes,I k
True Frienda true friend is someone
that you can count on to be there
by your side no matter what
a true friend is someone that
can always put a smile on your
face no matter what
a true friend is there to
hold your hand when you are scared
an alone
a true friend is there to hold
you when you are hurting the most
a true friend is there
to pick you up when you fall
a true friend is one
that never leaves you no
matter what you have done
a true friend is someone you
can count on
i have a true friend an my true
friend is you cory
by:april peterson
dedicated to cory
Bowncer ChecksThe biggest waist of my time on this site is bowncer checks. Does anyone know why it even here or why he doing it . A waist of time.
Late Night RamblingHello everyone. Just here. Late night thinking. Sometimes cannot seem to stop that. Wish sometimes my mind had a shut off switch. I have had a pretty interesting night. My desktop pc come to find out locked up and burnt out. Not really sure what happened. My SAMS was acting up. Thought it was it. Went to reboot. So now I have to go buy another desktop pc. Didn't really make my night so sweet. But it's all good I am not gonna let it get me down. So keeping a smile around.
Past few months of 2007 were probably the most trying I had since the loss of my dad. Especially when my cousin Gabe drowned. I guess in all this I found I have the capability to be stronger than I thought. But also found out the capacity of being weaker than I thought too. Used to say I was Superman and nothing could keep me down. But found out as someone put it even Superman got knocked down by kryptonite.
No one is really promised a day or second past what they have gotten already. Life should be cherished a
BdayCreate yours at BlingyBlob.com!
Bathrrom To The BedroomNames of the characters are made up.
On a cold night, Tish walks into the bathroom, turns on the water for a hot bath, she pours lavender bubblebath, making the bathroom smell like spring flowers. Lots of candles set a senual mood. Thinking she'd be alone she turns on some soft music loud enough for her to hear through the door. Pours herself a glass of wine and goes into the bathroom, takes her robe off and climbs into the tub. Laying there under all the bubbles she closes her eyes and starts to drift off.
Jake comes home early from a night out and was feeling pretty good. He hears the music and see's that the bathroom door is shut. He wonders what is going on so he opens the door quietly to sneak a peek. Jake see's Tish in the tub with her eyes closed, loud music and a glass of wine sitting there.
While laying there in the tub he decides to kneel next to her and start to caress her back. Startling her, at this time, he asked, "Can I join"? Tish replies, "yes". Jake stops
My Weekendso my friday night basically dictated what was gonna go on for the weekend. so much shit went wrong that day and i couldnt handle it, i couldnt think about how much i was fuckin up left and right. thankfully deonte told me about the party he was going to in the same apartment where his bday party was.
he called me when he was ready to go and i ended up headin over like at least an hr after he went. paid the $4 to get in (least i could do since the girls who live the apartment - starsha and trice - paid like $80 on alcohol) and had like 2 cups of margarita mixes and was tipsy. that's wat i get for not eating. trice gave me something to eat later. i think i had like 4 or 5 cups of margarita stuff and watched katelin roll a blunt. she asked if i smoked and i said yea.
we smoked up in a circle of like 5 people (6 if u include jermarco who was talkin a mile a minute but not smokin wit us) outside. even tho i had leggings on under my skirt, it was still fuckin cold! thankfully
Needing Helpi have recently started to get alot of new friends. so if i dont rate your page let me know im always here for my true friends you guys know who you are . for the new friends if you need help leveling shout at me or send me a message and i will get to your page but if i dont hear from you then you will be deleted i dont want people on my page just to stare at i am always here to help i cant afford vips or happy hours i do it all on my own as a regular fubar person im as real as you can get. so to my real friends im here for you. new friends if you need help just let me know
pepsi kola 420(shannon)
Inner AwakeningI take a deep breath and close my eyes,
waves of calming silence fill the room.
I sit lost in peaceful meditation,
and empty my head of thoughts of gloom.
Painful memories washed away forever,
I think of all my happy days.
Washing myself clean of my hurtful past,
Looking forward to my future in better ways.
I see a love of lasting strength,
No softer words have been spoken.
The sweetest kiss and truest heart,
a love that will never be broken.
Many pleasant years to come,
Growing old without any regrets.
Through this life forever more,
and continue even unto death.
My mind is now at peaceful rest,
my spirit has become anew.
I see now what I need and want,
in my future, I see you.
For Those That Read These.. My Family ExcludedJust so all of you little 20 somethings know.. You won't look like you do forever girls your boobs will sag deal w/ it your hubbys will have hair growing in crazy places. You think your going to look hott forever.. lol good luck guys, as soon as you age past your 20's sorry you will get bigger. YOu willl have hair growing places you didn't think would happen. All of you 20 somethings think your so damn special HA in 10 years you will be the outcasts.. so live it up w/ your little attitudes and shit.. Cause it will change and the people you shit on now you will wish talked to you in the future
Lone SurvivorWow. If this book does not make you understand the patriotism, loyalty, and sacrifice of our men in uniform, nothing will.
This is the story of Lt. Marcus Luttrell and the members of his Navy SEAL Team (Team 10) and their June, 2005 mission into the Hindu Kush Mts. in northeastern Afghanistan. Marcus is the only survivor of the 4 man team and 8 man rescue party ambushed by Taliban warriors. One member of this team has become the first awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor for actions in the Global War on Terror.
"Lone Survivor" begins with the SEALs moving from Bahrain to Afghanistan for their mission insertion. While vividly describing their thoughts and feelings, Lt. Luttrell takes you back in time to his teen years in Texas when he first thought of becoming a SEAL through his brutal service training in Coronado, CA. This gives you a wonderful insight into the intense training these men endure and the reasons why there are among the most elite warriors in the world.
CheersMy eyes cried tears all day for you
And now, even still...
I love you and I long for you
And forever and always will
Cheers with me as I drink another
Cry with me like there is no other...
Ah, fuck it...I need a refill...
Java
Jan 2008
lmao...ah shit and you thought it was gonna be some sappy ass thought...AS IF..hehe..have a great day all
Rjim rj tall blonde hair blue eyes 19 years old looking for a fubar gf. i love to swim read write wants to be an author im always on online so i wont never be on my yahoo messenger is ravenzala232@yahoo.com add me and talk
GrowMoving forward, taking a leap,
discovering the unknown.
If we never step, we never trip
but we will also never grow...
To find our way to where we are meant to be,
we need to try new paths,take chances,
Close our eyes and leap
And if, in the end, we end up where we began
It's ok, it's meant to be
It's all part of life's plan
Java
Feb.2007
A Little Gun HistoryA LITTLE GUN HISTORY
I thought you might appreciate this.
In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.
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In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.
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Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated.
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China established gun control in 1935. >From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated
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Guatemala established gun control in 1964. >From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated.
My Distant HorizonDeath leaves me with infatuation
I embrace the pain it has left me with
Because I don’t want to forget the sound of her voice
The compassion in her eyes that reached straight for your soul
I can’t help it
I can’t fix it
I can’t end it
I’ll never accept it.
I’m blind to my own torture
I can’t resist the pain, so tempting
A phantom of who I used to be,
Ultimately bearing a cross for all the world to see.
Hoping a lifetime lasts only for a moment
Wishing to let it all fall away
Ripping it apart until it can no longer exist.
Counting each day that passes by,
Yearning for something to believe in anymore
Listening for the words of truth
Opening my heart to anything new
Last Wordssmoke my last cigg and draw
take a deep breath what the fuck am i worth it for
when i see your smile i seem to weep
to much indeed
to much indeed
need to rest my head for once in time
to look back is to look far behind
and i cant listen to what i speak
because things that fight wont ever sleep
and i cant do that
take the chance that i will never see
the things that will or will ever be
smoke rises up all around me
you make your final bed
and lack to flee
tonight you fly around the road as if im dead
you want more and i cant give you what is not blood
you want it all and want it now
thats like asking for steak but wanting the whole cow
when will you ever see
the things i do are not free
they are all for you and allways been
but now my mind is totaly fucked
Wanna Own Me?please click pic rate/bid
if u cant bid then rate please and ty
Do I Look That Old???HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR
> OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD.
> WELL.. YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE.
>
> MY NAME IS ALICE SMITH AND I WAS SITTING IN THE
> WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW
> DENTIST I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS
> FULL NAME.
>
> SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED
> BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL
> CLASS SOME 30-ODD YEARS AGO.
>
> COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON,
> WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY
>
> DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT.
>
> THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED
> FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER
> HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED
> MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL.
>
> "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE.
>
> "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED.
>
> HE ANSWERED , "IN 1975. WHY DO YOU ASK?"
>
> "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!", I EXCL
Auction Rules And GuidelinesHello everyone, I have decided to host my first auction. This auction will run from today, January 21st starting at 10 P.M. Eastern till Thursday, January 31st at 10 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubux, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours, Fubar T-Shirts..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks.
What the winner gets....
1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month.
2.) Atleast 1 daily comment
3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour
4.) A daily gift of their choosing.
5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won)
6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned.
Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY!
Please, no rude comments!
If you would like to be in the auction simply send me a message and let me know which pic you would like to enter. Anyone may join up until the Sunday the 27th of January at mid
Tired Of It AllI want what I want
and I want it now!
Why do I have to wait?
Who says now is not the right time?
Who the hell are you to tell me that?
Life is short
whether you have 50 or 100 years
it still flies by
Why shouldn't I be happy now
Why do I have to wait for it?
What's the fucking hold up?
What am I doing wrong that it keeps eluding me?
Am I too desperate?
Am I not desperate enough?
Do I give too much?
Do I not give enough?
I am not going to settle for anything
less than everything I want
But fuck! Why can't I find it?
I know it's out there
waiting for me to find, but it's hiding
in plain sight.
I am so frustrated!
When is my time going to come to be happy?
I hate waiting, for anything...
The Neverending Quest...I'm looking for you.
I want to slow dance with you while singing the song softly in your ear.
I want to lay in bed all day...and have nothing happen but conversation.
I want to hold your hand like it was a part of mine.
I want to hold you so long we become one person.
I want to stroke your hair, plant sweet kisses on your forehead, and tell you how much I love being near you.
I want to kiss you in the warm rain.
I want to watch the sunset with you and lay in each other's arms until we watch the sun rise again.
I want to sing love songs to you and watch the birth of the sparkle in your eye.
I want to feel your warm breath on my neck.
I want to stare deeply into your eyes and peer into your soul.
I want to wake up next to you and think I'm still dreaming.
Where are you?
This Pride Of MineIs it my absurd pride,
Which countenanced you to take off and run?
Is it my rainbow pride,
Which made you flee to the searing sun?
I beg of you
Stop! Think twice
A little pride is better than nice.
That is a saying plausibly far from wise!
If your love could fall once more out of the sky
This pride of mine I throw out amply to the sea
I tell no lie and I speak no lies
This pride of mine, I’ll give to another for free
For years and years
I have chewed over on my pride
Crying out inside beclouded tears
Our love went down with a dingy backslide
But! But!
This pride of mine was too blind to see
Sometimes it draws out the beauty in me
Sometimes it sheds out the ugly in me
Like leaves falling off once a blossoming tree
This pride of mine
Needs to resign
This pride of mine
Isn’t sweeter than wine
But! But!
If your love could fall once more out of the sky
This pride of mine I throw out amply to the sea
I promise to be humble, humble and humble
For u
And The Winner Is....Never before have I received such a lovely friend request by way of a private message:
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"Hi. My name is Johnny. I saw your profile and looked at/rated some of your pictures.
I have to tell you that you immediately stole my heart. My God you are such a Sweetheart. You look like an angel from heaven.
I really couldn't get over just how lovely you are. Now I know you’ve probably heard that a million times before and I don’t know why you would think I mean it any differently but, I say this sincerely from the heart. You really are absolutely beautiful. I couldn’t stop looking at your gorgeous eyes. They are hypnotizing and I almost fell on the floor when I first saw them. I’m sure I’ll be dreaming about them tonight when I fall asleep.
I wanted to send you more than just the standard friendship request. Not simply because you say in your profile that is a requirement, but because I think you deserve much more than that. You are far too elegan
This War Is RealMuslims, terrorist and the USA: A different spin on Iraq
Dr. Vernon Chong, Major General, USAF, Retired
To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go through it. Our country is now facing the most serious threat to its existence, as we know it, that we have faced in your lifetime and mine (which includes WWII).
The deadly seriousness is greatly compounded by the fact that there are very few of us who think we can possibly lose this war and even fewer who realize what losing really means.
First, let's examine a few basics:
1. When did the threat to us start?
Many will say September 11, 2001.
The answer as far as the United States is concerned is 1979,
22 years prior to September 2001, with the following attacks on us:
* Iran Embassy Hostages, 1979;
* Beirut , Lebanon Embassy 1983;
* Beirut , Lebanon Marine Barracks 1983;
* Lockerbie , Scotland Pan-Am flight to New York 1988;
* First New York World Trade Center attack 1993;
* Dhahran , Saudi Arabia Khobar To
So Called Friends On FubarIT REALLY ANNOYS ME BADLY WHEN I SEE A FRIEND ON FUBAR WHO NEEDS HELP AND ASKS FOR HELP BUT NEVER GETS IT IN RETURN...THIS IS SAD NOW I KNOW MANY OF YOU ALL ON HERE HAVE BEEN IN ONE CONTEST OR ANOTHER AND MOST OF YOU HAVE WON ONE AT SOME POINT IN TIME...MY CLOSE FRIEND MERCI IS THE GIRLFRIEND OF FIREMAN185 AS WE ALL KNOW...FIREMAN185 AND I GO ALONG WAY BACK HE HAS ALWAYS GIVEN AND RATED YALL'S PICS AT SOME POINT AN SO HAS MERCI I KNOW FOR A FACT THIS GIRL HAS GIVEN AN GIVEN TO MANY ON THIS SIGHT SHES PUT MANY HOURS INTO THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL JUST TO WATCH IT SLOWLY FALL APART..BUT HER AN JOHN ARE REBUILDING IT...SHES TAKEN TIME AWAY FROM HER FRIENDS FAMILY TO HELP OTHERS WHEN IN NEED...THIS CONTEST HAS BEEN OPEN SINCE SUNDAY AND I'VE BEEN IN THERE EVERYDAY ALONG WITH MERCI AND A FEW OTHERS WHO CLAIM TO BE FRIENDS OF HER'S AN CHUCK BUT FUNNY HOW I KEEP SEEING THE SAME PEOPLE VOTE THATS ME AND HER AND A FEW OTHER'S YOU THE ONE WHOS SAY YOU ARE HER'S AN CHUCKS FRIEND BULLSHIT TRUE FRIEND
Slow Dancing In A Burning RoomEvery once in a while a song comes along that completely describes a certain time in your life...This song thouroughly describes what my marriage was like...
Slow Dancing In A Burning Room by John Mayer
It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
This love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We pulled too many false alarms
We're goin down
And you can see it too
We're goin down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear
We're slow dancing in a burnin room
I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw
I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
B
It Bums Me Out ....... when people in my Family list delete their profile. Especially when they leave without saying good-bye.
:(
New Look?Hey We have a new look and a lot of pplz loving it. come check it out see if it can be your first home.. or maybe even ur second.. This is not a member lounge just a lounge that doesnt deal with the same bs others do.. true pplz and true friends only. If your not a friend dont be scared click it anyhow.. come make some REALLY cool friends you wont be dissapointed
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Is There A Mr. Right Out There?I have come to realize that there isn't a man out there that falls into the catagory of a "Dream Guy". If I could list as many things as I can that I want in a man.. The list would go on forever.. Here are some things just to show you that there is no "perfect" man... at least not for me.
CHARACTERISTICS OF MY 'DREAM GUY':
* Light Brown Hair / Dirty Blonde
* Green Eyes
* at least 6' 0
* Masculine (meaning manly, tough, stern)
* Muscular / Athletic
* Playful
* Funny Loving
* Romantic (the type of guy that opens doors, brings roses for no reason, or leaves little loves notes around the house to show you how often they think of you. Basically does romantic gestures.)
* Outgoing
* Sensative (not like a baby, but one that isn't afraid of his feelings and emotions)
* HONEST
* Loyal (to his heart as well as his mate and family)
* Kind Hearted (Loving children and animals)
* Affectionate
* Imaginative
* Thoughtful
* Creative
* Animal Lover
* Loves Music
* Loves Children
Urgent Prayers Needed!!!!!! (update)My niece is still down in ICU, they had to give her Femabarbitol I dunno if that's how you spell it but it's an emergency drug and the last time they gave it to her when it was working out of her system she was REALLY fussy. They are giving her the medicine they moved her down there to give her in a little over an hour they had to wait b/c she had eaten this morning and she can't have anything on her stomach with it. They're doing this because she was having like 12 seizures an hour earlier and they couldn't get them to stop. This new medicine they're planning on giving her today and tomorrow will hopefully wipe the slate clean, stop them all together for a couple days and hopefully when she comes out of it will come back better then she has been, they're thinking that the seizures are being caused by some other problem that is seriously wrong but they're not sure what yet. If this one doesn't work there is one other drug that they are going to try, these new drugs are not for long ter
Did You Ever?did you ever want to stop the time in a moment, and to not let it keep going?
i had this feeling for some days now
not sure really how to understand it
well in a certain way i know, just don't want to push or make it go faster
i read love stories
i listen to love songs
i'm feeling butterflies
i'm daydreaming
i'm singing again
Chasing Cars By Snow PatrolWe'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and
Another Example Of Lack Of Respect For The Dead (when Will This Fucking End?)Okay, so most of you that know me personally, know that im a man who has respect for the dead. When it comes to something like that, I respect that person for who they were, and what they did with their life, and this is certainly no exception. As most of you kow by now, actor Heath Ledger was found dead in his New York apartment due to a possible accidental overdose. He was a great actor; one of the best of our generation. Every movie of his i've seen, i really enjoyed. Not to mention he plays the Joker in the upcoming Batman movie, which looks amazing. Anyway, im off my point. I found out about this watching Headline News. And within an hour of his passing, they were basically coming up with every possible crackpot theory to his death that would make him look bad, like suicide, etc. They even gone as far as saying, and im quoting, because i honestly could NOT make this up: "while researching for his role as the Joker, he delved into the Joker's psyche, and seeing this demonic charact
WishAwakened this dying season such a beauty to behold
Oh autumn hath arrived a tragedy painted dead
Fallen am I without thee I am lost
In a region of doleful shades I am withering away
I dwell in the shadows of life
A dismal state of mind I'm in pain
Oh sun I hate thy beams
Leave me here to sleep and dream
In the midst of falling leaves
In a garden of endless grief
I yearn for thee my precious one
Beneath a pale grey sky I dream of your embrace
How I wish I had yo near in this oh so dolorous life
Where dreams turn to dust I have lost all my hope
Of lasting pain and unpresent bliss
This soul of mine I welcome thee
Eternal sleep
Silent advent of white death
I feel so cold
Crystallized tears falling still
Oh autumn hath died
Enshrouded am I in thy mist of endless gloom
Enthralled am I by thy beauty
How I wish how I wish
In the midst of falling snow
In a garden of endless grief
My forlorn soul of misery
Where peace and rest can never dwell
Hope never comes
I see n
Where Are You??????Punks contest started on the 20th, he is behind, so get in there and bomb him up to first and keep him there!
Seeking New MembersFamily rules for joining the spirit levelers!
>Don't join this family because you are in a contest
>You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events.
> You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated
> You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele
What Is Love And What Would You Do For It***WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR IT***
LOVE IS BETTER WHEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS.. LOVE is RESPECT.. WITHOUT RESPECT YOU HAVE NOTHING.. LOVE IS MAKING THAT PERSON YOUR WITH FEEL SECURE.. AND KNOWING THERE'S NO ONE ELSE THEY'D RATHER BE SPENDING THERE TIME WITH. LOVE IS ..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN TRUST THE PERSON FULLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE OR IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR BETTER JUDGEMENT..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN LAY DOWN WITH SOMEONE AND TOTALLY BE YOURSELF,HAVE FUN, LAUGH, AND FEEL LIKE YOUR HAVING THE BEST CONVERSATION... JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU REACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER. LOVE IS BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF WITH OUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS GOING TO REACT. IN LOVE YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF. LOVE IS WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO PLEASE THE PERSON JUST SO THEY KNOW YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THEM. LOVE CAN HAPPEN FAST OR LOVE CAN TAKE IT'S TIME. LOVE IS WHEN YOU SEE PAST ALL FAULTS AND STIL
Deer Camp4 guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one
wanted to room with Ryan because he snored so badly. They decided it
wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they
voted to take turns.
The first guy slept in Ryan's room and came to breakfast the next
morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said,
'Man, what happened to you?' He said, 'Ryan snored so loudly, I just sat
up and watched him all night.'
The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing
-- hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, 'Man, what
happened to you? You look awful!' He said, 'Man, that Ryan shakes the
roof. I sat up and watched him all night.'
The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big, burly, ex-football
player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed
and bushy tailed, looking well rested.
'Good morning,' he said. They couldn't believe it! They s
Does Your Chain Hang Low?OK...I've seen way too many mumms about whether or not cock size matters. Well first off, if you have to ask if size matters, more than likely you feel that your member is a little lackluster so from the get go you're pretty much phucked and in saying that, even if it does matter, what the phuck are you gonna do about it? Go out and buy you a 50 dollar bottle of pills to increase the size of something you probably can't even use properly in the first place? So please, for my sake, for your sake, for the sake of fubarians everywhere, stop asking that stupid question because you are the only one who thinks it matters.
Letter To Shane 5/4/1999My husband of 17 days shot and killed himself on April 21, 1999. I kept a journal of letters to him for the first year. I am compiling them into a book, but thought I would share some of the letters here, with you. Maybe, they will touch someone who might be on the verge of suicide, to see what happens to those of us left behind.
Well my love, happy one month anniversary. Am I being crazy for remembering it? Are we even still married? I guess by law, no, I am your widow.
I found the note you left in the shed. Did you write it that day? Or is it from the last time you left me for 3 hours, then came back and we all went camping? Either time, I keep reading it, knowing at one time you purposely were leaving me.
It would be so much easier if you would have just left, gone to some other woman. No, it wouldn't. Why did you pull the trigger? What the hell did you think would happen? Did you load 6 bullets in there on purpose? The logical part of me thinks you at least
Help LevelERABBIT@ fubarFLAMMING HEARTS THIS PERSON NEEDS HELP TO LEVEL LETS DO THIS THANKS LATINA69
It Was Mine Until He Took ItYou know when you meet up with people from your past, you recall all the good and bad times you had. Talk about childhood memories, places you may have visited, stores you used to go to a lot, remembring neighborhood kids that would run around the streets while their parents were inside not paying attention to them.
I don't have that....I know at one point I did but now I don't remember anyone from my childhood. It's gone. I have one memory and it's the one that I wish I would've lost. I know I was about five maybe six, I was an odd but cute child, I never fit in with the others. I know that because I looked so different. While most kids had brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, there I was big blue eyes, light skin, and dirty blonde hair(yes my hair was that light when I was younger).
Anyways I know it was around Chrismas time because I wanted to sleep in the living room that night. It was late and cold, I was kind of in that half asleep state of mind, I didn't really k
If I Was Your Girlfriend1.) How many times a day would you kiss me?
answer:
2.) Would you call me?
answer:
3.) Would you have sex with me?
answer:
4.) Would you take me places?
answer:
5.) Would you love me?
answer:
6.) Would you lie to me?
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7.) If I was sick what would you do?
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8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends?
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9.) Want to have a future with me?
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10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
answer:
11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?
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12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out?
answer:
13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends?
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14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?
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15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back?
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16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do?
answer:
17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back?
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18.) How much do you like me 1-10?
answer:
19.) How do you feel about me?
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UntitledNothing, but confusion in my head,
soldering on, many things to tackle,
feeling lost, considering what you have said,
thus, can not talk nor think,
Sitting lonely at my desk,
a place no longer I want to be,
wondering what on earth, is so wrong with me,
in vain did I search for a solution,
finding anything, but a link,
tell me what to do, so as not my hopes will sink,
Cannot understand, you, missing by my side,
through the mist I peer, searching far and wide,
try to comprehend what's going through your mind,
feeling helpless, listless, somehow getting blind,
Yet vivid are all the memories of moments,
funny, precious, exciting,
sometimes a little bit sad,
much had happened the last few months,
even at you, I had been mad,
but all the drawbacks given, many a
time pure happiness I felt,
Unable to push away, the thoughts of
your tender touch, for you I long,
sometimes less sometimes much,
your hands soft like a breeze,
anything, but
The World's Largest Collection Of Female Masturbation Synonyms+ 3 Point Shot
+ A night in with the girls
+ Airing the orchid
+ Applying lip gloss
+ Applying nail polish remover
+ Auditioning the finger puppets
+ Automatic pilot
+ Banging the box
+ Bashing the gash
+ Basting the tuna
+ Basting your turkey
+ Bathing the kitty
+ Beating around the bush
+ Beating the Beaver
+ Brushing the beaver
+ Brushing your afro
+ Buffing the bead
+ Buffing the Weasel
+ Burying the knuckle
+ Butterin' the muffin
+ Buttering your bagel
+ Carpet bumping
+ Cat got tongue
+ Checking for depth
Concrete AngelShe walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace
The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
Its hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished roc
True...or False..A mind littered with stomped out cigarette butts and broken beer bottles is not one you want find yourself alone in. And when your in it, your always alone.
So he attempts to block it, them, out. The thoughts, the lyrics to songs long forgotten, the promises now smashed and decaying at his feet. He finds distractions where he can, and takes full advantage of them for as long as is allowed. Porn does it well enough, but only for the time it takes for his erection to be deflated and the number of tissues in a box to have decreased. Then, he must find other sources, renewable at a much faster rate.
He finds booze. But booze often leads him back to the beginning and he's not in this for a maze. he's in this for a straight away. A single path straight away from his current destination. Where the hell of days known previously, turn the days known currently, into a kind of torture even the Germans didn't think of.
He attempts to obtain women. Not just any women. But those belonging t
Great Stock Tips For 2008Maybe I shouldn't give you some of these, but here goes:
Investment tips for 2008 for all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks.
Watch for these consolidations in 2008.
1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W. R. Grace Co. Will merge and become:
Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace.
2.) PolyGram Records, Warner Bros., and Zesty Crackers join forces and become:
Poly, Warner Cracker.
3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and become:
MMMGood.
4. Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become:
ZipAudiDoDa .
5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become:
FedUP.
6. Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will become:
Fairwell Honeychild.
7. Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to become:
PouponPants.
8. Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of Women will become:
Knott NOW!
And
AloneFalling apart inside, starting to die
No one to save me from the darkness where I hide
Never knowing where the truth lies
Will this sadness ever, ever become untied
Where, once there was light
Now there is none
Alone, all alone is how you fly
Fill In The Blanks....01] I _____ charles.
02] charles is _____.
03] If I were alone in a room with charles, I would _____.
04] I think charles should _____.
05] charles needs _____.
06] I want to _____ charles
07] Someday charles will ___.
08] charles reminds me of _____.
09] Without charles _____.
10] My memories of charles are _____.
11] charles can be _____.
12] The Worst thing about charles is _____.
13] The best thing about charles is _____.
14] I am _____ with charles.
15] One thing i would like to know about charles is _____.
16] charles should go and _____.
17] charles _____ me.
Working11 hour days 4 days a week, 10 hours 1 day a week and 4 hours 1 more day of the week
is tiring
i need a cuddle
....
or a fuck
:D
any takers?
Watch Who Your Talking ToI am writing this blog because of some stupid comments that were said between two people. I don't know all the details and I no longer care. Anyone who ever wishes a soldier to die while in country is wrong. It pisses me the fuck off that people don't think sometimes that that has already or may actually happen to the individual. Everyday we go outside the wire and place ourselves in harms way for the good of our family, friends and country, most of the time it is a very thankless job but that is ok because we know its for a good cause. I have buried many brothers because they gave their life on behalf of people who will never know their names and more than like give a fuck less who they were. So when I hear or read anyone that wishes the death of a soldier it strikes a cord and I will not be fu-friends with anyone who makes said statements. To everyone else, if you read this and agree hit me up if you give less than a fuck thats fine too, but if anyone wants to say some really
One More Time...One taste of you
Was all it took
To get me hooked
And now I need more...
Come on, indulge me
Let me taste you one more time
I'm getting that urge
And I need to make you mine
Just let me have you
One more time...
Sweet and seductive
Is what you are
You've got me
Giving in
To the fantasy I
Never thought would be
I need you to always
Make love to me...
Come on, indulge me
Let me taste you one more time
I'm getting that urge
And I need to make you mine
So let me undress you
One more time
Let's make love
And let's make it last
Just let me have you
One more time...
Asking For Help...You know , I don't say too much on here but, when i see people asking for help to level up when they need 250,000 + to go. I don't understand it. Shit like that is just stupid to me. Maybe I am wrong, If I am . Oh well.
Info On Me......Hey Everyone......
I figured I had better do a blog to let people know whats going on I am going to be taking a vacation so I can pack my house up and move, I\'m still needing to find a place.
So I wont be at my computer much and then I will be off line for awhile, not to sure how long until I get settled into my new place and all.
Thanks for being such great friends and know I adore you all I will miss chatting with you :)
I hope you all have fun & stay healthy and always ROCK ON!!!
EYE\'S
xoxoxox
The Return Of The PlantWhen discussing various things with my Ex about Steven a funny story turned up, that I just wanted to share.
Steven was born in Germany, whilst I was in the Army. Everyday when my ex and me went across to her parents house, we used to see this beautiful plant and everytime we passed, Gail used to say I would love that plant. Ther plant was no ordinary plant, it was in a plantpot about 4 foot in diamenter and about 5 foor in height.
Anyways Gail went into hospital to have Steven. My best friend and myself decided we would go out and wet the babies head. I can remember going round various pubs in the local town and loads of people buying us drinks and that was about it. I cant even remember getting home.
The next day when i awoke i stepped into the passage and give out a scream "Ricky where the hell did that come from". At the end of the passage stood this massive plant, what Gail had always admired. The puzzle was how did it get there, Ricky and me couldnt life it by how selfs,
I Close My EyesI close my eyes
I don't want to see no more.
Because your not in my theater,
There's no open door.
You won't let me in and I can not see
Because if only you were happy
What was I thinking
I had so much of you,
I couldn't dream last night
I feel the touch of you.
Even though you're not by my side
I Can't get enough of you,
You made the darkness light
After All this time
You still possess my mind.
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The Dawn Will ComeWhen all your world is pain
and the last tear has long since fallen
There is nothing left to do
but start your life again
When your life of love
has long since past
and fallen into night
All your hopes and dreams are gone
they vanished with the light
There is always hope the dawn will come.
And with the rising sun new love
Just keep your eyes to the east
and soon you will see the light
New love, New hopes, New dreams
And yes just wait and see
because soon the dawn will come
To make the choice is yours
to leave the life and the pain behind
take those first few steps ahead
and look towards the sun
and soon you will see
that you are strong
and nothing is to hard
even though you left it all
there will be more ahead
There is always hope the dawn will come.
And with the rising sun new love
Just keep your eyes to the east
and soon you will see the light
New love, New hopes, New dreams
And yes just wait and see
because soon the dawn will come
Cleanin Up My Listim cleanen up my list i have a numerous amount of ppl an half i dnt speak wit, if yud like me to keep u plz leave me a comment
Something Different???Did I like nut another to it send retard a like this reading time sweet your took
you since.
(Now read it backwards)
QuestionsWhy is it that we tend to trust those people who hurt us the most? Why do we give and give and give when we know we are gonna get hurt in the end? Is it so wrong to ask for a favor when you have given so much? Do people deserve another chance when they know they were wrong and would do whatever it took to make right that wrong? There are so many questions and every answer just leads to more questions. We get hurt but forgive and get hurt again. It seems like an endless cycle we go through. The hardest thing is loving someone who doesnt love you or rather use to love you then stopped. Does the pain every really go away or do we lie to ourselves that we dont hurt in order to cover it up? Again more questions. Do we really want to know the answers? Will it makes things better or will it hurt even more once we know? Love is a small yet extremely complicated word. Who knew that such a small word could cause so much pain when it is meant to be one of joy. Will we ever truely know the answers
Info!hiya!
I'm a just a girl who likes to have fun. I love to flirt with guys of all ages, and in general have a good time when I am sitting online. I am looking for guys in my area.. Thrills me to know if i wanted to i could meet you at anytime..
I like things a little different than most.. but i'm honestly a good lil girl :)
UPDATE:
lookin for guys in my area (Burbs of chicago Il)
FriendshipWhen is a friendship truely over? I sit here and wonder that sometimes. I have a friend who we used to be closer than sisters. Whatever went wrong in my life, she would be there for me, and vice versa. Ever since I have been with my husband (the past 7 years) weve been at odds off and on again. I ran back into her and we became good friends again. But as soon as my husband is around, she finds excuses for why she can't hang with me. She promises time and time again for us to hang out just the two of us. But then she brings along another person or friend, and I can never have a heart to heart with her. I honestly don't know what to think anymore. Does she not want to be my friend anymore, or is it she dislikes my husband, and feels uncomfortable around him? And if she does dislike him, he's my husband, and wether or not he's a dick at times, I still love him, and I still believe in our wedding vows! Is it time for me to end this friendship, or should I just chalk it up to we don't see e
Broken HeartHave you ever felt like you really liked a guy and wanted to be with him, and you wish for him to hug you when your sad or just want one? And all your feelings for him are like I can't stand looking away from him b/c he's so cuteee. Well your not alone. I liked tons of guys and I admitted to them that I like them and such. But then you finally find out he doesn't like you. Or some other dumb reason. Well that happend to me today. I'm not going to mention his name b/c I don't want to be mean and that's just not me lol. But seriously, I feel sad about that though and feel hurt inside. But someday there will be a guy for me that will love me forever and I'll be happy
Just A DreamThe rain starts and I shiver .
I tend to get chills up and down my spine.
I look out across a dark and gray sky.
Dreariness is what most see.
My vision is of promise and hope.
Wondering where I get it .
Is your glass half empty or half full ?
I woke up today in a terrible slumber.
Dis-oriented, Weathered,Broken , but not Defeated.
We all may feel down and out at times.
I just try to make it the best way I can.
Friends and family help get me through.
Why do we feel the way we do at times ?
Humans being human!
Or is it just a dream?
PassionPassion is so much
Like a drug
It draws you in
And holds you snug
Makes you want
To have much more
A desire like
You've never felt before
It draws you in
So very deep
A feeling you always
Want to keep
It fogs your mind
And floods your heart
Even the strongest
Tend to fall apart
So give it to me
I don't mean to bug
Can't get enough
Of my favourite drug!
Don't You Hate It WhenYou think you have something good going
The person you like tells you that you make her
Feel happy and comforted.
And her she is, talking about how bad things are in her life with the guy she is going out with
and yet she tells me i love you?
Thats just plain old fucked up! I'm using my blog to vent. Fuck people like that.
Fuck life and everybody that tries to keep your spririts up to only have it shot down?
Love & Sex QuestionIf during the next month, you could have the power to hear your partner's every thought when you made love, would you want to? Would it upset you to have your partner hear your thoughts?
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Dead Girls Are More Fun.Everyone knows that necrophilia is far superior. Sexually, as well as relationship-wise. Dead girls are more fun, less judgmental, and will never ever leave you. Unless a dog finds them.
Sex with a corpse is way better. Toss her around, kick her in the ass, punch her upside the titbags. Sometimes they fall apart, but it's a finesse thing. For example, if you like loud girls, blow into her lungs and then push down on her chest. The air will come out her vocal chords and make sexy sounds. Sometimes this will bring her back to life so it's important to keep a pick axe nearby.
And you can use the axe to put a new fuckhole in her chest plate. It's soft, lubricated, and ribbed for your pleasure. Many people claim the best sex is when you can open up to your partner. I say sex isn't great unless you can open up your partner.
Getting head from a dead girl is far better than a living one. No gag reflex, no whining, no spitting out, and no cleanup. You don't need a tongue or dirty talk
Close To YouI can feel you all around me,
Your smell still stays strong
As if you are lying beside me
Your memories so clear
In this lonely silent night
I can hear your voice,so calmly
Whispering in my ears
Saying,"You are mine forever"
Isn't fate kind to us,
To bring you to me
You are my inspiration
My strength to carry on
I cherish all you gave me,
Everyday
The love lasts forever
I wish upon tonight
To see your smile
Even it's only for a minute
Fly me to where you are
In the distant cold
A breath close to you
To know you are there
A breath away
not far
I Am So.....Excited about this weekend.....RJ is coming down and going to spend the weekend with me.I have missed him so much this week. It sucks. I know that I am falling fast and hard but I am a libra that's unfortunately what happens to us....
Am I just setting myself up to get hurt? Or are my insecurities getting the best of me? Does he really like me as much as he says he does or is he just saying that to get some? I don't want to doubt him but because of my ex I can't help it. I really like him and I trust him but there is still that nagging in the back of my head. Why? Why is my mind telling me to be cautious and my heart telling me to go for it? Why do things have to be so damn complicated? Why can't I just sit back and enjoy the ride? UGH I hate this. I worry too much and my ex has turn me paranoid. I don't want to get hurt again. I know that he won't hurt me don't I? UGH I don't know anymore
150 Things About Me!1.My brain sometimes moves faster then my mouth
2.Bipolar
3.I yearn to be more then what I am
4.Im known to dye my hair odd colors
5.Also get new random piercings
6.My car is a standard
7.I ride quads and i love it
8.I dont mind getting dirty
9.I have 6 older brothers
10.Im adopted
11.I dont wear yellow gold
12.I destroy food when im full or I will keep eating it!
13.When something makes me happy I say its just like Christmas
14.Someone once told me that women who take good care of their feet take good care of their vags. so my toes always look nice
15.I am a perfume whore
16.I used to draw on my pants when i was in high school
17.I draw my emotions.
18. I write my emotions
19.I cry over stupid shit like people eating alone in resturants
20.I snowboard
21.I usually wear jeans and a t-shirt
22.I like it when people stare at me.
23.Then i get pissed that they are staring LOL
24.I have had the same cat since i was in
Need To Get Some Things Off My ChestVenting session so if ANYONE on my friends list takes offense to this that is so your problem and so not mine....My friends that know me know I would do anything for anyone.....Well it has gotten to the point where I need to start doing for me again and learn to enjoy this site cuz right now I will tell ya I am ready to tell everyone off and leave but because I know that it will get better I am not going to. I am so TIRED of DRAMA being brought to me for no damn reason I haven't done a damn thing to anyone here and I am so not about to start...IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ANOTHER FAMILY dont bring it to me I DONT CARE......Its like this I am in 4 AWESOME FAMILIES one which is my own leveling family.....I love each one of them......The people are awesome but DONT COME AT ME with a bunch of crap that this person said this about one of my families cuz I will let you know in a HEARTBEART I WILL DEFEND MY FAMILIES.....IF you have a problem with another friend of mine take it up with them DONT
Lonely N Dieing On The Insidethoughts?
you tell me that you love but is it really true love?? if you loved me would you do the things you at times i feel im more of a bother than anything else to you but then there are those times we share together where we laugh and my heart feels at ease but then there others where i wonder if you really love me or you'r in love with the idea of me i want you to know me look beyond the pretty face see wat's on the inside see that....i do truly love you and only you and i hope you feel the same so please let me know do you truly love me??
There Are Some Changes Going To HappenBoy oh boy where do I start? I so wanted this family to be laid back and not a demanding family but I really feel it is so wrong of people thinking about themselves. I dont know how to say this but its like this I want a family that is there to back each other NOT thinking of only themselves.......And I have been seeing that alot lately.....lets see so and so needs to 50,000 comments to win a hh (um hello we are so not a bombing family) So and so needs 1,000,000 points to level in 2 weeks (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN). Yes I will ask the family to help another member in a contest but hey the best news out of it is that I can do it....ITS MY FAMILY.....I have posted a blog before about bulletins and guess what the same crap is happening not going to change I take it I DONT want to kick out anyone in the family for NOT helping cuz of the rules is help when you can but I notice that there is only like 6 of us actually doing anything. We have a few members that are silent members and I know when t
Saying ThanksTo All My Fubar Friends and all my sisters in Sisters4Life I want to let you know. That I am forever greatful for being here for me. You have all touched my life in one way or another.
The last 6 months have been real tough for me.
Going through one of the hardest times of my life. Fubar and you have helped me pass the time while I am unable to work. I am unable to live my life the way I am used too. I am hoping to get on with my life by having the surgery that I need and get back on my feet and going back to work. I just want to let you know that I Thank You from the bottom of my heart and I love you all!
Love
LadyOfNY
Another Fallen HeroMy Pop finally succumbed to the sicknesses he's been fighting for the last year and a half. It was beautiful in a sad, sweet way. We knew he wouldn't be around long Sunday, and all of us kids and grandkids and one great-grandkid went to say goodbye. He expired Monday afternoon with one of my brothers, my sister and I, one of my nieces and one nephew all telling him we loved him and we'd miss him. He was buried next to his parents yesterday in Cahaba Heights, outside B'ham. His name was (deleted) 1st (there are also a 2nd and a 3rd). He was the youngest First Sergeant in all the U.S. Armed Forces in WW2. Our WW2 vets are dying at the rate of about 1000 per day. If you know any, show 'em some love, please.
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THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH
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MANY SMILES
APRIL ♥
TexasThe longer I am on fubar.... the more I think the best looking women are living in Texas.... I just might move there LOL.
Life Is Funnyok to start this off.life has its ups and downs. you have good times and bad times,it just seems that the bad is always there more than the good. and why is that did you ever wonder wht that is. take relationships for instance.in the beging everything is cloud 9 , the air is crisp and clear, sun shines more bright and colorful than ever,you see life as the most awsome ride of your life. then when things get rough and you (2) dont fix them it can start to get dull in the air and the sun gets dull and life turns dull. what i have learned is that one person gets blammed for everything , now is that really fare? then as time goes by so does the distance between these (2) that in the beging every breath that person took you wanted to taste it because that was how much you loved that person, now that breath they take is a bitter taste to you.in ending if you have the ups and downs in a relationship you both should fix because if its left for one person to do it than its not a relationship no
Special Requests???Okay... trying to be prepared for a Thursday debut next week.
If you were listening on my time slot, what songs (any where from the 80's to current timeframe) would you like to hear????
Please feel free to let me know in the comments below...
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Night TerrorsWhat is that terror that creeps up on you while you are trying to sleep . Where does it come from ? One minut your safe and sound asleep , and the next minut you sit straight up covered in sweat and parilyzed if fear?You remain some where between unconsiousness and reality, wondering am i awake , am i asleep ,,, is this real ????????
Its not a nightmare, not a bad dream that you wake up from , this is a feeling that is more terrifying then that - Tonight i woke up with this Horrible feeling my son had disappeared , i sat straight up as i mentioned before i was shaking and i jumped up to run into his room his bed was empty....I FREAKED ....i know my son is @ my moms , but i still had to stop and think and look @ the time, and the date and really shake my head to relize i was ok and jake was with my parents for the night ...........WHY? I guess my mind is bored , or im just over exausted from my job, who knows .......thanks for listening
Love always ,
Mizz P ( your res
Under The RugUnder the Rug
A monster lives inside your room that no one will talk about
Try to keep it hidden, but there isn't any doubt
He's there, all covered with hair, blanketed with blame
Just look away, look straight ahead, and never speak his name
Daddy wouldn't let you cry, wouldn't let you show your fears
Mommy wouldn't pacify, wouldn't wipe away the tears
Daddy don't come home at night, Mommy's heart is growin' cold
She cried herself to sleep each night but never told a soul
(Don't think about it)
Under the rug you sweep it all, no one accepts the blame
(Don't ever talk about it)
Under the rug you keep it all, beneath your shag of shame
You struggled with your youth, just crying out for some affection
But no one seemed to notice you or offer you protection
Nobody wants to get involved, just mindin' their own business
Although so many watched you fall, there never was a witness
(Don't even think about it)
Under
God Verses HarleyThe inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died
and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've
been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your
reward is that you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven."
Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang
out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and
introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented,
"Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle?"
Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me...." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing
something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't
run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke,
"Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God
said, "Ah, yes." "Well ," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you
have some major design flaws in your invention:
1. There's too much inconsistenc
How To Turn A Guy Off~Not being a stranger to the dating scene there are a few things out there that I look at as signs. Now, there are things that I will admit border on Seinfeld reasons, but they are my reasons none the less. While dating, it’s almost for certain that one or more of these things is bound to happen. Hence the reason, I am single. Very single ladies… Like masturbating to Victoria secret commercials single… Help!
If you are going to help, here are some specific things to avoid.
DO NOT ASK TO BE TAKEN TO DINNER- Some men humor this kind of behavior. I do not. When a girl says “let’s go to dinner.” I hear, “I would like a free meal.”
Don’t get me wrong, I have no problem taking you to dinner, but it’s much like me getting a blow job from you. When I have to ask you for it, you are less inclined to want to. I’ll take you to dinner… When I fucking feel like it. A better way to get a free meal is tell me a certain kind of food you have been craving, then I will try to earn that blow job
My Life Not Really WrestlingMy life in the last few months has really changed for the best. I met a wonderful lady named Penny. She is the love of my life. She has a seven year old little boy who needs a man figure in his life and I plan on being that guy. We are getting married on Oct 18, 2008. Not really sure where it will be held out right now, but that will be decided alittle closer to time. I will be moving to St. Louis in a few months and really looking forward to that and getting to be with Penny and her little boy. Yes I will miss my wrestling and my family here in Georgia. We are going to try our best to be back down here atleast once a month. Penny is so amazing I never knew anyone so GREAT.
Now on to some other things that have been bothering me here lately. First of all I had a (well what I thought was an online friend) and spent all kinds of time making pics for this certain person. We talked all the time on the phone and online hell alot of times doing both at the same time. Well after I los
HahahaROFLLLL THIS IS SOOO FUNNY. PUREST OF ANGELS SENT IT TO ME TO CHEER ME UP AND IT SOO WORKED.
ENJOY!
Official Announcement:The federal government today announced that it is changing its emblem from an Eagle to a CONDOM because it more accurately reflects the government's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed!
Damn, it just doesn't get more accurate than that.
10 Random Facts About MeThis is for you, Layna.
You better feel special.
1. Falling in love scares me more than anything. I try not to do it but sometimes I can't help it.
2. I hate wearing clothes. I'm usually in my boxers when I'm home.
3. I don't have one night stands. Most of my buddies think I'm crazy for this.
4. When I was in grade 9.. in gym class.. I got a boner once when we had this co-ed running thing on fridays. Girls were hot, okay?!?!?!
5. I'm a kissing and cuddling whore.
6. I have way too much fun when I play rock band. It's seriously retarded lol.
7. I'm afraid of heights. People don't believe me 'cause I rock climb and shit. I seriously shake when I go on roller coasters and sometimes I have to close my eyes when I'm too high. Yeah, you can make fun of me now.
8. When I was a kid, I almost joined a gang. That's funny if you know me now.. but I didn't used to be like this.
9. My best friend and I used to make forts. We're both in our 20s. I'm still a ki
Show Some Love Friends....HEY ALL, I HAVE A GREAT FRIEND, HER AND HER HUSBAND DO MORPHS AND LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS,, SHE IS AT A STANDSTILL AND CANT GET OFF THIS LEVELL. I AM TRYING TO HELP HER LEVEL.. SHE WILL RETURN THE LOVE TO EVERY ONE OF YOU.. AND SHES DAMN NICE TO LOOK AT ME.. BUT REMEMBER SHES MARRIED... JUST LOOK.LOLOLOL.
SHOW THE WOMAN SOME LOVE........THAKS FRIENDS
BRATT
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CrazinessTo some i am a Best friend. to some im only a friend, and to some im no one. just because i wont let them add me for the points or because i couldnt help with things. i dont need the craziness in my life. i tried ive to give all of my true friends as much attention as i could in the last few weeks, but some dont see it that way. Im tired of all the all the drama from people who bellyache because i wont add them or because i couldnt or wont help them. I have enough going on in my life with my health and with hte health of my family. im tired of friends who only talk to me when ever they want help leveling up or to get a vip or etc etc but when it comes to them helping me they are no where to be found..... now this isnt directed at anyone person... if it pisses you off so be it... That means your not a true friend. If you remove your self from my friends list then your not a true friend. now if you want to stay a friend thats fine. butif you dont please dont waste mine and
I Met Someone..and Its Good!There's someone on Fubar who I rated and she rated me a few months ago.
I mean, this person is sooooo adorable...
but I mean, what could I possibly say to her that other guys here haven't? I'd leave little pithy sayings and all but other than that...nothing.
I'd goto her page from time to time...read her blogs and look at her pictures. Ever see someone and be like..wow. Rendered speechless? Well this is the person...whom by the way shall remain nameless.
Anyways, I occasionally IM her and we talk from time to time...albeit briefly. I guess I caught her on a good day because we've been chatting on and off for like, gosh, 7 plus hrs?
I know...take it slow. Cool, calm , collected. I shall become one with the C's. :)
But damn, she's so cute, smart and witty.....
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EDIT -
I agree with one response here. Distance is always a factor. The major factor. Sigh.
Thinking about it though...I'll just end up doing what I do best...nothing. I'll stay behind my keyb
Being Told What To DoHow would you feel if someone told you what to do?
For example: you were in a contest and you belonged to a bombing family, and u had some friends who didnt belong to the family, come bomb you. Now you want to return the favor to the friends who arent in the family, and the family you were in said its against the family rules.
I say its bullshit... you should be able to help anyone who bombs you in a contest reguardless of if they are in the family or not. Seriously is that not what friends do for each other, help each other when help is needed........or simply be a decent human being and return the favor, which by the way is called common courtesy in case you didn't know.
Now I can see if your friend is in a contest at the same time (or same contest for that matter ) as a family member, the family member would get first priority, but if they are not and its just one or the other in a contest or your family member's contest is done & your friends is not, you should
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FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE
The pictures she uses can be located here:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=100398647
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=5047473
Due to the age mix up we will stick to our gut and tag this one a FAKE. The MySpace page says she is 21 and fubar says 22. Both sites run on an auto age adjuster. Also the MySpace page is locked tight for FRIENDS only. Why would someone keep pictures locked up tight on one site and open to the public on another? Another mistake this person made was tossing in a few pictures of blondes who are CONSTANTLY being used by FAKES.
If this person submits a salute to fubar and it gets approved we will remove them. We really don't foresee a salute from this person anytime soon.
My NameThis is taken from a Card I recieved many moons ago and just found now.
James
When he takes the initiative, he displays a rare efficiency and sense of orginization.
A relentless worker, he forges ahead with unbound determination.
He is a life-long humanist, and attaches great importance to his freedom.
He is highly observant and his integrity is absolute.
A good man of solid character, he possesses an uncommonly fine intelligence.
Those close to him appreciate both his solitary nature and his well rounded personality.
The woman of his heart finds in him a strong and comforting presence.
How true is it? Those who know me, Let me know. I like to think it very true.
Creation And The PrimBefore creation, there was the Prim which was also called Greater Discordia. It was a primal, magical soup from which Gan arose. Gan spun the universe from his navel and when it was how he wanted it, he sent it spinning with his finger, thus starting time. The universe would have fallin into the void of darkness, however, if it hadnt been caught on the shell of the Great Turtle, Maturin.
The Dark Tower is the embodiment of Gan and the Beams that pass through the field of roses known as the Can'-Ka No Rey are the beginning and end of all creation. The Voice of the White is the voice of Gan as is given to the world through the kas-ka Gan or the Prophets (or Singers) of Gan, the most important of which on the Keystone Earth (level 99 of the Dark Tower) is Sai Stephen King.
As the Prim receded, Apon and Lydia were married but their marriage was broken by jealousy of Apon's tendency to look at younger goddeses. They had a fight that broke and scattered their crockery which became the
Deep InsideDeep inside he felt it there,
The emptiness so vast and bare,
Cold is all he feels now,
And so to none he shall Bow,
Deep inside the fire burns hot,
His heart still races from battles fought,
With a swift stroke of his blade,
His message was relaid,
Deep inside he wanted to die,
For him to wanting to live was a bitter lie,
Now he waits out these misserable days,
because this soul knows of no other ways.
In A DreamIn a dream you came to me,
You whispered and told me how to be,
Be sweet and tender is what i was told,
Now i stand before you wakeing and bold,
In a dream you held me close,
But as i woke and saw you i froze,
because its a dream this really can't be,
But it is your smile and its your beauty i see,
In a dream you left me there,
But when i wake i do not mean to stare,
Because as i look at you i now see,
It was only a dream because your still with me.
Come To MeWith sweet words ill make you mine,
From now till the end of time,
A tender kiss will be the cause of it all,
As we stand togethere and watch everything fall,
Here we are the king and Queen,
There is no one but you and me,
So sweet lady i ask upon bended knee,
Would you do me the honour and come to me.
To YouTo you i would give it all,
I would fight an army and see them fall,
Because it was you that edged me on,
I will never relax till the threat is gone,
To you i give myself willingly,
Because my heart is not given freely,
I would do all i could do,
Till my job or life is through,
To you i bow from your beauty and grace,
And do so vow to always keep my place,
At your side where i hope to belong,
Till all the sands of time are gone.
Please....TO ALL MEMBERS OF THE CRUISE
PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE ADDING, FANNING, AND RATING ALL MEMBERS OF THE CRUISE...I HAVE HAD ALOT OF PEOPLE COME TO ME DUE TO ANOTHER PASSENGER NOT DOING ALL OF THE ABOVE...I WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT WE HAVE FUN AND EVERYONE DO THEIR PART, BUT SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT ADDING ALL MEMBERS OR JUST ACCEPTING FRIEND REQUESTS AND NOT FANNING AND RATING. IF THERE ANY QUESTIONS I AM HERE OF IF YOU SEE A CO CAPTAIN ONLINE...DROP THEM A LINE!!! IF THERE ARE STILL ANY ISSUES, I'LL DROP YOU A SHOUT OR A FU MAIL!!!! IF YOU NEED TO SEE THE FULL LIST OF PASSENGERS ON BOARD...THE MASTER LIST IS IN MY BLOG!!!!!
THANKS AND HAVE FUN!!!!
YOUR CAPTAIN!!!!
"buy Me A Blast And You Can See"I hate it when you go to a persons page and they have a folder that says "BUY ME A BLAST AND YOU CAN SEE" Ya know not everyone wants to see what they have in the folder anyway and even if they did they should not have to buy you a blast to see anything that GOD gave you. If you want a blast buy it yourself!!!!! Come to think of it the people that do that crap have a VIP and if they can get that then they can get themselves a blast...Anyway I am just venting and I just thought that I would let everyone on my fiends list know.....Sorry if I have offended anyone!!!
Talk to you later,
TINK
AddictionSo today I start down a very dark and dreary road. I have decided to stop taking my pain meds because the narcotic side effects of these are just as addicting as those of the percocets I was addicted to.
It's going to be tough because pain is a daily part of my life now and the pills have helped manage it. Still, I would rather have the pain than deal with the control that a pill can have over me.
I relize that this is nothing less than weakness on my part and I take full responsibility for it. The pain of withdrawl is the price I pay for being weak minded again.
This means I am going to be getting nasty for a few days so to everyone: I apologize if I am not my usual happy self.
Just bear with me and I promise that your friendship won't be forgotten.
IN advance, thank you to all my friends who will support me in this tough time. I love you all.
~R
Lonely HeartsLonely hearts forgotten,
Like dreams never to come,
Pain and misery is all they see,
Growing cold while longing for warmth,
Awaiting to burn with desire,
Wishing someone could light the fire,
Love is needed to bring these hearts to life,
A love to last forever,
To hold them through the night,
Full of love these hearts are true,
All they need is someone to love them too,
Wishing upon wishes to fulfill your dreams,
These lonely hearts search for life.
Underneath It AllWhat's underneath it all,this persona that we lay
What's underneath the shadows and the games that people play,
What lays beneath the skin, lower than the mind,
Your eye's are the window to Loves most inner side.
The heart holds many treasures, some spoken and then some not.
The heart holds all the wonders each one of us have got.
What's underneath the work we do or the places that we go, What lies within this person made of body, mind and soul...
What lays beneath the covers when we lay down to sleep, What hides under the clothes we wear as we sit down to eat?
Whats underneath it all are we real or are we fake, where we choose to go from here is only ours to make.
So as you sit and ponder what it is thats on my mind.
I leave you with this question that can only be answered in time,
Listen very carefully answer none to quick,
For your answer holds a key you see for if you start to fall,
My question is so simple,
Whats underneath it all??????
Hello Fubariansok im up for sale.wanna own me?click the pic below & place your bid before time runs out.so hurry & lets have fun yall.dont be shy =)
*sirrie!....family Members.....if i havent heard from ya in a while (rate of photos, stash, etc...) im deleteing you from the family........LOL
BRING IT ON!..lmao.... :)
Tortured SoulTortured Soul
By Debbie J Brashears
As these walls close in
I am reminded of all my sin.
This one and that one so close together.
It seems the memory lasts forever.
As I take one more drink
I can't help but stop to think.
One more sin has not been forgiven.
Oh, how can I keep on living?!
The thoughts run through me like thin wine..
Oh how good it feels - like Heaven devine!
The end is creeping up so near
As I hold this glass tighter - I do not fear.
As I look to the Heavens above
I beg for his mercy and everlasting love.
As I fall straight to my knees
I cry and beg, God Almighty PLEASE!
Save my soul from the pittyless sand
That falls in the hour glass you hold in your hand.
Spare me my lashes and correct me.
Open my eyes and let me see.
My sorrow and sin I have caused onto others.
Like that of my sisters and brothers.
Help me change that which I did wrong
So my life could be prolonged
Please de
Pull Me CloseThought this one was already in here guess it isn't.
Pull me close...
Lost and wandering in the dark
Alone and searching for a start
Don’t know how to begin to embark
Upon the path to quiet my heart.
Head bowed as I cross the empty street
Closed eyes cause my feet to stumble
I remind my heart it must beat
Or else it is bound to crumble
My mind filled with incoherent thoughts
Thinking it is all going to be in vain
Emotions only hurt have brought
Down my eyes pour tears of pain
So pull me close and hold me tight
Stay in my arms throughout the night
Don’t know what I hope to find
Can’t say what will bring me peace
Trying to open my eyes and not be blind
Looking for a way to make the hurt cease
Other’s confused with the same plight
Familiar faces in twilight fade
Fighting the urge to hide in fright
To leave this life we have made
So many souls don’t know where to go
When they are so lost and hurting
Everything seems to come so slow
When ou
Personality TestHello and welcome!
These questions are NOT to be over-thought. The answers need not be more than a few words; full paragraphs about the beautiful foliage etc. are not only superfluous but, they detract from the ability to interpret the test.
1) You are in the woods. You see an animal. What animal do you see?
2) What do you do when you see it?
3) You own a house in the woods. Does it have a fence around it or not?
4) You go into the dining room. What is on the table?
5) You go outside and find a cup on the ground. What kind is it?
6) What do you do with the cup?
7) Your property has a body of water on it. What is it?
8) You must cross the water. How do you do it?
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My answers can be asked for, as soon as I've seen yours.
Ranger Down Second Draft Part 3The Rangers have the address of the place they are going to hit, and the layout. They have learned from far too many urban engagements how to play this. They take nothing for granted, they don’t underestimate their opponent, or overestimate their own prowess. This is always the worst part, putting the pieces in place. It is when they are most vulnerable and when you are least flexible to adjust the plan. None are worried, the soldiers have faith in their leaders, and the leaders have unwavering faith in their Rangers.
Their friends should be back, or called in that they killed the guy in the hospital. But it has been a while and no word. Not even anything on the news. They are starting to get worried, and one again their captive is muttering to himself.
“Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the field of battle for I am better trained and will fight with all my might. Surrender is not a Ranger word. I will never leave a fallen comrade to
Games Lolso i was playing Apples to Apples tonight..
and these were my results =]....
I'm a...
Silly, realistic, cruel, influential, emotional, ridiculous, boisterous, lucky, misunderstood person thats swift, shiny, fresh and very dignified.
haahah i love this game its soo funny..
try it drunk.. gets harder the more you drink! lol
Honesty, Or Rating You A "10"!Should after reading this anyone want to leave me a comment or two, please do so, as I am not sure if maybe everyone here should lie or not, as it seems to be the thing to do!
I find the humor in Rating pictures here at Fubar, hilarious. You know what I am talking about. All these people that message you asking you to Friend them, Fan them, and Rate them. The thing I find humorous about it, is they don’t like honesty or atleast that is my opinion.
Hey, I know Fubar.com is a online bar, with a happy hour, but honesty people, I can not get drunk on virtual drinks no matter how many I drink, or pretend too drink, So there won’t be no beer goggles here!
What does that mean? Simple, its like this, I know I am not a “10” and definitely not a “11” unless of coarse it is on a scale from 1 - 100, or if you are measuring my show size, So I didn’t expect people to be rating me a “10” or even a “11”, So people sober up! The drinks are Virtual Drinks, they are not real!!!
I mean think about it
The BoyOut among the shadows
Lies the emotions of a young child
His pain, triumph, and love
All the passions are hiding, running away
He looks at what the future holds
Yet he has no idea where he’s going
He must grow older and face the truth
He must smell the eternal smell
The smell of what’s deep down inside
The smell of fresh warm sticky sweat
He feels the pounding of the heart
His passions are coming out into the light
He runs into the shadows
Away to hide from the pain
He sees the wiser answer
He sees the light
He has grown and aged beyond the age
Reaching a smarter medium
Ouch, slap, it all becomes reality
Being the wisest will never happen
It was all a dream
He steps back and learns where he is
He now sees he must grow
He must now learn to love
He must now learn to control his emotions
Step by step he makes his way
Learning and growing
Aging with the time
Becoming the wiser never the wisest
Dark MaidenIn the darkness,
I see a dark maiden,
Forever lost within her presence,
Always left craving more,
My neck I freely offer,
For the sweet crimson you ask,
Warm breath upon my skin,
Pain in sweet extasy I feel,
No longer am I lost,
But I am forever bound,
Black roses spring from the ground,
Where drops of crimson have fallen to the ground,
Essence of life taken,
Souls forever connected,
Life burning within,
Never to walk the road of darkness alone again.
Open, Polyamorous RelationshipUp front, I will say this to any and all who read this: It may be a long post, so please bear with me. :-D
I am in an open, polyamorous relationship. I have been for a while. This is who I am. This is also who my girlfriend is. We're happy this way. We communicate about EVERYTHING, talk about EVERYTHING, and we get along wonderfully. In fact, we get along better with each other than we ever did with our monogamous partners (before we had met each other, and were in monogamous relationships).
My opinion is that I do not believe human beings are meant to be monogamous. I do not believe it is in our genetic makeup to be so. I'm not going to start stating facts and statistics, since so many statistics are skewed horribly nowadays, anyway. But I do believe in what I have stated as my opinion.
I love my girlfriend deeply. She loves me just as deeply. If either of us find others to love as well, wonderful. We do not have jealousy, or drama. If we find sexual partners as well, we are
Good FriendsI have a hand full of very good friends on here, they know who they are. If the need help in any way on here if it's to level or w/e im always there to help them out. These hand full of good friends are always there for me if and when i need them.We rate each others pics stash what ever it may be, we always help each other out. those are what i call good friends always there to help. We talk just about every day. We return comments buy drinks and etc. Then you have well not so good friends that you help out or you rate there pics etc. and dont even get a thank you, and never return the favor if you need help. but they never bother to rate any thing but are always the ones to ask for help. They dont help you out if you need it. Those are my so called friends. These really good friends we are always there for each other no matter what.I thank god for good friends like them.I know some people will be upset by this blog, but i had to say what i think. If its up setting to some i cant help
End Of VipGood morning all! Hope everyone is having a good Monday.
So, my VIP ends at the end of this week. Thank you again Rockrules2001 for buying it for me. You Rock!
So, if anyone wants 11s from me, you have until Friday to hit me up. After that I will be back to just a regular account again. Unless someone esle wants to buy me one!
:p
Laters all, have a great day!
Omg!!!So I was working my audit (11pm to 7 am) and this old Chinese businessman with not a lick of English and his aging translator come up to me saying that his business crap DVD wouldn't play on a business center computer. So I join them in there and try to figure out how that shit works. Then he finds RealPlayer and hits Play. We are waiting for that crap to stop buffering, and all over sudden...an upclose shot of A GUYS FUCKIN A WOMAN FROM BEHIND, with all the action on full screen kicks in. I am staring in disbelief, and so do they. Took me about 5 seconds to close it down, but that was enough cock into pussy action to be completely mortified...UGHHHH!!! They were equally mortified, and he ended up watchin his stupid business DVD on the boss's computer. So now I can add "watched porn with two aged Chinese people" to my life experiences. That was 11 on my scale of awkwardness from 1 to 10.
For some reason, a while later, he came up to the front desk, saying somethin about a mas
The Best Of Fubarimikimi - Customize Your World
The greatest friends on fubar there the best and i couldn't ask for better friends So show them some love add fan rate crush if u would like there the greatest :D
Heres there links click and show them that fubar love !!!
G@Z= my brother the best one ever can be a pain but hes great got to love him!!!
~ G@Z ~@ fubar
Dj.Baby Boy=Im his side kick hes great i love him so much woot woot kisses
$DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar
James= A wonderful man one who is there no matter what
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Dj.Slim=I djed with him inj ace and he was great alot of late nights we had lol
DJ SLIM~~ MR. DONT GIVE A F**ASSNT MGR @TBR DJ@ACE CAFE ~~ FUHUSBAND 2 MOMMA@ fubar
Goddess=Shes great need a friend this is her need someone to talk to its her shes wonderful
Goddess Of Light@ fubar
KENO=No words can describe how cool and amazing he is love him :D spank him with that love.
KENO..KOs Ow
Snake Bite Promo 2If the DJ is live you may yahoo them at DJLive_Request
www.snakebiteradio.com
SNAKE BITE RADIO IS OPENING ITS DOORS TO THE FUBAR POPULATION.
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
THIS MEANS THAT EVERYONE HAS A CHANCE TO BECOME PART OF THE FASTEST GROWING INTERNET RADIO STATION.
WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS?
FOR ONE REASON AND ONE REASON ONLY!
SNAKE BITE RADIO IS TO HOT TO KEEP CLOSED UP.
WE ARE NOT LIKE THE REST … WE ARE THE BEST!
WHAT ARE THE PERKS OF JOINING SNAKE BITE RADIO YOU ASK?
• SNAKE BITE RADIO’S OWNERS AND STAFF ARE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. DOWN TO EARTH AND IN TOUCH WITH THE PEOPLE THAT KEEP IT THE BEST STATION TO LISTEN TO.
• THE MUSIC PLAYED ON SNAKE BITE RADIO IS NOT JUST ONE GENRE. IT IS A DIVIRSE VARIETY OF MUSIC & COMEDY THAT YOU WILL NOT FIND ANYWHERE ELSE.
• WITH ENTERTAINMENT LIKE THIS YOU WILL NOT BE BORED OR DISAPPOINTED. HOWEVER SNAKE BITE RADIO CAN BE ADDICITIVE AND H
Snake Bite Radio Part 2If the DJ is live you may yahoo them at DJLive_Request
www.snakebiteradio.com
SNAKE BITE RADIO IS OPENING ITS DOORS TO THE FUBAR POPULATION.
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
THIS MEANS THAT EVERYONE HAS A CHANCE TO BECOME PART OF THE FASTEST GROWING INTERNET RADIO STATION.
WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS?
FOR ONE REASON AND ONE REASON ONLY!
SNAKE BITE RADIO IS TO HOT TO KEEP CLOSED UP.
WE ARE NOT LIKE THE REST … WE ARE THE BEST!
WHAT ARE THE PERKS OF JOINING SNAKE BITE RADIO YOU ASK?
• SNAKE BITE RADIO’S OWNERS AND STAFF ARE PEOPLE LIKE YOU. DOWN TO EARTH AND IN TOUCH WITH THE PEOPLE THAT KEEP IT THE BEST STATION TO LISTEN TO.
• THE MUSIC PLAYED ON SNAKE BITE RADIO IS NOT JUST ONE GENRE. IT IS A DIVIRSE VARIETY OF MUSIC & COMEDY THAT YOU WILL NOT FIND ANYWHERE ELSE.
• WITH ENTERTAINMENT LIKE THIS YOU WILL NOT BE BORED OR DISAPPOINTED. HOWEVER SNAKE BITE RADIO CAN BE ADDICITIVE AND HARD TO STAY AWAY FROM.
• THE FACT IS THAT ARE DJs HAVE A SELECT
Takin A BreakHi everyone,
just wanted to let all my close friends know that there are some things going on right now in real life that are really bogging me down...i wont be around much for a while until i get things straightened out. Lots of love to everyone!!!
xoxo
I Feel Empty. Like A House W/o Furniture."I need to visit you more often. I'd bring a video and a bad conversation. We can play ring around the rosy for three hours, and pretend tomorrow wasn't cutting corners, with scissors
Mother Nature's been running with since, they figured out how to use the word 'forever'. I feel empty - house without furniture. It's like a bad can opener just puncturing the surface and I'm almost completely around the top of your mind, digging for clothespins to hang myself from. So leave me damp and I'll keep wrinkling your time. You call Life, but I call it back star 69, to find out where the fuck it's all coming from. All these so...overweight standards and that house where Christmas is opened in a box, drooling bad eggnog. So wake from your drunkendaydreams and drive me home. You're a steering wheel in my drive to accomplish something. Something more than this feeling... So fuck what I say, as long as it's said appealingly and dye me the color of sky at dusk, so I can fade without a crescendo." -
A PoemThe truth behind my eyes
I wear my heart on my sleeve for the world to see and tear apart in ecstasy
It brings them so much joy to watch me fall with tears of pain upon my eyes
I see the look in theirs as they tear away at my very soul inside
They never stop to think that its killing with each piece they take every passing day
That I lie awake at night wishing that I could just leave this world for the next
To see the shame, distrust and anger wash away from their faces
I have so much to say to them but my voice is lost in their sea of laughter
No were to run i turn to me
I ease the pain with the dull knife upon my skin till I see the crimson red
All Were Deleted (why) ?? Don't Know Yet.This was My Mom who was deleted after responding to Scrapper for info why my Brother & his Wife had there Accounts Deleted without warning or reason Yesterday Afternoon. PLZ Read & comment if you want to.
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date: 2008-01-28 01:16:14
subject: My Responce to Scrapper
read receipt: No
replied: No block user
Not getting rude with you. You started this site, you should have answers. I am in my 50's & think it's a Real Joke that you treat PPL like this. This is an Adult site, therefor make it one. Don't beat arouond the bush with your Staff that don't know anything at all. Bouncers, what a Joke. You are the Boss you need to find out this problem out & e-mail my Son & his wife back & say sorry because your have staff that just has a hay day pissing ppl off. If your a real Boss, then you will give them back there Accounts as they were. Giving no Reason at all is BS, if you have an issue with something they did, Tell them what it was. Not be cheep & Just delete t
Fubar Love8 levels in less then a week.
Not bad.
Thanks for the votes and ratings. Everyone's been really sweet.
If you like what you see, then don't forget to check out:
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Show my beautiful co-stars some love!
xoxoxox,
Classy
Old SchoolFor those Born 1920-1979
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked &/or drank while they were pregnant. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets & when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars w/ no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose & NOT from a bottle. We ate cupcakes, & drank Kool-aid made w/ sugar, but we weren't overweight b/c WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning & play all day, as long as we were back when the streetlights came on. No one was able to reach us all day for we did not have cell phones & we were O.K. We did not have Playstations, Nintendo's, X-boxes, no video games at all, n
Dark Desires Part 2Michele entered the room with Becca and saw a lovely sight before her; a young woman knelt on the floor next to a high back chair. The young woman wore what appeared to be a collar around her throat, and had her eyes gazing down toward the floor. Michele did not see the owner of the other voice she had heard in the dimly light room. Becca stood next to her and let her eyes adjust to the dim light in the room.
“There you are Lord Blaze; I knew that I had heard Your voice a few moments ago. Michele, this is Lord Blaze and the lovely creature kneeling by the fireplace is diamond, Lord Blaze’s beautiful wife, and slave.”
“Becca, my old friend it is good of you to have invited us to the party for Dan and his lovely little wife Sue. I do hope they like the gift we bought them.”
“I am sure that they will love what ever You thought to get them. Lord Blaze this is my dear friend Michele. I have invited her to join us for the party, since it is only a small gathering.”
“It
6500 To Go!Ok seems my cousin is slow going so I need any help I can get to help her level if you have time...Shes at my house ight now and I am giong to be taking pics of her sexy ass...so youwant to be there..LOL
Hugs and Kisses to all my friends!
Kat " FuOwned by UKnowUWantMe"@ fubar
Holly Shit WhatIF YOU WANT TO CHAT ALL U DO IS LEVEL HELLCAT, GIVE LUCKY SOME LOVE AND BOMB MY CONYEST... LOL OMG JUST KIDDING.. CHAT IN THE SHOUT LIKE NORMAL.....
My Favorite Concert Memories...As a child, my mom knew I loved music. She helped me get to sixteen concerts by my 16th birthday¡Kand I¡¦ve been going to shows ever since. My kids are starting to listen to a lot of the same performers that I was into as a kid and it got me thinking about some of the best & most memorable performances that I¡¦d seen over the years.
My first concert was Dr. Hook & the Medicine Show. I think it was 1977 at the Augusta Civic Center. They are best known for ¡§Cover of the Rolling Stone¡¨. Ironically, my all time favorite singer, Uncle Kracker, performs this at all of his shows. My favorite song by them was always ¡§Only Sixteen¡¨.
Probably the most memorable performance I¡¦ve ever seen is Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers singing ¡§Breakdown¡¨ live in 1978. Thirty years and countless shows later, it¡¦s still my all time favorite performance.
In 1982, Blue Oyster Cult rocked my world with a live performance of ¡§Joan Crawford¡¨. I¡¦ll never forget the stage getting all foggy as the
Why? Why? Why?Why, Why, Why
do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead?
Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money?
Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet?
Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?
Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him?
Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?
Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'?
If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes?
Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?
Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale?
Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?
Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put i
Ex BoyfriendsWhy is it that when you think you find the right guy he turns out to be a loser. I broke up with my boyfriend a couple of weeks ago and he is such a child. I swear you would think he was 2 instead of 22. I just wish guys would grow up and know when a woman actually wants to have a relationship and not just a sex partner. I mean hello it's not always about sex.
In Your EyesIn Your Eyes --- My newest poem
Looking in your eyes
There is everything I need to see
A lifetime of pain
Moments of pleasure
I see your thoughts
Your soul
Your dreams
Without a word
I know how you feel
The love in your heart
Flows through your eyes of the deepest blue
Your eyes stare
Looking at me
Looking into my eyes
Into my soul
Into my heart
Hoping that you see what I see
I will never say a word
A whisper will not pass my lips
Words cannot share our feelings
They will only detract
Take away from the honesties
My eyes
Your eyes
Say it alone
It is all in our eyes
Happy Birthday Dale!!!glitter-graphics.com
Tuesday, January 29th, is Phantom Dale's birthday!!!
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Go show this bad boy a lot of that awesome Fubar love!
Shower him with birthday wishes!
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What a fabulous friend!
Such an awesome guy!
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Hit him up with a lot of love!
Happy Birthday Dale!!!
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1. We are a BOMBING FAMILY, therefore, if
The Break Upafter 6 years you'd think you know a person. turns out he was just using me. i dont think he really loved me. and now his kids are gonna grow up with out their father. if he can cheat lie and just walk out on us then why would i let him near my kids. the problem is i hate that i love him. but its getting nasty now and it hurts more each day. i hate feeling this way. all i do is cry when no one can see and im cant eat. why would some one do this when i have stood by him through a whole lot of shit so he can just walk away to go play? i hate what he has done to kids. my 4 yr old is acting out so bad.
No Boundries.....Love has no boundries, it doesn't follow a time frame, it just happens.
When you fall in love fast, your head beings to spin and it turns you
upside down and inside out. It's scarey because love is such a strong
feeling for someone to have about another. When you fall fast you have
so much to learn about each other but be an open book, ask questions,
ask anything. Love is about being open with one another, learning
each other, and looking past what they have done in other realationships.
Be yourself, love should never change you or what you stand for. Love
doesn't know that you don't live close to each other, it doesn't have
boundries. All you can do is see what happens as time goes by. So
don't hold back let yourself be loved and love back. Some people are
going to be negative, when they see that you found someone and you
are happy, let the negativity roll off ya and hope they come around. For
love has found you and the love that the other has for you is so great.
S
ProblemI am having problems with my health. I have severe asthma problems.So going to meet a lung specialist soon. tho i will make a short visit to here. hope you all having a fine day.
The United States Declaration Of IndependenceThe United States Declaration of Independenceformally entitled The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen United States of Americasigned by the delegates of the Continental Congressin Independence Hall in Philadelphia, PA on July 4, 1776
(From Wikipedia.org - The United States Declaration of Independence was an act of the Second Continental Congress, adopted on July 4, 1776, which declared that the Thirteen Colonies in North America were "Free and Independent States" and that "all political connection between them and the State of Great Britain, is and ought to be totally dissolved.")
"IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America
When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opi
*hugs**HUGS*
Everyone Needs A Hug
A hug shows someone that you care
Hugs are for those who love to share
Whether far or near we just relate to the word
A hug shows a simple gesture even when heard
Perhaps over the telephone, or written in a note
Love letters with kisses, and hugs that you wrote
Precious moments when you see a friend
And they give you tight hugs seemly without end
Appropriate to give handshakes but oh that little hug
Makes such a difference, and is like a medicinal drug
It generates a feeling of acceptance and of love
Shows the person that they think the world of
Wouldn’t it be wonderful if the whole world felt this way?
It sure would make a better place to live without dismay
Remember on this planet we are related one after another
All of us have family, friends or a sister or a brother
Rip Bubba SheaWe're laying my brother, Bradley Shea, to rest today. He committed suicide Thursday night by over dosing himself. I've been very angry with him for being so selfish & very depressed as well. His two precious kids are struggling to come to terms with this; which only makes me angrier. Over the last year Bubba & I have grown further apart. His wife leaving him last year, the shop closing; it all just wore him down. Over the last few months he had gotten entangled in drugs & alcohol. We all tried to get him help but we failed.
Thank you Jay & Steve for listening to me when I needed to talk. I know others would have loaned me their ears as well had I wanted to really discuss it. I just hadn't felt like it. My anger is slowly dieing & my heart aches beyond belief right now.
~*~Lizzy~*~
Rejuvenated!!!!I thought I would stop by and update all my sweet and true friends here on fubar. I am rejuvenated and feeling wonderful. I am home from the hospital since this Saturday the 26th of January 2008 and I am no longer in heart failure at this time, my energy levels are returning to semi normal and I feel refreshed! I am still having some trouble with my blood being too thick and if you know my story this is a bad thing as a clot will shut down my mechanical aortic valve, however I have hope and faith all will work out, in the meantime I am taking 4 shots of lovenox (a blood thinner like heparin that you get in the hospital if needed but these are prefilled syringes so no measuring yeahhh LOL) I take 4 a day and they also increased my coumadin (blood thinner medicine) they also increased my lasix (water pill to keep the Congestive heart failure from returning so much) as you can imagine this keeps me close to the bathroom LMAO. I have other great news while I was in the hospital my mortgage
Sanity Pt. 1What is Sanity? Well I suppose it all depends on whom you ask, doesn't it?Merridian-Webster:san·i·tyFunction: noun : the quality or state of being sane.Ok then what is Sane?Merridian-Webster:sane Pronunciation: 'sAn Function: adjective Inflected Forms: san·er; san·est 1 : free from hurt or disease 2 : mentally sound; especially : able to anticipate and appraise the effect of one's actions 3 : proceeding from a sound mindBoth of those came from a medical dictionary because neither word can be found in a standard collegiate dictionary... hmmm I wonder why that is? No worries.My Definition:Sanity- The minds state of delerium as it contrives to understand the current state of being that one is able to comprehend of it's natural surroundings and situations that one has experienced.The state of being sane can only be acheived when ones mental and physical wants and needs are able to see eye to eye and meet a mutual agreement on a level playing field...More to come with further cont
Good QuoteStole this form my freinds Myspace and I really feel it at the moment, so I thought Id share.
"All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won’t succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy. (Casey Stengel)."
First StepsLast year at work I guess it's nothing new to most of you but this is a first for me. Our company put a cap on our salaries. That really hurt. 39 yrs old and stuck at 16.51 an hr. I will 40 in a couple of months and of course I didn't want to stay in this job forever. Last October I was finally free from bankruptcy. Has to be the longest 10 years of my life. DO NOT I repeat DO NOT ever file for bankruptcy. No matter what happens in your life don't do it.
Months go by and I get passed up for the lead operator at work. This was the last straw for me. I put up with a lot of crap at work and let a lot slide by. I took a look at myself and said "Dude, you're 40 years old, diabetes is killing you, you are not married and have no kids. Let's do it. We have nothing to lose. If we failed, hey at least we gave it a try. We put it off this long. Let's go"
Well I made the call to Full Sail a school in Florida and to setup my tour.
January 13th was the day I took my first steps to entertai
Chapter I: Get To Know The PersonWell here is the first installment of the world according to Bud. As always stream of consciousness and with full typos :). I guess i don't have anything more important to say than anyone else who takes the time to tickle the keyboard but I'm honored that you, poor reader, have taken the time to check out my ramblings.
The subject that strikes my fancy today is describing my impression of Fubar so far, from the eyes of a newbie. I have had the opportunity to meet some wonderful people and truly make some great friends. I can definitely see how this would become an addiction and i'm doing my best to keep going to work and eating dinner etc. I suppose if i don't I'd end up sleeping at the keyboard and wasting away to nothing.
Well, all joking aside I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar. It definitely took a little time to get rolling and find my social niche but it was worth the time investment. I think by taking your time and letting friendships develop it makes the rest of the in
A Muthahfuckin 9Allright so here is the deal. I had convinced myself that the fubar way of rating people, while I followed it, was not necessary for me and I wouldn't be offended if someone didn't give me 10's. Wrong.
I just got a 9 for what I consider to be the best picture I've ever taken.
So I shouted at her and said wow, a 9. That just killed the avg on that one. Which it did. It was like 10.30 or something absurd and now it's 10.14. Bam.
She said what I would have expected. I rate em as I a seem em (paraphrasing). And I am not gonna lose any sleep over it but it did bother me. SHe was a level 6 and I was thinking ok, your not gonna last long around here hun. But I didnt' say it.
So not sure why I am posting this. Guess I am about full disclosure and I definitely was surprised by my reaction. A fuckin 9!!!!!
Ok. that's it.
"if She Only Knew"Subject: THE NICE GUYS
Body: I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off i
Good News For My Drinking Friends...To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine.... And those who don't.
As Ben Franklin said: "In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria."
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.
However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.
Remember:
Water = Poop ...........
Beer & Wine = Health
Therefore, it's better to drink Beer or wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.
There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm sending it as a public service.
Hooping...So I became addicted to hooping in November when I first picked up my sister's hoop...she got me my first hoop for Christmas and I was hooked. Sadly, I haven't been able to hoop in weeks due to health reasons :( and I miss it...it truly is meditative. You can't be sad when you're hooping...
Anyway, I can only hope to be as good as this lovely lady one day...and I can't wait until I'm good enough/well enough for a fire hoop...
Life,love,learning"What is more like love than the ocean? You can play in it, drown in it. It can be clear and bright enough to hurt your eyes, or covered in fog; hidden behind a curve of road, and then suddenly there in full glory. Its waves come like breaths, in and out, in and out, body stretched to forever in its possibilities, and yet its heart lies deep, not fully knowable, inconceivably majestic."
Love, Life, and Learning
~"I like to think that you care for and about me....
...You're always there to put up with my BS....
...You make me laugh and smile...
...You're mostly perfect." --Me
MOSTLY perfect. The most important thing in life is love. But there are many different types of love.
You have the love a child shares with a parent or grandparent. That kind of love is easy to come by...
You have the love a group of close friends have for each other... That bond that keeps them always together. They are so close they know when you are happy or sad or mad or depressed when you
Health Update On GloI went to the doctor today and they said they felt huge lump in my side so on feb 14 I have to go back for a ultrasound.Depending on the results they are going to do surgery on me so I wont know anymore till then.
Backstabbing "frineds"That pretty much sums it up. I told someone something personal and they took that information and decided to share it with other people. Its unfortunate. I guess all I can do is, well, nothing really. I have learned my lesson and have decided that this person is not someone I can trust. I will never tell this person anything important ever again
Personalized SkinsHELP HELP HELP... PRETTY PLZ WIT SUGA ON TOP
Donate Fu-Bucks if you can ... but if not donate, then let me make you a skin that is personalized!! Help YOU Help ME!!!
Ok… so I am in desperate need for bucks… I am making skins/backgrounds for your pages…. My friends took it upon themselves to ask and as far as beg for bucks from friends and family members. … Some went so far as to whore themselves out… made… and probably did things I really don’t want to know about to get me Fu-bucks so I could get a Spotlight…. And I want to pay them back… There are so many of them, it’s crazy how hard they worked for me… cuz…. It’s just me, right? Nothing to va-va-va-vum…...
Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.@ fubar
So here is the Deal…. I was shown how to do some really cool skins!! …. (Check out my skins…. The ones from Rico’s down are the newest way I do them… (good teachers I tell ya). The rest are some of the older styles I would do) Tell me what ya like… for a skin…. An
My Top FriendsOk after way to many complaints from people about where they are in my top friends list...
I have desided only my real life friends get those spots. I was using it to keep track of those i liked to talk to, but since noone seems happy with where they are on that list i have removed them all..
I am sorry if i do not contact you as often now do to this change, but feel free to contact me. I am here to have fun, make some friends, and if it means that much to you at being my top friend i am sorry.
As of now only my Best friend and his wife are marked as top friends.
I Want ItI WANT SOME ASS!!!!!! OR ATLEAST A HAND JOB. HAAAAA
A Very Special Thank You!!!! From My Heart To Yours ( Special Thanks To Neabear For This )-------------♥♥♥-------------
Whenever life gets tough.. And hard to bare...
I get online ... where I know people care.
I visit my friends... And say "Hello".
Up lifting my Spirits ...with each "Uh-Oh".
Life doesn't seem so lonely and blue.
Knowing my friends are here... And are true.
We sometimes laugh...Sometimes cry..
But we always end with a cheerful "Good-bye".
My online friends are a part of my family-
And here with them .. is where I want to be.
What a Birthday this has been
The Love and Birthday Wishes & Gifts
Pouring out from everywhere
This all Brought tears to my eyes
to know that I have some of the Best Friends
Anyone could ask for You my Friends have
made this the Best Birthday Ever
Even the Lounges I hang out in the
Birthday Wishes and Songs Just poured
out from everywhere No way I could thank
everyone individually as there are so many
So I put it in this Bulletin for all to see
and ask that this Be resposted for all to see
Stephen And Suzy's BabyYesterday SuzyQ and I lost our baby to a misscarriage. We did not know she was pregnant. Its been really hard on both us. She was a month and a half pregnant and we did not know it. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
Thank you,
Stephen and Suzy
LiesDid you ever feel like you kept catching "friends" in lies? Did you ever feel like regardless the situation you felt as if you could not trust things or people? Yeah, I know the company I have worked at for almost 4 years now pulled the sneakiest shit ever on my 2 direct bosses friday so I KNOW no one there can be trusted..but some personal things are eating at me tonight.
How can people go to great lengths to make such elaborate inconsistancies and think that I may be blonde but I would never catch on to it all....
Sometimes I also feel like I constantly play the "I can top you" game with people when I just want to talk a second and cry...
Man sometimes "Friends" suck. Not even just here but in real life too.....
It breaks my heart that people can be so inconsiderate of others feelings...
Ace Cafe AuctionTHE ACE CAFE BI-WEEKLY AUCTION IS COMING UP ON THE 2ND OF FEB @ 8 PM EST
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE AUCTIONED OFF PLEASE CONTACT DJ WYLDONE PLEASE COME JOIN THE FUN IN THE ACE CAFE AND GET UR FU BUCKS READY FOR SOME OF THE SEXXIEST PPL IN THE ACE CAFE AND THEIR MEMBERS
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Work Sucks, Sex Is Better(part 2)I only half expected the cell phone to ring.
"Grace? Michael. I'm interested in discussing your.. position. Maybe I can suggest a few other positions you may be interested in. When are you available to meet to discuss?" His voice was hot, fluid, and poured into me like warm whiskey.
"Tonight. Are you available to discuss the position tonight?" I thought of the positions I would suggest.. doggy, reverse cowgirl.. umm...
"Yes, my calendar is free tonight. Why don't you meet me at my apartment? It's..." I recognized the address. It wasn't very far from my place. And I was to meet him at 8.
After my shower, I picked out a black lace bra and black thong to wear under my dress. With a little luck, both would be crumpled on his bedroom floor. Right along with my dress...
He met me at the door, first looking in my eyes, then staring into my cleavage. I knew I picked the right dress.
"Nice of you to... stop over.. to discuss.." His voice trailed, knowing the ruse was over. H
Just Freakin GreatWow I can't believe everything you told me was a load of crap. I liked you. I gave you my heart which is not freakin easy to do. What do I get in return? The whole I just want to be friends deal. After I told you I dont like the friends with benefits thing you still sleep with me and expect things to be okay? Wow and here I thought you were different. Boy was I wrong. You are just like every other freakin guy in the world. You want one thing and one thing only. I hate this. Guys suck. Guess I really am going to be alone for the rest of me life..... FUCK YOU!!!!
EpiphanyStaind - Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed
'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
What I Believe !!I believe that no matter how much you change your life and try to do better. You will still get judged no matter what there will always be someone to remind you of how much of a fuck up you were.Sorry got bad news today and I'm trying to vent .
1-29-08
Todays Mailbag........In todays mail cooter gets himself this..... i just hope for the love of god this is a scammer who has not really read cooters page. Still beats my normal mail bag of fatty hate.
Hello How are You doing and i liked what i read in your profile and pls take a Look at mine ...if it interested in reaching me you can reach me on Kshantell01@live.com..and i am new on here and Looking to meet someone that has dreams and visions and knows what they want in Life and Out of Life well my name is kelly and tell me how do you feel about long distance relationships ? ....hope to hear from you ..kelly
The Real MeI am a women who likes to be treated the way I would treat you I like honesty,trust and I love to make people laugh I love to be happy and I do not like stress. I hope that people understand me because I am real and the ones who know me well know I am honest and sincere I hope the ones who do not know me learn to understand me as my long time friends do
Science & DiscoveryI was reading this in a daily paper:-
What if the place you are in, the country you call home, the planet you inhabit, in fact the entire universe, were a simulation?
What if you are more avatar than individual-the product of an information processor churning out algorithms to create virtual space, time, energy & matter? What if every thought & feeling you experience is actually the by-product of a computer subroutine? It's a daft idea, isn't it?
Well one man doesn't think so. In a paper published by Massey University in New Zealand, Dr Brian Whitworth suggests that when looking at the physical laws that govern our universe, the many paradoxes that occur might be best explained if we view ourselves living not in a physical reality but in a virtual reality.
In an argument that perhaps sits more comfortably within the realms of philosophy than physics, he asks us to consider simulated reality computer games such as The Sims.
"Suppose one day that the computer code that creates The
Casting The Blame.Apparently, it's just easier to point the finger at someone else.
I've got a finger for you, too.
I Want YouI want you to be happy.
I want you to smile.
I want you.
I want you to hold me.
I want you to kiss me.
I want you.
I want you to feel my passion.
I want you to feel my joy.
I want you.
I want you to want me.
I want you.
From Me To Himfor months me and chris have been putting videos and such into a folder just for our eyes only.. lil somethings while one is away being at work or spending time with each others family... it would be something special to come home too..specially on bad days for us.. ways to pick each other up and reminds us why we are so special to one another.
this isnt goin to be private..I think the world should be so lucky as to have the love we have for each other and bein it long distance, its a perfect example on how if you work hard enough for something or someone you love..nothing can stop you in your dreams of finding happiness with that special someone.
so this is a video I found ..and a cover at that.. also a special something for him to come home too. I hope you all enjoy it and he does also.
I love you chris no song, no words, no thought could ever fully say what my heart, soul and mind feel for you.
but its worth a shot no?
Leave Me A Message!Hi my friends!
I updated my profile and now you can leave me a voice message there if you want. It would be great to hear your voice!
But please speak slow, so I can understand you well, lol!
I am looking forward to hear from you!
Naughty ApplicationYour Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s) ?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
..
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. shaved or trimed?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss after oral or swallowing?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum. 2 guys/ 2 girls ?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Does size count ?
22. Do you swallow, spit or share ?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS!
TITLE IT NAUGHTY APPLICATI
Oklahoma Or Bust!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT IS OFFICIAL I AM LEAVING UTAH TODAY AND WON;T BE ONLINE FOR A FEW DAYS . I AM MOVING TO OKLAHOMA. I GOT A DREAM JOB OF A LIFETIME. (WELL AT LEAST FOR ME). IT WILL BE BARN WITH OVER 25 HORSES AND 30 COWS AND THEY HAVE A HOUSE ON PROPERTY FREE OF RENT PLUS UTILITIES, LETTING ME BOARD MY HORSES AND THEN PAY STARTING AT 700 A MONTH. FOR SPENDING.
FARM FEATURES
THIS IS A TOP NOTCH REIGNING RANCH. 150 X 300 OUTDOOR SLIDING TRACK, 2 INDOOR ARENAS, INDOOR ROUND PEN, ELECTRIC HORSE WALKER, 40 STALLS, BREEDING LAB, 18 STAR MARE HOTEL, AND SEVERAL LARGE TURN OUTS.
I AM NOT NO FAKE COWBOY OR I WOULDNT BE DOING THIS!!!
Zoe JaneJust some info on what this song means to me...
Every day that goes by that I don't see my daughter, this song digs into me and pulls my heart out of my chest. I promised her, when she was born, that I'd always be there. Her Mother is making that impossible. It's a daily struggle, and it's heavier on my heart than anything else, but it's my life, and I'm living it... somehow...
Staind - Zoe Jane
Well I want you to notice
To notice when I'm not around
And I know that your eyes see straight through me
And speak to me without a sound
[CHORUS]
I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the things I've already endured
I want to show you
Show you all the things that this life has in store for you
I'll always love you
The way that a father should love his daughter
When I walked out this morning
I cried as I walked to the door
I cried about how long I'd be away for
I cried about leaving you all alone
[CHORUS]
I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the thing
Fubar FestWe are planning a party July 12,2008 for like a national Fubar get together..
COME ONE COME ALL.....MESSAGE ME FOR MORE INFO! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE...
MIDDLETOWN PARK.,MIDDLETOWN ,MARYLAND
W e want to start a new tradition for FUBAR.. so lets all get together and do what we do best! PARTY!
New Place To Chill Out And ChatWELL I HAVE FINALLY GONE AND DONE IT LOL
NO NOT THAT LOL :P UK DELIGHTS IS MY LOUNGE FOR FRIENDS FAMILY AND ANY1 WHO WISHES TO COME IN AND SAY HELLO.
THE LOUNGE IS BASED ON AN ADULT OPEN MINDED COMMUNITY WHO CAN CHAT FREELY. NO DRAMA JUST GOOD ADULT FUN AND CONVERSATION TO BE HAD.
PLEASE COME BY AND SAY HELLO AND HAVE A DRINK WITH ME AND MY STAFF.
OPENING NIGHT IS 14TH VALENTINES
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54619
When You'd Rather Be Kicked In The Crotch....I am so deeply in love with someone that it hurts. Well, its more of an ache than a hurt. I talk to her on YIM and my throat closes up, my eyes water, my nose starts to tingle (you know that feeling you get the very second before you cry?) and I spend an eternity just looking at the screen trying to find the words I need to tell her I love her.
I told her the other day that I was 99% ecstatically happy that we found each other. To date, we've never met, we've never even spoken on the phone (but I'm working on that one lol), in fact, the only communication we've had has been txt based through this site and YIM.
But if you can find near total perfect happiness by only typing then can you even begin to imagine what it would be like to speak to that person? To meet them? To hold them, to kiss them, to stroke their hair as they lay their head on your chest and listen to your heart beat?
Theres a very good (or bad) chance that I'll never get to experience that. I'll almost definate
DeletingI am deleting my profile on Fubar.
Updatei caught him red handed with that bitch last night and now he calls me a little bit ago and says he thought he was over me until he saw me, oh god give me a fucking break...
Friends" Vs. "southern" FriendsFRIENDS" VS. "SOUTHERN" FRIENDS
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>FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food.
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>FRIENDS: Will say "hello".
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss.
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>FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr.. and Mrs..
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad
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>FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you.
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>FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just
>being together.
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>FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
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>FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you.
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>FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
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>FRIENDS: Are for a while.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.
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>FRIENDS: Might ignore this.
>SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will fo
Bad Girls Pimpouthttp://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2683366833
This Needs To Be Reposted By All Bad Girls..If You Get This Message.. "i fucking hate you" Then You Need To Add 'IMA SLUT but not your slut aka Meowzette' To Your Friends List To Repost It
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