battered , torn .. i could of sworn ...
days in tears ..
seemed like years , until the finally something .. gave me hope ..
crushing darkness around me all me ..
all i can do .. is cope
tried , dissapointed .. dreams start to fade
is humanity . real? . or is it some kind of fairy tale ?
is dreaming a weakness , is hoping a scar ..
i wish i could be logical
what does destiny hold for me .. where oh where is my wise old tree ...
wisedom through pain ... wisedom through life ...
it cannot be all of my life ..
where is this new begining ?, where is this hope .. ?
darkness crushes my spirit .. it lays me down to rest ...
darkness .. for ever waiting .. trying to crush my chest ...