Love is so freaking over rated! I thought it was love, but I just can't do this anymore...I am breaking up with myself.
I don't know exactly what happened....ya know, I knew I was needy, I just didn't realize HOW needy. I just can't deal with myself anymore...I am always constantly bugging me... that voice - as if it were in my own head - grating on my nerves. I guess you just learn a lot about somebody when you spend all your time with them.
Don't get me wrong...I will still fool around with myself from time to time...don't want to burn all my bridges...but there just can't be any committment - no strings attached. It's best this way, honestly.
I will go on...and maybe I can learn to love myself again some day.