My heart beats fast every time I hear his name.
No one can compare, no one is ever the same.
Rapid palpitations ache right through and surround me.
Lusting for his fiery touch, I'm begging and pleading to break free.
I feel us connecting as one, want us to rock with a gradual flow.
But these longing thoughts of his loving touch, are things he'll never know.
I want him deep inside me, feel his juices touch my skin.
Our excitement only increases, playing through this sexual sin.
The danger keeps on rising, maybe we would get caught.
But then I'm knocked back to reality; these are only my desired thoughts.
This is a movie in my mind, that no one else can see.
A secret sensation held between us, a sacred act, for him and me.
Our screaming moans of pleasure sound as true as they feel.
Will this fantasy ever become a reality? Will my desires ever be real?
I want to share my inner feelings with the young man whom I adore.
One day I hope to open up, and for once avoid being ignored.
