Miss Understanding's blog: "Serious"

Just wanted to let everyone know that I won't be on CT much. I have 3 jobs now and a son to beat I mean take care of (don't get all crazy hes 14 and I bet you would beat him too). Hope everyone has a Happy Valentines Day! GTBTB

Why do some people find it nessicary to cheat? Is it a sexual drive or just a reason to hurt other people? Why not just walk away? And when the cheater gets cheated on they have the nerve to get mad?!? WTF is this?

Christmas Wish List It's that time of year again and i know we all have a secret wish for the holiday season. Please share you wish in a comment! And I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and a Peaceful New Year,From Vontella and Family

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When I am blue and sitting around listening to sappy love somgs and probably crying I think to my self is there really love out there like the song talks about?!? I dream of my prince charming my true love my soulmate to show up with flowers and the answer to all the problems in the world. But just the other day I was sitting there blue listening to the songs and realized maybe just maybe my love song just hasnt been written yet. Will my hero show up looking bigger then life and wisk me off to never never land, or be able to cure all my worries with a silent whisper into my ear? Probably not, atleast until my love song is written!

I have recently turned 34 yrs old and have been thinking alot about my life. I don't feel that I am as happy as I want to be in my life. So decided to make a list of things I want in my life. Pertaining to a special someone. 1. I want someone in my life that wants me. 2. I want someone who doesn't hide things. 3. I want to someone I can have mutual friends with. 4. I want to be able to go on trips with that special someone. 5. I want to hear I Love You and know its true. 6. I want to feel respected. 7. I want someone that can love and accept my kids. 8. I want to be able to wake up smiling. 9. I want to know that that someone else in my life is thinking of me once in awhile. 10. I want to be looked at and touched like a woman. 11. I want to be in the top three most important people in that special someones life. 12. I want to feel wanted instead of like a burden. 13. I want to receive flowers or phone calls once in awhile. 14. I want someone who can be honest. 15. I want someone who will hold me when I am sick. 16. I want someone who will encourage me in life. 17. I want someone who knwos what I want for b-days,or holidays. 18. I want someone who wants a future with me. 19. I want someone who can make me feel like a princess on a $10 date. 20.I want someone who loves how I look no matter what the hair day is like. I want someone who wants and can love me for me. And someone I can love and respect in return. When is it time to stop wanting and start demanding?