She Lost!
Night fell and she stood at the window waiting for the lights of a bike that would not be there , but watched anyway. praying silently to herself that maybe tonight he would come.
It had been over with only a few months but it felt as though it was continuing to happen..She had to say goodbye and it killed her alittle bit with each passing moment.
She had known not to be drawn in to his charms, but god help her she couldn't stop herself, she saw him and wanted him and didn't want to stop and think about the consequences.
He told her from the beginning that he was with someone, someone he loved , Who gave him everything .She stopped and the tears still rolled down her cheek, she absently rubbed them away and slowly lowered the drapes and sat in the darken room and thought about him.
Now her heart is closed and no longer the feelings of loving another .
That is not going to happen.
The love she had for him will burn inside her forever for she promised him that ....Maybe one day , she thinks and stops herself...No thinking of Tomorrow, for we are never promised tomorrow and yesterday are gone. He is forever a presents around her and for a moment she remembers and a sad smile comes to her face she whispers his name and the tears return and there she lays down
She takes her mind to a far away place where bright lights and air rush past her in a blur where she sits behind the man she loves on a bike moving threw the city feeling safe and secure behind her love.
He slips from her hand only because she didn't want to see the facts....now night alone she awakes alone forever knowing ....She Lost!
By Jane
