I don't know... writing things down is sometimes easier for me. Reading Jaz's letter to Michael opened holes again. It made me think how neither of us got to say goodbye to each other or anything. We never got to see each other, we didn't get to spend time together. I still can't help but think of all the shouldve couldve things. Idk, everything just flooded back again. I hate when it happens and I don't want it to happen anymore. Especially becuz I'm so happy with Michael now. I know we are the same in a lot of ways and this perhaps the most binding. Oh well...they called him in for work tonight. I'll make him nap when he comes home tomorrow. *I miss you Chang.* Love you guys.
I love you Michael.