Simplicity of Life
I once wonder why life is so precious to God. I come to see that life is not about the simplicity of one, it is about the whole, yet life goes on saying and telling life, change is needed. How can life be so blind to reality of life that is just being brush away by the tide of each ripple upon existence? Hatred is preached about life like the gospel of God, but I come to see........
Mankind was the creator of belief not God, cause God created life, but he didn’t created all belief upon the world, he only created man and woman, which lead to us. So are we not creating a false God and belief than the one that God created for life? I have sat upon many benches in many different churches, I found fault in each and hidden darkness that seems to be an overlooked by all that is within that religion. Why is there no united upon mankind? Is it because we are selfish and uncaring beast that is now our own worst enemy?
Has Satan become us?
Or have we become Satan that God speaks of? Which will end this world….
Satan or us?
I find the reflection with my soul frightening as a lightening storm upon a clear day. But yet I see, hear and feel…
What is the simplicity life that needs to be seen or heard and come to be within life? Yet life around me is failing to see it. I see the faults of the world. I shake my head and at times have laughed at the words up on newspaper and television preaches about the USA, being something that it is not. We dictate to others (countries) to not do thing too their people, but we can’t solve our own issue within our land, I find myself at odds with this. People say, we are our words, but yet words are twisted and confusing upon each step upon life rocky road. Why?
I can no longer find the peace or happiness within life.
My heart trembles to the sorrow and pain, I feel about life. My eyes are full of woe, yet wishing to see a bright day that will never be upon life. My soul hides away, but sees the simplicity of life that others just simply refuse to see or stop to hear. I know the times of damnation are upon us that will no longer be life upon this blessed world God created for life. How can I fear this for life, but not for me?
I cry upon a pillow to the hidden pain of the words to speak out that change is not ever going to happen upon the turn of tides of death falling upon this world of nothing. I seek no remorse for life, but I know as I sit here typing this up.
I would gladly die for life.
Yet would life care what I am willing to surrender away for it? I am being selfish or I am being what am meant to be within me. Unselfish one that see the whole picture than the selfish running about life without always words full of lies and hidden game to win. How can life be so lost? I still pace within my mind with question, but my heart flutters to life hardship upon me. My soul finds me and tells me….
Time has come that we have no more tomorrows.
I was lost upon life.
I know the pain of life, suffering of torment, but I knew love through my children. I have seen it all. Felt it all. I have even cried my heart out. My eyes have closed refusing to want to open, but they do. I reach out; when I know I should not. I help. I loved. I cared, but each time. I was slap down as if I didn’t matter, but always picked myself up, cause there was never no one there to reach out to me.
The simplicity of life is gone.
All life is about….
Greed.
Power.
Fame and control over another.
I can not be like that. I can not just turn around and walk away. Yet, I am the one that is always hurt and left behind.
What does it take to see that life is not prefect? No one is better than the other. Yet life moves on thinking tomorrow will be a better day. Tomorrows are running out of life. I find it stunning that all think they are better than the other religion upon the world, but God didn’t created religion, he only created life upon the world.
One man.
One woman.
Their offspring spread out through incest. So when does this reality come into picture that we are creature of habit created to be each other family of sin. When the hidden reality of the truth be seen. We condemn what created us. Yet, we judge life. How is it we created laws, but they can become a double edge sword to tell us, we are wrong and the law is right. Yet the ones twisting the laws in the end is wrong. I don’t see the logically reality in this, but am just one out of the many upon this world. I wonder how many more will stop to see the reality of this.
How can evil be separate from good or erase without erasing all that is upon life?
The world will be destroyed by us…by our evils and narrow mind ways of thinking or creating not God.
Yet the world and echoes upon life is telling us, damn ever warning us to stop, listen and see.
I ponder about my room. Fearing life and daring nothing no more. I have too much torment in my life from my family and those, who say they love me, but in the end, just walk out on me. I use to think I had failed love, but love was never there for me, so no more can I say love failed me. Cause if someone truly loves you…..
They just turn away from you because you don’t think or believe in what they do. I judge not one person now. I have come to see, I was just like those people upon life, but no longer will I be that. I can not be me with hatred and evil within my heart soul, but I do know….
Without good or evil, life is not complete. The two are whole. We are one, not two. Yet life has refused to see that.
No religion can say….
Adam and Eve were married in a church. Cause nature was where they were created. Married by god not by mans words within a church. How can we condemn what god didn’t upon the beginning? Without Adam and Ever children living as married couple, which would today be called….
Incest.
So my point is….
Why is life refusing and judging life? Did we not commit the sin of shooting the damn arrow into heaven that created us to become different races and speak with different languages, so in the end. We created the races out of sin against God. I find a lot within the word of God, stirring and worthy reading, but at times, I laugh because man seem to say each religion is better than the other.
Yet…..grass, air and water about all has a reason of being.
The trees, plants and animals have their meaning. The essence of life is held high in God eyes, he sent us here to learn why life is so precious, but so far all life has done, created death, judging, hatred upon life. Time after time, we have to blame someone for the evil, but do we stop to look in the mirror that we are the rock being toss into the water that creates the ripple that effects us?
We say words to make someone love us, than we just walk away. Thinking the words or action are no accountable, so when we are attack, stalked or punished. We can see the truth because of falseness.
I find myself wishing that I was not upon this life, but I know I was created for a sole purpose. I felt and seen death many times upon life, each time I was sent back here. I have seen the fate and cried to outcome of life that will be upon us.
I have no wish to see it come upon us. But as I look out on the rising sun that seem to flutter upon life with horror to what we have become or willing to do to each other because of greed and need to control life. I find at time I want to ask sun to just not rise, but I know without the sun, life would die. Cause without day or night, life would be lost. Moon gives us the coldness upon the hot days the sun burns down upon life and lands. I praise the sun for not turn away from us. I thank the moon for being there to bring me the coolness after a long hot day under the sun. Yet, I cry for them.
Dead stars in a way, but yet gives life so much from them. Alive to the point that they are worthy praising each day in thankfulness for being what they are to us, yet my heart and soul knows, one day the sun will vanish. The moon with just wither away because life is foolish to think they have all the rights to control and do what they must to be the power. I find the mystery of life is no mystery.
It is the simplicity of life.
The meaning of each thing has a purpose and reason of being. To honor and respect it bring us to the true meaning of life. Without it, we will always be our own worst enemy. Life will never be what it should or could be without all coming into the reality of life. Love and peace is are just words that makes hearts ponder upon a better day, but leaves soul lost and wandering within the trembling reality that our hearts and mind can never seen what is there, unless they stop and listen, hear and feel what the soul all ready knows.
Life is life within the simplicity of being a whole not many.
How can I find a way to tell this to life? How can I shake the world into lightness of what we were created to for and to be? Must I always feel at odds with life or myself over this? Do I want or need too much from life? Does life ever want what we should have or could have for ourselves or the children that will one day carry on, once we dead and gone?
Why does this hurt me so much?
Does my mind see the reality that makes my heart tremble and soul weep that in the end, it not us that will suffer. It will be the children. The world we will create for them is one of hatred, war and death. Can this be stopped in time?
I pray with each breath, it can be stopped in time. I cry to my hidden pain. Am I crazy or just bold to say what the reality is? I rather be bold enough to say it, so more can see, hear and come to know, change need to start years ago, but now we need to force the change, cause time is running out on us. Seasons are weird. Life is worst.
Children are suffering more and more each day.
Laws are no damn good. Talking is just words with no substances from those in power. Why is life allowing such bullshit to go on? Can it be that the world is just dead women and men walking about the world? Have the creation of our horror shows finally become our awakening reality?
My life is been hellish. I wish life not be hellish no more for the sake of our future, but am just one person upon this great mass of a world, yet all I hear of words that are full of hot and no substance to dare to make or do what the promise to do. All there is more wars. My lies have been twisted the reality to make us think that the changes are being done. What is the simplicity of life?
It is the respect that all things in life have meaning, feelings and purpose. We come together not as one, but as a whole to make the differences, before it’s too late for life.
Life is about unity, love and compassion. Hatred and condemning others must be erased. We strive to become wiser and more than our past, but no one has truly had, it has only made life worst than better. We seek answer, but fail to see that God did not attend to us all to have the answer to that question that we seek an answer too. We reach out into space and dig deeper into the world, but we seem to forget. The world is our only home and it will die, if we don’t try to stop the destruction of it and upon life. I tremble with the reality that life upon this once breath taking world is slowly being erased with our selfishness and greed. I shake my head to the words of nothing that is spun out of those in power about needed changes for life and the world.
I gasp as the once blue sky is now cloud with death.
I fall to my knees to cry as I look upon the sea or water that is now polluted with evils that we place upon it.
I wonder to why, I see the simplicity of life and no one else can.
Will life ever change?
I search my soul for the answer from my mind question, but I find only pain and sorrow there. Cause life and mankind refuse to see their own falseness upon life. I sit down to horror of television and newspaper that life is always at war with each. How can one country tell another is right for their people, but not see what is needed in its own? USA at war over torment and evils upon another country, but can’t solve our issues.
Where is the simplicity of life at?
Lost with the falseness of those in power, who can’t see or live up to the words of change. I see no change or future for us as each day pass. I wonder if God does. I pray to him and ask him.
I wonder if he will ever wipe out life, because life has become what he never meant to be. I think life no longer has a purpose or right to be on this world. We are only creating hate, greed and war upon each new generation. I wish the simplicity of life was within life, so I can see life flourishing instead one by one, life dying out like an eraser wiping of yesterday lesson of life.
©2007 Firestar
