God help me
Im slipping fast
My life is filling up with poison from others
Telling me Ill never be good enough
You know how hard I tried
Keeping everyone happy but myself
How can I keep doing it
Pleasing everyone else
Bit by bit numbness is setting in again
Soon Ill be gone
Someone save me
Pull me close
Hold me now, Im slipping away
Feeling is too much to handle
Keeping pushing me back
Hitting me hard
I cant take much more
Someone please help me
Tell me what to do
How do I keep myself whole
Without pushing everyone else away
I know who I am
Where I come from
Dont know how much longer
I can keep myself from slipping away
Pinch me
Wake me up
Do something to let me know Im still living
This feels and looks like hell to me
This pain is unbearable
It breaks me down
Pushes me back to where I was in control
Numbness is the key
To make me not hurt
I want to feel
I want to live
Im afraid I cant do it alone
Im not strong enough
I need to be wanted
To be needed
To find a place where I belong
Im out here alone
No one to turn to
No where to go
Im slipping away inside of myself
Scratching, scraping, cutting just to feel again
I dont want to go back there
Back to where I began
