It started out good. I had lots of attention on here and I got an offer for an online job from an agriculture company in Canada. I was feeling pretty good until my ex came by and showed his true colors. After I left and tried to give it some space I got a message from him with his list of excuses for his bad behavior. I just told him to come and get his business shit out of the house and do his own bookkeeping. I am done being disrepected by him over his crap. Then my AA sponsor told me she was done working with me, because I don't have a good enough program to be any ones sponsor. Then school called and told me that my son was disruptive all day and had to come home early. Oh, and he is suspended from school tomorrow. Can it get any worse? Yes! I go to an AA meeting and my ex's girlfriend is there. It is all I can do to keep from saying fuck it! I have been sober for almost 7 years and I am having a hard time dealing with life. Makes me wonder why I ever got sober. I have been at war with ex for almost 4 months and we were married for 10 years. It is hard to say that I am OK with him telling me I am not what he would look for in a woman today. I hope he finds what he is looking for and that they break his fucking heart. Yes I am angry and hurt and I just thought it would help to write. Just for Today, I do not have to waste my sobiety over a jerk like that. God help me learn from my mistakes.
