SOMETHING I HAD TO DO FOR MYSELF(Tried to avoid it but couldn't)
You were there for me when no one else was. You were there when everyone else gave up. When I had no place to go you gave me a place to stay. You introduced me to sugar water. lol Man I miss those times.
You always knew the right thing to say and when to say it. When no one else could get a smile on my face you always brought the smile out of me. You always listed you always cared. There were times you put me before your girlfriend. There were times when she would get mad and jealous.
We laughed together, We cried together, we yelled at each other, we screamed at each other. Hell there were times people thought we were married.
I couldn't ever lie to you you always seen right through me and through my feelings you always knew when I was trying to cover up something or not wanting to talk about something.
You and I we didn't just connect as friends or as best friends our bond was deeper. we were lovers at one time even though we had our relationships on the side. We could never bring ourselves to dating each other. Our love was like no other.
You always said you would die at age 22. I always replied"don't say that you have a long life ahead of you"
Man I miss you. Wish you could hold me now. Wish you could be here. Damit why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave me? My boys would have loved you.
Some days I wonder if there will ever be another friend like you in my life? but then again I wonder if I will ever let anyone get that close to me again?
You seen right through me.My own mom couldn't see the things you seen in me. and my husband today yeah he knows me But he don't always understand me like you did.
You know I woke up the other night and thought I saw you? Some people would think I am crazy but the hell with them.
You told me to always be strong. You told me to always hold my ground. Our friends use to tell us all the time I was too mouthy for as sweet as I was. You gave me my first cb handle. We use to play skunk and we would meet in the downtown square.
Then I got pregnant with my first son back in 99 and you told me he would be just as much trouble as I was when he got older. Then I got married in 00 and you were upset you couldn't be there.
Then three months went by and on Aug 15,2000 that was the day we were all amazed to find out the news. The park we use to hang out at alot. You had to drown in the pond. You will always be in my heart in my mind and in my thoughts 3 places no one not no one can take you away. I love you LVP always and forever. You will never be forgotten.
The memories will last. And never be forgotten.
Love APB That is the name you gave me in our skunk days.
