MirageRIP Docy's blog: "SOMETHING I WROTE"

I’m trying to come to a realization. Of this feels I can’t shake: I don’t understand it and it can’t move past it. I have tried to deny it but something keeps pulling me towards it! With all the misunderstanding and lost communication, It hard not it get caught up in all the confusion, The words you spoke today had some truth; Imprinted on my brain at 3am dame this is insane! But I hear you when you say! I’m tripping over what in front of me because I’m to busy looking behind me! I got my feet firmly on the ground this time around: with my eye’s set straight in front of me! So believe me when I say I’m taking your words to heart! I don’t want to push you away, out of fear: That you might just be the one that is able to reach me. I could come up with all sorts of reasonable excuses to walk away and not taking action: But there is only one reason why I stay: Which is this feeling I can’t shake! . We could worry about what might or might not happen. But to me that just energy wasted that could be used to achieve our desires. We could take one look at the immensity of this challenge ahead: And decide that there's no way our friendship could overcome it! Or we can begin to work and laying a foundation, step by step, and side by side through this challenge. We could listen to our insecurity that tells us with certainty that this friendship can not withstand all the challenges ahead! But I hope you’re with me in deciding to make a lasting impact and choose to enjoy the real fulfillment of making a positive, substantial contribution to each others lives. In the end, the decision is ours: For when we choose to, we can do anything! With every blessing we receive, some effort is required thee!

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A Love That Could Never Be Two Short! You look at me! Like how could this be? Why is this chick so into me? I have held you down! No matter how came around! Can’t lie I haven’t played and clowned around! But I have held down my crown! Your more then a crush, Because of the rush, I get every time our souls touch, You look at me! Like how could this be? Why is this chick so into me? You done thing for me, that I couldn’t believe! You set aside you pride, to prove you wasn’t a lie! You have messed up from time to time! But like a real man! Spent the time to win back his dime! I use to through fits and complain! About to these lame chick! Just because they wanted to be all on your d*ck! But you never held anyone above me! Let me down or failed me! I truly owe you for everything you taught me! You look at me! Like how could this be? Why is this chick so into me? Although you never told me! I have always known you loved me! Your actions spoke to me! Wonder no more! Because this is my answer to you! Is I am so into you Because of who you are, and what you do! No one could ever be you! Or make me feel the way you do! That why I will always chose you! and forever be your lady!

Dear America, This is a wakeup call. No longer can we disregard our seed that will one day grow up to be the trees we need to proceed. While I'm on my knees begging and pleading, there are kids in the street crying and screaming. From the hungry and diseased with no mommy to claim it's needs. To the babies lost at sea, addicted to methamphetamines: Shaking like a feen before its face is ever seen. When will we wake up from this bad dream: Turn our eyes to the sky and start to realize. All the neglect and disrespect must cease before our children’s futures are deceased. Without them there is no us, now is the time to discuss, a strategy we must: Put in to play before the day we lose their trust. While we’re concerned with money and material things, little boys and girls are letting go of their dreams. Never looking past today because tomorrow’s just another day: Don't you see, we are what they need to succeed. We must pick up the slack and make a pact to get our children future back: Black, White, Puerto Rican to Korean let start the healing. Don't think you can't affect a loving touch can leave a lasting impact: Now is your chance, as you walk past give that child another glance: If all it took was you what would you do: turn your back and think it not part of your facts, or realize that every child scorned is another American sore?

As I look at my reflection looking back at me. I know I am exactly who I am suppose to be. Even though I have made some mistake, I can’t spend my days being mad at me. Although I am not always at my best, I know I am the best I can be. Although most people lets devastation frustrate them, I thank god for the hard knots he sent me. Through them I have learned and grown: with out them I couldn’t be exactly who I am supposed to be.