Sometimes you feel like writing about special things in your life & this is one of those times when I feel like writing and telling the world about the special man in my life. The man in my life is very special to me. He came at a time when I was very down on myself and feeling awful about the many heartbreaks I've been through. From meaningless relationships, to my Mom's death, always one heartbreak after another. Even in my secret heart, I knew that one special love was out there, My Anam Cara "Soulfriend". I wasn't looking, But yet he found me. At that time, I was down and just heartbroken & barely smiled. Yes, I was going through a woe is me period, which we all get from time to time, and felt totally lost. I never fell in love with someone, the kind of love that leaves you breathless and the deep meaningful love that makes you smile and feel on top of the world, until my special man came along and brought that smile out from deep inside. He also brought down many of the walls that I had built around myself throughout the years. Not an easy thing to do as I can be stubborn and sometime closed off. Much baggage I had brought to the relationship, But he seen through all of that and accepts me for the person I am, and broke through all of my walls. We have shared so very much, laughter and a bit of "allergies" which is my way of saying, somethings in my damn eye, its watering lol. It's also about our dreams of one day having them all come true. Some people never find that love, and I'm so very lucky and very grateful to have my "sexy bear" ;) He has a way of making me laugh, smile & just all around make me giddy as hell, lol. Nothing can compare to what he gives to me. Everyday I'm grateful to have his love & in return he knows that he has my love and heart for a lifetime. So before I sound too mushy here, I just wanted to write something and tell him how special he is, how grateful I am to have his love and how I'm going to show him my deep love every day ;) I hope that everyone finds a love like this. Your so very special to me my "sexy bear" my Oni Noquisi, My forever love. I love you John Davis ;)