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If you haven’t noticed I have been in a little bit of a shitty mood! Well I don’t know why.... I try to think but it just doesn’t work.... I’m just all over the place! And I have been told for so long friends are all you need in life but I have noticed when I get nice and close to someone then everything starts to crumble! One little word can ether inspire fond feelings and warm fuzzy’s or it can make them hate you and wish you dead! Now that! I am not unaccustomed to feeling! In my real life I am hated by a few people out there in this hell hole called earth!....... I’m moving to another state coz my writing has just gone and pissed a whole family off! So fuck them I’m sick and tired of knowing someone out there hates me for what I write! I don’t pretend to write about lies! And I certainly don’t intend to change how I am just so you all will get to know me as some weak little man that will do anything for you..... The only time I am like that is if you prove to me that you are worth my time.... 
Yahoo is shit!.... 360 is worst! And all I can say is the only place I have left on this net to feel any thing like friendship and true honourable people is CherryTap and Gaiaonline.... I sometimes wake up at night and reach for the blade I have by my bed.... but I never quite finish it... would you like to know why I don’t? Well simply put I’m not weak enough to do it! I have been threatened by May people I suffer from depression and yet I still keep going! Now I don’t seek sympathy or anything I just people to know that, that is all.... I am not as weak as I portray on here I just don’t see the point in acting as I truly am on a site where one may be what they want! I want to be a nice guy that people can come to and talk whether it’s a problem or just to chat I don’t mind I really don’t! The one thing I can’t stand is someone who believes there smarter then other people... I don’t care what your IQ is if you have to rub it in people’s faces exactly how smart dose that make you? Is not the defining point of higher IQ to rise above such things! Dose it take someone like me to understand that fighting and bossing people around is not right! I run a clan the best I can and most like how I run it! Lucky for me I’m not alone on this one my friends help! And truly this is what a clan is! When the elders ask for there people’s help and they willingly give it without rubbing it in his face!.... but I digress I’m came here to write this to tell of a friend I lost... it hurts me when this happens hurts more then it should when I tried so damn fucking hard to keep it there! But I guess some fucks just don’t like being cared for and always talked to.... they don’t like people that actually ask them how they are and by some fucking merical WANT to know the answer!!!! Well fuck you!... I try my hardest! And this is my rant about this!... so if you don’t like this sort of thing get off my fucking friends list but at least tell me why before you do it so I can know where I fucked up!.... 
Good bye all.... wolfie Alpha.... fuck face of this place! 
