You know a time comes when a person does not know what to do in their life. Some people can handle it better and some cant. I am on of those people that cant handle it. My friends like to use me for what I have and that is about it. They also ilke to see how far they can go with me and what not without ever saying thanks. You know I bet not one of my friends would really care if I went to my truck right now and shot myself in the head. What does it take to make good friends that you can trust and talk to. I have been dealing with this for about a week and it is really kicking in. I have been thinking hard about what it would be like to shoot myself. Does anyone really really care no they dont. They say they do but dont. They may act like they do but they dont. If I was facing you right now with a gun to the side of my head what would you tell me.
