Why do i feel this way like i just wanna die
think these lonely thoughts of commiting suicide
would she even notice would she even care
im not with her now watching over, standing there
watching this angel as she sleeps and dreams
unaware shes rippin my world apart at the seams
id do anything and everything just to see her happy
but im the one that makes her cry and feel really crappy
Id give her the world if shed just let me
but shes part of the reason im sittin here lonely
part of the reason im sittin here now
weapon in hand ready to take the vow
take the knife and plunge it deep
i pray to the lord her soul you keep
hold the gun steady squeeze the trigger
let it all out as the mess gets bigger
grab the pills and pop em quick
fuck the world let my blood run thick
think to myself as my eyes grow heavy
what have i done my heart goes unsteady
lying on the ground life fading fast
memories flash by events from the past
all of them her our first kiss
all these things that i will miss
i think about it as i lay here dying
will she notice, will she be crying
i lay here thinking as my life winds down
of the fateful tragedy unseen to the town
when theyve seen what i have gone and done
lying im a puddle of my own blood
lying on the ground with a gun in my hand
and a knife and a bottle on the dresser stand
what will they do when it all falls through
when theyre at the funeral of young dustin u
Dustin B. Unrath
