Sweet moments spent snuggled in your arms constant beat of a loving heart, Resonating loudly in my ears. Rhythmic rise and fall of lifes breath, lying listening, feeling.
Intriguing me making me feel when all was numb awakening me to all those lost tingles that was once in me, again now are
watching as your eyes move in dream, wondering if its I you are dreaming of?...........my eyes never wanting to close, for I know that with dawns light all will be lost. nothing being the same!!!!
Never holding you close, kissing those sweet lips. No more snuggles for me will come, NO MORE! A stabbing pain feels me now and I weep on the inside for the loss of this fantasy, gone in a ray of light, never to return. my loss great my pain unbearable, the weight of this realization seems to be crushing me
my sweet i want you today tomorrow I want you forever....But this will never be i no my place with you In your heart I will never be I can accept!? I can deal!? But I know these moments spent in the illusions may have been some of the most wonderful times in my life.... So be it what it may......
Each thought of you I will drift back to that place, where you and I laughed, cried, played,learned, and taught, the day we allowed ourselves to be free to cherrish the embraces felt. the kisses recieved, the playful smacks....
this is how I will remmeber US..........and forever keep it in my heart.......
much love and kisses
