I try so hard to fight back the tears
It doesn't work
it never has
They just fall on their own
Like a waterfall
Old memories come back up
And the tears take over
I don't want to cry
But i just can't help it
There's too much stuff i left held back in my heart
I can't open up
It hurts too much
No one understands
They just tell me to suck it up
Well i have news for them
One day they'll be a wreck like i am now
And i won't help them
They didn't listen
Which made me who i am
I hate to cry
I always tell myself i won't
Then what do i do?
I cry
