Tears:
Tears slowly falling down my face
so many memories in so little time,
I wish they would have never happened
I wish I could change it all
yet my mind won't let me forget my mistakes
this biggest one, is not doing the things I should have,
the things I will later regret for the rest of my life
I trust to easily and I hurt to easily,
How could anyone love me? my heart screams
when all I feel like is a waste of air.
why do I even feel like this
why does this happen to me
why can't my mind just leave me alone!
why do I treat myself like this?
why do I fear love?
why can't others see me for me,
the inside me
why does it have to be me? why can't there be someone like me?
Too many whys I believe.
Pamella Quackenbush
2000
