I sit here letting the tears wash down over my face because I no longer exist to the one that said he would help me.
I sit here in tears because the one that is suppose to be here for me when I have questions or am confused no longer sees me.
I sit here in tears because to him I no longer matter and it has begun to turn my heart to stone once more.
I sit here in tears because I know that nothing I do will meet his approval, and that no matter how hard I try I am always wrong.
I sit here with tears washing over my face because I let myself love him only to have him reject that love and use it against me.
