The skies are turning black
As daylight fades away
Then the moonlight comes into play
I take a step outside
As I ask myself why
I feel the way that I do
Everything it seems is falling apart
My family I love so much
Left without a word
Along with the one
I love above everone else
And my blackbox of a past
Has begun to slowly open
Memories I never even knew I had
Begin to haunt me in my dreams
im taking a walk now
In the hopes of clearing my mind
But my mind cant help but to ponder and wonder
A flash goes by
And a gunshot goes off in my mind
My father is standing still
A devilish smile upon his face
I know this isnt happening now
But I know it did in my past
These memories that I endure daily
Are begining to take their toll
Im feeling a continuious nothingless
Depression has taken its hold
And I dont want it to go on any longer
These memories of mine
I hate waking up everyday
Sweating adn screaming
Seeing the bruses on my body
That my father left on me
In my darkest of dreams