Deep on the inside
There is a hole in my soul
And I can feel its blackness spreading
Like the emptiness inside
The vacuum of a black hole
It is ripping and tearing my soul to shreds
Slowly eating away at my insides
Soon there will be nothing left
Nothing left of my humanity to salvage
Once this dark abyss consumes me alive
Im feeling weak now
My whole body is sweating
And Im shaking with the fear of losing
Losing the one thing that makes me me
My humanity, my very own soul that is within me
This hole that is buried deep inside of me
It keeps on growing without any end in sight
And I dont know what it is that I can do
To prevent this ominous black mass of a black hole type vacuum
From eating me alive while I try to sleep or walk in the light of day
My sight has fafed; its failed
Along with my ability to hear and words or sounds that are around me
Ive lost my sense of taste and of smell
Ive lost all of my senses as I fall to the ground with a thud
And I know ive lost this battle to the vacuum; this black hole within my soul
There is nothiing left for me now
I cant help but think while I still have the ability to
That there was so much that I wanted to tell you
That I loved you with all of my heart, my very soul
yet, somehow, even in my last moments
By some mirical or the grace of god
I was able to say those three words Ive longed to tell you my whole life
The words I know youll never hear me say but I say them anyways
And with my last breath I say I love you
As my mind and everything I know turns to the emptiness that is the black hole
