Lady Victoria Eclectic Pagan's blog: "TRUTH"

AFTER CHILDISH RETALIATION, RETRIBUTION AND STUPID GAMES, I FEEL IT IS ABOUT TIME FOR EVERY AND ALL AFFECTED TO SEE THE FLIP SIDE OF THE COIN. THE TRUTH SHALL NOW BE EXPOSED. MY RESPONSE TO ALL THIS NONSENSE IS IS AS FOLLOWS AND I HAVE WHAT HAD BEEN PENNED AS BACKUP AND PROOF INCLUDED AND IS A BOTTOMS UP READ: I NEVER claimed to be part of the "wiccan family" and I have been trying to respond to Cassy ever since her message to me on the 8th and have been blocked! I even asked Ghostdancer to please relay my being upset with her and she totally ignored me and blocked me. I am now furious and will not stoop to her level. I am better than that and her childish games. How the heck can I IM myself to warn her of the initial contact from this person? If she never contacted me before, why would I have gone out of my way to protect her thinking she was my friend? I gave her the heads up about "steghra" to warn her out of following the Rede - and harm none! I never mentioned any other name whatsoever and was on the alert from her warnings and tried to help spending my birthday Private Messaging fellow sisters and brothers from any possible attack because she said they were hackers! I made sure I was in "her meeting" to see what I could do to help and this is what I get in return? Cassy is the one who recruited Eugene and I to begin with - I NEVER volunteered, but was true to my word. Her three line bulletin explaining that she spoke to this person and said the whole deal was done I thought ended this whole ordeal. May the Gods and Goddesses strike me where I am if there is one iota of truth to her false accusations. This is all nonsense and if need be will redeem myself in the eyes of all and let the chips fall where they may. I am pissed, but I am an adult. I will be true to mine own self first, and Eugene is my main and primary concern regarding all this. Good Godz, he is the one that asked me to help her out and rate her to begin with. As an outstanding figure in PPD, I would never in a gazillion years do anything whatsoever to defame his character. If she has a beef with me, I'll call her out on the carpet for this. Why would I expose myself to this ridicule and negative attention? I am not the one who needs the attention and craves it in any fashion. I like my little circle and am comfortable in smaller circles so that I can be true to my friends. Maybe this is all a blessing in disguise. I spend way to much time here trying to help people and this is the thanks I get. I'll spend this time on my Care2.com network making a difference in matters that mean something. I love you and would never do anything to hurt you or anyone else for that fact. This will end here and now. In love and light, Victoria. Starz Message to all on 12/11/06: Tomorrow Lady victoria will be exposed in the room for being the wiccan prietess, Lady isis along with many more wiccans have already removed her and Eugene from thier pages and blocked them.. Lady isis and I suspected them all along, it wasn't until a few days ago that I found out for sure... She tried to claim it was me... she is banned from all our rooms and anything to do with the wiccan family.. once exposed Lady isis will then block them from the lounge... I have already blocked them from welocme committee and my page along with gd and all of my close wiccan friends... thank you... Blessed be Sweet witch Cassy Here is what Starz wrote to everyone on mine and Eugene’s list after trolling and hounding our pages every day for over a week: I write this with a heavy heart. I want you all to understand a few things..I have closed the Welcome Committee and I am no longer part of the Family. I feel a great need to disassociate myself from the family. Some of you know the reasons why. Some say it makes no sense, others sit in bewilderment.. Some say closing the Welcome lounge does not break a family and I agree . But disloyalty, mistrust, disrespect,deception does!. Most of the people that became part of our family were my friends. Many met others and the family grew.. Soon we were a few hundred. For the most part it was a really nice family. Our religion is based on unity, kindness and love. Our motto. "Harm None" I Have lived that all of my life. I have been taught not to judge. Not to disrespect or lie. I enter a family who claimed to live by the same rules. The reason I am so well liked and respected is because I do abide by my teachings. I treat all the way I wish to be treated. Now in the midst of the game, the rules change. I don't play that way. Either you are Wiccan or you are not. There is no middle. You believe it , or you do not. Something happened this week that changed everything. I am not getting into the details. It has absolutely nothing to do with the Wiccan priestess. What it has to do with is what spurned out of it. Here I am as the head of the Wiccan ~ Pagan family. I don't know about you , but , in my book, that alone should deserve some respect, wouldn't you say? Well, obviously not. I have been lied to, lied about, berated, degraded, tested, talked about and NOW after all this they expect me to just forget it all and let bygones be bygones. Sorry lovies. Life doesn't work that way. So I have given this great thought.. I have decided I don't want to be part of this family anymore. I don't want to associate with people like this. Then we have Wiccan's who say, it is ok. just forget it, lets keep peace. That infuriated me more. I am a stickler for principles. I have my real friends who have helped me through this ordeal. They have stuck by my side through it all. They too have decided they want no parts of it. We have taken Wiccan family off of our names. many more will follow just watch. It is a very sad day to see this happen. It has broken my heart! I feel I have no choice in the matter.It was not of my doing.If my family does not back me on something like this, What if something major was to happen. Know not all who joined were wiccan's or pagans. Some added the name to have a feeling of belonging. This is what made it special.. The unity is now gone.. You all will soon see it happen. I call it the trickle effect. Many know exactly what I am talking about. Soon there will be a few more, then another until what we thought we had is no more. We can't get this back guys. It is too late. My teacher once taught me the value of penmanship, never to put anything on paper that will incriminate me, that goes for typing too! So the next time you want to play that mighty scholar, think twice about it.. Many have no idea what happened here, others never will. I do though, so do most of you. Soon you will feel the effects and then you will start seeing them..Friendships were lost over this. before it is over many more.. Unfortunately in cases like this , sides are taken. You can say they don't and they do.... I say to you my family... I love each of you. I wish you well...All I want now is to be left alone. I know who my real friends are. I will never again to ever allow anyone to hurt me as you have.. Brightest Blessings my friends.. Starzhaloz Sweet Witch... Before this was written, here is the first, last and only message I ever received from:Starzhaloz ~ Sweet Witch ~ 1D date:2006-12-08 21:53:31 subject:My victoria My swwet lady, Gostdancer just told me you were upset with me...Please don't me.. I haven't been ignoring you. I love you. you halped me so much.. this things just drained me and I am very sick... I am sorry if i I hurt your feelings. Please don't take offense to it...No harm was meant my friend.. I have been laying low because of it... I love you... Your an angel.... The only one I have spoke to on here lately is Gd and Deb.... If you have any worries please contact me..... Brightest Blessings my love.... Sweet Witch.. The last thing I can say to you Lady Vic (remember, I named you) is that you all take this waaaaay too seriously. Having minions who will fight to thedeath for you is a scary thought indeed. I don't like the world of wicca very much right now, because I think the real witches are getting a bad shake due to all the pretend witches on here. I'm not saying that about you Vic, just stating that this has become so much fantasy and BS. I truly wish you good health, and I'll keep positive thoughts for your ills. Congratulations on finding Eugene and I hope you two find peace and happiness together. === 'Lady Victoria ~ Eclectic Pagan~' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-08 22:58:06'.. I do know Cassy has been ill and back and forth to doctors and sent well wishes, healing energy and lightworkers group circles inclusion for her, but the problem I have with that is, so have I. Last month I went through a battery of tests (mri's, brain scans, neurological exams and so forth) and was told that I have a pea sized mass in my medulla of which the brain surgeon told me that I have a 50/50 chance of being paralyzed or brain dead if I was willing to undergo a needle biopsy. If you read my profile's "About Me" section you would understand my life as it is and where I come from. Being a survivor of many cancers and such has caused me to take the option of wait and see for now and be re-evaluated in 6 months and have second and third opinions outside a network of affiliated doctors. I am scared to death now that I found my One True Love in Eugene and do not want to lose him either. I find that to be a poor excuse unless it is for some psychological disorder. I am above and beyond the childish and selfish games of egotistical and the "baby boomer why me waaaah" syndrome to announce publicly of my struggles and strife. I deal with it privately and do not recruit others to defend my battles. I only wish that there would be some kind of balance and consideration shown if someone is going to be a friend. I wish no harm to anyone - but if someone is going to harm or defame me - they made an enemy out of me and my shields are up. I have a varied wide circle of friends and influences that will fight to the death of me if need be. I ask none for assistance unless I truly need it and cannot do alone one on one. The ball is in her court. Please let her know of my wishes and I shall take it from there. Till then, I value your friendship and hold you free of her discretions, for you are separate entities and to each their own. I wish no ill, only what is good and right. In love and light, Lady Victoria === 'ghostdancer' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-08 21:40:59'.. Lady Vic ... I'm sorry you and Cassy are not seeing eye-to-eye. I swear to you, I don't get involved in this wiccan stuff, wars, turf issues, fake witches, soul eaters ... I honestly don't know who these witches are ...and I'm sorry Cassy didn't give you the attention you feel you were due. I've found you to be a warm and sensitive person, and I truly wish you'd work this out with Cassy. I'm sure there's a valid reason she has not been in constant contact with you. You do know she's been at the doctors quite a bit, don't you? As I tried to respond in a peaceful and friendly manner, my message was blocked and that was the beginning of a negative downward spiral. With all this drama, I shall leave it up to you to decide who put what in writing and what the real intentions are. I know the value and meaning of friends, and with friends like that, who needs enemies. In love and light, Victoria.