The Pain
I hurt my self, to see if I still feel the pain..
The pain you caused..
The pain I've endured....
I wanted to see if I still felt anything at all..
I wanted to see if I still could feel you...
The pain you left... the pain you bore...
I wanted to see if I could still feel you here...
I cut myself to see if the pain was real...
To see if it would subside...
To see my greatest fears..
My feelings have never changed... they will never fade..
They will always be,
My greatest fear is losing you....
and my biggest fear is me.
J.
