I see that face so shining clear
The wind is blowing on this clear
Night that makes me wonder in silence
Have I been the man I thought I was?
That I claimed to be?
I see that body stretched out and tempting
So perfect in its simplicity.
And I know I will long to have it.
Have it for eternity.
And once again I see that spirit
That calls me like a swine.
I'll never know what makes me move
What makes me fall
Time after time.
Careful young child
Although in your mind
You see the world through colored eyes.
You know you can't erase those times
That your love wasn't truly genuine.
All a game I think to myself.
A game to help me pass the time.
But I can't ignore those feelings again
And refute the meaning of those words
That were mine.
