These few weeks have been fucking horrible. But my friends are the best. My GOD of a man left (looking fwd to seeing him in DEC) and then my grandmother passes away which is sad even if she is a bitch.My stepmom goes in tomorrow for her surgery for the cancer she has...my life is like a fucking rollercoaster. If it wasn't for my friends hanging out and shopping with me and talking about my tits bc the shirts they have are to tight around the breast area (thanks Piggy for our convo last night) lol...let me explain my friend Matt (Piggy) has a coffin set out with a shirt,stickers and patches I think and we we're discussing sizes and were hysterical bc he said I think you're boobs will be happy too bc all the perveted men will be looking at my tits not his sexy face and reading who it is...guess you had to be there. Then seeing Dr.Chud was a blast haven't seen him since the Misfits days. Talking to Graves and my boy J being there for me and irate that I was never as upset as I am now with Eddie gone when he left to go on tour for months at a time...boys I tell ya. My friend Jimmy from the Rockets..who keeps me in tact with our shots of Jack in between his sets and getting fucked up then saying WTF god I LOVE that kid(I will pimp him out..he's worth it)and dancing my ass off shaking my lil italian botty with CT ... and the rest of the guys. Mr Margera for just being his fucking self and std Novack and the rest of the crew for putting a smile on my face no matter how fucking disgusted,depressed I am at the time. Hahaha my ordeal with buying an Ipod...I got one for the plane ride in DEC. no clue wtf I am doing however I did get a few songs on there and there seems to be some I didnt d/l on there WTF I freak out call Matt and he's hysterical..thanks for helping me ya shitball.... I have shopped so much the past few weeks its nuts,I can open a handbag store got a new Coach,LV,new boots,jeans,shirts,sneakers,hat,cute lil undies and stuff for my vacation wtf I bought out half the mall! Seeing Pino in DEC with the band he's playing with Seemless I believe he's also in Piggys band,this will be a great and interesting night him with his pale white chest...last night Piggy tells me to slap him a little bit, I am scared bc I think he might like it too much..I am saving myself dammit! And last but not least my Megan for dealing with my mood swings I can be a cunt...but she understands. I think when all is said and done I will be happy as soon as Dec gets here and my life is back to normal...if not I am going to take every mother fucker out ..hahahahaha! Don't piss me off or step onto my territory~DO NOT mistake kindness for weakness. I am a nice person but it takes one person to fuck with me or people I care about then it's done...love me or hate me..I don't really give a fuck -)
Thats the best part of me being me..those who know me in real life know how I am, I am loyal to those who mean the world to me,I give the respect I get. I love meeting and becomming friends with people...I am not a bitch unless provoked.Have a great day I am heading to shop of course on my day off~XOXOXOX
