My daughter was something wounderfull to me tho i know she never even made aday in life something hurts deep inside my heart and that is my ex. she killed alisha for a laff and that hurt me alot and knowing that was a human being inside it hurt more tho she was born but sadly died later that night on 24/12/2008 at 3:30am
I did try my best to keep her alive but she was in to much pain the doctors recomended to turn the life suport of i refused i was at her side telling her i love her be strong daddys here I'm never letting you go - but after 8 attempts the doctors asured me that it was the best thing to do i said to them can i turn it off they said yes but b4 i did i kissed her on the forhead and told her that dont be afraid heaven is a good place it's safe daddy be there soon i promise then i turned the life surport of worse moment of my life my ex was escorted out of the hosp by the police sometimes i wounder why didn't they do anything
in 2009 i overdosed my self on drugs and tablets to be with the one i love and be there for her but it failed my twin brother saved me i respect him more then my best friends but im off drugs now as i relise that my daughter wanted me to be alive and wanted me to be happy thats hard really
kids are the same as humans never take babies etc for a short life respect them like you respect your own family murder is a crime but on someone that is helpless is SICK and being a ***** mind - PLEASE respect people includeing kids and
thankyou for reading my story - please respect this blog and show life matters
xxx