Ok depression i think is this lonely hearts only true friend. I've been alone almost all my life and i'm so tried of it but everytime i try i just get shut down or they just wanna a quick fuck.
Am i that unattractive?
Why can i have a relationship?
Why can't i have someone that wants to date me?
I want to have that something that as of now i can never have. I guess at this rate gray would be the color of my heart anymore.
I'm always the person that everyone comes to for their promblems for their dating or relationship issues yet no one ever stops to see how hurt and alone i am or how much it sucks to hear how they got someone interested in them or how they're getting engage or they are having kid while everyday i sit alone depressed alone trying so hard not to let it eat me alive. Come on doesn't someone find me attractive? Doesn't someone want to date me?
