well its funny...all my life time was never an issue time was just...well time...but now im in a life where there is so little of it and so much to do...yet at the same time....time stops me from having the perfect life...who knew 4 words could be so big knowing that waiting and wondering lasts for so long... so much to do so little time...yet one thing to want and too much time to wait...its trippy to have so little time but so much of it...i hate it the thoughts the wonders...i wish i could speed things up or slow them down but i cant and it hurts knowing yes i have to wait but i dont want it to go so fast...so what to do when this happens i dont know...just sit back i guess but who am i if i do that to someone ...yet who am i to rush someone....whether i wait or push i will see and i hope in the end i dont do the wrong thing and say there aint enough time...or there is too much...cause in the end i want the outcome my way and my way only...anyone who says i wont ever have the perfect life...fuck u all i already have it just need to figure out how to keep it...
