I am sorry but I need to vent tonite...Why is it so hard for people to be honest?? I think honesty is the first most important thing needed in a relationship of ANY kind whether it's romantic or just friendship..Why is it that I have such a big heart and always get stomped on? Maybe I'm too nice...maybe I need to be more tough some say..I don't know..why should I have to change myself?? Just when I think I have found something that may bring some happiness in my life it's gone..just as quickly as it came...such is life...I know I'm a strong woman and no matter what happens I will continue on and in the end, I will find happiness..