Got up this morning and made myself go to church. I thought at first about staying at home but what better place to be when you are alone? Among other people and the house of the Lord. It is there and there only that I feel loved. (besides God's love) And yet, I come home to ugly messages from ex. disprespecting me. It is moments like those when I feel I'm being tested and I am NOT one to just take crap like that. I pray the Lord can help me to just let what he says and how he degrades me from now on to just slip right out of my mind. IF he is judging me then who is he anyway? He walked out and abandoned us with promises of help...which he has done VERY little. But I need not disrespect him either. So...here is to just turning the other cheek and moving on. May God watch over us all and take care of our needs. In Jesus' name, AMEN!!!
