WELL TONIGHT WAS A REALLY BAD NIGHT. I FEEL LIKE SUCH AN IDIOT. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER, NOW I AM PAYING THE PRICE. SOMETIMES BEING NICE CAN COME BACK AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS.
I WANT TO REALLY VENT HERE. BUT I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT. LETS JUST SAY I WAS TAKEN FOR A FOOL, WAS USED, AND TOSSED ASIDE. IT IS MY FAULT FOR NOT BEING SMARTER. SO NOW I AM PAYING FOR IT FINANCIALLY AND MORE IMPORTANTLY EMOTIONALLY. ONE OF THESE DAYS I WILL LEARN AND I WONT BE WALKED ALL OVER LIKE THIS AGAIN.
WELL THAT IS ALL I AM GOING TO SAY. I WILL TRY ONCE AGAIN TO GET TO SLEEP.