Selena's blog: "Travis"

say goodbye to the person you love isnt the most easy thing in the world but you get passed it and when you do you ask youreself why you took so long to get over it but i guess they say love is the most passionate thing to experince i wouldnt know because someone will not try love and i feel bad because they dont know what they are missing - Ashley AKA ( sadest gurl to ever walk the face of the earth).

I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you been gone There is no better wish then this i am about to make i would wish for me to be someone else and my old soul to be yours as long as your happy i will take peace in what i have taken from you i gave back so please forgive me and i will be at peace as i look down upon you as you look upon me and see me in my corpse i shed one tear and she feels it and looks to the skye to see me smiling at her she looks back down to see someone else she drops the blood red roses and starts to turn away when she sees me right infront of me she cries in fear as i say do you forgive me. There is no greater love then you and your friends so i say to you do not let the ones you love go to waste and rot away in a csket with magets to rummage through your loved ones body

I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you been gone There is no better wish then this i am about to make i would wish for me to be someone else and my old soul to be yours as long as your happy i will take peace in what i have taken from you i gave back so please forgive me and i will be at peace as i look down upon you as you look upon me and see me in my corpse i shed one tear and she feels it and looks to the skye to see me smiling at her she looks back down to see someone else she drops the blood red roses and starts to turn away when she sees me right infront of me she cries in fear as i say do you forgive me. There is no greater love then you and your friends so i say to you do not let the ones you love go to waste and rot away in a csket with magets to rummage through your loved ones body

why is everything so fucking stupid i hate the world and everyone in it because ther not like you nones like be duh even i know that

why is everything so fucking stupid i hate the world and everyone in it because ther not like you nones like be duh even i know that

travis my boyfriend is having so touble with his confidence he needs some help what should i do