Life hasnt gotten any easier lately because my heart has to choose between two men in my life. Piers and Bair both care for me alot but I can only have one in my life. I love Elizabeth (piers' daughter) but I need to also think about my kids involved as well. Its not just me anymore. All I want to do is live out my life in happiness with a good man by my side and hopefully raise a family together with however that guy maybe. I do have good news though. Come the 28th which is like in 9 days from today, I will be legally divorced from James A. Wilson and can move on with my life in a better way without the mental strain. I cant take the bullshit that he has put me through for so long. Hopefully something will come out in the right way in the end but time can only tell what may happen in my life with whoever my heart decides to choice!
