Well here I am, a little better than the day before
Pages lay empty all twisted and torn
Her I am picking myself up
Just to knock myself back on the floor
Every time I scream its over
Always screaming nevermore
Time after time I wish I heard you calling
But wish as I may it never turns out right
So I sit here wondering what to do
Trying not to think so maybe I can write
Still all these lines get filled
With all my thoughts of you
I know you’re out there somewhere
Under these same stars as I
They all shine down so bright
And I cant help but wonder what your thinking
In the middle of this summers night
Now my thoughts drift towards heaven
Just wondering what it’s like
Wondering if I’ll make it there
And if so will you be by my side
Are lives go on and on
With the day’s just ticking by
I’ll wait and see what happens next
In the middle of this summers night
Now I’ll lay myself down in bed
Hope I know will watch me until I fall asleep
Who knows what will happen then
When I cant tell what’s real
Or just in my head