September 09, 2006 Unattainable Love
There is always the one person, be it a man or woman, that you can never get out of your mind or heart. You know that you l0ve them and they fell the same love for you. You spend your time with each other talking about the goings on of the life around you and them. Discussing politics and health care, the differences between your countries or cities, and the family issues we all have at one time or another. You have debates that get heated and it stimulates your minds. You tell some of the corniest jokes that either of you have heard but laugh til you about wet your pants from laughing because of who told you the joke. Somehow they make everything so much funnier or so more important then you really think yourself. You tell each other that you love the other with all your heart and mean it deep within your soul.The things that don't get said only because you're afraid it will hurt each other not because it was mean or cruel but because you can't be with each other. The love you feel is so strong you can read it in the words said or wrote, and if the chance comes about that you get to look in their eyes and see the pain you feel yourself. To cry because you have to say goodbye until next time. You come to a point where you can't say goodbye but say I Love You Heart & Soul Truely Madly Deeply For Ever and Always , Laterz, *gone just so you don't have to say the one thing you never want to say to each other. Afraid to look at each other when you have to part because one or both will have tears in their eyes. You know that you'll see each other again but what if you never do? The fear is always there that something will happen and you'll never get to say I Love You again or to hear the stories of the day. It's frightening to know it can happen that way at anytime with anyone in your life. In the experiences that we have with the ones in our lives can be so different then with others. When all you can say is Someday we'll be together forever and never be apart again but do we know when Someday is? We can't know just pray that it comes to happen Someday. We all have an Unattainable Love, do you really know who's yours? It can be a friends husband or wife, a best friend that you're afraid it will destroy what you have and lose them forever, or someone you've never been able to touch but know in your soul so deep that it's undeniable you're meant to be together til the end of time. If you haven't felt that way then maybe you've been lucky enough to have had that person with you already or just haven't realized they are the one for you yet. I hope and pray that noone has to feel that way, it is one of the most painful things a soul can go through. If you love someone like what I have just described then I hope you do whatever you have to to be with that person or you'll spend your life looking in from the outside and feel like the loniest person on the earth. To the lovers of the world cherish what you do have you could lose it or never have a chance to have it at all. <3<3
