There is light in you that no one sees.. Because its been shattered and hidden by misery.. They state that misery does not ajoined well with company.. but when look you will see that individual that brings out the light that you no longer see.. I have been there and live there in the darkest part of my soul trying to take away the one thing that I hold.. I held my life in my hands and wondered the streets lost and confused hoping and wishing that my life would end here.. Still to this day I sometimes say lord please take me far far away.. My heart is scorned and bursied and can’t take no more.. I have been through the paths of hell one to many times.. I wonder sometimes when I’m going to die.. I even felt at times that there was no one to love me cause I live in misery..
Depression is a bitch and can kill you softly.. can have you in tears that never disappear.. It makes you feel like your useless.. If you have ever walked a path in the shadow of darkness you know it’s a lonely place.. You don’t want to be bother nor played with.. Love is a killer cause the only way you can love is with you heart to love is to give your body and soul and once you do that the rest is unknown.. Once that individual has you completely and then walks away to leave you a stray you find you self completely lost in a total disarray suffering depression now isn’t that a bitch..
