I’ve torn my heart open, I’ve sewn myself shut,
My weakness is I can’t do much.
I feel so alone, so grave and bear,
I’ll pay my fee for being me.
These scars will stick, they’ll never heal,
I tear my heart open just to feel.
I’ve been damned from the start,
Please don’t toy with my broken heart.
I’ve lost it all once before,
All the pain I’ve had to bore.
My spirit’s sunk, my life is drained,
I’m tired of playing this stupid game.
I’ll end it now and be done,
I’m sick of giving you all your fun.
You take pride in my hurt, you take joy in my sorrow.
Take this gun, let’s play your game,
Shoot me now.
End my pain.
