hello all well this week wasn't too bad but there was a little set back this week instand of the counts going up they came down the counts was 86 thousands but this week the counts are 63 thousands and i only gain 2 pounds this week hahahaha i glad for that i feel like a cow feeling a little depressed this week because of this but will put the head up a little higher this week to i see the dr next week i'm getting tried of going to the dr and being pick with a needle every week you would swear i am a junky with the marks on my arm but i'm not its getting harder to get blood out of my arms they keep running away because they don't like this as i know i have to do this but i don't want to i made a stop this week and had a talk with and old wise man and woman on my way back from the dr and told them i have had enough and to make me better so i could enjoy life so lets see if it works ........ well the next appointment is 01/14/2008 i will let you all know what happens then take care and enjoy life to the fullness
