I hate Valentines day. Year after shitty year, I'm alone. I've gotten someone a gift though, he's becoming my best friend...I wish we were more than that, but not much I can do about that right now. I just don't want to be alone on this day again. I don't know why I hate being alone, I just do. According to my zodiac book, it is just my Libran personality...according to my ex, it is some kind of personality defect. I don't know...I just know it's debilitating.
