wildcherryx 2nd alarm hottie's blog: "xpaper dollx"

cope
when you've tried your best to find the one
to bring you joy and steal the sun.
if the world caves and leaves you broken,
hold this memory of which i've spoken.
i've got a minute and perhaps a lifetime,
to remind you of such a pastime.
when our world could mend the fear
and help each other wipe the tears.
we were the best through the worst of friends,
i'm glad to see it will never end.
even though we've had our days
where the moon didn't hang a certain way.
but through the pool of sorrowed smiles,
together we can walk such miles.
so when you're down and lost all hope,
here's an Angel to help you cope.

i'd forgotten
you came through and put hope back into my life.
i'd forgotten how to feel.
i'd forgotten how to breathe.
i'd forgotten how much i loved you.

remember me
i was the quiet one who never needed a soul. i stepped on little boys' hearts; the kind that were filled with childish passion towards me. i would run and pour my feelings to the ones who cared most.
remember me?
i probably pushed you away or tore down your trust because i was unhappy with myself. i didn't need the world to cry on. i only needed patience. i wore hope.
remember me?
i was the one who threw myself to my knees for you. when i felt i needed to be free, i pleaded for you. i never meant to cause pain. i didn't mean to make you wilt; i was unhappy.
remember me?
yes, remember me when i get strong. where i can find my fear and rip myself apart.
remember me when it's your turn to cry. when i feel invincible and you're all alone.
remember me when i'm there for you. and when i get older and grey, i want you to remember how brave i was for you.
just remember my love, remember me.

untitled
broken lover
twisted fate.
secret lives
at golden gates.
twenty years
with severed hope
sacred words,
they don't know
that the way they love
the way they breathe
make up for the fights
and all they see.
useless tears,
tethered souls,
tainted pain,
takes its toll.
hidden smiles
of a pampered child
all the hurt
is worth their while.

deception
what's the use for a man to lie?
when he says he loves you, then says goodbye.
secret virtue hidden in selfish eyes
if only you could tell me why.

four months gone with the timing of you
you played my love just like a fool.
your mind is set to be with her
with my heart, why did you bother.

in your eyes i'm this girl
who never believes what's in this world.
you've come in and broken my fate
this feeling you neglect is what i hate.

i'm closing my eyes, to wipe the fear
and this lie, i'm holding against you dear.
for i know you'll only be back
to knock my esteem back off its track.

i've got a new you to free my soul,
another promise to make me whole.
and with this breath i'm saying to you,
i'm sorry my love, no friend will do.

mr.boy
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cry for me
i'm a beautiful thing
until you get close up.
i'm everything you need
until we break up.
if love could be a burden
i know it will be me.
if time can hide a promise
i know i'd set you free.
i'm a wild one
until i'm in your arms.
the world that seems so heavy
can suddenly do no harm.
tears on my pillow
and a fear in my eyes
i can't find the reason
why i hurt your precious pride.
i've got this promise
to never let you go.
but if i had the words to say
then i would let you know.
you're the world inside my eyes
never to leave me down.
if there's ever a time you need me near
i'll always be around.
i'm a beautiful thing
until i rip your heart
i've always been the one for you
right from the very start
i love the joy you bring to me
each and every day.
still i wish i could hold you now,
but what would i say?
i love you more than ever
this i wish you knew.
i know the world will soon not turn
and leave me a part of you
so if i can't hold onto you
it would kill the rest of me.
if i can't stay where i am
please don't cry for me.