Recently I found I had bilateral pulmonary embolism. I was hospitalized and treated for it, however for weeks before they found them I was at the hospital several times and was diagnosed with anxiety while I laid on my floor almost dying. Finally my family took me to another hospital that ran test that showed it but still sent me home. Five days later I get into a doctor who realized the test was positive for the blood clots in the lungs and sent me right to the hospitalized and treated all sounds good but now I have a serve case of anxiety a month after the fact. Or is it anxiety? I have lost trust in the medical field I guess .I feel like I am deteriorating, it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend as well as my children because they don’t know how to help me and are as frustrated as I am. Do I believe them and take it as anxiety. I don’t know what to do. I am not asking for sympathy just venting hoping that if I get it off my chest a lot of prayers and maybe some advice.