I don't know if it's the pain pills talking, or if it's just due to the fact that i'm very pissed off and am very tired of the people that like to play games with others on this site... hell, the ones that like to play with others in general...
I'm so sick of opening up, feeling like I can trust again.. only to realize that in the end, it was all a damn game. That once again, i was someone's damn play toy.. to toss about, made to believe in WORDS... another friend once told me, all it is, is WORDS... damn, why didn't i pay attention??
But no, i gave in, trusted again, let someone in, only to be shit on...
Never again.. NEVER.
If you want to be my friend, that's fine, but if you EVER want anything more than that... find another play toy because this one is done messing with it... feeling the after affects of the WORDS... WORDS that only turn out to be lies.
