He's the one who's there every time you are upset. He's the one who held you, and talked to you after the last asshole broke your heart. He never forgets your birthday, he never forgets to open doors for you, and makes sure you never pay for the bill. He seams to be there whenever your blue and he laughs at your stupidest jokes. He has never hurt you and it pisses you off to see him with stupid women you know he shouldn't be with.
He has been your best friend since grade school, and your parents even said that you should have married him a long time ago. You thought that this a bad idea because what happened if you dated him and he wasn't the man you know him to be? What if everything he did for you was a mask that hid the most evil of all men underneath? Would you know him as the man he is or the man that has been hiding all these years.
Worse, what would happen if you did like him? Could he be your knight in shining armor that you have always wanted? Would he really be as good as he is to you every moment of every day? Would he spoil you and cherish every moment with you? Would he treat you as an equal and understand your needs and desires? Who is this man that has been there every moment both good and bad in your life. Is he your angel or your feared Demon?
Guess what? You'll never know. He died yesterday in a horrible car wreck that left you devistated. God, why couldn't you have woke up and realized what was there in front of you the entire time. Why didn't you try? Were you scared? Were you to stuck up and took advantage of him? Why did he have to die? Why can't he just wake up and give you a second chance? Wake up Please!!!!!
