How can you say you love me, but yet lie to me?
How can you say you would never leave me, but yet cheat on me?
How can you look into my eyes and tell me I’m the only one?
How can you lay in my bed, but dream of someone else?
How can you share your dreams of the future with me if I’m not in it?
How can you say you need me if you have someone else?
How can you judge others who cheat, when you do it yourself?
How can you say you care about me, when that night you could careless?
If I got hurt?
Do you know the pain I feel inside my soul? Do you hear my heart screaming for help from all this hurt? Do you know that I feel as if someone is ripping my life apart, like a million knifes are being driven into my heart? I feel like someone is taking everything from me and no matter what I say or do I can’t seem to win. Do you know that I feel empty, as if I have nothing? Do you know that I pretend to be okay, but inside I’m dying? You think it’s all an act of mine but it’s not. I hurt, I cry, I feel pain and most of all right now I feel confused. Confused as to why you are still here in my home, on my bed and in my life. Do you know how many tears have fallen from my eyes for you? How can you look me in the eyes and still deny it? I don’t believe that you will ever know what you have until I’m not there anymore and that day is not to far away.
You and I we can never be. There was a time in our relationship that I would have given my life for you, but now that has changed all I think now is how far are you willing to go to make me happy? Would you die for me? Would you prove to me how much you love me and how?
What hurts me the most is that you let me get close to your family and now for what? For this?
I still love you but there comes a time when we just have to let go because being together is just hurting me more and more with every passing day. I will miss you and the hurt will come but through it all even if I stay with you the pain will still be there because of the things you do. So I would rather hurt because you are not here anymore than hurt because you are cheating on me. Because the pain of you not being here will eventually go away, but the other one will continue as long as you don’t change your ways because I have lost all the trust I had for you. You got caught and you still lie that shows me that you will never change. . Are you going to change that means everything you do? If not then I say good-bye.
