Well it certainly looks like I'm single again. Damn this is going to be a long road to get over. I need some time. I love my now ex with all my heart. I wish we didnt have to part. If you all know that Kid Rock song Im a low life, that kind of describes him. Well at least because Im so hurt it does. I dont think Im ever going to find "the one". I guess I never learn. All I do is make mistakes. I guess after I spend my time alone re evaluating what happened , maybe Ill see where Im screwing up. I just wish I could find that "good" man. I guess there arent any left out in this world.