Wow, whts the world comming to if you can be with someone who claims they are so inluv wit u, inluv enough to ask u to marry them n then everythin goes fine until 1 day yer on the phone n u guys r haven a dissagreement n yer phone drop n hangs up on him, n he calls u bac n tell u "man if thats wut u on then do u" where is the logic in that, in leaven someone just because of an accident, i luvd him i really did n i guess he didnt feel the way he said, my biggest fear, not finding someone that made me feel the way he did, and being alone something i fear more then anything, i guess i put my happiness aside just to feel something that i was stupid enough to believe, am i that bad of a person or am i just that stupid and that gullible to wanna b wit someone that treats me like that. The only guy that ever made me feel like the prettiest person that walked the earth, someone that got me to the point where id never been before had me to where i felt like cryen everytime he left because i was back to reality n bac to real life where i wasnt any of the things he made me feel like i was. ill miss those feelings n ill miss having someones arm around me n ill miss having a reason to smile but i guess shit happens n ill jus have to find a way to move on
