First i'll say that my mother has been ill for awhile now. Brain damage and stuff. Because of the pacient privacy laws i cant know the exact details. But my grandmother just called and said that mom has to go to a home this week. It's soo sudden. I feel so dead. I haven't had much of a life and my parents suck, but i love them. I can't picture what's to come. Right now the song of my life is Good Charlette's "Hold on". (you can find the video on my page). So i hope someone can relate to me, it's better to go through things when ppl can relate. This one is for mom. I love you.
My poem for mom...
Dear Mom,
You never said you'd always be there
You've always been lost and unfound
I can't believe your ignorance
I feel so low beneath the ground
There's nothing I can do now
I loved you with all my heart
But now you're gone
You and dad tore my life apart
I've learned not to trust anyone
There's nothing more to say
You've lost someone special
You can't get back each day
Now you're stuck in the dark
And you will never ever feel my pain
You expect me to take care of you
for all the crap you still feel you're not to blame
I could never forgive you
Even if I tried
You can never make up
For the lonely nights I've cried
You will never know the feeling
Of never having a mother
To laugh and cry and love you
Instead of making you feel like nothing
I've moved on with my life
Without you
My pain has kept so long
I'm telling you how I feel inside
Not that you'd understand why i cry
Because of you I'm stronger
my children will HAVE a mother
I didn't turn out wrong But throught it all i have and will always love you. You are my mother and i love you.
