What Is Real?
When the things we seek are not there.
Who is to say that they are,
When I know they are not.
Everyone wants to be and know they can't dance.
In a world of deception,
Those in control say it never happend.
Then on the same news it is seen.
Kill me and those before me .
Then say they died of old age .
Closed casket nothing is seen.
Until I opened it up and said
" the told me he died of a heart attack"
When in fact he bled to death.
From a ruptured spleen.
Jesus , Rivera Calderon
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THINKING OF YOU
Thinking Of You
Wanting to travel, the inner workings of your intelect.
Then see what comes about.
And a man such as i.
Has stuck in my eye a vision.
A vision of a rose, that's about to sprout.
Sprout with joy and all that is known to be...
As I open my arms when you come to me...
I know a queen when one is seen and that would be you
At the pinnacle of
what the most highest meant for you to be from the
Start
The queen to rule the dominion of my heart.
Jesus , Rivera Calderon
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SURE YOUR RIGHT
Sure Your Right
Heart broken is what I am.
I can't help it .why you do the things you do.
Can't you see were close to a break up,
And I already felt it.
Tell me why ,the pain inside my heart.
Just made me cry . what's the truth?
Forget the lies you say you that your right!
So that only means that I'm wrong
Jesus Rivera Calderon
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SILHOUTTE IN MY DREAMS
Silhouette In My Dreams
WONDERING WHY THE DISTANCE IS SO GREAT,
BETWEEN OUR LIPS.
DESTINED TO COLLIDE,
WITH PASSION AND ROMANCE.
A TENDER TOUCH FROM YOU.
MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING!
YOUR THE AIR AT THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN.
FOR NOW MY BREATHING PATTERNS CHANGE,
AS I NEAR THE TOP. BREATHING HARDER&HARDER.
TO CONSUME MORE YOU WITHIN ME.
SO NOW THINGS GET PLEASANT.
VEIWING YOU AS A WOMAN,
LOVING YOU AS MY WOMAN,
AND PROTECTING YOU AS MY QUEEN
FOR THIS METAPHYSICAL BOND IS GOD SENT.
LIFE IS GOOD, BUT UNITY MAKES IT PROFOUND.
Jesus, Rivera Calderon
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Runnig Scared
Runnig Scared
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
How did you tame such a wild heart?
What power do you posses?
That god has bestoed upon you.
For your voice is like a siren.
A smile so captivating,the sparkle in your eyes.
Out weigh the beauty,of Gods sunrise.
Walking with a graceful manner.
As if born a Godess or a Queen.
My mouth is taped.yet my heart is screaming your name.
The tears of my heart shed.
Which is blood that has stainded.
Stainded the concrete on which I stand.
Fortififing the foundation.in which I stand,
And etching your name in my heart.
love is what I sought,
Now it has been found, your a queen,
And everything
I know a woman should be
Jesus Calderon
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MY HEARTS SONG
My Hearts Song
loving you is easy.
Cause of what you stand for.
Like a dream I awake from deep slumber.
Only to to be mezmorized,
by your enchanting beauty.
Your what God intended for a woman to be,
in my eyes. How can I stop thinking of you.
When my every breath revolves around you.
The ground on which you walk is blessed.
Within you I see the light.
That God meant to be seen by keen eyes
and a true heart.
My knees shake I tremble and fall,
like a religous experince.
Baby I have been thinking,
and if love dose prevail.
Then so can we.
Jesus , Rivera Calderon
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MY HAERTS ABYSS
My Hearts Abyss
Am I here to feel pain?
To cry aloud with no one to hear
On deaf ears my cries fall standing alone
As I wonder how it has become from young to a man
Pain is constant
Emotional, physical, mental
The rain pours atop my head
I can not breath
I gasp for air
Mouth full of water
Staggering down the street
Vision impaired
So now I lay down
Weakened by the torment
Suffering from the pain
No longer able to breath
Cause I'm drowning in this rain
G'zus Calderon
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Jesus , Rivera Calderon
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DOSE LOVE EXIST FOR ME??
Dose Love Exist For Me?
I think not!
Many say I am ugly, some say i'm not.
Now what do they see in me?
For I am drowning in this sea of misery.
Yes I am human, yes I do cry.
With tears in my eyes, running down my face as I write.
This which you read I s like when my heart bleeds.
Everyone longs to be loved.
So I run not to be found, the pain of a loss is so profound.
Where is he? was all being asked.
Just follow the trail of blood.
Down the street,and through the alleys.
Go on hunt him down!
Cause at the end of it all you will see him.
Bleeding to death on the ground.
In a cold dark place .
Where nobodies around...
I please ask you all "keep me in your prayers"
Thank you, and may god bless you all.
Jesus , Rivera Calderon
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A FATHERS PAIN
A Fathers Pain
Wanting to run,run fast.
As I never dare to look back.
Memories of what you were,and now you are not.
Time passes like a spring breeze.
You have what I cherish,
With my life.
Unass this!
Which is not a possesion.
But my child.
Well d*** you shall I say.
May the lord have mercy on my soul.
For I will atest this til I am no longer.
Why should this be fair?
a woman keep a man from his seed.
Reflection of him,blood of his blood.
Flesh of his flesh.
Lord please!
To you I kneel,and pray.
To make it possible.
That he really know my love for him before I pass away
Jesus , Rivera Calderon
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DID YOU KNOW?
Did You Know?
BEING AROUND YOU IS LIKE A REFRESHING SUMMER BREEZE.
LOVING THE RESILIANCE OF YOUR SMILE.
THE TENDERNESS & WARMTH OR YOUR EMBRACE,
IS MORE THE ENOUGH.TO FUEL MY LOVE.
HOW AM I ABLE TO TO BE SWEPT AWAY,
BY ONE OF GODS FINEST CREATIONS?
THIS IS ALL I ASK?
WHAT IS REAL? WE MIGHT MIGHT QUESTION
THE SINCERETY OF ONES ACTIONS,OR WORDS..
THAT SEEM TO BE PLACED DEEP
WITHIN ONES HEART. WATCH ME BE YOUR FRIEND
IN WAYS YOU NEVER KNEW POSSIBLE.
ROSE PEDALS FALL FROM MY HAND
WITH YOUR EVERY STEP.
SIGNIFY THE DIVINITY THAT I SEE WITHIN YOU.
WANTING YOU TO LIGHT UP MY LIFE...
AND ALLOWING YOU TO DO SO.
WITH ANXIETY AND CONTENT...
Jesus, Rivera Calderon
Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon
